I was shocked, how much hatred was accumulated in the heart of the second prince? What happened to him so much that he is so unfazed now?

"When I was wrapped in unwillingness and hatred, I looked at everything unfairly, the prince and I both lost their mothers at a young age, why did the prince have the protection of the queen's mother, and I was lonely? The princes are respectful to me in front of people, and the queen doesn't take me seriously at all, even the concubine Niangniang took Yucheng out to play, and when she saw me, she had the right to treat me as if she didn't see it. The second prince said, his tone was still light.

"But later, I slowly understood that everyone here has a wound, does everyone take out their own unsatisfactory and ask others to understand and understand? Everyone is not easy to live, they are just trying to make their lives better, just like the prince, although he enjoys the most noble status of the prince, but is the object of competition that everyone compares, when he was a child, he didn't know what he did wrong, and the excellent places of others have become proof that he is not excellent and does not work hard, that is, because he likes to eat two more pieces of sugar, he was ridiculed by the concubine Niangniang for the appearance of no king, and the queen sentenced him to two days of confinement. ”

"However, I am not even as good as the prince, I have done something wrong, and no one cares about me at all. I couldn't get anything but disgusted eyes, but at that time I didn't understand anything, and I was desperately doing wrong things, trying to rebel against all this. But in the end, I didn't get anything I wanted, except for my father's displeasure and the sympathy of others. ”

The second prince smiled, his face was light and light, as if he was telling the story of someone else's family, which had nothing to do with him, and the obedience and rudeness of the little prince in his story could no longer be found. He stretched out his hand and pointed to the back, pointed to the full house of paintings, and said, "Later, I became obsessed with painting." ”

"During that time, I knew that it was not that others did not pay attention to me, but that everyone in the palace was already very tired every day, and they also wanted to find someone who did not need to pretend to be a threat to show their most expressionless true state, they didn't have to force a smile in front of me, and they didn't have to be pitiful in front of me, because I was harmless to them. And bullying a motherless child can't arouse the interest of all the mothers in the palace. I turned out to be the freest one. ”

"Isn't it the best life for me to devote all my feelings to my paintings, no one cares about me, no one interferes with me, no one respects me, and no one is hostile to me?"

Su Zhengxiao is simple, how much power has accumulated in his heart to be so powerful, so strong that everything is outside his body, he only pays attention to what is in his heart, only pays attention to his own life, his own mood.

I was speechless, remembering my anger just now, in front of Su Zheng, it was really ridiculous and naïve, Prince Hui was willing to bully me, but because bullying me could give him a momentary pleasure, and it could make him out of the bad breath at that time, his nature was always a weasel, and when he saw a fragile chick, he would cry twice even if he didn't want to eat, because this was his nature. If I can be as strong as Su Zheng, as strong as a wolf, I don't need to squint at that weasel with teeth and claws, because no matter how much he makes trouble, it will not affect me in the slightest, if the wolf is happy, then I don't need to pay attention to him, if the wolf is not happy, I can bite him to death!

"We are always troubled by all kinds of things, to put it bluntly, just because we are not strong enough, and we have not yet come out of the bottom of the naïve well at that time, Qingyi, today I see you with red eyes and clenched fists, how much like me was back then. But do you know that if you want to get out of this situation, you can only save yourself by yourself, only by yourself growing and strengthening spiritually? Hoping for the respect and personality of others will eventually be disappointed. ”

Su Zheng looked at me, his eyes were full of expectation, I am very grateful that he can tell me this today, the emotions that have been pent up in the past two days suddenly brightened, and a force slowly surged out of my heart, so that I no longer just quietly watch all this, expect others to give me a result, expect others to lend a helping hand to me, I want to work my own, get rid of all this by myself!

How? Can't I do anything without relying on others? My parents are dead, can I really give up on myself like this? All I think about every day is to help others help others do things, but I put all the initiative of my life in the hands of others, I am like this to Ye Linghan, he and Princess Heze have a marriage, I don't dare to fight anymore, the Holy Lord promised me to marry a prince to be the queen, I just silently endured without saying a word and did not dare to resist, suppressing my emotions but still waiting for things to turn around, the same is true for the matter of Twilight, I don't want the Holy Lord's ruling and I don't want to watch her and Qi Ming be like this, but what did I do? I still cowardly begged all the ladies to take me to the Holy Lord, wanting to beg him to take back his fate, but I didn't dare to go directly to the prince to find out everything!

