Chapter 228: I Won't Let Go
At night, the room was quiet and terrible, Lu Niansheng's voice fell, Fu Ziyu's eyebrows frowned slightly, revealing a little doubt, "What do you mean?" ”
She lowered her head, paused for a few seconds, closed her eyes, and made up her mind before she looked up and met his gaze.
"I know you're sick."
He was stunned, his fingers curled up unconsciously, he couldn't tell whether he was nervous or relieved, and his heart sank slightly.
"I ...... I know about your illness, the impact it may have, and my mother's concerns, but I haven't made it clear to you that I have said something about myself......"
The corners of her lips moved, trying to pull out a meaningless smile, but she failed, and her expression became even darker and bleaker, "After the accident two years ago, my body fell into a problem, and the doctor said that my body will be difficult to conceive in the future." ”
Fu Ziyu didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.
"I know that if I say it, your mother will definitely try her best to let me go, so I don't say it, I know that you are sick, I don't say it, I know what your mother wants, but I ......"
She choked in her throat, and her emotions became a little excited, so she turned her face away, raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, and moved a little hard, no longer looking at him.
"I'm actually very selfish, I also asked myself, what if your illness has three longs and two shorts, I may become yours, and even the Fu family's big sinner, but I didn't say it, I only think about myself......"
Fu Ziyu was silent, and heard her say again: "So you are like this, really...... It's not worth it, I'm not as good as you think, I'm actually ......"
She felt terrible.
How clear Xu Yuan's thoughts are, and Fu Ziyu was also kept in the dark by her, just because she didn't want to expose her own disability.
The stumbling and twists of a passage of words, she couldn't express it clearly, and she didn't know what she was going to say, she only felt that her mouth was clumsy and her mind was messy, but, finally-
As she spoke, she lifted a burden.
Even if it's for her own selfishness, it's not easy to hide other people's feelings all the time, not to mention that this person is still Fu Ziyu, the person with the most special meaning to her in the world.
When she finished speaking, she didn't dare to look at him.
She was afraid to see his disappointed expression.
The silence dispersed for a while, and then his voice came faintly: "...... Anything else? ”
She was stunned, stubbornly refusing to turn her head, and maintained that awkward faceless posture, her eyes falling on the corner of the iron, where there was a mottled rust mark, and her vision became a little blurred.
"Do you have anything else to hide from me?"
She took a deep breath, turned her face, held back her tears, opened her mouth, met his eyes, and said nothing.
It's not that she didn't think about what would happen when she confessed, if Fu Ziyu in the past would be furious when he heard these words, even if he was much calmer now, he would probably be very angry, but ......
He didn't have any, his dark eyes were full of mixed emotions, with love and pity, and his hand was holding the iron rod, "What the hell do you want to say...... Thought my opinion of you would change in this way? ”
She bit her lip, and her expression was a little aggrieved, "But ...... I lied to you. ”
He stared into her eyes for a moment, and for a moment, suddenly smiled.
"Originally, I was sick, I thought about how to tell you for a long time, I couldn't find the time, and I felt that once I said it, even if you didn't leave me, your parents would definitely not agree to us being together, so I ......" He sighed and pulled the corners of his lips self-deprecatingly, "I don't know what will happen to me in the future, a person who is uncertain about his future, what to promise others?" I want to give you happiness, but I'm not sure of it myself, I'm afraid that I will ruin everything with one word, you think you are selfish, I don't? ”
"And...... It's all because of me," he paused, his voice astringent, "I already knew that. ”
Her eyes widened.
"Your mother is very concerned about you, afraid that you will be injured, she went to me when I was hospitalized before, and told me about it, probably because she didn't want to make you uncomfortable talking about it in front of you, I ...... I actually wanted to ask you, but I didn't have the courage, if it weren't for the fact that I believed Liang Jiaming, you wouldn't have had an accident back then, let alone fall into trouble, I feel guilty...... Sometimes I feel like I owe you too much and I can't make up for it in this life. ”
His fingers clenching the iron rod tightened, and the joints turned white because of the force, "Actually, I'm also scared, I told you, sometimes it feels like a dream, how can you forgive me?" I've done so many things to hurt you, but I didn't expect you to ......"
He stopped, looked at her, and said, "You and I are the same, we are all the same." ”
They are all afraid, they are all hesitating, they are all troubled by the uncertain future, they are all tormented by any selfishness born of love, they are all unable to be wise, they are not rational, they are unable to weigh the pros and cons and cannot be decisive.
Her lips moved, and the tears she had held back for a long time blurred her vision.
His hand reached out, took her hand, clenched it very tightly, and his smile seemed more relaxed, "It's a good thing that you said it today, I don't have to be afraid anymore if you know what you think." ”
She blinked, tears falling, felt his hand, and gently wiped tears for her.
