Chapter 253: Confident Enough
Shen Mingkai's jaw pressed heavily on Xinxing's shoulder, and after a long time, she felt a little painful.
Xinxing was a little stunned, she didn't expect Shen Mingkai to hug herself suddenly, just like the last time in Shen Mingkai's home, after lifting the quilt, Xinxing didn't expect him to kiss her, and she was still so caught off guard.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Xinxing's shoulder hurt, but she still tried her best to hold back the pain and asked Shen Mingkai.
"Shen Bingkun has come to Phoenix Park......"
Shen Mingkai still called Shen Bingkun, because his mind was very confused now, he didn't know whether to choose to forgive him and call him father, or continue to choose not to forgive him and call him Shen Bingkun, habitually, Shen Mingkai called him Shen Bingkun.
"Shen Bingkun......" Hearing Shen Mingkai's words, Xinxing thought carefully and asked, "Is that your father?" ”
Shen Mingkai, who was lying on Xinxing's shoulder, snorted a few words, which was considered a tacit acquiescence, at this time, Shen Mingkai didn't know what he was thinking, and finally he let go of Xinxing.
"Does he rarely go to Phoenix Garden?" Xinxing looked at Shen Mingkai and asked, it is rumored that the father and son of Shen Yao Group have always been at odds, and Shen Mingkai lives in Phoenix Garden alone and never meets the Shen family.
Looking at Shen Mingkai's somewhat sad appearance now, it is obvious that he is worried because of Shen Bingkun, it seems that the rumors of discord in the outside world are true, but Shen Mingkai is not unconcerned about Shen Bingkun, otherwise he would not be worried.
"Very little!"
Not only is it few, it is simply very few, over the years, the number of times Shen Bingkun has been to Phoenix Garden, Shen Mingkai can count it with one hand.
"Can you talk to me?" Shen Mingkai looked at Xinxing with some expectation, his mind was very confused now, he wanted to find someone to talk to, and Xinxing happened to be the most suitable person.
"Okay!" Xinxing said with a smile, it was rare that Shen Mingkai would think of her, and it just so happened that she also had something to ask Shen Mingkai for help.
So just like that, the two walked all the way outside, as if they knew that Shen Mingkai was in a bad mood, and there weren't many people along the way.
"It's autumn now, and a lot of flowers are blooming on the road." Xinxing looked at the flowers blooming along the road and said, suddenly she remembered that when she left the Phoenix Garden that day, she found a lot of flowers in the yard, those flowers are very rare, and it is not very easy to cultivate them well, those flowers are in full bloom so well, presumably Shen Mingkai is not less at ease on it.
"When I left the Phoenix Garden that day, I saw a lot of pansies in the yard, did you plant them?" Xinxing asked Shen Mingkai.
"No, my mother planted them, and I've just taken care of them all these years." Shen Mingkai said.
"My mother loved those flowers, and it wasn't easy to find them at first, and now it's not easy for them to survive after a lot of hardships." Shen Mingkai said, unconsciously, he remembered when all the flowers were uprooted, at that time he really thought that his mother's flowers would all die, but he didn't expect Lan Xing to sleep for a few nights, and he saved those flowers, and it was through that experience that these peanuts grew more vigorously, and now in a few years, they have doubled, and the area of the yard has to be increased.
"Then your mother must be a very careful person, it is extremely difficult for flowers like pansies to survive on our side, and it took a lot of effort to plant these extremely rare flowers here." Xinxing said.
Hearing Xinxing's words, Shen Mingkai subconsciously looked at Xinxing, he didn't expect Xinxing to know this, when Ming Xueying planted these flowers, although Shen Mingkai was very small, but he still used the impression, he remembered that Ming Xueying did take a long time, and planted a lot of rare varieties of pansies, and finally let the remaining tenacious flowers survive.
"yes, it took a lot of effort for my mother to grow those flowers." Shen Mingkai sighed and said, thinking of the original intention of planting these flowers, Shen Mingkai suddenly felt a burst of irritability in his heart.
These flowers were planted by Ming Xueying to show Shen Bingkun at the beginning, and the flowers were finally planted with great effort, but the people who wanted to appreciate it did not come.
"But what's the use, the person I want to see has never seen ......," Shen Mingkai muttered in a low voice, and then walked forward quickly.
Xinxing was very close to Shen Mingkai, so even if Shen Mingkai whispered, she heard it.
Just now Shen Mingkai said that Shen Bingkun went to the Phoenix Garden, and now he said that the person his mother wanted to see didn't see it, Xinxing began to sort out this string of ideas, in addition to the outside world rumors that Shen Mingkai and his father were not in harmony, but also spread the matter of Shen Mingkai's father Shen Bingkun and his mother Ming Xueying, people said how unfortunate the marriage between the two was, but what the origin was, Xinxing didn't know.
