Chapter 265: Visiting Qin Shixiao
Ling Feifei had no doubts about the authenticity of these words.
In fact, since she met Lu Chengan, Ling Feifei has been lucky. One after another, even she began to wonder if she had accumulated all the luck of her life and spent it in this time.
Ling Hao didn't know where he went, and it wasn't until the end of the party that Ling Feifei saw him sleeping on the tatami mat in the studio.
Ling Feifei stepped forward, looked at his red little face, and smiled.
"Will you take Haohao back today?" Ling Feifei glanced at Lu Chengan, "You can't keep Haohao in the old mansion, grandpa's legs are inconvenient." ”
Lu Chengan nodded.
Although he didn't want Ling Hao to disturb the two-person world between him and Ling Feifei, but in the end, this was his own son, and Lu Chengan still liked it.
Lu Chengan carried Ling Hao downstairs, Lu Jingmin and Old Man Lu sat below, and they didn't know what they were talking about, they all looked solemn. Seeing Lu Chengan coming down with Ling Hao in his arms, Old Man Lu immediately lowered his voice and beckoned to them.
"Grandpa?" Lu Chengan put Ling Hao on the modular sofa and walked up to his grandfather, "What's wrong?" ”
"I just got the news that Shi knew about liver cancer."
What the?
Ling Feifei's eyes widened, Qin Shixiao?
I haven't heard from Qin Shixiao these days, and Ling Feifei originally thought that she must be going to enjoy the mountains and rivers and enjoy life. After all, she is a person who has been busy all her life, and the people of the Lu family do not welcome her, so she will fly away. As the saying goes, there is no place to stay here, and there is a place to stay here. No one lives on the altar, since they are all ordinary people, what is a little more worldly desire?
But who knew that she actually had cancer.
"She's in Tokyo and wants to see you." Old Man Lu let out a long sigh.
Qin Shixiao is of mixed Chinese and Japanese descent, and his mother is Japanese. He lived in Tokyo for many years and passed away five years ago. It's just that I didn't expect that this time she was sick and chose to go to Tokyo too. If you're in this city, you'd be visiting a lot.
Lu Chengan was silent.
"I'll think about it."
"Can't wait." Old Man Lu shook his head, "It's the end of the period, she just wants you to see her, with the child and Feifei." ”
Ling Feifei was stunned.
She never thought that Qin Shixiao would still want to see her one day. Originally, I thought that the man must have hated her to death. It doesn't look like it's as bad as I thought.
"Cheng'an, let's go take a look, shall we?"
Ling Feifei tugged at Lu Chengan's sleeve, "After all, everything has passed, and now there is not much left of Ms. Qin's life." ”
Lu Jingmin nodded.
"Fei Fei is right, Shi Xiao doesn't have much time left. Cheng'an, no matter what, she has also used her heart for you. ”
Lu Chengan was silent.
"Cheng'an?" Ling Feifei smiled bitterly, "You have always been generous. ”
It's just that for Qin Shixiao, Lu Chengan is really not generous. As long as he thought of what that person had done, Lu Chengan hated it so much. 's biological mother died almost because of that person. Do you say that you want to recognize the thief as your mother?
Even if a person is about to die, Lu Chengan is reluctant to visit.
"Grandpa, I don't want to go." Lu Chengan's eyes were heavy, "Between me and Ms. Qin, there is nothing to say." ”
But such a person is very worried about Lu Chengan, and seems to have regarded him as his own child, and he doesn't want to see Lu Yuanxi when he is dying, but thinks about Lu Chengan.
It's really rare.
Ling Feifei was quite touched, but she understood Lu Chengan very well, and she was in a dilemma for a while.
"Go and see, don't think about anything else at a time like this." Old Man Lu is still tolerant of Qin Shixiao in the end, for so many years, Qin Shixiao has been allowed to do everything, and now that she is seriously ill, Old Man Lu is also wholeheartedly thinking about that person, Ling Feifei is more and more emotional.
Lu Chengan was silent, and nodded after a while.
How can rejection be pleasant? I've been rejected again and again, I'm afraid I'm going crazy.
They are all rejected people, and they all know how they feel.
It is rare enough for someone as proud as Qin Shixiao to be able to put down his dignity and say that he wants to see them.
Ling Feifei was inexplicably sad, and when she went back, Lu Chengan was silent all the way, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Ling Feifei felt the breath of death so close to her more than once, but how could someone like Qin Shixiao end up like this? She is clearly the strongest person, Ling Feifei was dumbfounded.
In the face of death, everyone is vulnerable.
"Cheng'an." After returning home, Ling Feifei boiled a glass of milk for Lu Chengan.
Originally, this was what Lu Chengan would do every day, but he was restless today, and Ling Feifei was very worried.
She walked softly into the study, looked at him with a pensive look on his face, and smiled wryly.
"Cheng'an, I want to open a little."
"Huh?" Lu Chengan looked at her snow-white little face, "Don't do these things yourself in the future." ”
Ling Feifei smiled.
