"Luo Sheng, I don't think the guy surnamed Ye doesn't like you, you don't go out these days, he wanders around outside the Anle Palace every day, sometimes until late at night, and refuses to leave...... I think he really has a heart for you, but because you were afraid of Heze, what you said to him that day was also heavier. "Riding Ming persuaded me.

It's not that I don't know that Ye Linghan really liked me once, he didn't even want his life for me, and I love him too......

In the past few days, the anger has gradually subsided, and I have begun to consider some other possibilities. Although I knew Ye Linghan first, but when I was seven years old, everyone already thought I was dead, including Ye Linghan, what if he had me in his heart, he couldn't never marry for the sake of a dead person, right? However, Heze is young and beautiful, elegant and sensible, and he is the pearl of the saint and the queen.

But at this time, I reappeared, disrupting his original life, the original plan, I assassinated the prince and was disfigured, he had the heart to protect me, seeing that I was pitiful, the old feelings sprouted and grew in his heart again.

He's one of the victims, I thought to myself, and I understand his situation.

It's not that I haven't thought about explaining everything to Heze, letting Ye Linghan choose who he wants to go away with, or I can make a little effort to snatch my lover back, I know that he really has me in his heart.

Even Qi Ming persuaded me so.

However, they don't know that I am now a murderer, and no matter what I do, I have to keep a low profile in the dust, and attracting attention will only bring death to all of us, including Ye Linghan. If I am with Ye Linghan in a grand manner, then Heze will be investigated, the saint will be investigated, and it will be easy for Xiao Yu to investigate me, and the situation of the three princes and Chen Fei will be even more difficult.

If I restore the identity of Princess Qingyi now, I am still qualified to match him, but I am not a princess now, I have been disfigured, and I am also burdened with a royal life.

Besides, Heze is my cousin! She is my uncle's own daughter, and they are the ones who have a marriage contract first, how can there be a reason for a sister to rob her husband with her sister? And they're a better match.

I don't want so many people to be implicated because of my private feelings, and I don't want Ye Linghan to give up everything he deserves for the sake of the person he deserves now, Heze is the one who is more suitable for him. It seems that I have no relationship with him in this life, so it is better to wish him happiness.

After making up my mind, I took the general order given to me by Ye Linghan, calculated the time, and walked towards the small garden. Qi Ming said that Ye Linghan would come here every evening, and he wandered around the gate of Anle Palace silently for a long time, before knowing his marriage to Heze, I would wait for him in the small garden every evening, and he would secretly meet each other, and talk about each other's waiting hot hearts.

It was such a long walk today, and it was as if I had iron and stone tied to my legs, and every step I took out all my strength.

I don't want to, the last time I met him here was a farewell.

I met Ye Linghan at the end of the path. I had a cold expression, pretending that I just happened to pass by, and saluted lightly: "Hello Lord Night." ”

He frowned, when he was intimate before, I called him Ye Linghan in private, or still called him little brother, every time I saw him, he was like a little girl who had tasted love for the first time, and I couldn't suppress my joy and excitement. Who knew that today, we would be born to this point......

"Ripple Sheng...... Do you really not believe me? He frowned, his expression sad, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and his eyes were sad. I could see that he was full of guilt for me.

"Believe you? Why should I believe in Lord Night? I'm just a grass people, the affairs of the night adults, how dare I believe it or not, and you don't need me to believe it. I spoke calmly, instantly closing the distance between us.

Ye Linghan didn't speak, his eyes were sad.

"Can you not be so extreme? Can you hear me explain? He came over and took my hand, but I skimmed him out of the way.

"Facts are facts, what has happened, there is nothing to explain." I interrupted him, his face full of guilt, and he really didn't explain anything more.

"Since we met here today, I think there are some things that need to be made clear to Lord Night, no matter what happened between us before, what we envisioned for the future, from this moment on, everything between us is over. You are your brocade guard, I am my medicine master, I don't want Lord Night to interfere in my life again, and I won't bother you. ”

Ye Linghan's eyes poured out an incredible astonishment, I turned my head away from him, and still said calmly: "Even if I die, I don't want you to care." ”

Since you can't get along with each other, then forget about each other, I will go by myself in the future, I don't want to always pretend to be under his protection, I have avenged my parents with my own hands, and I have no other love in this life.

After saying that, I walked around him, I didn't dare to look at him again, I knew that even one glance, his pain and despair would make me soften my heart again, and I felt sorry for him after all......

As I walked past him, he grabbed my wrist tightly.

"Why are you always so pessimistic and hopeless? Why can't we work together for our future? Have you ever thought about having a future with me? Answer me, answer me honestly. ”

How could I not have thought about it, but if I did, would there be?

