The room was terrifyingly quiet, and Lu Niansheng heard his heartbeat being amplified.

Fu Ziyu held her hand and looked down into her eyes, "I don't want to force you to do anything anymore, and I don't want to influence your choice, Nian Sheng, you have the final say." ”

Her eyebrows were furrowed, and there was confusion, confusion, and hesitation in her eyes.

What he did was a little unexpected to her, in the past he seemed to not stop until he reached his goal, but now, after sacrificing his life to save her, he had some subtle changes, his actions and words were too contradictory, and she was sensitive to his abnormality.

"Fu Ziyu, are you ......?"

Before the words fell, the door of the ward was pushed open, it was the nurse who came to make a routine round, Fu Ziyu didn't speak, she let go of her hand after opening it deeply.

The nurse asked Fu Ziyu some more questions, and then left, and the ward was calm again, Lu Niansheng stood on the side of the room, his mind was still messed up.

Fu Ziyu walked up to her, suddenly smiled, raised his hand and gently rubbed her hair, "You can think slowly, make a decision before you are discharged, I don't want you to feel bothered......"

She looked up at him like a stranger, "When did you become so understanding?" ”

His movements paused, and his heart twitched hard.

At this moment, he had the urge to say everything.

He wasn't empathetic, he was leaving the decision to her, because he couldn't afford it, and at this moment he had a very clear glimpse of his own selfishness and vulnerability.

wants to get her, but is afraid of hurting her, for a few days, his heart has been struggling in the cracks, this feeling is terrible, he should keep his distance from her, but he can't do it, and he can't help kissing her, and regrets that he was too impulsive afterwards.

He took his hand back, "I'm not empathetic, I'm just tired, you stayed here because I saved you, but this is not what I want, I want you to be happy, without these messy psychological burdens, I didn't work so hard to bring you pain, Nian Sheng, you can choose, no matter what choice you make this time, I will respect you." ”

She smiled faintly and didn't speak, and the smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes.

His attitude made her puzzled, she suddenly felt disheartened, until now, she still did not understand what he was thinking, she couldn't ask clearly, she was tired of this feeling of a fist going out as light and weak as hitting cotton, and lost patience to change the subject: "You should rest early." ”

At night, she lay on the escort bed, the room was dark, and she looked out the window quietly.

She remembered a lot of things from a long time ago, when she first liked Fu Ziyu, she would work hard to marry him, even if he hated her, she still wanted to be close to him, at that time she was very brave and fearless, until Fu Ziyu hurt again and again, making her less and less confident, and now she seems to have become very passive, whether it is Lu Haowen or Fu Ziyu, she is like a snail shrunk in a shell, and she will not move if others don't touch her.

She will never take the initiative again, she will not strive for it.

Now that her physical condition is here, Fu Ziyu will hand over the decision to her, which is simply a waiver.

She couldn't do it.

She felt a little stunned in her heart, in the quiet night, there was desolation, but she felt lucky.

In fact, with such a result, she no longer has to worry about him falling into the situation of being attacked again, and she doesn't have to worry that he needs to confront the second elder of the Fu family for her, and she has tried her best to accompany him for a while.

Behind him, Fu Ziyu's voice suddenly sounded, "Nian Sheng? ”

She was stunned, rolled over, and faced him, "Why don't you sleep?" ”

"Can't sleep," he said, looking at her, "tell me about the last two years......

She frowned, "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”

"I want to know," he said. ”

She thought for a moment, "It's nothing special...... Went to Los Angeles and studied finance, business administration ...... there"

After a pause, "But my brain is really not suitable for this, everyone else learns faster than me......"

With some annoyance in his tone, he chuckled lightly: "Your English level, isn't it difficult over there?" ”

She was a little angry, "Don't look down on people, I'll go to the language school first!" ”

He smiled even more.

She was a little depressed, "But when the professional classes over there were taught in English, I still had a hard time listening, so I could only go back at night to continue reading, and later my dad's friend over there also arranged for me to be a hellish social etiquette guest, too perverted, what table manners can't be done and that can't be done......"

She thought about it, her expression a little pained.

He suddenly said, "You were very sad at that time. ”

She was stunned.

This question is equivalent to nonsense.

She just didn't want to say that she hadn't forgotten those tears that had been shed, but she didn't mention them, on the one hand, because she didn't want to recall that past, and on the other hand, talking to him now would only make him feel uncomfortable.

The deep male voice sounded again, a little hoarse: "Nian Sheng, I'm sorry for you." ”

She was silent, "You apologized. ”

"Not enough," his voice grew deeper in the darkness, "at that time, I would rather be the one who fell into the sea, and if I died, I could be replaced with a child." ”

The tip of her nose was astringent, and she quickly closed her eyes.

The child is still her death hole, and she can't mention it, and it hurts her muscles and bones when she mentions it.

