What's more, Cheng's mother is a pain in her heart, because the person who loves her the most may leave her at any time.

Cheng Yinian's scar was poked open like this, and her heart hurt terribly, but she still didn't cry.

What's the use of crying at this time, crying can only be exchanged for temporary understanding, but it can't solve long-term problems.

She lowered her head and said, "I may not be a good person, but my mother is definitely a good person, and when I do something wrong, she will educate me and criticize me, and she has never connived at me." My conduct is entirely due to my own bad learning, and it has nothing to do with her. ”

Chen Yan paused, and knew in his heart that it was not good to talk about the elders, but it was impossible for him to apologize in a low voice at this time, why wasn't his mother hurt by her?

He finally didn't even want to look at her again, and turned and went out the door, slamming the door shut.

Cheng Yinian looked at the direction of the door, and finally fell on the bed.

OK.

Fortunately, she was not so simple, thinking that it would be better to marry Chen Yan.

In this way, the gap in my heart is not so big.

But Cheng Yinian's eyes gradually became wet.

Well, she admits that she's still very sad because she's had a little bit of expectation.

——

……

Chen Yan went out of the room and immediately went to Chen's mother's side.

When he opened the door of the room, Chen's mother was wiping her tears, as if she didn't want him to see it, and as soon as he came in, she immediately turned her head and reached out to wipe it. Instead, he smiled, "Quarrelsome? ”

He didn't speak, which was equivalent to acquiescence.

"Yinian just doesn't want to go out with me, you are not allowed to bully her." Chen's mother said, "There is so much difference in age, isn't it normal for her to not like to go out with me, I understand." ”

Chen Yan couldn't wait to pull Cheng over at this moment to listen to how tolerant his mother was to her, and he still wanted to explain it for her at this time.

He said: "It's not a question of quarreling or not, it's just that I don't know how to respect the old and love the young, and the previous temper continues to be brought into the life of the Chen family, how can this work?" ”

He didn't get married so late, on the one hand, it was indeed because he was not stable, but on the other hand, he was afraid of finding someone who was not good enough and would lose the face of the Chen family.

Cheng Yinian really disappointed him.

Chen's mother was still persuading him: "You weren't like this when you were young? Xiao Nian is only so young now, you don't have to restrain her so much, you young people live a life, you can come how love comes, and your mother won't say anything. ”

The more Chen Yan heard her say this, the more he felt sorry for Chen's mother, but this time was not the time to complain, but to ease the conflict: "You are my mother, you can't let you be wronged." Give me a little more time, and I'll promise she'll be considerate of your good intentions. I hope you don't take this matter to heart. ”

Although Chen Yan did not agree with Cheng Yinian's approach, he still spoke in favor of her. At the same time, he felt more and more guilty.

"What don't you take to heart?" Chen's mother glanced at him dissatisfied, "Do you think Mom is really such an unreasonable person?" Mom is fine, really fine. ”

He nodded, walked back, and when he reached the door of the room, he hesitated for a long time before entering.

Cheng Yinian was sitting on the edge of the bed with his back to him, without saying a word.

In fact, today's incident, as long as she is willing to accept a soft apology, it will be over, but she is this virtue, which makes his anger turn up all of a sudden.

Chen Yan turned around and went to pack the suitcase, this box, he had just brought back, and in just a few days, it was going to be taken away again.

The various noises were obviously loud, but Cheng Yinian still didn't look back.

In the end, Chen Yan pulled his luggage and said in a cold voice: "When you understand your mistakes, when will you come to see me again." ”

"What's wrong with me?" She said calmly.

Chen Yan nodded, okay, since she still can't recognize her mistakes, what else is he going to do?

"You're doing it yourself."

He said.

Cheng Yinian silently wiped away his tears.

——

……

For several days, Chen Yan never came back.

Cheng Yinian rarely goes downstairs every day except for eating, but this still can't stop Chen's mother's cynicism: "Every day in addition to eating and sleeping, I really think I am Mrs. Kuo." ”

She would say this thing countless times a day.

