One hundred and four Love has nothing to do with right or wrong, only with heart

People in the world always love to talk about right and wrong, but there is no right or wrong in many things, and there is no reason to talk about it, such as love. It is completely spontaneous, born from the heart, there is a feeling is a feeling, and it is useless to force it without a feeling. I admired Twilight's courage and her daring character, and I was also moved that Qi Ming finally left all her baggage behind and bravely chose to be with Twilight, which is the color that all love should have.

Chen Fei and I sat in the hall chatting, and we were also thinking about how to face the saint and the two foreign kings next, after all, the king of Dog Rong and the city lord of Dunhuang are the biggest spokespersons in the Northern Desert, where their minds are, it is really difficult to figure out, but the prince just said that the city lord of Dunhuang is not against this family business, does he have any plans of his own? I don't understand, if the city lord really thought about this matter, it stands to reason that he should support Twilight Snow and Qi Ying, isn't this what they have been optimistic about since childhood? Why would he be willing to marry Duxue into this palace in Chang'an?

But what is even more troublesome is the problem of Qi Ming, when Princess Heze wanted to help the saint save my life, there were rumors that she was abandoned by Ye Linghan to empathize and say goodbye to love, so her reputation plummeted, and Ye Linghan had nothing to do with it. A few days ago, the saint married Heze Xu to Qi Ming in front of everyone, and although Qi Ming did not agree neatly on the spot, it can be regarded as a tacit acquiescence to this marriage, but now, Qi Ming has also had a long-standing relationship with Twilight Snow and wants to become a hundred years of harmony. As the most noble princess of Chang'an City, she was empathized with the quasi-concubine twice within a year, and she was abandoned from beginning to end, although she did not have a deep relationship with Ye Linghan and Qi Ming, but a girl's family, or a princess, after all, she couldn't hang up on her face, which called her how to behave in the future...... If that's the case, the queen mother probably won't agree to the relationship between Qi Ming and Twilight.

If the queen mother comes to Xingshi to ask for guilt after a while, I really don't know how to face Heze, all this is indeed what we owe her......

But he didn't wait for the queen to come, and the first person to come back was Qi Ming. Twilight Xue saw Qi Ming enter the door, and suddenly bounced out, and went straight to Qi Ming, Qi Ming took her hand and smiled dotingly, and asked worriedly: "You go to the prince, he didn't embarrass you, right?" ”

"No, Sister Qingyi actually wants me to bring the prince here, Sister Qingyi is amazing just now! The prince who said was speechless~" Twilight Xue dragged Qi Ming's arm and moved out all the things that had happened.

"That's good, I'm afraid of what you have been wronged by." Qi Ming said, and the two of them walked towards us together.

It turned out that Qi Ming came back so soon because he was worried about Twilight, these two had just been together for a day, and this sweetness was really jealous.

"Is it going well over there?" I stood up and asked Qiming.

"It's okay, the closer ones are still easier to persuade, but a few of them still have a wait-and-see attitude and don't dare to come to see you, Liyan is over there now, he will bring everyone over there in a while, it's not a big deal, I'll come back first."

"Qingyi," Chen Fei asked, "What are you calling the princes and envoys of those tribes for?" Could it be ...... Do you really want to dominate the Northern Desert? He had a look of suspicion and wonder on his face, and it made me laugh at once.

I explained, "Senior brother, why do I want to dominate the Northern Desert? I don't want to be a hero lord. It's just that the marriage between Twilight Snow and the crown prince now needs someone who can be equal to the status of the saint to come out and speak, otherwise, the saint will go his own way, who can stop him? And he is so in favor of this marriage, if this marriage is really done, then in the future, Bei Mo will have even less right to speak. ”

"I see!" Chen Fei suddenly realized, but there were still some places that he couldn't understand: "But Qingyi, the lord of this Northern Desert is not the right one if you want to be it, right?" If you really convene everyone to gather in the Northern Desert today, I'm afraid it will ...... In the future, you want to live an ordinary life again...... It's going to be hard......"

He asked the point, I have been thinking about this question for a long, long time, and once bothered me and made it difficult for me to move an inch, but then it was Yu Wang Suzheng who made me understand everything, people, should follow their own heart, what is the heart, then who are you. But there are too many temptations and too many eases in this mortal world to confuse us and make us slack, so that we dare not and are unwilling to go forward to chase the truest self, so we will be at peace with what we encounter and tell ourselves that this kind of life is also good.

Just like someone who aspires to become a famous assassin, but becomes a butcher because it is difficult to kill a pig, the world is like this, and it will always give you all kinds of strange and good-looking options, and you will lose the path you originally wanted to take.

