When I was in high school, when I was a freshman in high school, before I was divided into arts and sciences, my homeroom teacher was very "nice" to me - he would line me up in a field of flowers every time I lined up my seats, so I naturally became that little bit of green leaf. Probably from the chapter on molar mass, I started to feel like a fish in water in chemistry class, and I could listen to what others didn't know, and I could draw inferences, and chemistry resonated with me. And this created the starting point of my youth story with her......

I vaguely remember that she was very fair-skinned and tall, and loved to wear white clothes, giving people a very pure and quiet feeling, a standard ice beauty, and she sat in the back row of me. Even though she sat in the back row of me, I didn't talk to her a few times or cross paths, except for chemistry class when she asked me how to study chemistry. Actually, I wasn't targeting her, but I was just cold at the time, because I was deeply poisoned by the phrase "silence is golden". Perhaps it was because I often ignored her and made her feel that I was targeting her, so she often "responded" to me like this: when I put on a new dress, she would always use a ballpoint pen to scratch it, and say that it was not intentional; Every time I read a book and see that I was having fun, I suddenly interrupted me, and then I didn't say anything, which was inexplicable. Anyway, every time I do something, she goes against me, which makes me feel that she is very annoying.

And so the time passed. Later, she studied liberal arts, I studied science, and I also began to meet the "snow elves", so until we graduated from high school, we didn't have any intersection or contact, so I slowly forgot about her. Later, maybe a few years later, when I went to college, Tencent QQ began to introduce the "nasty" feature of "people you may know". Because of this, she added my QQ (in fact, I was always wondering at that time, wondering how she found me, and later I learned that in addition to this QQ function, she was also related to my good brother downstairs in the dormitory in high school, and the world is so small. Anyway, after a few pleasantries, I began to tease her, making her laugh, she said that now I have changed a lot, not only cheerful a lot, but also become handsome, which is like the beginning, the whole person is a wooden man....... I responded: "Who made this me, people will always get better, weren't you also an ice beauty at the beginning, aren't you also very good now!" ”

Later, we talked a lot, and we talked about emotional issues, and she asked me if I had a partner, and I said that I had a partner, and she was very nice. So I also opened my gossip heart, and I asked her to tease her, "A pure, cute, and good-looking type like you, there should be a few rows of boys to pursue!" She paused for a few minutes, then responded to me by saying, "How old are my kids?" I was puzzled and asked her, "Didn't you go to college?" "My family was in a hurry, and there was no money for me, so I stopped going to school, and then my relatives found me an in-law directly next to my hometown." , she said.

When I heard the news, I was a little curious, and I asked her how she was after marriage, and if she was happy with her children. She paused for a few minutes, then replied, "That's it!" ”

"That's it! Tell me, teach me some marriage experience, and I'll be ready for the future", I teased the gossip soul possession.

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"Actually...... I'm not having a good time at all, he's not good to me. ”

"Life is like this, there is bitterness and sweetness, it's okay to take it slowly, you just live a good life and be yourself......", in fact, I won't comfort people at all.

"I want to open it...... Isn't a woman's life just for children or husbands, I don't have a good husband and just have a good child......"

I felt that this question was a bit silly to ask, so I changed the topic and threw the doubts that had been precipitated in my heart for a long time to her: "Why did you keep going against me when I was in school?" Is it because I'm ugly? (Voiceover: Ah, hey, that's a stupid question!) ）

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However, a minute passed, half an hour passed, and even a day or two passed, and she didn't respond to me, only to find out that she deleted me and my contact list was no longer with her. And I didn't add her back, because I didn't have a good impression of her, and they all had their own lives, so I felt unnecessary.

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It wasn't until later, after I worked. By chance, I talked to a colleague about it and gave her a bad impression. As a result, my colleague said: "You are not single, who is single, in fact, she likes you......"

It turns out that if you like someone, you will often pull other people's new clothes and interrupt others' conversations, so if that's the case, wouldn't loving someone go to heaven! (But that's the truth!) In the past, there was no thief's heart and no thief's courage, and then there was a thief's heart and no thief's courage, and then there was a thief's heart and a thief's guts, and the thief was gone, so to be a man or a woman must be a beast! It's just that this is the beauty of youth, it will only make people nostalgic, and then smirk and complain "stupid like me", youth is youth. Thank you for being there in my life, and then let me understand that loving someone must take the initiative, love does not necessarily require results, but you must tell her in time: I have liked you for a long time......