Her child is dead, and it's unknown whether she'll ever have another child in the future.

Fu Ziyu was silent for a few seconds, and finally said: "Nian Sheng, in the past two years, I have missed you very much." ”

In the darkness, no one spoke anymore.

……

On the day Fu Ziyu was discharged from the hospital, the weather was bad, gloomy and gloomy, and the wind and rain were coming.

Tang Yu went through all the formalities, Xu Yuan brought a maid to pick up people, Lu Niansheng was like an outsider the whole time, helped clean up his things, and then stood in the corner without saying a word.

A group of people walked out of the hospital together, and when they got into the car, Lu Niansheng's footsteps stopped, Xu Yuan noticed it, and looked back at her.

She smiled, "I have to go home." ”

Xu Yuan was stunned, "You go with us first, and I'll let Tang Yu send you back when I turn around?" ”

She took a step back, her eyes flickering a little, "Fu Ziyu is much better now, when I am free, I will also go over to take a look, if there is anything, we can still call us." ”

Xu Yuan glanced back at Fu Ziyu, Fu Ziyu had already gotten into the car, and when he heard these words, he didn't react much, just turned around, looked at Lu Niansheng, and smiled slightly.

Lu Niansheng's decision was actually his expectation, it was impossible not to be disappointed, but at the same time, he was also relieved.

He gambled on Lu Niansheng.

Bet on how much she still has feelings for him, enough to make her as righteous as before, he thought, as long as she was willing to go back with him, then he told her all his concerns, and he confessed everything.

He was confident enough to face it with her.

He was like a prisoner, waiting for her to be sentenced, and now, without her knowledge, the sentence was brought down in advance.

She was wise, she had her way to go, and he knew that he had no reason to stop her anymore.

Her feelings for him had been consumed to this point, he couldn't warm her heart, and he didn't have the strength to continue.

He didn't have to struggle anymore, he didn't have to fear that his selfishness would harm her.

It seems like the best ending.

Xu Yuan was a little incredulous, "Nian Sheng, you can't ......"

"Mom," Fu Ziyu suddenly said, "It's okay, let's go." ”

Lu Niansheng clenched her fists, her nails were deeply embedded in her palms, a little pain recalled Qingming, she tried to maintain her smile, but her expression was involuntarily tense.

Xu Yuan sighed and turned around to the other side of the car.

Fu Ziyu pressed his hand on the car door, didn't pull it, and looked at Lu Niansheng deeply, "This time is ...... Thank you. ”

She shook her head, "You saved me, this is what I should do." ”

A bitter smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and in the end, the reason why she was willing to stay in the hospital room during this time was because of gratitude and guilt.

And he was actually looking forward to it, and because of his illness, he was tortured for a long time.

He suddenly rejoiced, isn't it a mercy to not say anything?

She advised: "Go back and pay attention to your body, pay attention to rest, and wait...... When I have time, I'll go over and see you. ”

He nodded and closed the door.

The car left in the dust, and Lu Niansheng stood in place for a long time.

The pain was different from the tearing feeling at the beginning, she just felt as if her heart was completely empty, leaking wind.

……

After all, the serious injury had not healed, and Fu Ziyu was taken back to the Fu family's house.

After returning home, Fu Ziyu became very quiet, and every day a doctor came to give him an infusion according to his condition, and he was in his bedroom most of the time, and his sense of existence was so weak that it was almost weird, and he couldn't even hear him say a few words at the dinner table.

This is an obvious abnormality, even Fu Chengxiu finds it strange.

The relationship between Fu Chengxiu and Fu Ziyu is still lukewarm, if it weren't for Old Man Fu's orders, Fu Chengxiu would have connected. I don't want to care about those things, so naturally I won't take the initiative to ask Fu Ziyu about his current abnormality, but when I saw that Lu Niansheng didn't appear next to Fu Ziyu again, I had some clues in my heart.

He couldn't figure out what the situation was between Lu Niansheng and Fu Ziyu, he looked at Lu Niansheng before, and it was clear that he couldn't let go of Fu Ziyu, but he couldn't get together after going around and around, and he didn't have time to find Lu Niansheng to solve this question, so he heard some unexpected news in Fu's house.

It can't be said that it is "news", because what he hears is unknown.

The family doctor of the Fu family, and Xu Yuan whispered in the kitchen on the second floor, deliberately running to that kind of place, obviously avoiding people's eyes, he was passing by, and he didn't like to join in the fun, but who else could Xu Yuan avoid in this house besides him? He thought that Xu Yuan was targeting him with some messy ghost idea, so he paid attention to the door and listened.

I only heard the doctor say to Xu Yuan: "Madam, don't worry too much, even if this shadow is really a tumor, if it is benign, there is a good prognosis, and I can't draw conclusions now, wait for Er Shao's health to get better, and go to the hospital for a comprehensive examination before I can make a conclusion......

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