Chapter Eighty-Four: A Bloody Estrangement
Jiang An was poked in the heart, his face was not good-looking, he looked left and right, and the two women in front of him simply left angrily, leaving Yao Xingchen and Xu Duo You look at me and I look at you.
"I'm still talking about him, and I can't eat grapes myself and say that grapes are sour!" Seeing Jiang An leave angrily, Yao Xingchen couldn't help laughing at himself, and sighed with a wry smile.
Compared with Xu Duo and Tang Xinyue, she has always had less courage and has always been cautious, but unfortunately those who want to understand don't understand, but those bystanders have known their own heart for many years, or those who understand actually understand, but they can't stand him deliberately pretending not to understand, just like you can never wake up a person who deliberately pretends to be asleep.
She likes Jiang An for twelve years from the day she entered the university to now!
In the summer of that year, with the sound of cicadas, Yao Xingchen came from a city where she grew up to a city she was looking forward to, and when she dragged her suitcase and stood at the exit of the train station to look around, it was Jiang An who took the box in her hand and brought her to the school, that is, after that glance, Yao Xingchen remembered Jiang An in his heart.
It's a pity that she remembered Jiang An, but Jiang An didn't remember her, with that little secret in her heart, she carefully kept it, until she became good friends with Xu Duo in the same dormitory, she didn't know how much Jiang An cared about Xu Duo, after that, they could only be called senior brothers and sisters, Yao Xingchen never said a word to Jiang An that was out of size!
It's just that the deeper she hides, the more there will always be some differences in the subtleties, she knows that Jiang An has stomach problems, and there will always be all kinds of stomach medicine in her bag, and she knows that Jiang An likes to write notes, and every time she goes out, she will bring the best pen back to him, and Jiang An, the gifts are still exchanged, and after she gives something, there will be a return gift every time, as if she is drawing a line with herself.
Jiang An guarded Xu Duo, she guarded Jiang An, the two of them were willing to guard so silently, Yao Xingchen was scolding Jiang An today, in fact, he was talking about himself!
"Xingchen ......" Xu Duo pursed his lips, looked at Yao Xingchen's distracted appearance, reached out and held Yao Xingchen's hand, Yao Xingchen turned his head to look at Xu Duo, who was like a sister, just pursed his lips and shook his head with a wry smile.
Who is to blame for her willingly liking it!
"I'm going to go out for a while, I agreed to the application in school, I will be abroad for about two or three years, I like him for so long, I want to give up, meaningless things, I have done it for so long, it is time to sober up!"
Yao Xingchen knew what Xu Duo was going to say, and he didn't wait for Xu Duo to speak, he spoke directly to Xu Duo, meaning that Xu Duo would also understand that her fruitless unrequited love would end in the future.
I gave myself the best treatment in school, gave myself a place to send myself out, and I couldn't wait for the man I loved, so I might as well make more money happily, so as not to be unsatisfactory in the future, and the person I love has no money and no money, so what's the mix.
"When did it happen? Have you thought about it? When Xu Duo heard the news at first glance, his heart was empty, seeing that Yao Xingchen would be like this, he obviously made up his mind.
"If you can't chase love, then I'll chase fame and fortune, won't this tell you!" Yao Xingchen shrugged his shoulders and sighed very freely, "After all, it's not something to be proud of, let others know that I hid out because I couldn't ask for it, and I will be laughed at when I turn around!" ”
Looking at the entanglement between Xu Duo and Chamberlain, and watching Tang Xinyue and Xia Wentao regain, Yao Xingchen didn't think about simply piercing this layer of window paper, regardless of whether he was good or bad, but even if the impulsive little devil in her heart was greeting herself, she still wouldn't do that, she couldn't let herself go to that irreparable step.
If you can't be an impulsive Yao Xingchen, you can only be a free and easy Yao Xingchen!
"Are you planning to settle abroad with your thoughts? Or do you want to stay for a while and let Nian Nian settle there? If I'm sure I'll go back and tell me that I'm settled, I'll go to your place and find you!" Yao Xingchen diverted his attention and diverted the topic, not letting Xu Duo's bitter gourd face continue because of his own affairs.
The relationship between them should not be hidden because of these things, such nonsense as guilt, there is no need for that, and there is no meaning for that.
"Look!" Xu Duo couldn't answer for a while, so he said this.
When Yao Xingchen heard these two words, he knew that Xu Duo had gotten into the tip of the bull's horns again......
Neither of them was talking, and the group of people with their own thoughts did not have the happiness they had when they came, but everyone added a little more sorrow, Chamberlain and Jiang An looked at each other unpleasantly, but for the sake of Xu Duo, the two of them endured their impatience with each other, but when they sat down to eat together, the anger on their faces was still not compatible.
In this line, only Nian Nian is in a state of excitement all day, and he is very happy!
