Chapter 52: Chen Fei's confession
He took my head into his arms: "This, when you leave the palace, you will know!" ”
I asked Ye Linghan, "Do you think I need to go out of the palace now?" Liyan's injury is no longer a big deal, I will arouse Xiao Yu's suspicion here all the time, maybe he will pull out some mess, but if I go out of the palace now on the pretext that Liyan doesn't need a doctor, Xiao Yu will no longer be wary of me, and this matter will be over......"
"You don't know Xiao Yu too well." Ye Linghan replied: "He is the material of a natural judge, and secret investigation is not his profession but his interest, and it is a dangerous game that he indulges in and enjoys himself!" As long as he wants to investigate, then he won't care about the question of whether it is necessary or not, and will only pursue it all the way like a madman until the truth is revealed. After all, in this deep palace, Xiao Yu has to weigh things twice, even if you scratch the itch in your heart, you can't do anything about you, but if you are out of the palace, then it will be Xiao Yu's world, and you without any protection are like a fish to be slaughtered by others, he can do whatever he wants. Moreover, I am also a little more relieved to let you stay with me. ”
I nodded meekly.
It's early in the morning, and the night is still too short.
After dawn, I will send him away, and then as if nothing happened tonight, he is the brocade guard Ye Linghan, and I am the pharmacist of Liyan, Miao Sheng. We are still two people who don't know each other well, and there is no story between them.
We couldn't have a better way to protect each other. In this palace, I need to keep as low-key as I can, I'm just a pharmacist, and I have nothing to do with anyone, if I fall in love with Ye Linghan like this, not only Xiao Yu will be suspicious, but even the three princes of Qiming will be puzzled. But no matter which of my identities is revealed, we all have to die.
However, having this night is enough to make the future days of anxiety feel happy, isn't it enough to make those anxious and nowhere to put their hearts find a sustenance, right......
After Ling Han left that night, I silently hid the shark beads, and at the same time hid the feelings that erupted from the two of us, our days returned to the original trajectory, talking softly and shallowly, getting along with each other normally, only occasionally when others were not paying attention to him would stare at me and smile affectionately, I would also make a grimace at him, I thought all this was unaware. But Xiao Yu has always been like a nightmare, but it doesn't matter, Ye Linghan and I are now dancing on the tip of a knife, the sharpest and most enthusiastic.
However, the matter of the dog Rong and the Huns also seems to have a little eased meaning, these days the saint has time to convene a few of them to chat and play, this monarch is a benevolent monarch, everyone says so, it is estimated that he will not be too hasty in favor of returning to the army to send troops to the civil strife in the northern Xinjiang, but who can guess the mind of the Son of Heaven, this game of chess in the world, few people can play well.
The days passed day by day, and the day when the princes of various tribes came to meet was getting closer and closer, and in recent days, the princes of many tribes have also come to the palace, but Ye Linghan's heart is not on these people who come from afar, but is thinking about how to go to Persia and find Shisan back.
Of course, I am very touched by his intentions, but Persia is not a vassal country of the Central Plains, they do not need to worship or sacrifice to the saints of Chang'an, they are far away in the west, and it is not easy to even go there, let alone find the fifteen cat's eye opals. Of course, I don't want him to go out and take risks again: "I said, I don't mind this scar, why are you so anxious?" Could it be that you dislike it? ”
Ye Linghan immediately waved his hand and explained, "I don't have it at all!" How could you think that! It doesn't matter if you spend your whole face! It's true! "He was as if he had been struck by lightning, and he was immediately so nervous that I couldn't help but be amused by the way he looked, and if someone was nervous all over his body because of your unintentional words, then you would feel that wholehearted happiness.
"Did you talk like that? Are you cursing me? I immediately raised my hand and struck at him, and he dodged with a flick of his face. This dodge, I saw Chen Fei behind Ye Linghan.
Chen Fei stood there, looking at the two of us who were flirting, and it was estimated that he had seen all the situation just now, and suddenly, I didn't know how to end it, but shouted timidly: "Senior brother......."
Ye Linghan turned around, he also saw Chen Fei, Chen Fei frowned, his two fists clenched tightly, it seemed that he was dissatisfied with the intimacy between the two of us, he didn't say a word with a black face, just stared at me fixedly. I was thinking about how I would explain this to him when he asked him, but instead of talking to me, he pointed the finger at Ye Linghan.