Cheng Yinian listened a lot, and occasionally replied to her: "Mom, you always have to leave a little room for being a man." If there's something you don't like about me, you can just tell me and I'll change it. ”

"Don't, don't." Mother Chen glanced at her coldly, "Your Miss Cheng is like this, I can't afford it." ”

She paused and didn't speak again.

"Don't let me go upstairs, what kind of system is so unruly? In broad daylight, just sit downstairs honestly for me, and don't look like I've bullied you. Chen's mother said again.

"Then tell me, what are you doing now, not bullying me?" She said calmly.

Mother Chen was angered by her tone, and slammed the cup on the table to the ground: "Who allowed you to talk back?" ”

The servants on the side didn't dare to speak, and their movements were relaxed, for fear that one of them would accidentally cause trouble.

Cheng Yinian turned around and went upstairs.

"Stop!" The man behind her called out to her.

She didn't pay attention, this kind of unreasonable person, she didn't want to see it at a glance.

Even if she knew that she would go upstairs like this, it might make her even worse for her, and she didn't want to stay for a second.

It's just that Cheng Yinian hasn't reached the top of the stairs yet, when he hears the people behind him constantly exclaiming: "Mrs., are you okay?" ”

When Cheng Yinian looked back, he saw Chen's mother lying on the ground, and the servants were in a hurry, and one of them shouted loudly: "Hurry, call an ambulance." ”

And she stood on a high place and watched, and suddenly a sense of happiness was born in her heart.

Cheng Yinian even had the idea of being vicious, if only Mother Chen couldn't wake up again. But she thought of Chen Yan again, and this idea was denied by herself in an instant.

She couldn't think about these things that made Chen Yan feel bad.

——

……

Chen Yan was originally on a business trip abroad, and it would take him a few days to finish the matter smoothly, but something so big happened that he was so scared that he bought a ticket to return to China that night.

When I arrived in the country, I went straight to the hospital.

Chen's mother hadn't woken up yet, and Chen Yan was grief-stricken when she saw her own mother on a ventilator on the hospital bed.

shouted "Mom", a man in his thirties who almost wanted to cry.

In the entire Chen family, Chen Yan doesn't care about anything, only Chen's mother is a concern he can't let go.

This is also the reason why he took Cheng Yinian home, because only when Chen's mother approved it, he felt that the marriage was truly completed.

Chen Yan asked the nanny with a cold face what happened.

The other party seemed to be a little scared, but he didn't dare to lie, and said: "Today, Mrs. told Miss Cheng not to go upstairs during the day, but Miss Cheng didn't listen, and said that Mrs. bullied her, and then ......."

The matter is clear at this point.

Chen Yan was stunned and waved his hand to let the maid leave.

Originally, he planned to solve the matter of why Chen's mother suddenly fainted, but when it came to Cheng Yinian, a sense of powerlessness suddenly arose in his heart.

For a moment, he even felt that getting married so soon was not a rational act at all.

Chen Yan turned around and went out, and when he was smoking, Cheng Yi thought about it, and both of them were stunned.

It was the first time the two had met this week.

Chen Yan put the cigarette between his fingers, reached out to light the lighter, and said lightly, "Do you have anything to tell me?" ”

Cheng Yinian was silent, and then said, "I know you probably have something to say to me." ”

"I heard that my mother is angry with you like this."

According to the course of the matter, this is indeed the case, she raised her eyebrows: "Hmm." ”

Chen Yan said: "I thought that after so many days, I should recognize my mistakes, but I didn't expect you to not only not change, but to get worse." ”

Cheng Yinian asked rhetorically, staring at him motionlessly: "Then you tell me, what's wrong with me?" ”

"Since you're married to me, can't you be a little more restrained for me?" He didn't even ask her to suffer for him. Instead, he was offering her the best.

Cheng Yinian didn't want to say: "Didn't you decide that I would marry you?" Where do I have the right to say no. ”

After saying this, Cheng Yinian paused, his face was a little pale, and he didn't look at him.

