When love is in despair, but love quietly gives hope, what kind of mood will it be?

My heart is confused again, when Li Feier just let me understand what love is, she left me with love, Li Feier gave me hard and unforgettable love, but also gave me the deepest sorrow.

I will never forget that day, I cried bitterly, begging her not to leave me, but she said I was unworthy, I was not worthy of her, she was just too impulsive to let me not take it seriously. She will never realize how desperate I was at that time, I was like falling into an abyss, unable to extricate myself.

From that day on, I no longer believed that there would be so-called love in this world, but at this moment, I had hallucinations again, and I saw love in Li Fei'er's eyes inexplicably, and my heart began to beat uncontrollably again.

No, it's not true, it's just an illusion, how could she, who was ruthless at the beginning, have love for me, and if she really loves me, how can she abandon me ruthlessly.

I suppressed the trembling in my heart, and I kept my apparent composure and replied, "It's okay, haven't you changed too?" ”

Li Fei'er smiled lightly and said, "You have changed so much that I almost can't recognize you." ”

"Really? It's like I never recognized you? I didn't show any expression on my face, just looked at her lightly, but this sentence was full of deep meaning.

Li Fei'er heard the meaning of my words, she was stunned for a moment, smiled bitterly, and said, "You are now the owner of the bar, right?" ”

"Yes!" I spat out a word.

Li Fei'er exhaled, the depth in her eyes, and said: "I heard about one thing some time ago, the original owner of the Black Forest Bar, the rat died, and now the bar owner has become you, so, did you kill the rat?" ”

When Li Fei'er said this, her body was already trembling slightly, and I could see from her eyes that she wanted me to answer, not me.

I didn't answer her immediately, but turned around, walked to the window, looked at the scenery in front of me, and slowly said one word: "Yes!" "I just don't want to say what she wants to expect.

I turned my back to Li Fei'er, I couldn't see her expression, she was silent, and I was silent.

After a long time, Li Fei'er spit out a few words resentfully: "Wang Xuan, you disappointed me too much!" ”

"Oh? How so? I asked, pretending.

Li Fei'er replied to me coldly: "Why did you become like this? Do you think you're fine right now? You're gambling with your life, you know? That's right, you are stronger than many people, and luckier than many people, it is a miracle that you can sit in this position, but have you ever thought that one day, luck will no longer favor you, what should you do? ”

Hearing Li Fei'er's words, I was upset, is she caring about me? But, I don't want her to care about this, for me, this kind of care is false, if she really cares about me, really cares about me, she shouldn't have left me ruthlessly in the first place.

I turned around, looked at her with unprecedented coldness, and said word by word, "So what's that?" Even if one day, my luck is all used up, I die on the street, I don't care, because in this world, I have nothing to be nostalgic about, I am destined to be abandoned since I was a child, I can use my own life to gamble, to fight, I don't want to be looked down upon by others, I don't want to be pointed at my nose anymore and say, I'm not worthy! ”

In the end, I almost screamed, and at the same time, my tears, which I couldn't suppress, surged down, I wanted to control it, but I couldn't control it.

And Li Fei'er also shed tears, she looked at me blankly, and said in great pain: "I'm sorry, I hurt you, blame me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have become like this, but Wang Xuan, some things, no matter how you do it, are destined to have no way to change." ”

After listening to Li Fei'er's words, my heart trembled even more, and my tears flowed more fiercely, I turned around and turned my back to Li Fei'er, not wanting her to see my tears again.

I endured the sourness in my heart and choked up: "It's okay, it's none of your business, you don't have to blame yourself, I'm doing well now, you can go." ”

Li Fei'er knows me, knows my stubbornness, and she knows that no matter how much she continues, she can't change me. She turned, with infinite emotion, and walked out.

She opened the door of the office, and before stepping out, she said again: "Wang Xuan, in a few days, I will tell you something important." ”

After speaking, Li Fei'er slowly closed the door and left.

I didn't take Li Fei'er's last words to heart, I wiped away my tears, lay down, and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, it was already afternoon. Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, the streets outside are crowded, I bought some New Year's goods, put them in the bar, and prepared to take them to my adoptive mother in the evening.