When it came to the fireworks performance in the evening, Xu Nian held his heavy eyelids and watched the whole performance, which is indescribable in words, and finally lay on Sun Wei's shoulder, and could no longer control the groggy sleep......
Chamberlain was by Xu Duo's side, and prepared a lot of words in his heart, but he couldn't say a word at this point, since Xu Duo didn't take his flowers and didn't answer his words, he felt that he and Xu Duo seemed to be separated by a far, far distance.
After Xia Wentao heard that the courtship plan prepared today ended in failure, he only kindly sent Chamberlain a sentence: "Tsundere is cool for a while, chasing his wife in the crematorium!" ”
This courtship plan that should have made Xu Duo teary-eyed, but they didn't expect it to reduce Xu Duo's enthusiasm, which they didn't expect!
And after hearing this, Chamberlain almost didn't blow Xia Wentao's head, he still had the face to laugh at himself, he chased his wife back, and he didn't care about anyone!
"If you want me to say, you probably know in your heart where the problem is, in the final analysis, it is a psychological shadow, this is really unsolvable, and you still have to rely on yourself."
When Xia Wentao arrived at the booked hotel, Tang Xinyue had already lived with Xu Duo and them, and in desperation, the two old men simply made do with each other, in order to relieve Chamberlain, Xia Wentao directly brought wine and let Chamberlain be presumptuous.
After all, if the courtship fails, it should be uncomfortable!
"You don't know about me, but just like you said, this knot can't be untied, the deeper it gets, the deeper it gets, I can only watch dryly, the closer it is, Duoduo will take a step back, her current mind is too hard to guess." Sleeperen held a beer bottle and poured a bottle of beer into his stomach, he knew that Xu Duo had grievances and concerns, and begged it to be on that day, in the cemetery......
Holding the beer bottle after bottle, Chamberlain became more and more sober the more he drank, and finally when Jiang An appeared in front of him and accused him of being useless, the two of them were in this room, turning their heads and fighting again!
The more Jiang An thought about this matter today, the more he held back an evil fire in his heart......
Be! He admits that Xu Duo doesn't like him, admits that he is just an ordinary teacher who stays in school to teach, how good he is, how much he can make Xu Duo have no worries, compared to the man who can take care of him around Xu Duo, it is not the best, but in his opinion, Xu Duo can choose anyone, why should he choose Chamberlain, why does Chamberlain dare to stand by Xu Duo's side shamelessly, he is not convinced.
Jiang An, who had seen Xia Wentao buy a bunch of wine, provoked and knocked on the door of their room, looking at Ning Bolun, who was drinking there in a muffled voice, he was really angry, picked up the wine bottle and poured the wine on Ning Bolun's body, venting his inner dissatisfaction and anger.
The perception that Chamberlain is not worthy of Xu Duo has been ingrained in Jiang An's heart since the incident six years ago, and now, no matter what Chamberlain does, he can't look down on it!
"Lumbern, you are a coward, a puddle of mud, for you, Duoduo has suffered so much, and now, you have to be entangled in your family to choose a dilemma, can't you be happy, leave by yourself, and let her go? Your mother, your sister, will be your drag in the future, how can you and Duoduo be good in the future? How can there be happiness! ”
Jiang An revealed the words that Lumbern had been unable to say at this time!
As soon as Ning's enterprise fell, Ning's father seemed to have lost his backbone, the whole person withered, and he was no longer like before, he was already an old man with an old state, indeed, Jiang An was right, he Ning Bolun would have to carry a family in the future, from his parents to his younger sister, and between his parents, sister and Xu Duo was carrying a human life, which was bloody and bloody.
That's why two people obviously have love for each other, but they can't always open their hearts together, and it's too difficult and reluctant to say it!
But in front of Xu Duo, what Chamberlain couldn't say, in front of Jiang An, Chamberlain said it, especially because he hated Jiang An, this man who always regarded himself as a brother, what kind of idea did he really don't know, saying that he was cowardly, saying that he had no ability, he Jiang An had the ability, so he wouldn't be cowardly!
Joke!
The wine was spilled all over his body, and Chamberlain poured what he had in his hand on Jiang An's body, Chamberlain pointed at Jiang An's nose and scolded angrily, "Jiang An, don't pretend to be a grandson, don't be cowardly, in the end, you just can't get used to Xu Duo's heart and me, you are not convinced!" ”
"But you and I are willing to let me have such a big mess behind me, yes, my parents and sister are a trouble, but the dead child is also mine, that is also my child, do you know, as the father of the child, you and I don't suffer, I haven't been very, I'm not disgusted? You always like to meddle in other people's affairs, can you manage yourself first, if you want to fight, then it will be bright and bright, don't always stand at the highest point as if you have to scold and persuade people there! ”
(Education 123 Literature Network)