After several years of illness, Su Xiao's boyfriend entered his final dying.

Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time, when a young life was about to disappear, he was still frightened, Lu Niansheng asked for leave to go downstairs, walked hurriedly in the hall, and hit a wall of people directly.

When I looked up, I saw Lu Haowen twisting his eyebrows and looking down at her, the corners of his lips lifted slightly, "Hurry to reincarnate?" ”

She didn't have the heart to joke, "I'...... I've got something. ”

Lu Haowen saw that her face was pale, she smiled, her eyebrows frowned slightly, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

She didn't know why, when she heard this, her heart felt like she had been hit suddenly, and her nose was sour without warning, and her voice was very weak: "I have a friend...... Be critically ill. ”

Lu Haowen was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "You go over now?" ”

"Hmm."

"I'll send you."

The driver drove in the front seat, and Lu Niansheng and Lu Haowen sat in the back seat.

Lu Niansheng leaned on the back of the chair a little weakly, his brain turned very slowly, and Lu Haowen talked about Su Xiao's boyfriend.

She and Su Xiao are best friends, but they are actually not familiar with the man, and a big reason is that the man has been sick in bed, so he didn't come out with Su Xiao to see her, and the few times she saw the man, it was all to visit the patient, or because she wanted to help Su Xiao take care of it occasionally.

I have the impression that the man is very young, pale, and weak, and even his limbs have been degraded by the long-term bed rest, and he is thin and skinny, but he is very optimistic, and he often smiles even when he is suffering from illness.

After all, it was a young life, she had lost a child, and she knew very well the pain of losing her loved one, and it was difficult for her to think about how Su Xiao would survive this.

When Su Xiao was with the man, he was still sixteen or seventeen years old, and he had taken care of the man for eight years.

Lu Haowen listened to her in silence, and when she talked about the details of the man she had visited, she couldn't hide her sadness in her eyes, and her fingers trembled slightly.

Lu Haowen put his hand on the back of her hand, and did not speak, but just used a little strength to wrap her hand tightly in the palm of his hand.

The man's palm was wide, with a slightly higher temperature, and Lu Niansheng was slightly stunned.

Even as a suitor, Lu Haowen has always been a suitor who has a very good grasp of proportion, after that night's confession, the relationship between the two people has not changed much, he said that he didn't urge her, that is, he really didn't urge her, and kept telling her to calm down and give an answer, he said that he didn't accept any perfunctory rejection, and he didn't tolerate her impatiently, but he cared about her more than before.

She is actually selfish, and the relationship between her and him, she instinctively avoids it, and doesn't want to think it through.

The rational approach is to refuse directly, but she occasionally feels reluctant when she sees Lu Jing, and the relationship with Lu Haowen is not handled well, which is likely to cause her to no longer be able to see Lu Jing as often as she is now.

Occasionally, she would be disgusted by her own selfishness, so her hand moved slightly, and she struggled a little, because the driver was in the front seat, her voice was very low: "Brother Lu...... Will you let me go? ”

"Not good." He lowered his voice and lowered his eyes to her, "I was telling you that you can think slowly, but Nian Sheng, I didn't give up, I know you are sad now, let me accompany you." ”

What he said was actually a bit domineering, but it was not annoying, Lu Niansheng was stunned, and his heart trembled slightly.

She hates herself like this, she actually doesn't like Lu Haowen, but it is hard to deny that she has committed a common human disease-

When she is vulnerable, when she is lonely and afraid, and for the rest of her life after experiencing those catastrophes, she has normal instincts, and she can't resist this kind of tenderness, and she can't avoid it when people yearn for good warmth in their bones, she can't avoid it, she has been too bad in the past, and if someone treats her well, she will still feel moved.

She pursed her lips for a few seconds, "I-"

After a pause, he continued, "I probably won't be able to be with you." ”

In order to avoid any embarrassment caused by the driver's hearing, the sound is small like a mosquito humming.

Lu Haowen didn't let go, and looked at her with a sideways face, "I said it, you want to answer it clearly, how long has it been since I confessed?" In the meantime, every time you talk to me and you don't talk to Lu Jing, you don't even know me, and the decision you make is hasty. ”

Her hand couldn't be withdrawn, her eyebrows frowned slightly, Lu Haowen's words were reasonable, but-

"I can't."

Lu Haowen was stunned for a moment, not understanding, "What?" ”

She raised her face to look at him, "Brother Lu, you don't know my past at all, haven't you also confessed?" Whether you accept a person or not has little to do with understanding, if you really know me, you will regret it. ”

He said, "Then come and make me regret it." ”

“……”

Lu Niansheng was a little helpless, "I used to be a gangster, the kind who fought with others. ”

Lu Haowen smiled and rubbed her hair with his other hand, "Well, what else?" ”

His smile was doting and tender, and she suddenly felt like a child in front of him, and turned her face awkwardly, "I'm not from a good background...... I didn't start out as a daughter of the Lu family, I lived outside for a long time, and my education was not high, and then I studied abroad......"