However, I was sitting in the office when Manager Ma suddenly called me and hurriedly said, "Brother Xuan, find a way to leave the bar, the old donkey's people are coming to you." ”

Hearing Manager Ma's words, I was stunned for a moment, the old donkey's people came to me? Sure enough, the old donkey's son was beaten by me, with the old donkey's temper, how could he let me go, the old donkey is really a calf protector, the Chinese New Year's Eve, not well prepared for the New Year, and sent someone to avenge his son.

I was sitting in the office thinking about a way, where to escape, Zou Xin hurriedly ran in, and said anxiously: "Brother Xuan, go downstairs quickly, run from the back door of the bar, the old donkey's people have already found it, our people in the bar can't stand it, I have already told the godfather, the godfather will come soon, you run first." ”

I began to panic, and before I had time to think about it, I hurried downstairs towards the back door of the bar, and I circled around and hid in a park across the street from the bar, all the while keeping my eyes on the door of the bar.

After about ten minutes, I saw twenty or thirty men armed with knives and sticks coming out of the Black Forest bar.

Seriously, no matter how I say it, I'm also the owner of the bar, so I fled in a hurry, it's a bit embarrassing, but there is no way, in the North District, only Li Jiangchuan can fight with the old donkey, like me, in the eyes of ordinary people, can still play majestic, but if it is in front of the old donkey, it is the ant who sees the elephant.

When the men came out of the bar, they left in a car, and I waited a little while and found that there were no old donkeys in the bar, so I returned to the Black Forest bar. When I went in, I saw Manager Ma sitting on a stool smoking with a sad face, and when he saw me coming back, he immediately became anxious and said, "Brother Xuan, why are you back again?" ”

Seeing Manager Ma's anxious look, I said a little strangely, "What's wrong?" Aren't they gone? ”

Manager Ma was so anxious that he stomped his feet and said, "Brother Xuan, you are still too young, the old donkey is an old fox, you are now the owner of the bar, he can't find you, he knows that you will definitely come back, so he will definitely send someone outside to monitor every move in the bar, and now he must know that you are back." Alright, let's go, it will take time for the old donkey's man to turn back, and if you are caught, you will be finished. ”

I'm so stupid, so tender, I can't wait to slap myself twice, how could I not guess such a simple thing. I didn't dare to slack off any longer, and quickly turned around to leave, however, I ran out of the door, and suddenly two vans stopped at the door of the Black Forest bar, and then, dozens of people ran down from the car, all with sticks and knives in their hands, and a group of people rushed into the Black Forest bar in a fierce manner.

"Brother Xuan, run." Manager Ma dragged me into the bar.

I didn't expect the old donkey's man to come back so quickly, which caught me off guard, and I had no choice but to continue running to the back door.

But as soon as I ran to the back door, I saw five people squatting at the gate of the back door, each of them holding a steel pipe in their hands, looking at me gloomily, and said to me: "The first time you ran away, do you want to run the second time?" ”

I gritted my teeth, turned around and ran upstairs again, but I had barely run two steps when I saw that the staircase had been blocked, and dozens of people surrounded me.

"Little bastard, aren't you very good at running? Keep running! "In this group, Scar Zhang was the leader, he said something to me coldly, and then led people around me.

I am very familiar with Scar Zhang, but I didn't expect the old donkey to send him to arrest me this time.

I glanced around, knowing that I was in danger today, and I gritted my teeth, thinking that I couldn't run away anyway, so I might as well fight. Thinking of this, I grabbed the bottle from under the booth and slammed towards the back door, because there were fewer people guarding the back door, and I had a better chance of running out.

"Damn, you dare to run, you're really looking for death, give it to me." Scar Zhang scolded angrily and rushed forward with his weapon.

I rushed towards the people guarding the back door with a desperate attitude, but after all, they all had guys in their hands, how could I escape so easily, I just ran in front of them, and a thug directly swung a steel pipe and smashed it on my forehead.

I glared and hurriedly half-crouched down, the steel pipe swept down my hair, and I only felt a cold chill running through my head, and if it hit my head this time, I would definitely faint.

I took advantage of the fact that I didn't hit me, and I rushed straight and hit a thug in front of me, and he was knocked to the ground by me, and I was like tearing a hole, and no one was in front of me anymore.

I seemed to see hope, and ran forward with all my strength, but in the next second, my back was subjected to a heavy level, and my bones seemed to be broken, and the severe pain kept me from losing my strength, and I fell to the ground, almost unable to breathe.