"Come on, let's cry again, cry out all the grievances, after crying, I want to see a brand new Qingyi sister." He patted me on the head, still smiling at me.

As soon as he said this, my tears really fell without obeying the call, but I wanted to laugh, I cried and laughed like this, in front of him, embarrassed.

"Come on. Hook! He stretched out the little finger of his right hand, I wiped a handful of tears and raised my right hand, hooking his fingers with my little thumb, thank you, Brother Su Zheng, maybe you are the only one I would like to call my brother.

"By the way, there's a gift for you. It counts as a token of our agreement. As if remembering something, he walked into the room, and I followed him, and he stopped in front of the easel with the brush, took a key from the top of the shelf, opened the small drawer at the bottom of the shelf, and took out a scarlet brocade box.

The box was long and narrow, all made of vermilion brocade like blood, and embroidered with large vermilion peonies with dark lines. He gently opened the box, and inside the box was a small object of white jade, which resembled both a pen and a hairpin. It's so beautiful! The handle of the white jade is carved with elegant floating flowers, and one end of the handle is a soft white fox hair, but the end of the pen is a touch of vermilion, as if it has just been dipped in full cinnabar, I reached out to touch the vermilion, but it is a dry hair texture, and there is no moisture left at the end of the pen. At the other end of the handle, the white jade is carved into a pointed port, like the end of a hairpin. If you look at it as a hairpin, the white bristles and vermilion traces look like a carefully carved white jade bead flower. Whether it's used as a pen or a hairpin, it's the most beautiful I've ever seen!

"Its name is called the Zhu Bi Hairpin." King Yu introduced: "It can usually be used as a hairpin, replacing the woman's hair, but it is also a pen, no need to dip ink, just dip in water, you can write vermilion handwriting on paper." ”

Are you sure? I couldn't help but be amazed, took the pen and wanted to try it, King Yu saw my intentions, brought me to the table, I carefully picked up the pen shaft, dipped it in water, and gently scratched on the paper, and a red mark immediately appeared on the paper.

So magical! I raised my head and smiled at King Yu, I really like this gift!

"Second brother didn't lie to you, did he?" He rubbed my hair, "Come, write and see, what is Qingyi's next greatest wish?" ”

I bowed my head and muttered for a moment, today, here in King Yu, I have learned what true self-reliance is, after my appearance was ruined, I once felt that beauty was of no use to me, I don't want it, I can still get something that I didn't have when I had beauty. However, I don't dare to admit that I also want to be beautiful, and I also hope that I can get the attention of others, but I am afraid, I am afraid that others still like my face instead of my people, I am afraid that others will say that I am a bad face, and I am afraid that others will not be close to me. But why don't I dare to ask for the things that belong to me in the first place? Why don't you dare to pursue it? Am I going to keep destroying myself to gain the approval of others?

Now I won't be like this, Qingyi is Qingyi, beauty is also part of Qingyi, it can't be stripped away, I have to work hard for myself, not for something else.

I thought about it for a moment and wrote a sentence on the paper: "Heal the wounds on your face, and no longer show people with a mask." ”

King Yu didn't seem to expect my wish to be this, he was slightly stunned, and then clapped his hands in disbelief, "Okay, Qingyi, you are even more powerful than I imagined!" Your nature has always been pure, stick to being yourself! Second brother will always support you! ”

I laughed at him, and for the first time I confided my truest thoughts and thoughts to others, and this smile was also a natural laugh from the inside out, without any embellishment, without any artificiality. I don't know why, although nothing big happened today, but I feel very happy!

King Yu said: "Seeing you like this now, I am relieved, I don't need to say more, you know what to do about what happened in the past two days, right?" If you are not happy and determined, you are welcome to come to my second brother, there is no one in my studio all year round. ”

He shook the water off the brush, blotted it on the cotton ball next to him, picked up the tip of the pen, and gently inserted it into my hair. As he approached, I could smell the scent of water on his clothes, which was elegant and pleasant.

"Second Prince!" A rough male voice sounded outside the door, and with the sound, the footsteps of the comer hurried closer and closer.