One hundred and forty-six In our premature loss of the person we can be with for a lifetime
The rebellion in southern Xinjiang has been decided, southern Xinjiang has ceded eight cities that have been invaded, the two states have a friendly truce, and the class has returned to the dynasty.
I was dressed in white, sitting in the carriage with the coffin of King Yu, my head against his coffin, as if I were sticking to him. How familiar this journey is, when we once came, we were two people, and now when we go back, we are one person and one soul.
With a squeak, all the soldiers and horses stopped, and my head was still resting on the coffin, and I didn't bother to raise my eyelids.
The prince rode his horse and ran over from the front, looked at my appearance, and said unbearably: "Qingyi, don't be like this, you go back to the carriage to rest and rest, otherwise you will be unbearable......"
I ignored him, closed my eyes gently, at this moment, no one should talk to me, I just want to enjoy a moment of alone time with King Yu.
I held the hosta pen he gave me tightly, and it seemed that there was still his temperature on it. It used to be him, who brought me to the painting hall who humiliated the prince of Hui, wiped away my tears, and taught me not to escape and feel inferior, to face my life bravely, and to bravely pursue what I want. Later, it was him, who ran to him for help when I was desperate in the palace, and he did these crazy things with me that I shouldn't do as a prince without hesitation......
We cried together, we laughed together, we felt that we had found the same other half as ourselves in this world, but so soon, we were going to lose it. I didn't even have time to play him a song about the mountains and rivers......
"Qingyi ......" the prince still tried to persuade.
I raised my eyes and looked at Liang Sheng who was following me. He immediately understood, and clasped his hands together in a hooked shape.
"Prince, don't bother Princess Qingyi anymore, otherwise, I'm going to be polite." Liang Sheng said coldly.
The prince opened his mouth, did not speak again, turned the horse's head and walked forward slowly.
The marching team continued in the direction of Chang'an, but at a much slower pace.
"Lord Qingyi, do you want to take a rest? Your complexion...... Very bad. Liang Sheng persuaded, and he rode his horse and walked beside me all the time.
I shook my head, "I guess I can spend another time with my second cousin in this life, and that's it for a while......"
"Is he your lover?" Liang Sheng asked tentatively.
I still shook my head and replied softly, "He is not my lover, but his status is not much lower than that of my lover, we know each other, depend on each other, and play an extremely important role in my life, in fact, there is not only love in this world, but also friendship and family affection......"
In fact, it wasn't until this moment that I realized this, originally I thought that the only person in this world who could break my liver and intestines was Ye Linghan, but now, my suffering is not much better than that of my liver and intestines......
Maybe after losing someone, it will make you see the reality clearly, and it will make you cherish the people around you more. King Yu is gone, at this moment I miss Ye Linghan so much, I miss Chen Fei so much, the only men in this world who are willing to stand with me forever are the two of them, the two of them are the whole of my life, I can't lose it anymore.
Liang Sheng nodded as if he didn't understand, and said clearly: "Lord Qingyi, let me tell you a story." ”
I didn't say anything, I wasn't in the mood to listen to the story at the moment, but I didn't have much strength to refuse him.
He said to himself, "In our southern Xinjiang, there is a kind of Gu poison called Peach Blossom Gu Poison, which is a kind of Gu poison between lovers, this kind of Gu poison is very peculiar, if one of the two people in the Gu changes his mind, then both of them will have to die." Generally, in order to prove the loyalty of their love, young men and women who are in love regard this as a kind of agreement and vow, and they give themselves and their lovers a peach blossom Gu when their heads are hot, thinking that they can exchange the hand of their son for a lifetime and grow old with their son. However, how long a person's life is, big and small, we will encounter too many things and too many temptations. How many years can a love be insured? Five years? Decade? Fifteen years? Won't you get tired of developing new feelings for others? Maybe life is better to control than your heart, and you don't want your own life if you say you don't want it, but when your heart is tired and tired, and you start to admire another person, you can't control it...... Therefore, people who commit this kind of poison generally do not end well. ”
Such a powerful Gu poison! It's the first time I've heard of it!
"I'm not saying that there is no love in this world, nor is it that those people are all distracted and ungrateful, it's just that there are too many variables and unknowns in the future we have to face, and our hearts will gradually weather and freeze in hurt and cold...... There are also a lot of white-headed people in this world, we don't know how many grievances and loneliness they endured in the process of getting close to each other, in the face of firewood, rice, oil and salt, when life has no passion, they choose to stay together, rather than separate. ”
However, these are too difficult for those who have not experienced firewood, rice, oil and salt, and we often have not reached that point before we have lost the people who can stay with us for a lifetime...... Therefore, losing a relationship when it is the best may be the best ending for this relationship. Whether it's family affection or love, or both. ”
His words shook me, yes, in the face of life, why don't we do that......
