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On this day, staying at home, Long Chengxuan did not come back at noon, but with Aunt Shi and Tian Tian by his side, Zhang Xiaomo was not too bored. Tian Tian may still go to the study to do some things, but Aunt Shi is completely fine, and she accompanies her all day.

It seems that in the Feng family, she heard something, which is why she is so nervous about Zhang Xiaomo.

However, Feng Bohai did not mention the matter of letting Aunt Shi go back this time, which made Zhang Xiaomo a little strange. In her opinion, Feng Bohai should be eager to let Aunt Shi stay by his side, right? Now that he took the initiative to send his aunt over, did something happen to the Feng family?

Thinking like this in her heart, she didn't ask Aunt Shi. For Aunt Shi, if she hasn't recovered her memory, she won't be able to integrate into the Feng family. If this is the case, it will be uncomfortable to stay in the Feng family, so it is better to stay in the Long family.

It was precisely because he understood this that Zhang Xiaomo did not mention the matter of the Feng family again, but chatted with Aunt Shi about some recent events. After Aunt Shi heard her say that she had vomited after drinking milk a few days earlier, she immediately frowned and asked, "Xiao Mo, have you been ...... lately?" Is your period coming? ”

After being reminded like this, Zhang Xiaomo realized that this month's period seemed to be more than a week late. She shook her head: "No! "Do you mean......

The thought of this possibility, she also felt a burst of joy in her heart: "I'll try it." ”

Because he told Long Chengxuan before that his body had recovered and he wanted to have a child, the pregnancy test was also prepared at home.

However, after going upstairs to try it, she was a little frustrated, and the test strip clearly showed that she was not pregnant.

Seeing this result, she was actually a little depressed in her heart. In her thoughts, she has always hoped to have a child with Long Chengxuan. This idea became even stronger after knowing that Chen Yu was pregnant.

originally thought that she might be pregnant, but this test disappointed her.

Seeing that she hadn't gone downstairs for a long time, Aunt Shi couldn't rest assured and walked upstairs. After seeing her sitting in the living room on the second floor like a distraction, needless to say, I knew what was going on.

Walking up to her, Aunt Shi gently patted her hand: "You are still young, don't be too anxious, you will all have it." ”

Although he said so, Zhang Xiaomo didn't think so. In the past, she might have thought like this, but after experiencing this incident, she had a sense of urgency.

No one knew what would happen next, especially since Long Chengxuan was engaged in such a dangerous profession. Maybe today he is still around, and tomorrow he will not know where he is going to fly. Maybe there will be sweet talk on the phone tonight, and tomorrow will be separated forever. Every time she thought of this possibility, she felt chills all over her body.

"Auntie, maybe you don't know. If there are no children, the Long family will be in chaos. But for me, I wouldn't have survived without Ah Xuan. But if I had children, maybe I would have a little more courage to live. Speaking of this, she looked at Aunt Shi: "It may be a bit selfish to say this, but for me, this is the truth." ”

If there were no children, all responsibilities and obligations would be meaningless to her. In the past, she would think that the so-called martyrdom for love was a stupid thing. There are so many people in this world to worry about. But this time, she thought that something would happen to Long Chengxuan, which made her almost collapse.

This is still because there is no confirmed death, so she doesn't want Long Chengxuan to find that she has no home after returning from life and death, so she cheered up and dealt with everything. But she was really not sure what would have happened if she had known about Long Chengxuan's death at the time. Maybe she would have just collapsed in the first place, right?

"I ...... I know that I love Ah Xuan very much, but I never thought that I would love it so much. Love to ...... You can't live without him. At this point, she finally couldn't hold back her tears.

It was only then that Aunt Shi realized that Mrs. Long, in the eyes of others, was actually just a woman in her twenties. For this late-maturing society, he only came out of school at the age of twenty-two or three, and he was basically still a child. It is very likely that by the age of twenty-seven or eighteen, he does not know the sinister side of society. But Zhang Xiaomo has already experienced so many things.

As soon as she thought of this, Aunt Shi felt distressed for a while, she gently hugged Zhang Xiaomo, and reached out to pat her back: "It's okay, it's okay!" Everything, it's going to be fine. Ah Xuan will also protect himself. Even if it's not for the Long family, he will protect himself for you. ”

Although Aunt Shi said this, she actually understood it in her heart: the battlefield is ruthless, if something really happens......

"Xiao Mo, now that you are married to him, you should know that what you bear on your head is not only the name of Long Chengxuan's wife, but also the responsibility of the Long family. If he's not there, all these responsibilities, including his own, need to be borne by you. It's going to be tiring, but if you carry it, he'll be a lot easier, you know? ”

Saying this may add a lot of pressure to Zhang Xiaomo, but it is the best way for Zhang Xiaomo in this state. Only when she has something in her heart will she always be strong.

Even if it is out of selfishness, Aunt Shi hopes that she can live well. Or to put it simply, hope she survives. Because only by living will you know whether you will be good in the future. At the very least, we had to dispel her idea now.

After crying for a while, Zhang Xiaomo finally calmed down, and she nodded gently: "Auntie, I'm fine." ”

"Are you really okay?" Aunt Shi looked at Zhang Xiaomo, still a little uneasy: "In the future, tell me if you have anything, don't hold it in your heart, it's not good for your health, you know?" ”

"Hmm!"

got the promise, Aunt Shi reached out and gently tidied up the room for her: "I don't have a memory, so I don't know what love is like." Moreover, listening to what General Feng said, I guess I have never liked anyone in my life. Now for me, the most important thing is only you. I think that in this world, there is always something more important than love. Xiao Mo, you have to learn to be strong, otherwise, you will be very bitter and tired. ”

Zhang Xiaomo understands all these truths, but when she really encounters them, she still feels hopeless. Maybe it's like Tian Tian said, it's good to get used to it, right? Because it's the first time I've encountered it, why I'm so overwhelmed and so desperate?