Chen Yan stared at her for a long time and smiled self-deprecatingly.

She was not wrong, he did force it, because he also expected that she would not dare to refuse, or rather, she was reluctant to give up such a piece of fragrant bread from him.

He threw away the cigarette, extinguished the spark with a blank face, and said without a word: "Go back, you don't need it." ”

Cheng Yinian closed his eyes a little hurt, turned around and left.

——

……

Chen's mother woke up on the morning of this weekend.

As soon as she woke up, she immediately said to Chen Yan: "Don't blame Xiao Nian. ”

Chen Yan didn't answer her this time.

……

In the days to come, Chen Yan did not go to the company.

When Chen's mother was discharged from the hospital, he stayed at home every day to take care of Chen's mother, and did everything himself.

It's just that although he lives at home, even if he stays under the same roof with Cheng Yinian, he hasn't spoken to her again.

The two of them were like strangers.

Cheng Yinian still stayed in the room and never went out, because Chen Yan was taking care of Chen's mother most of the meal time, so this also caused the two of them not to meet once in a few days.

Until noon three days later, when she went downstairs, she happened to see Chen Yan sitting on the sofa and scrolling through her mobile phone.

He must have been waiting for a meal.

When Cheng Yinian walked to the bottom, he seemed to hear the voice and glanced back at her.

Chen Yan lost weight.

I've lost a lot of weight.

Cheng Yinian felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he should be very tired during this time to take care of Chen's mother incomprehensibly.

She walked to the table and sat down, and when Chen Yan sat down, she scooped him a bowl of soup. After bringing it to him, he silently withdrew his hand.

Chen Yan glanced at her and didn't say a word.

He didn't touch a bite of the bowl of soup until he finished the meal.

Cheng Yinian ate the bowl of rice silently, as if he hadn't seen his actions.

Eventually, she went upstairs early.

Chen Yan continued to finish the rice in the bowl slowly and methodically, and then took the soup up and drank it cleanly.

That night, Cheng Yinian had just finished taking a shower and lay down on the bed when he heard a knock on the door.

She originally thought that the maid came to ask her if she had supper, but she didn't expect it to be Chen Yan.

He stared at her for a moment with heavy eyes, and said, "I'll come and get something." ”

Cheng Yinian turned sideways and let him in.

Chen Yan didn't know what he was looking for, and after searching for a long time, he couldn't find it.

He rummaged through the entire bedroom.

She kindly asked, "What are you looking for?" ”

He paused slightly, and said, "Facial cleanser." ”

Cheng Yinian turned around and went into the bathroom, and then handed him his facial cleanser: "It's been in the bathroom." ”

Chen Yan nodded and said, "Forget." "Stood still and didn't move.

Cheng Yinian said: "When you go out, remember to close the door for me." ”

Chen Yan glanced at her and said okay.

But he still lingered for a while before leaving.

Cheng Yinian was lying on the bed, every day was meaningless, she didn't know what she should do now.

Eventually, she spoke to her mother on the phone.

Cheng's mother, as always, received in seconds.

"Xiao Nian, how are you doing?" As soon as Cheng's mother opened her mouth, she was asking about her, for fear that she would not have a good time.

Cheng Yinian's eyes were very sour, but his tone was very calm and calm: "It's good, what about you?" Did you take your medicine on time and go to the hospital on time? Remember to buy more good ones, I have quite a lot of money now, don't worry. ”

Cheng's mother said: "The money is enough. ”

This woman, who was originally living the life of a rich wife, has become what she is now, and everything is struggling.

Cheng Yinian was very careful not to say anything about the past, and told her a few more words before saying goodnight to her.

As long as she could hear her voice, she would feel much more at ease.

Because that voice taught her that no matter what happened to her life, she couldn't fall.

——

……

Chen's mother's illness, in fact, woke up, there is no problem, Chen Yan is making a big fuss, and he has to serve her seriously.