And I, so many times, almost lost Ye Linghan.
However, in the endless years that followed, how much persistence can we have?
"Missing your sweetheart?" Liang Sheng easily saw my thoughts.
I didn't deny it, stuck my head on the coffin and closed my eyes. Perhaps, from now on, I can't be so reckless in doing things, I have lost a Yu King, and I can't lose Ye Linghan and Chen Fei anymore.
After a day of marching, it was getting dark, and General Yehan ordered to camp in place.
I was about to go to bed after a brief wash, when General Yehan suddenly arrived.
"Princess Qingyi ......"
"What's wrong, General Night?"
"Just now, several suspects arrested from Huizhou took advantage of the negligence of the camping forces and all committed suicide......
"What?!" I was stunned! They all committed suicide, which means that the death of King Yu now has no physical evidence to prove that he was killed by the concubine Niangniang, and no one can prove that we are here to save the prince when I leave the palace with King Yu......
The concubine is really a concubine, and the means are really clever, leaving no clues.
Ye Han frowned, and reminded helplessly: "Qingyi, I'm afraid this matter will become more complicated to stand up, even if I am willing to believe your words and believe in what you have done, but the Holy Lord and the Empress may not believe it." ”
"I know," I smiled lightly, "General Night wants to remind me that the concubine is probably already in the palace, and there is already a logical explanation for all this that points to me, whether it is the death of Aunt Wu or the death of King Yu, I am afraid that I will have to pay for it with my life." ”
Yehan didn't expect me to pick it out directly, he pursed his lips and didn't speak.
I took a breath and said firmly: "The concubine's methods are indeed clever, so King Yu will die." However, I will never let him die in vain, and I must avenge this revenge. Lord Ye, don't worry, I know that I may experience a lot of consequences that I can't bear after returning to the palace, but I'm not afraid, because the current Qingyi is no longer the Qingyi before leaving the palace, now, I not only have the Northern Desert, I also have the Southern Xinjiang Liangsheng, when I have to do it, I will sacrifice another trump card of mine. If the ministers are not removed, the country will not be a country. ”
Ye Han nodded and agreed: "You're right, but I have a way, I don't know if it will work, since the concubine Niangniang sent someone to join forces with the Lunatic Cult at the beginning, then if you ask someone from the Lunatic Sect to come out and identify it, maybe you can bring down the concubine." ”
"I've also thought about this matter, I asked Liang Sheng, they contacted the Lunatic Sect before, they all used the identity of the palace insiders, and they didn't specify who they were, and the high priest Xuan Che was unwilling to identify it, as long as he could keep me, he was willing to pay this price, so he didn't leave something that could accurately correct the concubine......"
"General Overnight, the General has always been honest and to the point, and did not believe my words, and now, does the General believe what I say? Are you trying your best to help me? ”
I asked suspiciously, in fact, I have never expected Ye Han to be on my side, although he may have seen the truth clearly, but until the last critical moment, he will never use his own subjective judgment to determine the reliability of a thing, and like them, sometimes for the sake of the stability of the country, the truth is really not important.
Ye Han looked at King Yu's coffin and replied solemnly: "First, because of King Yu, I don't have much friendship with King Yu, but I have enough trust in him as a person, and if he can believe in you so much, then you are at least worthy of being believed." Second, I still know a little about Xuan Che, his loyalty to your mother is by no means what ordinary people can imagine, he can agree to let you go back to Chang'an, it is estimated that you are willing, which also shows that you came back to find an explanation, otherwise you would have gone away a long time ago. Third ......"
Yehan stopped and didn't continue, I waited for his next words.
"I don't want you to die for no apparent reason, for the sake of my son."
Ye Ling Han? My face was a little hot, because since we met General Ye until now, we have deliberately avoided Ye Linghan and not talked about it, otherwise, we really don't know how to get along with each other. Should it be an enemy or a friend?
"I know about you and Ye Linghan." Yehan put his hands behind his back and clenched them tightly. "The matter between the two of you is ultimately up to you. This incident in Southern Xinjiang has made me see your intelligence and wisdom, your courage and courage, if purely from my personal point of view, I like you very much and appreciate you, but if you are with Ye Linghan, I hope you can still think about it carefully, because the identities of the two of you are too special. ”
After saying that, General Night saluted and withdrew from my military tent, and it was really a little embarrassing for the two of us to discuss this kind of topic.
The identity is special, yes, as soon as we go down to southern Xinjiang, the identity gap between us is even greater, he is the patron saint of Chang'an, and I, now the leader of the southern Xinjiang and the northern desert that threaten Chang'an, we are completely standing in an opposing role.
I smiled lightly, the premise of facing something is that Ye Linghan and I can live well.
And now, in the face of this situation, after returning to the palace, can I still live well?