Thinking of this, Xinxing quickly caught up with Shen Mingkai and stood by Shen Mingkai's side.
"May I ask why the people I want to see haven't seen them?" Xinxing asked.
Hearing Xinxing's words, Shen Mingkai glanced at Xinxing, and his cold eyes were clearly full of sadness.
"When my mother was alive, she always wanted to see Shen Bingkun." Shen Mingkai said softly.
Xinxing thought that Shen Mingkai didn't want to tell her when she glanced at her, she was going to stop asking, but she didn't expect Shen Mingkai to open his mouth to tell.
"But Shen Bingkun never came to see her, and until she died, she didn't have time to say a word to Shen Bingkun......
Shen Mingkai slowly told Xinxing the story of Ming Xueying and Shen Bingkun, and the two walked like this, and finally the backs of the two disappeared into the vast street.
Unconsciously, the two came to a bridge, this is the largest iron bridge in Star City, due to the high terrain, you can see the scenery of the whole Star City on this bridge, over the years, in order to attract tourists, Star City has also made a lot of changes to this bridge, but the general appearance of this bridge is still the same as many years ago, especially the structure inside, almost unchanged.
"I didn't expect your parents to have such a past...... Xinxing was in a heavy mood now, because after listening to Shen Mingkai's story, she knew how Ming Xueying and Shen Bingkun's lives came through misunderstanding and guilt, all of which made Xinxing feel a lot.
"One spends his life with guilt, the other spends his life with expectations, the two obviously love each other sincerely, but they can't be together in the end, this reality is really unacceptable." Xinxing turned around and looked at the river on the other side of the bridge, with a lot of thoughts in his heart, but the words came to his lips, and he didn't know how to say it.
Now the two of them have unknowingly come to the center of this bridge, and Xinxing is now holding the bridge with his hand, looking at the river opposite.
Shen Mingkai turned his head to look at Xinxing's side face, from her slightly furrowed brows, Shen Mingkai also saw her heavy mood at this time, Ming Xueying's experience with Shen Bingkun made her silent, so Shen Mingkai looked away from Xinxing's face, and suddenly, turned to the river.
In fact, from Shen Mingkai's point of view, Ming Xueying lived a very passionate and hopeful life every day when she was alive, she was looking forward to Shen Bingkun coming back to Phoenix Garden every day, although she couldn't see it every day, but she was never disappointed, whenever she saw news or news with Shen Bingkun, she was able to be happy for a while, so her life was not spent in sadness, but should be spent in anticipation and hope, even in the last moments of her life, she never gave up hope, so Shen Mingkai guessed, When Ming Xueying saw Shen Bingkun at the end of her death, her heart should have been happy, because she finally saw her expectations, although she didn't have time to speak, there were some regrets, but the joy of getting expectations has made up for the regrets.
Shen Mingkai was relieved!
"Actually, the experience of my mother and father is unfortunate, but between them, my mother and I have always been the one who has hoped, and only my father has spent it in regret." Shen Mingkai moved his gaze to Xinxing's face again.
"But I think he should be glad for the rest ......of his life, because my mother has always liked him, and she loves him deeply."
Although this father's voice was a little awkward, it was the name that Shen Mingkai had called countless times in his heart.
"I'm thinking that things in this world are really unpredictable, many times, what you do is diametrically opposite to what you want to express, but you have to do it, but you can't explain it, so the misunderstanding comes." Xinxing looked at the river and slowly spoke, and now her mood was just like this river, empty, and she couldn't help but feel sad.
"In fact, the misunderstanding itself is not terrible, what is terrible is that I will not take the initiative to explain it even though I know that it is a misunderstanding." Hearing Xinxing's words, Shen Mingkai said that he really thought so, so as soon as he felt that the misunderstanding of Xinxing had affected the relationship between the two, he took Xinxing to the animation club and explained it to Xinxing.
And when Shen Mingkai knew that Ming Xueying and Shen Bingkun had a misunderstanding early in the morning, he really felt that the two of them should not let the misunderstanding go, but when he knew it at that time, it was too late, and it was too late to say anything, so he didn't say anything, so as not to increase sadness and remorse.
"Actually, there is one thing that I have never understood, my mother should have always known that there was a misunderstanding between her and my father, but why didn't she explain?" Shen Mingkai said incomprehensibly.
"Do you really want to know?" At this time, Xinxing, who had not spoken all this time, suddenly spoke.
"Of course I want to know!" Shen Mingkai looked at Xinxing and said,
"Because she's confident enough!" Xinxing slowly spoke, and then turned his gaze to Shen Mingkai.