"Di Ying, what's wrong with you?"

Her tears fell mixed with the rain, and the more she cried, the more powerless she became: "I separated from Ji Xiaoyao, and there will be no relationship in the future......"

Separated?

"You ...... Divorced? Chu Xiao came to ask, Di Ying closed his eyes and didn't want to speak, he immediately took his clothes and covered Di Ying's body, blocking those cold rain wires out of the car, and then got people into the car, the car was parked on the side of the road, Cheng Zhen went to buy hot drinks, bought towels, and came back with some pills.

Chu Xiaolai handed her the hot drink, she was soaked, the rain in her hair was sticking to her skin, he took a towel on top of her head and rubbed it for her, Di Ying's lips were still white and trembling, she sat in the carriage with a cup in her hand, lowered her eyelids and did not speak, Chu Xiaolai forced her to take the pill and asked Cheng Zhen to drive the car in the direction of the other courtyard.

The car was driving at a rapid speed all the way, Di Ying kept looking out the car window, it was clearly summer, but she felt cold all over her body.

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Ji Xiaoyao drove directly to the direction of the hospital, when he went, Qin Chu was busy and was sitting in the office eating dinner, seeing him come in and motioning for him to eat together, Ji Xiaoyao shook his head He was not in any mood, and now there was no one in the hospital.

The silence is terrible.

He took out a cigarette and lit it, while Qin Chu put away his dinner and poured him water, and pushed it to Ji Xiaoyao's side, "Why are you here?" Isn't it time to be at home with Di Ying? ”

Ji Xiaoyao brought the cigarette butt in his hand to his lips, leaned back with his whole body, raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose, and heard some tiredness: "I came to you to ask about Di Ying." ”

Qin Chu also explained what he should have explained, he took the report and continued to explain to Ji Xiaoyao, trying to make him understand clearly, Ji Xiaoyao's movements paused: "...... Is it really that serious? ”

"Ji Xiaoyao, to be honest, I don't believe it either, but I'm really worried about Di Ying's physical condition, her physical constitution is really too bad, and I've known her for so many years, do you think it's necessary for me to deceive you?" He naturally hopes that Di Ying can do well: "However, it is not certain, as long as it is well raised, it may not be ......."

Qin Chu said it more tactfully, gave Ji Xiaoyao a business card, and pushed it over before saying, "This is an elder I knew before, who has a good hand in conditioning the body, maybe it will help, you take Di Ying to have a look." ”

He tilted his head and smiled wryly.

The car still stopped at the gate of the courtyard, it had just rained, the green bamboo leaves on both sides of the road were washed out bright and lovely, and the afterglow of the sun came out from the dark clouds, scattered on the leaves, and the colors were mottled.

The water droplets on the leaves were ticking and falling, and the bird's cry sounded in the forest again, Chu Xiaolai took her back, his clothes were also soaked, Di Ying's clothes were hot from the body temperature, and his coat was not embarrassed, he took Di Ying directly upstairs.

There were still her clothes left in the courtyard before, and the maid prepared clothes for her, Di Ying was dizzy now, she stood in the hot water in the bathroom and washed her head, letting the hot water roll on her body, and when the hot water rolled down, she only felt that the pores on her body seemed to open.

She stayed in the bathroom for a long time and never came out.

When Chu Xiao came to bring her something in, she always heard the sound of water inside, but most of the time had passed, what was Di Ying doing inside?

He thought of the last time Di Ying jumped into the sea, he thought that Di Ying was different from those women, and would not choose to give up her life for love, but wasn't it also unexpected for him? Will she not be able to think about it?

Chu Xiaolai walked over and stood at the door and called: "Di Ying, are you inside?" ”

Di Ying heard Chu Xiao's voice, and suddenly woke up, she grabbed the bath towel and went out around her body, but the water in the bathroom was a little slippery, she accidentally stepped on the whole body and fell forward, Di Ying hurriedly wanted to grab something, but raised her hand but knocked over the things on the sink, when she smashed her whole person, her wrist and glass were cut, and the bright red blood gushed out instantly, and half of her body was numb in pain, gritting her teeth and inhaling the cool air slightly.

"Di Ying, what's wrong with you?" Chu Xiaolai heard the voice inside.

Di Ying wanted to speak, but her painful tears were rolling in her eyes, Chu Xiaolai didn't hear the sound coming from inside, and suddenly became anxious, turned around and yelled at the servant outside: "Go and get the key!" ”

He was violent like a fierce lion, roaring madly, the servant took the key and came over to open the door, Chu Xiao came to push the door and went in and saw the person lying on the ground, her side was full of blood, the maid screamed, Chu Xiao came over and didn't care about picking up Di Ying first, and asked the servant to find a doctor.