It wasn't until Chen's mother repeatedly assured that there was nothing wrong with him that he returned to work.

It's just that before going, when she was at the door, Chen's mother inadvertently mentioned: "Son, does Xiao Nian have any opinions about us?" That day, she said that her mother bullied her, did I really bully her, I didn't see it myself? ”

Chen Yan said coldly: "What does it have to do with you, it's her own problem, you don't have to think about it, just do what you have to do." ”

"She is your wife, and she is the most important thing to you, mom is wronged......"

Chen Yan interrupted her: "There's no need. ”

When he said this, Cheng Yinian happened to be sitting under the windowsill and writing in his diary, and she listened to these words word for word in her ears.

On this day, Chen's mother came directly to her room, came to her room without any consent, and asked her: "I have a daughter-in-law I like, I hope you don't block my son's peach blossom luck, otherwise I won't let you go." ”

Obviously, she wanted to say this a long time ago, and she was so fluent that she knew that she had contacted her hundreds of times as soon as she heard it, and as for why she said it today, she thought that when the wealthy lady she had taken a fancy to came to see her a few days ago, she probably talked to her about something. ”

Cheng Yinian pondered for a moment and said, "He has someone outside, I won't care." ”

Chen Yan heard this sentence when he stepped into the door, and he didn't come in again, but turned around and left directly.

"Young Master......"

The maid's voice came, and Cheng Yinian and Chen's mother looked out at the same time, but they didn't see Chen Yan's figure.

——

……

Li Jianghan didn't expect that he would still be "pro" by Chen Yan. Luckily".

Since he followed Cheng Yinian by his side, he hadn't had a meal with them for a long time. I haven't been to the color bar before.

It was as if he had become a good man overnight, and those women were never touched.

So when Chen Yan called him today, he couldn't react at once.

"Brother Chen Yan, I see you've drunk a lot." The drunkenness was all over his eyes.

He only glanced at him coldly.

Among this group of people, Li Jianghan is not afraid of anyone, but there is one Chen Yan, he was beaten by him a lot when he was a child, so he is afraid that he is afraid to death. He gave him a look, and he immediately became serious: "No, tell me, what happened?" ”

Chen Yan didn't speak at first, only poured a glass of wine, and then calmed down for a while before asking him: "A woman, if you don't even care if you have anyone outside, what is the reason?" ”

Li Jianghan said without thinking about it: "What else can this be, it means that she wants your money, not you." Brother Chen Yan, how many people have you experienced, how can you not understand this truth? ”

Chen Yan smiled, but there was no warmth: "Yes." ”

He clearly understands, but he still wants to deceive himself.

Li Jianghan said to himself: "But it doesn't matter, rich people like us, there are more people around us who covet our money, so there is no need to ......."

The three words "care too much" haven't been said yet, and a flash of inspiration flashes in his mind, but now there is only one Cheng Yinian next to Chen Yan, he can't be talking about her, right?

Chen Yan secretly scolded himself in his heart, what to say without going through his mind, just wanted to speak and explain a few sentences, when he heard Chen Yan say lightly: "When Jiang Yan saw other women around Zhou Sibai, although he didn't say anything, he couldn't wait to go up and cut people when he saw that woman. If you care, it's really impossible to just let the other party have another person outside. ”

He analyzes it word for word.

Li Jianghan said: "Brother Chen Yan, there is no absolute in anything, what if the little sister-in-law is angry when she speaks?" If you are angry, can you guarantee absolute control over your emotions? ”

His words were bitter, and if he wanted to say that he had done something to Cheng Yinian, even he himself was about to disbelieve it.

Chen Yan didn't speak again, just quietly drank the wine in his bottle, got up, and said, "Let's go." ”

Li Jianghan said: "Brother, since you have drunk, don't go back by yourself." ”

Chen Yan looked back at him.

——

……

When Cheng Yinian received Li Jianghan's call, he didn't fall asleep.

The person over there said, "Little sister-in-law, Brother Chen Yan is drunk, you hurry over and pick him up." ”

"Send him back."

