304. My love cannot be divided
Qi Yue walked forward without looking back, she didn't know that I was approaching her at this time!
I couldn't help but speed up my pace, first jogging, and then, running wildly, rushed to Qi Yue, who left me with a desperate back, I ran behind her, she was immersed in her own sadness, unable to extricate herself, and did not notice my breath.
I grabbed her hand tightly, put one hand around her waist, turned her body around, and the moment she exclaimed, I lowered my head and kissed her deeply on the lips.
My movements were done in one go, Qi Yue didn't react to what was going on at all, my lips kissed her.
This kiss was very hasty and unprepared, even I didn't know where I got the courage to kiss her, perhaps, because I wanted to comfort her wounded heart, I wanted her to forget the shadow in her heart, but, I know, my kiss is genuine.
She and I both know that no matter what I say, Qi Yue feels that her pure image in my mind is gone, since my words are perfunctory to her, then, I have to use my kiss to tell her that I believe in her, she is in my heart, and she will always be the same Qi Yue before.
Words can't show my sincerity, so I can only use this affectionate kiss to express what I want to say and express my love for her!
And Qi Yue, at the beginning, I suddenly kissed her, and her body was a little stiff, after all, this is the first time we have known each other for so long, and it is the first time that we have been so close.
But when her lips were a little dry, they suddenly touched my kiss. Immediately. Her whole body was soft, her bones seemed to be soft, she didn't struggle at all, of course, she didn't take the initiative, she just couldn't help but close her eyes, as if she was enjoying it.
It's as if she's enjoying the comfort I've given her.
I could clearly feel that her breathing was becoming shorter, her heartbeat was speeding up, and it was becoming very fast. And myself, like an electric shock, at the moment of kissing Qi Yue, I was also intoxicated, as if I was falling into a wine vat, drunk, completely drunk, I was immersed in this entanglement, unable to extricate myself, as if, there are only two of us in this world.
It was just a quiet kiss, and after a long time, we parted.
was kissed by me affectionately, Qi Yue's whole person changed, her pale face, already a little bloody, slowly became ruddy, even the original empty eyes were shining, at this time, she became very beautiful, she seemed to have changed back to the previous Qi Yue.
Seeing Qi Yue at this moment, I felt that I had done the right thing, my kiss was just right, because Qi Yue needed my care and care too much, her wounded heart, only my love could heal her.
After a kiss, I couldn't help but say affectionately to Qi Yue: "Xiaoyue, please believe me, you are in my heart, you will always be the same Qi Yue as before, in my eyes, you will always be the purest, I love you!" ”
These words are from my heart, my thousand words, tangled for a long time, immersed for a long time, and finally converged into this sentence, I love you.
Qi Yue heard my affectionate confession, her misty eyes instantly turned red, tears swirled in the corners of her eyes again, she looked at me hazy, and asked in disbelief, "Do you love me?" Do you really love me? You didn't lie to me? ”
Her voice trembled a little, this is the first time I have seen Qi Yue so excited since I have known Qi Yue for so long, she seems to be still immersed in a sweet dream, she has not eased up, she seems to think that she is dreaming, and she can't believe all this at all.
She seems to have been expecting my words for a long, long time.
She was ignorant, she couldn't believe it, she was like a little girl who had been nourished by love.
I looked at her, nodded firmly with my eyes, and said sincerely, "Really, I didn't lie to you!" ”
My words, without any blemish, are deeply representative of my heart.
My sincere words came into Qi Yue's ears, so that Qi Yue's body couldn't help but shake heavily, she melted, melted in my love, this time, Qi Yue could no longer pretend to be strong, she threw herself into my arms all of a sudden, hugged me tightly, and cried loudly.
Qi Yue's heart is very uncomfortable, she needs a hug, a hug that can give her a hug to vent the sadness in her heart, now, she is immersed in this hug, she can finally vent her grievances and sadness, her crying is full of endless pain and grievances, she is crying in front of me for the first time, because she feels my love, so she cries presumptuously, crying out the grievances in her heart.
No matter how strong Qi Yue was before, in the final analysis, she is still a girl, girls are made of water, and their hearts are fragile, no matter how strong a girl is, it is the same.
Just like Qi Yue, she also needs to vent, she needs to be comforted, cared for, loved, and hurt!
I understand her feelings, and I don't need to say anything, just keep patting her on the back, which is the greatest comfort for her, at this time, all I can do is to let her feel my love to the fullest, give her a shoulder to lean on, and tell her that I am her strongest pillar.
Waiting for Qi Yue's crying to gradually decrease, it was not until she finished crying and venting that she was reluctant to let go of my embrace, wiped away her tears, and once again showed her strong side, she blinked her eyes wide, looked at me, and said shyly: "Zhang Ming, I'm sorry, it's my reason, I'm obviously fine, you need comfort more than me, but I'm too willful, I know you're comforting me, you can rest assured, I'm okay now." ”
Qi Yue's healed heart seemed to be fine, and she saw it, but she never accepted the love I gave her, or rather, because I said at the beginning, I love Li Fei'er very much, and I love it very much, so she doesn't believe me.
I knew what she was thinking, so I said to her seriously, "What I said is true!" ”
After hearing this, Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, and then her face was a little sour, she pursed her lips and said aggrievedly: "You said you love me, but what about Li Fei'er?" Don't you love her anymore? Or do you love her, and you love me, both of them, you love both. ”
Hearing this, I suddenly paused, there were 10,000 emotions tumbling in my heart, and in the face of Qi Yue's question, I couldn't answer it for a while.
Do I love both of them? Maybe, I love both of them, but who do I love more?
I suddenly found that at this time, the clearest thing was Qi Yue, and I became confused at that moment, she knew very well that even if I loved her, but in the middle, there was still Li Fei'er, Li Fei'er, was the first to enter my life, and the first to save me, she was the girl who gave me love.
Qi Yue knows what Li Fei'er and I have experienced, and I also know how much I have paid for me and Li Fei'er to be together, Li Fei'er and I are a painful love, with Qi Yue's character, she can be my wife, but she will never snatch my love for Li Fei'er.
I don't know how to answer her, I love Li Fei'er, I really love, I love very much, because Li Fei'er has given me the most affectionate love, helped me countless times, and slowly entered my heart, and even, Li Fei'er also gave herself to me, I have fused with Li Fei'er, and we have an oath of alliance, for her, I can't live up to it, I must give my deepest love to Li Fei'er.
Li Fei'er, still waiting for me to go back.
However, now Qi Yue needs my care again, she has suffered too much blow, I have to be very strict, otherwise, maybe Qi Yue will fall into sadness again because of my words.
I exhaled, looked at Qi Yue seriously, and said to her: "Yes, I love you two, you both, I love both, you said at the beginning, you want me to treat everyone equally, in this case, my love for you can also be treated equally." ”
I thought what I said was good enough, but after Qi Yue heard it, she didn't show any smile, but said to me very bitterly: "Zhang Ming, you are wrong, love, you can't give it to two people at the same time, you haven't told Li Fei'er about our engagement, can you guarantee that after you tell her, she can bear it?" The two of us will get married in the future, it must be enough, if you share your love with me again, Li Fei'er is unwilling, and even she will leave you, will you continue to share your love with me because of Li Fei'er's departure? ”