"You do it every day, and I help out occasionally, isn't it too much?" She sat close to Lu Cheng'an, "I know that your heart is complicated, but Ms. Qin's life hangs by a thread, if we don't go, maybe we will regret it in the future." “
Lu Chengan nodded, of course he understood what Ling Feifei meant, and to put it seriously, that person was not unkind to him at the beginning.
There aren't many completely lucky people in this world who can live a lifetime with a giggle. Mountains of materials are piled up in front of him, and he is allowed to pick them, and the more this happens, the more he will not cherish them.
He was like this at the beginning, if it weren't for Qin Shixiao, he might have become a gentleman.
That man was only in his fifties, but he was about to end his life, and Lu Chengan only felt shocked.
Three days later, Lu Chengan took Ling Feifei and Ling Hao to Tokyo, Japan.
Qin Shixiao was no longer hospitalized, and lived in a small villa on the side of the mountain, with only two or three people taking care of her.
Seeing that it was Lu Chengan and his entourage coming, those people hurriedly greeted them, with a happy face.
Lu Chengan knew them, and most of them were people that Qin Shixiao was used to in the Lu family villa. It's just that she didn't expect to be able to bring all these people to Japan.
"Mrs. is on the second floor, young master, fortunately you came." Uncle Sun sighed, "Mrs. is almost dying." ”
Lu Chengan was silent, held Ling Feifei's hand, and went upstairs.
The furnishings inside are very Japanese and very simple and warm. This seems to be a style that Qin Shixiao will never like. But the world is impermanent, and this man will spend the last days of his life in this place.
She didn't live in the master bedroom, she chose a southernmost guest room, which was filled with fresh flowers, but Ling Feifei didn't know what kind of flowers it was, light blue, secretly spit out.
Qin Shixiao was pretending to sleep, heard the movement, opened his eyes, and burst into tears the moment he saw Lu Chengan.
God knows how long she's been waiting for this day.
"Cheng'an, Cheng'an, you're here." She smiled bitterly and burst into tears, "I thought you didn't want to see me at all." ”
Ling Feifei looked at her so thin appearance, her heart was pounding, this was completely different from the Qin Shixiao she knew at the beginning, there was no anger at all, but there was also a lack of original brilliance.
It seems that as long as a person reaches the age of 50, the glorious years of his life will be completely over. As for the rest of the days, just eat, drink, and have fun, and if you make some more moths, it won't make people feel legendary, but just a joke.
If you want to eat fresh at sea, don't spare the money on your waist.
Qin Shixiao has always been very generous with himself, but now, no matter how much money he has, he has nowhere to spend.
"It's good, it's good that you're here." She choked slightly, "Feifei, come and sit down and let me see my grandson." ”
Ling Hao stepped forward boldly.
"Hello grandma."
He has always been very well-behaved, and now looking at Qin Shixiao's appearance, even a child understands that this is a person who is about to die, and his tone of voice has become soft and softened.
"Good boy, good boy." She covered her face and couldn't stop crying, "All these years, it's me who was wrong, Feifei, you forgive me." ”
"Ms. Qin, if I blame you with Cheng'an, I won't come over today." Ling Feifei lowered her head, thinking of the hardships she had endured back then, she still felt a little guilty in her heart.
But she would not have hurried at a seriously ill person, and besides, they had come all the way not to accuse him, but to say goodbye to dignity.
"It's good, it's good." Qin Shixiao bowed slightly, looking at Ling Hao's eyes, and didn't know how relieved he was, "This kid is exactly the same as when Cheng An was a child, really." “
This sentence makes people feel inexplicably sad.
Everyone knows that Qin Shixiao still cares about Lu Chengan very much in his heart.
Although he killed Lu Chengan's biological mother and ruined that person's life. But she still has a little sincerity towards Lu Chengan.
"Take care." Lu Chengan looked at her, "Grandpa greets you." ”
"Dad is always good." Qin Shixiao tilted his head with a look of pity, "From beginning to end, Dad treated me very well. ”
Old Man Lu has great wisdom and thinks everything through. Completely respect Qin Shixiao, time has passed, Qin Shixiao misses Old Man Lu very much.
"Dad should like Hao Hao too, right?" Qin Shixiao looked at Ling Hao's extremely dexterous face, and his smile grew, "They all like new lives, like us, who are old skin and meat, they are the most unpopular." ”
Qin Shixiao looked at Lu Chengan and Ling Hao blankly, and then looked at Ling Feifei's face.
"Feifei, you must not know how much I envy you."
People's children are always smart and studious, other people's partners are always caring and gentle, and other people's families are always rich and rich. Ling Feifei couldn't help laughing, she actually had so many "other people's homes".
It is necessary to have enough ability to enjoy that kind of leisurely love between men and women, in addition to the material, the spirit must also be commensurate, otherwise, it will never be possible.
Qin Shixiao and Lu Chengan are not short of materials, but in the end, Lao Yan is still separated.
Two people who care too much about gains and losses can't be together well.
"Ms. Qin, there are also many people who envy you." What Ling Feifei said was not polite at all, in this world, I don't know how many people envy Qin Shixiao's life.
It's just that what you can't get is always the best, and Qin Shixiao is not exempt from vulgarity.