He found the phone that had fallen in the corner of the couch and handed it to her. watched her dial Xuan Jing's number in a daze.

The moment the phone was connected, she cried even more fiercely: "Xuan Jing, I miss you." ”

"Will you come back and save me? I can't hold on anymore, I'm jealous, I'm jealous to death, I want to leave him, but I don't have the courage, who will give me courage, Liang Jingru will give me the courage! ”

He couldn't hold back his laughter.

"Ahhhh I knew he liked that girl, and he ignored me. I hate it, ah...... Yes...... Yes...... Ah......h

She cried, laughed, and tossed for more than an hour, Lu Jingxing's mood was like riding a roller coaster, ups and downs, joys and sorrows, he didn't know that Gu Qinghuan was so conflicted and painful in his heart.

He was heartbroken and powerless. I can only accompany her for a drunken night, gently remove the disguise of the day for her, and carry her into the warm bed.

He had fantasies when she held his hand tightly in her sleep and called him by name.

Imagined that in her dream, he was not a brother six years younger than her, they met for the first time, but they seemed to have known each other for a long time, looking at each other and smiling.

But then she called out the name of another person, and that person was the great invisible chasm that straddled them. And only that person could make her cry in her dreams.

Xuan Jing sent a text message to Lu Jingxing at the right time: "If love will make her miserable, why not let her go?" ”

Lu Jingxing looked at the group photo at the head of the bed, Gu Qinghuan, who was wearing a school uniform, was shy, and tilted his head shyly to lean towards the boy, who looked down at her slightly, his eyes full of doting.

He looked at the boy in the photo, who looked seven points like him, and after a moment of contemplation, he snapped the photo to the table.

The end between him and Gu Qinghuan was already doomed. If he only brings her responsibilities and troubles, he is willing to grow up quickly, even if the outside world evaluates him as an age-appropriate precocious and eager for quick success, he doesn't care, these are insignificant compared to Gu Qinghuan's happiness.

Gu Qinghuan had been drunk a few times before, and every time he was like a naïve child, pulling him to say what was on his mind.

It's just that this time, it's a bad story because of him.

He blamed himself for the troubles he had brought to Gu Qinghuan.

Just like Xuan Jing said, if his extravagant hopes will make her miserable, it is better to let her go.

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"Brother Jing Xing? Brother Jing Xing? ”

His thoughts were pulled back to reality by Zheng Keren, and he dodged his eyes awkwardly: "Where did you just go?" ”

"Speaking of Sister Qinghuan, we are not allowed to drink."

"It's okay to drink a little, we'll keep each other a secret."

Zheng Keren nodded happily for the two of them to have a common secret.

After two small cups of wine, the two of them were already slightly drunk.

Zheng Keren changed his usual lively and open love, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed and became deep and indifferent.

She talks about her father as if she were telling someone else's story:

"He was the person I hated the most in the world because he kept my mom in the fingers of others all my life until she died, and he didn't give her a name. My mother is also stupid, and she doesn't want others to give it to her. Therefore, I told myself that I must strive for what I like, and I must cherish what belongs to me. I don't want to be like them. ”

She received Lu Jingxing's comforting gaze with red eyes, and laughed at herself: "I'm very conflicted, right, I obviously hate him, but I accept everything he gives me as a matter of course." I don't feel guilty at all that he owes me. He promised me three things I would do, and the only thing I could think of was to get into the entertainment industry. Because, only in this way, it is possible to meet you. ”