After a while, Xia An'an felt that her body was about to fall apart, and the man next to her had already fallen into a deep sleep, but the sleep was unexpectedly peaceful, and even gave Xia An'an the illusion of seeing Nan Jin five years ago.

She quietly looked at the man in her sleep, sketching the man's handsome face little by little, from the forehead to the bridge of the nose and then to the lips, soft and precious.

The man in front of her is her sun, the only one in her life that can give her the motivation to live.

I remember that when they first met, she didn't say anything about the marriage arranged by her father, whether she opposed it or accepted it, the decision was not up to her at all.

She just wanted to pray that her father would not give her to men her age, and that she did not expect any love, because she was just a tool, and her role was to bring greater benefits to the family.

When she was eighteen years old, she met the sunny boy at the banquet, he was twenty-two at that time, he had just returned from studying abroad, he was very eye-catching in the crowd, wearing a black suit, a pair of straight long legs, and a face that no matter which woman had to look at a few more times, just like a prince.

She thought that she had never seen such a prince appear in front of her, and that this prince was her future fiancé.

When they met for the first time, he seemed to be very interested in her, at that time, Xia An'an was like a cold beauty, always expressionless, only after her father said something, she would show a hint of everyone's beautiful smile, but Nan Jinnian could see how fake this smile was.

After that, Nan Jinnian always silently observed his titular fiancée.

Then he came to a conclusion, and that was - boring.

Yes, it's boring.

His so-called fiancée is like a robot, with no expression, no feelings, a cold look to anyone, and a look of love and ignorance to everyone.

In this way, Nan Jinnian had a sense of challenge, and he didn't have much interest in marriage, but his parents had to let him marry the so-called Xia family, and it had to be Xia An'an, so he couldn't refuse.

So since then, Nan Jin has had more fun, that is, trying her best to play tricks on Xia An'an.

Yes, Nan Jinnian is like a primary school student, playing tricks on Xia An'an, who has just been admitted to university, everywhere.

Xia An'an was a little more interested in this big man who was like a child, although the pranks he did were insignificant to her, but she inexplicably enjoyed it, because this man was the only one who really paid attention to her and watched her.

This makes her feel that she is not a tool, not a machine, that she has someone who cares, someone who cares.

Everything is so natural......

Half a year later, they were together, although they made a marriage contract early, but the real relationship was half a year later.

After being with Nan Jinnian, Nan Jinnian completely pampered Xia An'an as a girl, even if Xia An'an doesn't like cute dolls and pink clothes like other little girls, but he wants to do everything he can to be good to Xia An'an, Xia An'an doesn't know how to do housework, he learns to clean and tidy up his wardrobe.

Cheyenne couldn't cook, so he took the recipe and began to study how to use a kitchen knife.

Cheyenne is a road idiot, and he will always be positioned to find the best route for her.

But Xia An'an became cautious, she obeyed her adoptive father's orders, and while she was with Nan Jinnian, she also had to deal with other men.

If she doesn't, her father will tell Nan Jinnian about her adopted daughter, and if she does, then the marriage contract between him and her will no longer exist......

So...... She endured it, and endured the day when she was really with Nan Jinnian.

But at the same time she was disgusting, she was disgusted that she was like a bride girl, dealing with all kinds of men, and she was disgusting with herself more than anyone else.

But she didn't want to leave Nan Jinnian, that was her light source, it was all the good things she had in this world, she didn't want this man to know how unbearable she was, she didn't want him to know how dirty she was, but...... Her body really belongs to him alone!

So, in those two years, she felt like a princess, because Nan Tiancheng and his wife's love for Xia An'an made her adoptive father no longer let her go to the wine table, but let her work harder to please them.

But she didn't deliberately curry favor, on the contrary, the Nan family cared about her very much, they would prepare a pink room for her, they would give her favorite gifts, they would cook delicious meals for her, and they would show great concern for her injuries.

She has finally become a human being, flesh and blood, someone who cares about, someone who loves her.

But...... Once again, it was all destroyed...... ...... by her Destroy with your own hands.