If fate itself is a giant rotating gear, then where am I in the harmony between yin and yang?

I think my body may have been crushed by the gears, which is why I had an irreversible fate with a ghost.

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On this day, I found Aunt Jiang in a temple.

She saw me and smiled, waved her hand at me, and signaled me to worship the Buddha too, but my incense would be broken as long as I inserted it, Aunt Jiang's face was gloomy, and I was inevitably uncomfortable, Aunt Jiang comforted me, but I always had a knot in my heart that I couldn't unravel, looking at the Buddha statue, I saw a hideous face, after looking at it for a long time, I was a little breathless, and my breath was short, I didn't say a word, I hurriedly ran out, and I didn't dare to stay in such a place.

I half-crouched under the tree outside the temple to relieve the fear and inexplicable discomfort in my heart.

"Nuan Nuan is okay, right?"

I shook my head, "It's okay, it's just a little boring, it'll be fine in a while." ”

Aunt Jiang stood still and didn't move, and only spoke up after a long time, "Do you believe in cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods?" ”

I paused, looked up at Aunt Jiang, and waited for her to continue.

"I have always believed, I will worship the Buddha every year and burn incense to bless my son, but he still had an accident, but I have burned incense for so many years, I know that people have not been reincarnated after death, Buddhism is called the bardo body, after seven or seven will be reincarnated, but if he is really reincarnated, it will be just that, the day he dies, I know that he is guilty, he will go to hell, no matter how excessive it is useless, like this, he can't be reincarnated, he will become a ghoul, has been attached to his body and refuses to leave, I have no choice, That's why I built that building......"

Aunt Jiang spoke with a choked voice and a sad tone, "Nuan Nuan, I know the purpose of your search for me today, I think you have already seen him, I know." ”

Aunt Jiang Jiang and I helped her up, "Nuan Nuan, hold this peace charm, don't be afraid of him, and don't deliberately avoid him, he just died, after you understand him, you will understand that he is not so terrible." ”

I held the peace charm, but in hindsight, I was simple-minded and stupid, thinking that Aunt Jiang was all for my good, but Fang Yi was always his son, and she was good for me, in fact, she hoped that Fang would be good.

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As soon as I arrived at the school, I went through the accommodation procedures, and I was afraid that I would not be able to go home at night, and my mother also said that I was good at living in the school, and I was afraid that I would not study well and waste time with others, but it had been done, and my mother didn't say anything, in short, she would visit me every few days.

As soon as I am free, I think of Fang Yi, and my mood is very depressed, if it is like Wu Zhen said, intermarriage with ghosts is equivalent to the end of this life, then what kind of graduate school will I take! Maybe one day it will hang up......

I threw myself under the covers, depressed.

In the last few days, I have been in a state of decadence, in a daze at school during the day, and at night I have to face a ghost overnight, many people see me and say that I have lost a lot of weight recently, the whole person looks a lot duller, I also found in the mirror myself, I have always been not fat or thin, it is a round face, but recently the face has inexplicably shown a dull look, it really doesn't look like me.

And I recently got closer to Lin Chonglin, she also lived in the school, saying that she lived at home, and her parents always quarreled every day, and she couldn't study at all, so she moved to the school.

In this way, I ate with her almost every day at noon, and the relationship was naturally better than before.

Slowly, Lin Zhonglin discovered my biggest secret.

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One day, Lin Zhonglin looked at me with strange eyes in the morning, and I turned a blind eye and concentrated on reading.

Until all the people in the classroom were gone, Lin Zhonglin sat next to me and looked down at me, "Bei Nuan, you live with a man?" ”

When I heard this, I choked on my throat and turned my head sharply to look at her, "What? ”

Lin Zhonglin's face was solemn, "I know everything, don't hide it from me." ”

I frowned, "You know what?" ”

"But, how can you live in that kind of place with others, the place is good, but it's a ghost building, aren't you scared Bei Nuan?"

Lin Zhonglin looked at me in disbelief, I still wondered how she would know, she immediately said, "I followed you all the night that night, and I still saw... There's a man who opens the door for you until you get in......"

Lin Zhonglin looked at me strangely, I couldn't believe it that she was a girl, she was so bold, and she followed me to the southern suburbs secretly in the middle of the night?!!

I swallowed my throat and asked, "How do you know it's a ghost building?" ”

"The ghost buildings in the southern suburbs have spread all over the city, who wouldn't know? No one will stay there ......"

Lin Zhonglin looked like she was asking to the end, I looked at her speechlessly, she didn't recognize the person who opened the door was Fang Dao, right?

I really can't do it, I can only admit hard, "I'm having a boyfriend, I'm afraid that my mother will find out......"

Lin Zhonglin finally stopped asking, but still looked at me with suspicion.