Her words were a little messy, desperately looking for her shortcomings, "You also know that I was divorced once, and I can't be a good wife and mother." ”

Lu Haowen only thought it was funny, "You think I don't know this?" ”

She lowered her head and stopped talking.

He still held her hand and never let go, "I said it a long time ago, I don't care about your past, I know that your previous failed marriage caused you a lot of harm, I promise that I am different from him, I will not hurt you." ”

Her complexion changed slightly.

Although he did not name him, it is self-evident who "he" in Lu Haowen's mouth is.

He squeezed her hand with a little strength, as if to attract her attention, "Moreover, you made such a hasty decision, didn't you think about Lu Jing?" You obviously like Lu Jing very much, and the child also likes you. ”

Her heart tugged.

That's all fake.

Is she really good to Lu Jing? In fact, it's just that she is deceiving herself, her child is dead, she is looking for a shadow in Lu Jing, she plays with Lu Jing, and occasionally buys things for Lu Jing, she likes to see Lu Jing's happy appearance, as if she can find a little comfort in this way.

She felt despicable.

After a long time, she spoke: "It's not appropriate, I'...... Unworthy. ”

His eyebrows were deep, and he heard her say again: "I am good to Lu Jing because of ......"

"I know."

He interrupted directly.

She looked up and met his gaze.

He said: "I also know that they didn't understand the rejection of me before today, and it was also because of Lu Jing, so I hesitated." ”

Her eyes drooped, and she was still a little uncomfortable when someone hit the nail on the head, "I'm sorry." ”

Lu Haowen disagreed, "Nian Sheng, it's you who think things are too complicated, no matter what reason you approach me or Lu Jing, what does it matter?" You didn't settle for any mess, and you didn't want to take advantage of us, so why should you apologize? ”

She looked at him with a slight surprise.

"To be honest, I said a long time ago that I can't give you the romance that those young boys can give you, relatively, at my age, in my situation, many things will be more practical when considered," he sighed, "This may also be my shortcoming, I have experienced some things that cause me to actually not want any vigorous love now, I prefer to be flat, we can support each other, be loyal to each other, and it is good to be together." ”

He smiled lightly at her, "After all, there is an age difference between us...... If you're still looking forward to that sweetness and heartbeat, I might disappoint you. ”

"I didn't." She opened her mouth hurriedly, and regretted it a little, so she hurriedly explained, as if she had really softened her attitude, she was silent for a few seconds, "I actually didn't think about finding someone again." ”

Lu Haowen was stunned, "For the sake of someone who has hurt you, you have to punish yourself for being lonely for a lifetime?" ”

She was silent.

No one will understand, she is not punishing herself, she just feels that her heart is dead and she is dead, and she will not be resurrected because of anyone else.

Lu Haowen is very good to her, she will be moved, but she will only be moved.

She has lost the ability to love another person, so her heart is very small.

Lu Haowen's question was asked in her heart, but she couldn't find the answer.

The speed of the car slowed down suddenly, and when she raised her eyes to look out the window, she had arrived at the hospital parking lot, and she broke free of Lu Haowen's hand again.

The car had stopped, and this time he didn't stop her, only to see her getting out of the car in a hurry, looking at her back and sighing softly.

Most of the injured people have a common disease, and occasionally it is difficult to approach like a hedgehog, so he also got out of the car and chased after him.

Su Xiao's boyfriend has been transferred to the intensive care unit, plugged into a ventilator and an ECG monitoring device, and his appearance looks a little scary.

The intensive care unit does not allow others to enter, and the escorts can only stand outside, when Lu Niansheng passed, Su Xiao stood at the window, Fu Chengxiu was beside Su Xiao, and his hand was pressed on Su Xiao's shoulder, as if to give Su Xiao some courage.

She walked over, Su Xiao turned her head to look at it when she heard the sound, and squeezed out a smile, "Nian Sheng, you are here." ”

Lu Niansheng frowned, didn't speak, and took a step forward to hug Su Xiao.

Su Xiao's pale face was slightly stunned, and for a few seconds, he also hugged Lu Niansheng.

Fu Chengxiu watched from the side, looked up inadvertently, and saw Lu Haowen who followed Lu Niansheng Er.

His heart sank, but he still smiled first, "Governor Lu." ”

Lu Haowen nodded at him, walked over and saw the two girls hugging each other, and it was not easy to disturb, so he bypassed to Fu Chengxiu and glanced into the intensive care unit, "What's the situation?" ”

Fu Chengxiu glanced at Su Xiao and shook his head at Lu Haowen.

The atmosphere is very solemn, separated by a wall, a young life is disappearing, and in this last short time, it is still tortured, even an outsider will feel heavy when he sees it.

Although it was out of place, Fu Chengxiu still couldn't hold back, and lowered his voice slightly closer to Lu Haowen, "President Lu, why did you come over?" ”

"I went to Ruitong to find Nian Sheng just now, and she was about to come over, so it's better for multiple people at this time."

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