Chapter 154: You're so generous

"Xu Chenyao, go back, don't come again! We're not going to end well, and if you don't want to see me leave the city, don't come back! She muttered under her breath.

"Xiao Su! Why are you so stupid! As I said, I will bear all the difficulties I encounter, and I will bear them when the sky falls. ”

Xu Chenyao walked up to her, lowered his head, stared at her quiet face, and said silently for a long time, "Don't go, don't leave, I was wrong!" I promise, without your permission, I will not violate you again, just ask you, don't see me, can you? ”

"Let's go!"

She grimaced: "Don't forget, she needs you!" You're going against your conscience, you're going against your family, are you really ready? You're going to give up everything you have for me? Trampling on one's own dignity? ”

As soon as she spoke, the warmth in the room seemed to disappear in an instant.

The empty room suddenly turned into an icy cold.

Xu Chenyao's eyebrows were furrowed, his lips were pale, his eyes stared at her, and he was silent.

Yes, he does love Su Xiaoran deeply, but he also has a father, An An, his own company, and Fei'er, whom he owes all his life, is he really ready to be desperate now?

When she said such a thing, she immediately regretted it!

Regretful and anxious, she couldn't bear to look at his self-reproachful appearance!

However, she knew that she could never give him hope, because she was not sure, and she did not want to disrupt his life and her own life.

"Don't you need me? Are you so ruthless? You asked me with a conscience, so I have to ask you! Are you really willing to give up on me? He asked in a hoarse voice.

He approached Su Xiaoran again and wanted to pull her into his arms.

"Nope! I don't need you! I will live without you, and I will be very peaceful and happy! ”

She finally said this sentence ruthlessly, but at the bottom of her heart, it was like a sharp knife was wringing, and the pain was so painful that she almost couldn't breathe.

"Are you really happy?" His voice was calm and cold, but he could still hear what he was holding.

She doesn't speak, she's happy or not, only she knows, and no one else can replace her, but what if she needs it?

Seeing that he is gentle with other women, she doesn't have such a good belly, she is selfish, she would rather not and not want to watch her heart torment in the oil pan all day long.

So she would rather not have each other than for eternity.

"Of course, of course I'm happy! Immensely happy! Didn't you see that I had just come back from a banquet? And someone sent me back! That man is excellent! ”

Su Xiaoran suddenly raised her eyes and stared at him, her dark eyes flashed brightly, shining like a black pearl under the light.

She didn't cry anymore, pretending to be strong, she thought she would cry again!

But it was unusually calm.

She didn't cry, she thought she would cry bitterly, she thought she couldn't pretend.

"Really happy? Is it really happy? Is it really a lot of fun? He shouted.

The voice was full of pain, why could she be free and easy, but he was so wolfy?

Is she such a cold-blooded woman? And she is like a woman.

But she heard her own calm voice: "Yes, you can be very happy......"

"Didn't you say you loved me?"

"But I love myself even more!" She smiled, and smiled leisurely, as natural as the hollow valley orchid.

"The road of love, I don't want three people to go, whoever is with you is destined to go with three people, Yao Fei'er is a burden that you can't get rid of in your life...... I don't want to go on like this...... Because I'm so tired......"

"Xu Chenyao, you hurry up and cure her, tell her that An An is her child, and also tell An An that Yao Fei'er is his mother...... Perhaps, it will help her recovery! ”

It's so painful...... It's so painful......

Her heart is like a knife, she personally gives her children to other women, and gives her beloved men to other women, so how can she not be sad?

How can you not be tormented and tormented?

However, seeing him tortured made her heart hurt even more!

But what to do? What to do?

Xu Chenyao stared at her, there was no expression on his handsome face, and suddenly burst into laughter and approached her.

When she saw his smile, her heart trembled.

There was not a trace of temperature in those beautiful dark eyes.

"Su Xiaoran, you are really generous! You are so selfless! ”

From beginning to end, he was the one who begged Su Xiaoran, but she was so ruthless.

Su Xiaoran's heart twitched, almost suffocating, it was not that she was generous, she was helpless!

She just wants Yao Fei'er to get better soon, she just wants him not to work so hard, and his current haggard appearance is really too sad and distressing.

But his ridicule made her heart ache sharply, and she was immediately deeply hurt.

Stung by his attitude, stabbed by his mocking laugh, stabbed by his sarcastic, mean words.

Her face turned red, and then slowly turned white, and became miserable and bloodless, and she bit her lip, and the corner of her lip oozed blood.

Then, taking a deep breath, she stared at him, trying to read the true thoughts of his heart from under his eyes, but all she saw was a deep layer of darkness...... Bottomless darkness.

She turned suddenly, thinking about escaping the living room before tears could come.

She wanted to run towards the bedroom, but he stopped her suddenly, his body was as straight as a wide wall, and there was a desolate fierceness in his eyes.

His face turned pale, and the sneer on his lips was gone.

However, his expression was extremely serious, solemn, and cold.

"Xiao Su, you don't want me anymore, and you don't want An'an anymore, how can you do so badly?" He whispered, his heart falling low.

She stood there, staring passively at him, and had to disguise herself.

"Yes, because I'm generous! You go, I don't want to see you again! ”

Xu Chenyao stared at her, her thin figure seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him, as if he was about to catch her, never see her again......

"Good! I'm leaving! I'm leaving! I will never come again! Damn it! He clenched his fist and slammed it on the tree, and said in a low voice.

Suddenly, he laughed, and the laughter was so lonely and sad.

He straightened up, his smile widening, but she seemed to see a hint of heartache and helplessness hidden in that smile.

Why? Why?

He finally opened the door, the smile on his face disappeared for a moment, and then, the door, suddenly, shut!

She had never seen him look so desperate, she had never seen him smile so sadly, he walked away laughing, but she was slumped on the floor, curled up.

She told herself, forget, forget!

Forgetting is the wisest choice.

But the moment the door closed, all kinds of emotions came up in her heart.

All kinds of complex emotions surrounded her layer by layer, and the tears were no longer controllable, rushing into her eyes, blinding her vision, falling drop by drop, and finally turning into low whimpering.

She buried her head in the crook of her arm and cried so much, so sad.

Hanging his head, he didn't know that the door was open again, and Xu Chenyao had an extra key in his hand, it turned out that they had forgotten to pull out the key just now.

He pulled out the key and sent it in, and the moment he opened the door, he saw her sitting on the ground crying, and his heart immediately broke!

All the disguises, all the reluctance, all the toughness were shattered at this moment!

He walked over and crouched on the ground.

Suddenly she felt a heavy breath coming, she looked up suddenly, why did he come back again?

"I thought you were really indifferent!" His tense face was more angular, a handsome face that a woman admired the most sadly.

She looked at him with wide eyes, at the face, the handsome face she had been unable to sleep for a month, tears rolling down her cheeks.

Her heart was clenched, clenched, and it made her ache all over.