I stood still and told myself to calm down, calm down.

"Lord Night, I have made up my mind, I have been floating in the Qinglou for many years, do you think I will be so simple and move my heart? Those attachments to you have been worn out many years ago, and now I still say that I love you, firstly, just to remember the time when I was young, and secondly, to ...... You know, I'm a murderer, and I don't want to pay for my life, you're just a exploit. I stared into the distance and replied calmly.

I knew how much my words would hurt him, and my wrist hurt from his pinching, like his bones were going to be crushed by him. But in the end, he let go of my hand, and I knew that at that moment, his heart was dead.

"By the way, this is your general's order, and I will return it to you. I just hope that in the future we will be at peace with each other and not cause any unnecessary trouble to each other. I took out the token engraved with the word "night" from my sleeve, stuffed it in his hand, and walked forward briskly without looking back.

Because I didn't want him to see the tears that came out of my eyes.

Ye Linghan, let's stop here, my heart was suddenly empty, this time, we are really over.

I shut myself in my room, crying so hard that I clutched the white jade swallow-shaped whistle in my palm, but although it was still in my hand, it could not be replaced by the person I loved the most.

When you grow up, the world is so complicated, what you think you want and what you love will be different, and there are some things that you are not only powerless to control, but also powerless to fight back.

My state was really bad Chen Fei, and he coaxed me with red eyes: "Why don't you ...... Or...... If you're really sad, I'll go and arrest that Ye Linghan and apologize to you! Isn't it for you! Don't scare me like that......"

"Senior brother......" I cried and shook my head, tears falling uncontrollably: "From now on, I have nothing to do with that person......

Chen Fei was silent for a long time, then squatted down and stroked my head.

"Xuan Sheng, can you tell Senior Brother that you and Ye Linghan really met in the palace? Whether you have a deep affection for him, or he breaks off the connection with you, I think you should have been involved for a long time, right? ”

I choked up, not knowing how to answer.

"I've never asked about your life experience, but I really can't bear to see you so sad now, if you have anything to say, just say it to your senior brother, say it, and feel better, although I may not be able to help you, but at least, I can be a listener......"

I wiped a handful of tears and looked at the anxious Chen Fei, his eyes were red like a rabbit. In the end, he is the one who cares about me the most, who has always been by my side, and who is always there when I am sad.

Chen Fei is such a good person, but he just gave his heart to such a me, why he is so good to me, I don't know. I can't repay him, and I don't know how to express my gratitude and debt to him......

"Yang Sheng, Ye Linghan and you have known each other for a long time, right?" Chen Fei asked again.

I nodded heavily, not wanting to hide it from him anymore: "He also saved my life......"

"What!" Chen Fei looked shocked: "Is it true, what happened to the two of you before?" The wound on your face has something to do with him, right? ”

I know that anyone who hears such a bloody thing will be surprised. I didn't speak, acquiescing.

"Oh my God...... What the hell is going on? ”

"I've been hiding my business from you...... Before I entered Shennong Hall, I accidentally killed someone, but it was Ye Linghan who saved me, and the scars on my face were also left at that time. I thought that this story would never be mentioned again in my life, and who knows, I will see him again here......"

"Why didn't you tell me sooner? You didn't want to enter the palace because of him? ”

"It's not just like this, I didn't know he was in the palace at that time, I just avoided everything related to the government, I didn't want to expose my details, it can be regarded as my own weakness and self-protection."

Chen Fei nodded suddenly, he didn't feel disgusted and dragged down because I was a murderer: "In this way, you have been reluctant to leave the door of Anle Palace, also because you don't want to be too ostentatious, for fear of affecting a few of us?" ”

I nodded.

"You're so stupid!" Chen Fei said angrily: "Such a big matter, how can you hide it from me? Even if the three of them can't be known, if you tell me, you can be regarded as having a foil and a response! You're alone, if something really happens, we don't know where to help you if we want to! ”

My heart was hot, and I bowed my head and said, "I'm sorry......"

"But, then, your relationship is more like a headhunter and a murderer, but why would you ...... Why are we together? Chen Fei's expression was very unnatural.

"It's a long story, no matter what happened in the past, I will be a stranger to him in the future...... In the past, if I have a chance in the future, I will talk to the senior brother slowly. ”

Chen Fei nodded, and didn't ask any more questions, he was silent for a while, and said: "In this case, Luo Sheng, after the Great Dynasty Meeting, we will go back to Shennongtang and forget everything in the past!" ”

Is it really so easy to forget everything about the past?