He put the person on the bed and pressed the towel against her wrist, blocking the blood gushing out of her wrist, "Do you want to die?" Di Ying? What are you doing here? ”

Half of her body was still numb and uncomfortable, and when the family doctor came, she was shown the wound, stitched, and then took some anti-inflammatory pills.

Chu Xiaolai only stared at Di Ying, for fear that she would say that she wanted to seek death next, Di Ying was also half leaning on the bed, the glass piece was directly pierced into the flesh, the wound was not deep, but where there were many blood vessels, so there was too much blood, and she was lying on the bed weakly at this time.

Chu Xiaolai pinched his breath, helplessly, and asked angrily after sitting on the edge of the bed: "Di Ying, what are you doing now?" Where did the sunny and confident Di Ying go? Are you thinking of dying now? ”

He was angry that Di Ying didn't value his life, how could he?

He wanted to be calm, but he couldn't do it at this time.

"I didn't want to die, or I just accidentally fell, and it just so happened that I accidentally cut my wrist, but I really didn't want to die." She was sad, but she didn't want to give up her life.

You're still alive to see him, aren't you?

Dead and nothing?

"Really?"

"Hmm." She nodded.

The voice was muffled and overflowing from the depths of his throat.

She leaned her head on the edge of the European-style big bed, the quilt on her body was pulled to her chest, she didn't want to speak, Chu Xiaolai had already checked, Di Ying and Ji Xiaoyao had divorced, no matter what, they had already separated, and there was no other connection between her and Ji Xiaoyao from now on.

Chu Xiaolai sat on the bed on the side, and suddenly held her hand, Di Ying lowered her head and hurriedly withdrew her hand: "What are you doing......

"You and Ji Xiaoyao ......" he cleared his throat and said: "It's already in the past, since it's already in the past, then don't think about it anymore, it's boring, you're still young, everything can still start again, don't you like jewelry design very much?" I happened to have a jewelry collaboration in South Africa, if you want to start over, then come and help me? Find something to do, and you'll be able to quickly come out of the shadows of the past. ”

He did this for Di Ying.

He knew what Di Ying liked.

So just go about it.

Di Ying's eyelashes trembled slightly, leaning there without speaking, only in this way could she be sure that she was alive, but she tilted her head and thought about Ji Xiaoyao and Sun Manman, she divorced Ji Xiaoyao......

In the future, Sun Manman and him will live together, she can only watch and watch from afar, but she can't do anything.

"Di Ying. Did you hear me? Chu Xiaolai looked indifferent when he saw her.

couldn't help but feel angry in his heart, and couldn't help but raise his voice, "Do you think Ji Xiaoyao will feel distressed after seeing the way you look now?" If you make yourself so embarrassed, Ji Xiaoyao won't look at you more, you are so sad, sad, and torture yourself, will he know? Di Ying, you can have a better life. ”

A better life.

Why would she find it so difficult?

Her eyelashes kept blinking, and finally, with a little reaction, Chu Xiao looked at her and couldn't help asking, "It just so happens that I'm going to South Africa to deal with some official business in a few days, if you want to leave here and find a place to adjust your mood, why don't you come with me?" Well? ”

"No."

Di Ying looked away from her gaze and immediately chose to refuse, "I know you are good for me, but, Chu Xiaolai, I don't want to leave......" She separated from him, knowing that he was going to belong to someone else, but she still couldn't leave here.

Leave this place where he exists.

"At the end of the day, you still can't forget that person, can you?"

"I grew up...... I only like him, I like him for so many years, how can you make me forget ......" Her uncomfortable heart was about to tear apart: "Chu Xiaolai, don't come and ask me about this again, okay?" It's just that I beg you, I don't want to hear you tell me about it, my heart is really uncomfortable to die, really going to die. ”

She was almost on the verge of breaking down, and she felt like her head was going to explode.

"Chu Xiaolai, I'm not as free and easy as you think, I know he doesn't love me, I know that I will never fall in love with anyone else in this life except him."

She's completely broken down now.

All the spirits, all the senses seemed to collapse in their entirety, Chu Xiao looked at Di Ying's appearance at this moment, some forbearance flashed in his eyes, and he clenched his fists.

I'm sorry Di Ying.

Sometimes in order to get what he wants, he always has to do something that betrays his principles, but he is for her good......

Only left him.

Only then will she be truly redeemed.

Where is Ji Xiaoyao qualified to have her?

His eyes were gloomy, and even his voice suddenly became very low and serious, carrying a slight anger, "Di Ying, you have put all your life on him, have you thought about yourself?" It's just a Ji Xiaoyao, do you have to give up your life? You have always lived for Ji Xiaoyao, so have you ever lived for yourself? Have you ever thought about living for yourself? Di Ying, you really disappointed me, you forgot what the teacher once said, you are her most proud protégé, if you let the teacher see you like this, do you think the teacher will be very disappointed? ”