Fan Kang returned to the study, and now he lives in the study every night, he doesn't want to face his wife, see her, and constantly remind himself of the wrong things.

Back then, when I was emotional, I met the concubine of the Qinghe County Palace, she was so beautiful, a smile made people's hearts tremble, and a cry made people feel distressed.

In order to pray for the recovery of his mother-in-law, Huayuan went to Lingxu Temple every day to bow down and worship the Bodhisattva, how could there be such a good woman in the world?

The two met and got to know each other, Hua Yuan wrote a good handwriting, he picked up the crumpled paper she threw in the river, and unfolded it, as if he saw her grievances in the county king's mansion, and learned her heart for himself.

Yellowfare flowers are piled up all over the ground. Haggard and damaged, who can pick it up now? Guarding the window, how can you be born dark alone? The sycamore is more drizzle, and it drips by dusk. This time, what a sad word!

I've never been ecstatic, I've never wanted to take her into my arms, feel sorry for her, and protect her.

However, his grandmother was sick, and his mother took him back to Hejian Mansion and lived in his grandfather's house for half a year.

So what about Huayuan?

The mother agreed to the marriage, and the grandmother said that he and his cousin should visit the church first, and the veil on the first night of the candle was white, and the grandmother asked: Could it be that Mulan has lost her virginity?

A grandfather who has lost his virginity can't accommodate his cousin, so there was such a time.

The cousin's name is Jiao Mulan, and she is the only daughter of her aunt, who grew up in her maternal grandparents. My uncle was an orphan and followed my grandfather to study, and my grandfather took a fancy to my uncle and married my aunt to him.

The cousin who did not have a father grew up in her maternal grandparents' house, and her maternal grandmother wanted her mother to take care of her cousin in the future, so that they could marry.

Mother knew more or less about Huayuan's existence, firstly, in order to widen her grandmother's heart, and secondly, to put an end to her own thoughts and agreed to the marriage.

After the marriage was written, his mother took him back to Beijing, and his cousin stayed behind to take care of his grandmother, and his mother said that he would send someone to pick up his cousin after telling his father.

But as soon as he got home, Hua Yuan brought a letter, he secretly went out to see her, and said that he had already married, Hua Yuan took out a knife, cut his wrists, and said that without him, he couldn't live.

He hugged her, and when he saw the blood gushing out of the deep wound, he said that he couldn't live without her.

Before his mother could tell his father, he knelt down and begged his mother that he was willing to give all his future possessions to his cousin, and that he only wanted to be with Hua Yuan.

He didn't eat or drink, he told his mother why his grandmother let the You family's sister marry in when the second brother was gone, because the second brother only had the You family's sister in his heart, and if he was gone, he and Chen Huayuan would be buried together.

The mother cried, agreed, and wrote to her grandfather's family to say that she only learned that her father had set him a marriage, so she asked her grandfather's family to find another relationship for her cousin.

I only received the news of my grandmother's death and a letter from my uncle that I would never come back.

His mother didn't tell him, and he felt that having Huayuan was owning the whole world, and in his eyes at the age of sixteen, where would he pay attention to other things.

The mother told her father that she wanted to marry in the filial piety, but the father was unwilling to marry the concubine of the county king's mansion, and the mother resisted it with all her might.

But he told him that you don't regret it.

What did he say?

He said that Hua Yuan would be a good daughter-in-law and would let his mother hold a few grandchildren.

Indeed, Hua Yuan married in with rules and regulations, and was filial to her father and mother, and no matter how cold her mother was to her, she never complained.

She said that she didn't feel any grievances for you.

He felt even more sorry for Hua Yuan, gave birth to a daughter and a son, and his mother did not smile at her grandchildren, Hua Yuan still fulfilled her responsibilities as a daughter-in-law, asked for peace every morning and evening, and asked her daughter Yunrong to accompany her grandmother to read the scriptures.

Even sometimes when a daughter complains about her grandmother, Hua Yuan will severely reprimand.

When did he change?