But when she thought that something would happen to Long Chengxuan, she couldn't become strong......

Love makes people strong, but it also makes people vulnerable.

Seeing her like this, Aunt Shi felt that it was necessary for her to have a good talk with Long Chengxuan. The current Zhang Xiaomo has finally come out of the shadow of the past and is slowly returning to his previous state. If because of this incident, she will be asked to change back to the way she was after leaving, that won't work.

Tian Tian, who was standing at the corner of the stairs and listening to all this quietly, did not go upstairs in the end, but just lightened his steps and went downstairs gently.

When Su Hua finished his business and came over with hot coffee, he found Tian Tian in a daze on the sofa: "Old lady......"

"It's all said, call me Aunt Tian with them. Old lady, old lady, am I that old? Tian Tian took the coffee dissatisfiedly: "Xiao Mo...... It's been too stressful during this time, and I've got to figure out a way to let her relax. ”

Su Hua glanced upstairs, then nodded: "But marrying the Long family, these things are something that Madame will have to face sooner or later." She is not afraid of the blows of the outside world. In the face of the enemy, Madame is very strong. The only person who can really hurt Madame is the one she cares about. ”

At the beginning, it was Zhang Hongchou who was injured, which made her feel guilty and blamed, so that she was punished like self-exile and stayed outside for three or four years. Now it's because of Long Chengxuan......

"Perhaps...... Forget it, it's impossible. "What you get used to after that, in fact, it's all a lie. If you care, no matter how long it takes, no matter how many times you experience it, there will be no less sadness and pain than any less.

At lunchtime, Zhang Xiaomo had already returned to his usual appearance, and even made some jokes with Tian Tian. On the surface, there was no trace of anything unusual about her. Maybe she just didn't want Tian Tian to worry, but it was this kind of her that made people feel more distressed.

However, she knew that she wouldn't like others to sympathize with her, so Tian Tian also pretended not to know, and only said after eating: "Xiao Mo, if it's okay in the afternoon, after the lunch break, accompany me to go shopping, and then go to Ah Hai's place to eat." ”

Speaking of Ah Hai, Zhang Xiaomo smiled: "Okay! "Looks like she really likes that place.

Tian Tian smiled and turned her head to look at Aunt Shi: "Auntie, let's go with us!" It's a nice day, and it's starting to get warmer, so it's time to get some clothes for you. General Feng gave me all the money for the clothes. ”

I wanted to refuse, but when I heard the last sentence, Aunt Shi was also a little helpless, and finally could only nod: "Okay, let's go together." By the way, I also went to taste what Xiao Mo kept saying about the delicious food tasted like. ”

"Auntie's cooking is also delicious, and the taste there is more like when I was a child. The same ingredients, the same method, but I just can't taste the taste of childhood. Speaking of this, Zhang Xiaomo is also very strange.

Tian Tian looked at her with a smile: "How can it be the same?" After so many years, the ingredients have long since changed. Even the simplest soy sauce fried rice can't taste the taste of childhood. ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Xiaomo also has the same feeling: "I really want to eat the soy sauce fried rice I ate when I was a child." ”

Su Hua, who was standing on the side, tilted his head slightly, but he still didn't say anything after all, and continued to serve everyone's meal.

After the lunch break, Su Hua originally wanted to drive for everyone, but Tian Tian stopped him: "You stay at home and be busy, we women will not torture you when we go shopping." This is true, women shopping is indeed not a pleasant thing for men.

Su Hua responded with a smile, and after seeing everyone off, he began to get busy in the kitchen.

This afternoon, I visited several large shopping malls and gained a lot, but most of them were for Tian Tian and Aunt Shi. According to Zhang Xiaomo, Long Chengxuan has prepared enough clothes for her, which are different in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and the number is huge, enough for her to wear for four or five years. Besides, she usually stays in the hospital at work, has air conditioning, and wears a white coat, so she doesn't need so many clothes at all.

In the face of such a daughter-in-law, Tian Tian was a little helpless, shouldn't ordinary women like clothes, shoes and bags? Originally, I wanted to let Zhang Xiaomo vent by buying, buying, buying, buying, but now it seems that this plan has failed.

But fortunately, she has another trick.

When they came to Ah Hai's courtyard, Ah Hai was already standing at the gate of the courtyard and waiting for them: "Aunt Tian, Aunt Shi, Xiao Mo, welcome!" ”

It was rare to see his serious appearance, Zhang Xiaomo couldn't help but smile, in exchange, it was naturally an eye knife from Ah Hai. However, the lethality of this eye knife was not enough, and she directly ignored it.

Tian Tian was not polite to him, and went directly into the courtyard: "What about your mother?" ”

"In the backyard, if you say you're here, go straight there."

Zhang Xiaomo is also very curious about Ah Hai's mother, Aunt Fan, who once had the same name as a famous star. However, she has been here a few times, and she has heard that this Aunt Fan has gone out to play and is not in City C. I didn't expect to meet it today.

The four of them walked to the backyard together, and before they reached the door, they heard shouting from inside the yard: "Wei Lingfeng, that roasted mushroom is mine!" Give it back to me!! ”

"You've eaten a few slices! Drink some chrysanthemum tea obediently, and I'll give you another meal. ”

"I don't want it!"

"Then I'll eat it!"

"Ahhhh Don't eat it, or I'll kill you!! ”