"I still have something to do."

Cheng Yinian hesitated for a while and said okay.

She got up and changed her clothes, and she also knew where the keys to Chen Yan's favorite cars were, and she quickly drove away after finding them.

When he arrived, Chen Yan was already drunk and not very sober, as soon as Li Jianghan saw her, he gave her all the people and retreated by himself: "Little sister-in-law, someone is still waiting for me, so I'll leave first." ”

He walked fast.

Chen Yan's weight was all on her, and she almost couldn't stand on her feet, and it was difficult to transport him back to the car. She looked at her with some concern: "Uncle Chen, are you okay?" ”

Chen Yan thought to himself, where does he have a good appearance like this, he obviously has a family, but he has to drink outside in the middle of the night, he is so embarrassed that he can't be embarrassed anymore.

Chen Yan felt extremely embarrassed.

Cheng Yinian hadn't driven a car for a long time, his driving skills were not very good, he drove very slowly along the way, and it took a long time to get home.

Then he carried him upstairs with difficulty.

However, he didn't send him into the room they were in together, but took Chen Yan to the room where he lived during this time.

Cheng Yinian kindly changed Chen Yan's pajamas.

She said, "Uncle Chen, then I'll go." ”

She knew that Chen Yan was conscious, he was just drunk, but he didn't faint.

But as soon as she walked to the door, she heard a noise behind her, and as soon as she turned around, she was met by Chen Yan. on the door.

Before Cheng Yinian could react, Chen Yan shackled her hand and kissed her.

Chen Yan felt his whole body tremble.

Nervous.

I haven't touched it for so long, and it's impossible to say that I don't want to.

But before he had time to make a few moves, Cheng Yinian resolutely pushed him away, which was impossible in normal times, but Chen Yan drank wine and was dizzy, but he was really pushed away by her.

Chen Yan was stunned for a moment, staring at her sharply. He stated the facts: "You are rejecting me. ”

His eyes were clear and quite sober.

Cheng Yinian was stunned and retracted his gaze: "I don't want to." ”

They were arguing, so she didn't want to because she felt wronged.

Chen Yan didn't even coax her, in fact, these are family matters, how could she be so indifferent?

Cheng Yinian also thought about not worrying about Chen's mother a little, she was afraid that Chen Yan would be difficult to be a person if she was caught in the middle.

However, he didn't want to talk to her properly.

Even when she offered him soup, the steps were placed in front of him, and he was reluctant to go down.

Chen Yan thought of what she said about "no matter whether there was anyone outside him" or not, and smiled a little sarcastically: "What you care about is probably the name of this Mrs. Chen, right?" How about me, how about my family, you don't care about it at all. You don't care about me, so you don't care about my mom, you don't care about me, so you don't mind if I have someone outside. ”

As Chen Yan spoke, his eyes turned red, which made him even more uncomfortable than the last time Chen's mother fainted.

He continued: "I'm looking for someone outside, it should be what you want, right? ”

Cheng Yinian opened his mouth and said a little weakly: "I don't have ......"

"You are talking nonsense, you have clearly said that I have someone outside, and you will not care." Chen Yan endured the strangeness in his voice, he was so uncomfortable that he was about to die at this moment, he had never had such an emotion when he lived so much.

Cheng Yi thought about it, and he really heard it.

"I can explain......" she wanted to speak.

A long time ago, he didn't dare to provoke her, but now he still got into the trap, "I deserve it, I deserve everything, you go, you go for me, he pointed to the door." ”

Chen Yan tyrannically smashed the vase on the side against the wall, "Get out!" ”

All her words were blocked in her mouth and she could no longer speak.

Cheng Yinian felt that he was shaking badly, and when he walked to his room, he saw the mirror and realized that he had already burst into tears at this moment.

She was horrified, and it turned out that she had unwittingly pushed things to the worst side.

wanted to go back, but saw Chen's mother standing at the door, smiling at her proudly.