And it was also King Yu who made me understand that Qingyi was Qingyi, the princess of the Northern Desert, not Qinglou Dancing Girl Qingyi, not Shennongtang Pharmacist Luo Sheng. Although I have lingered in these two identities, and I have been at peace with the encounters, there is still an unreal feeling in my heart, and those two identities are not the real me after all. And when the Holy Admiral left me in the palace to restore my identity as a princess, I have been evading, has been dodging, just got the name of Princess Qingyi, but has never had any substance, in the final analysis, I am afraid, I dare not face the future life and still yearn for the memories of the past to hide, but you can hide from others, deceived yourself?

There are some things buried in the bottom of my heart, which can hide from the night of drinking and singing, but can't hide from the streets where no one is around.

And I, who was originally Qingyi, why should I be this princess of the Northern Desert?

"Senior brother, my identity was originally the princess of the Northern Desert, then I need to do what I have to do, this is my responsibility and my own destiny, I have been avoiding it before, but now I know, I need to know myself in my heart." I explained to Chen Fei that his face was getting ugly little by little, maybe he was sad that I couldn't go back to the time when I couldn't go back to the time.

I also felt a little sad, after all, Chen Fei was really good to me and really cherished me, but now I am no longer the little junior sister who only has a senior brother in her life...... However, this is fate, none of us can do anything, Qingyi owes him, and he must be remembered in this life.

The little maid hurriedly ran in from outside the door and said, "Princess Qingyi, the queen mother and Princess Heze are here!" As soon as the words fell, Heze took the queen's hand and walked in from outside the door, and as soon as Twilight saw Heze, her brows immediately furrowed, and she glanced at Qi Ming worriedly.

"See the Queen." Bow down.

"Let's all be flat!" The queen raised her hand slightly, and Heze helped her sit down on the innermost chair, and I immediately beckoned the maids to make tea, and now I am doing more and more smoothly in the master of Anle Palace.

The queen mother still looked at the few of us with a kind smile, and when she saw the hands of Qi Ming and Twilight holding hands tightly, her smile immediately disappeared from her face, and she raised her eyes slightly, looking at Qi Ming questioningly.

"Queen Mother, I ......" Qi Ming saw the queen's dissatisfaction and wanted to open his mouth to defend himself.

"You'd better not tell me about you and Twilight." The queen mother preemptively struck, "Qi Ming, as the prince of the Inurong clan, you are burdened with the trust and reputation of the Inurong, and you still have to respect yourself in everything, how can you rely on your own temperament to mess around?" ”

Qi Ming's face was pale, and national righteousness was his weakness. But he still didn't let go of Twilight's hand, he was fighting against himself.

"What? I said, is there anything wrong? The queen asked calmly, Qi Ming didn't answer, she continued: "Qi Ming, the saint praised you two days ago, you are the most wise and cultivated prince in the Northern Desert, a few days ago in the Qianxiang Palace, you and Heze made a family affair, presumably you won't do something treacherous so soon, right?" ”

"That's not a marriage! That's just what the Holy One says! Twilight was anxious and hurriedly replied.

"Shut up!" The queen mother said sharply, she has always been kind and friendly, she has never seen her so angry, "I don't want to listen to you, the most important thing for people is to know what their identity is and what kind of things they should do!" You will marry a woman tomorrow, but today in this palace of peace and happiness with other men holding hands, what kind of system! Where is your reputation? All the woman's reputation has been tarnished by you! ”

Twilight was frightened, and Riding Ming pulled her behind her, signaling her not to defend herself and not to speak.

It seems that the queen mother is still angry about me returning the dress, but she didn't ask me directly, but she scolded Huai, and scolded everyone here.

I stepped forward, fell to my knees, and whispered, "Queen Mother, I was the one who returned the dress this morning, don't be angry with Twilight......"

The queen mother glanced at me who was kneeling on the ground, and still looked at Qi Ming and Twilight, ignoring me, as if I didn't exist at all.

"Today, I've really gained a lot of knowledge, the prospective horse master and the prospective princess actually have a private affair, and they are so upright and shameless! Are you sure you can afford this infamy? Can you afford it? Can your father afford it? The queen mother still fired at Qi Ming, she had already seen that Qi Ming was the easiest to be persuaded and the one with the heaviest burden on the prince, but she was wrong, it was only Qi Ming two days ago, two days later, Qi Ming was no longer the same as before, and what he decided was difficult to change.

Qi Ming's face was solemn, and he knelt on one knee, "Queen Mother, I hope you can listen to my explanation." ”

"There is no need to explain, and I understand. It's not too late to stop the precipice, and while everyone doesn't know about this scandal, you quickly let go of your hand, and I'll act as if I didn't see anything. The queen said lightly, she didn't come to listen to any explanation, she didn't come to ask the teacher, she came to protect the face of the royal family, as long as it was harmful to the royal family, anything was unreasonable in her opinion.