He reprimanded his sister for never calling Huayuan sister-in-law, never looking at Huayuan squarely, and his sister said that in her heart, only Mulan was her sister-in-law.

He was astonished, and his sister laughed at him for being a fool, so check the little guy who went with him.

The younger sister said that her mother came back that year and told her, and the younger sister said that her grandmother disappeared a month after receiving her mother's letter, that her cousin left her grandmother's house after keeping her spirit, that her grandmother's family did not recognize her mother, and that her mother did not want to lose another son, but she lost her mother's family.

Why did my sister start fasting and chanting Buddha, for you to marry this woman, so that her mother was abandoned by her mother's family.

He thought that his cousin was just obeying his elders and marrying him, and he could live his life if he remarried with the silver given by his mother.

Now he knew why his cousin left his grandfather's house, and his cousin had his child, and just one night, his cousin did.

How can she remarry?

He knew that the pregnant woman he saw when he accompanied Hua Yuan to buy things was his cousin, and he thought he was looking at the wrong person.

Unexpectedly, my cousin came to Kyori, left again, and gave birth to a daughter, cousin her......

All this is because of his selfish joy, thinking that he reluctantly married his cousin, and the lack of affection between husband and wife also hurt his cousin.

He grew up and knew that being a man was not just about being happy, there were many things to be a man, and the most important thing was that he lost.

My sister said that you are not worthy of being a man of the Fan family, yes, he is not worthy.

Hua Yuan bought the news of him for him, and he just wanted to marry him, he could have married a better person, and he was wronged in the Fan family, he knew that it was because he was happy with him.

She's a woman, but where is she?

Just like my sister said, put my personal feelings above my parents and family, and put my morality above my morality, and I was a man of the Fan family in vain.

So from then on, he is no longer a tender and sweet husband, and he can't blame Hua Yuan for his fault, but he won't be a good husband without distractions.

Since then, he has not had any children born, Hua Yuan guessed something, she was more cautious, more gentle and considerate to him, more than ten years, and did it so that everyone in the family said it was good, except for her mother and sister.

What should he do now?

That's his daughter, married in the name of an orphan girl, but can he give her a surname?

He could guess why his daughter's name was Le Mulan, and when he left his grandfather's house, he forgot to take a book of poems with him, and his sister said that his cousin only took that book of poems with him when he left.

Fan Kang hid his face and cried, he had no sleep for the past few days and nights, guilt tore at him, his heart was like a thousand knives, there were no scars and there were bursts of pain, but sometimes he couldn't breathe.

There were hurried footsteps at the door, and Fan Kang wiped his tears.

"Third brother."

It was her sister Fan Wanzhen, who married into a member of the household and gave birth to three children.

Fan Wanzhen was taken aback when she saw the third brother.

"Third brother? What's wrong? How so? ”

Fan Kang reluctantly smiled and said, "It's okay, I didn't sleep well when I read late last night." ”

Fan Wanzhen hesitated, not knowing whether to ask.

"What's the matter?"

"Third brother, let me ask you, you have to tell me honestly, did you and your cousin have the same room back then?"

Fan Wanzhen was stunned when she saw the third brother, and she didn't reply for a long time, but she understood.

"Third brother, I met someone, I think it's my cousin's daughter, the age is right, I inquired, it's winter's birthday, third brother, is the adopted daughter of the Meng family, said it's an orphan, third brother, my cousin is gone......"

Fan Wanzhen knew that the third brother and her mother had been inquiring about her cousin's news again, and she happened to meet the adopted daughter of the Meng family today, she felt strange and hurriedly ran back to her parents' house.

This will look at the appearance of the third brother, and know that the third brother already knows.

"Third brother, what should I do? That's my cousin's daughter, it's my brother's daughter, my mother has been looking for my cousin for more than ten years, but it's ......"

But what is it, Fan Wanzhen didn't say, that is, what will happen to her father? The reputation of the Fan family is more important than anything else, how will the father treat the third brother, and the eldest brother, how to do things by the emperor's side?