[Essay] 35: The years are over
Long night, insects and moon hidden, management and manipulation, willing to send lovesickness, old days of paper, clusters of true feelings, sincerity at that time, can describe the heart, occasionally can be seen, tears are swallowed, just like the year, phantom shadows appear frequently, you and I nong, private stealing, especially see the old people, red face slightly sad, but see the old people, smiling and smiling, but Hongchen, the sky is on each side, yesterday's dream, no longer returned, my heart is long, I am in my arms, I am emotional, how can I cut off.
I like the feeling of looking up at the starry sky, because I can reverie infinitely and write my own poems in such a treacherous scenery. In fact, the most important thing is that the stars are as peaceful as water, which can nourish my barren but infinite expectation heart, but I will not ask what color and what kind of situation is in the nebula, even if I know that the interstellar desolation is like hell, I don't care, because the image in my eyes has always been its handsome appearance under a few light years.
Although the good is always short-lived, the boring emptiness that awaits me the next morning is still repeated, even if I will still be trapped in the cage of this humble life, even if I am still trapped in the dry work that I have to do, I am also indifferent, because I am not alone at the moment, and I have no regrets.
In fact, this beautiful time has not become shorter, but people's hearts can't see it, can't remember it, forget it too quickly, don't cherish it, and it seems very short. I really don't know how many rounds there can be in life, maybe not a few! But I know that every time it will add a little more color to our lives, after all, this is our story. Although these past events have long been scattered in time and space, what will always remain in our hearts is the fate of the encounter that we will not forget, many years later, many years ago, we were together!
But love is also in the past tense, now working here, my friends say that I "work hard" like a dog every day, and I don't know what I write in the book all day long, and I also say that I am not active in eating, and I have brain problems, of course, all these scenes can be described as "burning anointing oil to follow the sundial, and Heng Wuwu is poor in years", especially "serious".
Perhaps everyone's life is influenced by others' adjustments, so it is difficult for individuals to deviate from the right path, and they are always pushed by others, so they have the three views of "health". But Jiyou is an anti-heaven existence, which makes people love and hate, and they can't blame, let alone quarrel, they can only make promises. But Jiyou is a different beautiful man, and he always has something extraordinary, especially in terms of mending the knife, he is definitely the "first person in ancient and modern times".
I saw his eyebrows move slightly, and he spit out leisurely, "I didn't find out that you were so serious during school, if you were really serious, would you still be in this bird place?" Definitely not serious!" Speechless, really speechless; Agree, super agree! In fact, people always forget to cherish when they should cherish, and only after losing do they begin to reminisce and regret, and then they may work hard, but people learn to cherish because of this, this is human nature, and I can only comfort myself like this. Hey, I still have to say "Young and strong don't work hard, the boss is stubborn and 兯 (hàn)".
Conclusion: If you do anything that hurts, then choose to be worthy of yourself, but this is not purely the ugly nature of "people do not destroy for themselves", but a kind of great feeling that does not have regrets about oneself and better reduces the entropy of hurting others to the minimum, and it is also a great tolerance for appreciating oneself imperfectly. In life, don't be too far-fetched, try not to be cranky, let alone sorry for yourself, live your own life, in the way you want; You should go where you want to go, and wander a little more in your spare time; If you want to talk about your love, after all, the hot kang head of the wife and children is better than anything else. Maybe it's just for others to see, but the life of the five flavors is to taste it yourself, I don't know which is better, being yourself or being "yourself" in the eyes of others, but since it's all painful, I still choose to be myself, but it's not easy, it's not easy to live.