"Lord Night!" Chen Fei shouted coldly. Ye Linghan turned to face Chen Fei, waiting for his next sentence.
"Please be more respectful in the future, although Yang Sheng is just a pharmacist and his status is not as noble as yours, but we are also dignified people, and we are not your playthings for a moment." Chen Fei's voice was cold but loud, it seemed that Chen Fei had indeed misunderstood, he regarded Ye Linghan as a prodigal son, and I became the little woman he teased, which made him feel humiliated......
"This is my junior sister, the girl we all like, please stay away from her, you are not qualified, play with her like this." Chen Fei said hatefully.
It's over, it's all over, what is this...... How do I explain this to Chen Fei? Should I tell him that Ye Linghan and I had already made up a secret agreement, or should I make up a lie and tell him that everything just now was just a misunderstanding? Things have completely developed to a point where they are out of control......
"Big brother, that's not the case......" I wanted to explain.
"Let's go!" Chen Fei grabbed my arm and dragged me away angrily, I was dragged away by him while looking back at Ye Linghan helplessly, he was also scolded by Chen Fei inexplicably but unable to fight back, he could only stand up to the reputation of this prodigal son, he stood there there There was some sudden realization and suspicion in his eyes, I don't know what it is......
After returning to Yongle Palace, Chen Fei sent me straight back to his room, he was uncharacteristically silent and cold, and he didn't say a word to me until he locked me in the room.
"Big brother...... Don't be angry......" I tried to explain.
Chen Fei glanced at me and shook off my arm in hatred.
"Why are you so angry...... I retorted as I rubbed my wrist, my wrist already bruised by his clutch.
"What am I doing?" Chen Fei immediately became angry: "I want to ask what you are doing?" Do you know what you're doing? ”
"Senior brother, listen to my explanation...... "I'm also anxious, Chen Fei's anger is completely out of concern and protection for me, so I completely lost to him in terms of momentum and reason, so it is naturally my own fault to quarrel."
"Okay, you explain, I'll listen!" Chen Fei looked into my eyes.
But I didn't dare to look him in the eye at the moment, when he didn't understand, I was full of grievances and wanted to explain to him, but when he wanted to listen to my explanation, I didn't know how to say, I couldn't speak.
"Luo Sheng, do you like Ye Linghan?" Chen Fei asked directly.
I still kept my head down, not daring to answer him.
"I always thought that in this palace, the five of us are dependent on each other, and when the three of them finish their work, we will go back, you continue to be your pharmacist, I will continue to be your senior brother, we will still live a carefree life in Shennongtang, and we will always be happy and simple......" Chen Fei calmed down, his voice softened, but with a sadness that was cold to the bone marrow.
He continued: "You know, when I first saw you looking at Ye Linghan's eyes, I felt panic and uneasy, I was afraid that things would continue like this, I was afraid that you would like him......"
"Senior brother......" His words made me feel extremely guilty, and I wanted to apologize to him and say sorry to him, because he had always been the senior brother who took care of me silently by my side, unconditionally treating me and helping me unconditionally, and I did something that made him so sad......
"Han Sheng" He interrupted me, and didn't listen to me finish speaking: "That day, when I saw you and Ye Linghan standing at the door of your room, I clearly felt that my breathing stopped, and a certain part of my body ached, Luo Sheng, then I knew that I was in love with you......"
What the! I couldn't believe my ears, Chen Fei's sudden confession made me feel at a loss, completely disrupted my thinking and my mood, how could this be...... Why, he likes me...... Originally, I wanted to apologize and explain this kind of guilt that came from not listening to him, but now I know that my apology and explanation are useless, I can't pay him back, I can't repay him, I understand that my behavior hurt him, I also understand where he was hurt, why he is so angry and angry...... But I can't even say a word of apology.
That's it, I don't know what to say, Chen Fei was silent for the words that he blurted out with excitement just now, just like that, the air froze between me and Chen Fei, this time, time passed bit by bit, and I felt torment......
"Can you tell me, what's going on between you and Ye Linghan?" Chen Fei was the first to break the silence.
"No, it's not much......" I replied in a low voice, still keeping my head down.
"You still won't tell me...... Chen Fei's tone was a little lost, and he continued: "Luo Sheng, you and Ye Linghan will not have results. ”
"I know......" I don't know how to explain it to him.