89、《2017》

Thinking about yesterday and today, like a dream, the time is too flickering, 2016 has passed in a blink of an eye, and now it is ushering in the new year 2017.

It's just that time has passed in a hurry, and I am still the same, still achieving nothing. I vaguely remember the dreams I once had, but the reality made me unhappy, and I gradually understood that people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes, and gradually realized that I was just an ordinary person who was humble to the dust.

However, at the same time, I also deeply realized that all this is just because I did not work hard for it and did not fight hard, I did not use all my strength to strive for my happiness, nor did I seriously do every meaningful little thing in my work, nor did I sincerely care about every friend and brother who tolerated me, and I did not reflect on myself alone in the dead of night. This moment of abandonment is like a rushing river, and you can never go back to the wonderful life of the past.

In the past 24 years, my biggest shortcoming is that I can't fight, I think I belong to me will not leave, but I have been wrong all my life, love is like something else, I am wrong for a lifetime.

However, even though this is the case, in fact, I have grown and gained a lot. At work, I have grown from an ignorant, trance-like, and hazy novice at the beginning to barely being able to take charge on my own; In terms of interpersonal communication, I have changed from selfishness and self-isolation at the beginning, to being able to truly care for people and give them their loving offerings, and also open my dusty heart, although I am still a little timid; In terms of self-cultivation, although I have not read too many sage books and wisdom books in this year, but from the vast book "Life", I still understand that the possibilities of people are infinite, as long as people do not regret it, and unswervingly go in the direction of their dreams, then one day they will be close to or harvest the results they want in life, because this is the humble but great human being who is as an ant.

Although I have said so much chicken soup for the soul, I still have confusion, anxiety, trance, decadence, these annoying states like appendages, I don't know in the years and months they will disappear, maybe this is the color of youth, whose youth is not confused!

I think that as long as we cherish every piece of scenery at the moment, cherish everyone in front of us, nourish the world with love, and treat every life with sincerity, then what pain can not be crossed in this life!