Chapter Ninety-Nine: The Heart Is Like Ashes

In my dream, I went back to my middle school days, wearing a simple school uniform, Yufeng always rode that cool bicycle to the door, grandpa was still drinking morning tea and reading the newspaper in the front yard, and grandma was still preparing a delicate breakfast in the kitchen

"Yuxuan hurry up, it's almost late, you're still sleeping in bed, Xiaofeng is almost done with breakfast, why don't you get up quickly"

When I ran downstairs, the beautiful picture disappeared

"Grandpa? Grandmother? Are you hiding from me, come out quickly"

In the dream, Yu Xuan shouted loudly, she was still alone in the house, probably after a long sleep, and her body gradually woke up

Slowly opening her eyes, the empty room was silent, surrounded by familiar decorations, and she slowly got out of bed

Seeing Yuxuan get up, An Weixiong gently helped her out of bed

Yu Xuan broke away from his hand and walked to the wardrobe sadly, looking at the few clothes, Yu Xuan picked up the school uniform from middle school and walked to the bathroom

Seeing this scene, An Weixiong was sad and heartbroken, this girl was stuck in sadness and couldn't get out, at this time, An Yufeng rushed to the house, put down his luggage and ran to Yuxuan's room

I saw my father standing in Yuxuan's room

"How's Dad Yuxuan?"

An Weixiong looked sad

"She took her middle school uniform and went in to freshen up, and now I don't know how"

Seeing that his father had aged a lot all of a sudden, Yu Feng felt a little guilty, if he hadn't participated in the competition but stayed with his grandparents, it was estimated that his father might not have to work so hard, and his grandfather would not have left without a sound

"Dad, I'll just look at Yuxuan, you go back and rest first"

An Weixiong has been busy with the affairs of Nangong's family and has taken a week's vacation, and the army has some urgent matters to recall, seeing that his son is back, he can also go back to the army first to deal with the urgent matter and then come back

"I'll go back to the army first if I have something urgent, you take good care of Yuxuan, if that stupid girl still does stupid things, you tell me, I will tie her to the team headquarters, and watch her specially"

Dad, I know, you go back, remember to rest well, don't worry too much, I'm here!

This kid came back from the competition and became a person.,The cynical look before is gone.,Yes.,Grown up!

An Weixiong hurried back to the unit with his clothes

Leng Yikai followed

As soon as I walked into the hall, I saw a picture of two elderly people in the center of the hall

"Yuxuan, are you there?"

Yu Feng heard Leng Yikai's voice from downstairs, and stretched out his head to look down

"What are you doing here, you're not welcome here, you get out of here"

Leng Yikai looked up and saw An Yufeng, and at this time Yuxuan walked out of the bathroom

"Yufeng, why don't you wear a school uniform, you don't wear a school uniform, and the school police at the door won't let you in"

Looking at her glazed eyes, the whole human form was scattered and grief-stricken

"Yuxuan is the weekend today, the school is not in class, why don't you go to school today"

Oh, then I'll go downstairs and see if my grandparents are cooking

In a trance, he walked downstairs tremblingly

"Yuxuan, are you okay?"

Leng Yikai hurriedly came up

Yu Xuan looked at him and ignored it and went outside to find his grandparents

Leng Yikai and An Yufeng were both worried and scared when they saw Yuxuan's spirit broken

Let Yuxuan search the whole house and there is still no one outside the house, as if she has been enchanted, she repeats the search over and over again, An Yufeng really can't look at it...

"Yuxuan, wake up, grandparents are gone, you sober up"

He swayed Yuxuan vigorously, hoping that she could see the reality clearly

"You lie, I don't believe you"

Yu Xuan ignored it and continued to search

Leng Yikai grabbed An Yufeng and pressed it hard against the wall

"She's not in good spirits right now, don't stimulate her"

What kind of thing are you, some of her lack of energy is not all caused by you, don't pretend to be high here

He caught up with Yuxuan and dragged her all the way back to the house

Although Leng Yikai looked uncomfortable, it really made her recognize the reality and come out, so she was ruthless and let An Yufeng treat Yuxuan

"Take a good look, who are the two people on the table, you open your eyes and take a good look"

Yu Xuan, who was in a trance, saw the posthumous photos of her grandparents placed in front of the living room, and suddenly the whole person fainted, but she looked at the posthumous photos intently, without speaking or crying, and sat alone stupidly

"Do you see clearly, grandparents have passed away, even if you cry and make trouble, they won't come back, you sober me up, Nangong Yuxuan!"

An Yufeng, you are a little excessive, you can tell her well, you will scare her if you yell at her like this

If I don't tell her clearly, will she wake up?

Yu Xuan sat quietly without moving

Seeing that she looked lifeless and unawakened, he tried harder to wake her up

"You look like you are going to die or live, will your grandparents wake up, they will only be more sad when they see it, you ran back halfway before you finished the game, let grandma know that she will definitely scold you to death, you don't cheer up well, who will pity you if you want to die or live here, Su Muchen or Liang Luxue? Wake up, they will only be happier if you do this, you are the only person in the Nangong family now, do you want everyone to look at the Nangong family like this?"