She heard her say, "I won't let go unless I die." ”
……
Lu Niansheng returned to the hospital and spent the night in Su Xiao's ward, and the news came the next morning that Liang Jiaming woke up.
At the same time, the news has also reached the ears of the second elder of the Lu family, He Huan called Lu Niansheng to ask, Lu Niansheng couldn't drag it out, returned home, and told the truth to his parents.
He Huan and Old Man Lu were shocked to the extreme after hearing what happened.
Lu Niansheng's approach made them very sad, and at the same time, they never imagined that Fu Ziyu was actually arrested for the crime.
Old Man Lu and He Huan were both very angry, and He Huan even angrily pointed at the tip of Lu Niansheng's nose and scolded.
In fact, it has always been the first time that the second elder of the Lu family has been out of control like this, and Lu Niansheng herself knows in her heart that this time she has gone too far.
She can bear all the consequences, but she forgets whether the people around her can afford it.
……
The next day, Liang Jiaming, who woke up and regained consciousness, made a request to Han Lie in front of the hospital bed.
She wanted to see Fu Ziyu.
Han Lie naturally couldn't do it, Fu Ziyu hadn't been released on bail yet, and Liang Jiaming's physical condition was absolutely impossible to go to the police station, and the police waited for Liang Jiaming's confession for some time, but every time he came, he didn't meet Liang Jiaming when he was conscious, so Liang Jiaming didn't even know about Fu Zi's arrest.
Liang Jiaming also smiled and said to Han Lie: "He won't even come to see me?" You must know that now Lu Niansheng is in my hands, I am lucky to pick up a life, even then she is deliberately hurting people! And I'm so badly injured! You are suddenly so kind to stay here, isn't it just to let me go of Lu Niansheng? Then you can cooperate a little, maybe I'm in a better mood, and I won't sue her. ”
Han Lie looked at Liang Jiaming's face, and suddenly understood why Lu Niansheng stabbed him with a knife that day, because when he thought of Su Xiao, who had become silent and depressed, he also wanted to kill Liang Jiaming.
He said: "I can't let you see Fu Shao, at most I can let you talk to him." ”
Liang Jiaming was reluctant in her heart, but after grinding for a while, seeing that Han Lie showed no signs of softening, she reluctantly agreed, "Okay, you let me talk to him myself." ”
When Han Lie handed the phone to Liang Jiaming, he was embarrassed in his heart.
He had seen Liang Jiaming a lot of times before, it was a long time ago, Liang Jiaming was well protected by the Lu family, she was a little girl who would only hide behind Fu Ziyu, she looked even timid, her eyes looked clean at that time, there were no accidents and no calculations, but now......
She was unreasonable, tough and brutal, and that face had completely lost its original appearance, and it would be disgusting to even know her past.
Hearing Fu Ziyu's voice, she raised her head and waved her hand at Han Lie, signaling him to go out, Han Lie tugged at the corners of his mouth, he didn't want to hear it anyway, so he turned around and left the ward.
On the phone, Fu Ziyu's words were very concise: "I heard that you are looking for me, is there something?" ”
She clenched her phone tightly, her heart pounding.
The last time I spoke to him was more than two years ago......
After doing the math, it's been almost three years, and her eyes are wet all of a sudden.
Fu Ziyu is the obstacle and obsession of her life.
In the two years she was in prison, she didn't forget Fu Ziyu for a day, but whenever she thought of him, that feeling of love and hate tormented herself.
She also occasionally wonders, was she not so greedy in the first place, if she had to get him, everything would be different?
But no one can answer, desire, hope is a bottomless pit, she can't control herself, even at this moment, she finds that she is still unwilling to let go in her heart.
She took a breath, trying to make her tone seem nonchalant, "Are you all right to look for me?" Lu Niansheng, you don't care? ”
The other end was silent for a few seconds, "I'll have my own way." ”
"What can you do ......?"
"Liang Jiaming, it's useless," his voice was cold and cruel, seeing through everything, "You want to see me to negotiate conditions, you think you control Nian Sheng, and then control me, you are wrong, you can't control anyone, you are really sad like this, you have no conditions to talk to me." ”
Her face turned pale, and she clutched her phone tighter, "Don't you care about Lu Niansheng?" I'm telling you, my injuries are so serious and unstable, if I die, she will have to go to jail, do you know how long it takes to go to jail for murder? ”
"Okay," Fu Ziyu said lightly: "Then you go to die." ”
Her lips were gray and trembling, and her whole body seemed to be drained.
He was right, she wanted to negotiate with him.
But he was calm and told her to die, her only and most important thing was that he vetoed the only remaining chips, his words were like sharp knives that cut her flesh and blood, but it hurt her more than Lu Niansheng's knife.
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