Yufeng's step by step is snatching, and Yuxuan, who is forced, really can't listen to it

She suddenly raised her long-lost haughty gaze and looked at the self-righteous person in front of her

"It's my grandparents, not your grandparents, so you won't be heartbroken, right, where is the only relative, if it is you who is placed now, will you still say such righteous words now, don't stand at the highest point of morality to teach me to be a man, because you don't have that qualification at all, do you think you are, my family? My boyfriend? You're nothing! Why are you here to teach me?"

She stood up and looked at the tall man, walking towards him step by step

"I am indeed the only one in our Nangong family, I can be sad, I can lose my soul, but it's not your turn to point fingers here, your father was respectful to me when he was here, and you are the green onion yelling at me, I want to die and live to care about your, you are all a group of fake people, get out of my house, get out of my house"

Hearing Yu Xuan say this, Leng Yikai was present again, Yu Feng's face was even more unbearable, she was obviously trying to cheer her up, but she was good, and scolded herself with a slap on her head and face, and what she said was extremely ugly, which was really chilling

"I'm kind enough for you, don't go too far Nangong Yuxuan"

Heh~~~ Every one of them is not in the name of being good to me, and in the end it is people like you who stabbed me in the back, and those who can hurt me are people who I think are friends and family, I no longer believe that there will be sincere people in this world, and I will no longer believe it...

"Put away your fake look, do you want to win the Oscar or Cannes if you act so well, don't you think your current appearance is disgusting?"

Nangong Yuxuan, you are too much, you are so self-conscious, even if I am amorous, I will fly to your house from abroad to visit you, from now on I will not interfere in your life or death, if I am still good to you, I am your grandson!

Yufeng was churned by her anger, everyone grew up together, but she scolded herself without scruples in front of outsiders, without the slightest respect, as if her concern was eaten by a dog, and went out angrily with her luggage...

Seeing this scene, Leng Yikai shuddered, what happened to make her so hostile to people, even friends who grew up together didn't believe it

"Yuxuan, what you said is a bit excessive, An Yufeng is more yours..."

Yu Xuan turned around and found that there was still someone behind her

"Why are you here? Do you want to be as hypocritical as he is to comfort me? ”

Yuxuan I~~'

Yu Xuan pushed him out of the house

"I don't need any enlightenment, it's me who wants to die or live, if hypocritical people like you come to me one by one to tell me the truth, I will definitely not let you go, get out of me!"

Bang.... With a loud bang, Yikai was pushed out the door

In the empty house, it's all gone, it's all gone, I don't have anything left... No family, no lovers, no friends, why do people like me still live in this world with a dead face, I should go with my grandparents, looking at the kind and full of photos, Yuxuan's head was in pain.

Leng Yikai didn't leave, but sat down hovering at the door, Yuxuan, this guy is anxious, afraid that something will happen to her alone, since she doesn't have that kind of empathy, then stay by her side silently

A group of people abroad returned to the room after accepting the award ceremony, and Han Zhexi asked the hotel waiter to find out that Leng Yikai and An Yufeng had returned to China earlier yesterday afternoon, and even Yuxuan's luggage was brought back to China

"Dad, is something happening at Yuxuan's house?"

Han Qiguang was silent for a while...

"Yuxuan's grandparents are gone"

Hearing this bad news, Han Zhexi was stunned for a while

"When did you leave?"

I left a few days ago, and I just got the news, and now I'm rushing back to the famous city from the imperial capital, so you should hurry back now

Well~~~

I wanted to find an opportunity to tell Yu Xuan about her life experience, but now that the second elder is gone, she won't answer the Han family, and she doesn't know what happened to this girl

In the evening, the sky was dense with dark clouds, and in less than a moment there were lightning flashes, thunder, and violent storms

When it rained before, the mood was particularly comfortable, but tonight's rain made people feel sad, the big tree outside the door, let the rain beat silently, Haruki Murakami said, "To be a quiet adult, not allowed to be emotional, not allowed to secretly miss, not allowed to look back." Go to live another life, not all fish will live in the same sea" Isn't it less sad to do this, more free, it's too difficult to have a person with feelings, then be a cold person, after all, I've always been like this.

Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure outside the door, could it be that Yu Feng hadn't left yet? No, his guy won't be so considerate to people, the wind is getting stronger and stronger, the rain is getting louder and louder, and he won't go back after such a heavy rain? I just convinced myself to be a quiet adult, but I can't stand to see him alone in front of my house and endure the wind and rain

She gave him a small umbrella

"Go home, I don't need a watchdog"

She was still so impatient, but looking at her pale face, she didn't speak as vigorously as she had in the morning

He didn't take her umbrella because he didn't intend to leave

Yu Xuan saw that he looked determined to the end, and he was not moved in the slightest, but threw the umbrella out of the door, ready to close the door, and suddenly felt flustered and nauseous, low blood sugar was committed again, it was good to die, and it would be clean when she died, she wanted to use the last bit of strength to close the door, but it was dark in front of her...

Yikai was afraid of irritating her, so he didn't rush in, even if it rained heavily, he couldn't drive him away, and when he saw the door closed, he was indeed a little sad, but he never forced her, but the door was not closed tightly, leaving a gap, and the storm outside blew the door open, but saw a pair of familiar figures lying on the cold ground

"Yuxuan? Yuxuan? ”

He hurriedly found a coat, held her in his arms, braved the heavy rain, and hurried to the hospital

This embrace is the same as the last time Ah Chen carried me to the emergency room, so familiar, but the current person is not the person I expected...