Chapter 39: You Really Don't Know Me Anymore?

The little maid told me that the Anle Palace where we live belongs to the West Wing Courtyard in the Imperial Palace, and there are four palaces in the West Wing Courtyard, and the Anle Palace where we live is the northernmost one. The one on the east side is Qinhua Palace, which is the bedroom of Princess Heze.

Princess Heze has always liked quiet, so she lives in this West Wing Courtyard, the middle of the four palaces in the West Wing Courtyard is a small flower garden, which is full of peach trees and apricot trees planted by Princess Heze herself, in spring, the peach blossoms in the garden are in full bloom, a piece of pink is gorgeous, the falling flowers are colorful, and it is scorching.

The little maid took me from the gate of Anle Palace to start around the small garden, she politely introduced the surrounding buildings and scenery, the small palace in the south is Xiyang Palace, is the place where the queen feasts the ministers' families and concubines.

I followed the little girl and continued to walk and look, this palace in the west is magnificent, different from the main red color of other palaces, this palace, the main color is all gray and black, revealing a dignified toughness.

"This palace is Zhenyundian." The little maid pointed to the plaque on the door of the palace and explained softly: "This is the palace of the most legendary ten guards of the royal family, but each of the ten of them has a different observant, so they don't stay here often, unless there is something important to discuss, they will all gather here." Generally, only Lord Xiao Yu and Lord Xiao live in it all the year round, because Lord Xiao obeys the emperor's orders. ”

What the? The residence of the ten guards in brocade?! Hearing these words, I couldn't help but feel excited, how can I still be neighbors with the brocade guards here?

Just then, footsteps came from behind. The little maid and I turned around, and the two men had already walked behind us.

A man looks like he has reached the age of not being confused, but his body is vigorous and not angry, he has a long sword at his waist, and his two eyes are like eagle eyes, and you are chilled when you see it, and you can even hook up the thing you stole a piece of candy when you were a child!

And the other man is a weak-crowned young man, he is the one I think I will never see again in my life, Ye Linghan!!

Seeing the two of them, the little maid immediately leaned over and saluted: "The slave has seen Lord Xiao and Lord Night!" ”

My heart was beating wildly, and I was clumsily saluting like hers, my head down to the ground, trying not to let them see my face.

I really can't describe my complicated feelings at the moment, my whole heart is raised to my throat! If I knew that I would meet the brocade guards when I entered the palace this time, then I would have made the decision to enter the palace cautiously, if I knew that the brocade guards lived next door to me, then I wouldn't have taken half a step out of my room to kill me!

The atmosphere was suddenly quiet, and only the sound of my own clear heartbeat could be heard, and my palms were already sweating, although I had half a mask on my face, which could cover part of my face, but he also knew about the injury on my face, and this mask only made him more convinced of my identity.

How I wished he didn't recognize me, though I knew it wasn't likely......

"Who is this girl?" The eagle-eyed man surnamed Xiao pointed at me and asked the little maid, his eyes were immediately full of vigilance and precautions when he saw the stranger, but as the royal brocade guards, it is their nature to be careful everywhere, and it is also their duty.

"Back to Lord Xiao, this girl is a pharmacist brought by Hun Yudan, named Xuan Sheng. Yu Shan was seriously injured and is in the recuperation stage......" The little maid replied cautiously in a timid voice.

It turns out that this man who is not confused is Xiao Yu, who is ranked first in Jinyiwei! It seems that he is not easy to serve, otherwise the little maid would not be afraid of being like this.

"Why did the girl cover her face with a mask?" Xiao Yu looked at me and started to ask me directly, not caring if he had already greeted me or understood my identity.

My heart was pounding wildly, and I still buried my head very low: "Back to Lord Xiao's words, the folk girl's face was injured and her appearance was ugly, so she covered it with a mask." ”

I didn't dare to look up at him, I wasn't afraid of Xiao Yu, but I was afraid that when I looked at him, I would see Ye Linghan.

"Since the girl is the pharmacist of the Hun Yudan, can't the scars on her face be cured? If this is the case, then why did Yu Shan bring the girl into the palace? Or are you afraid that there is something in this uterus that is too incurable? He continued to ask aggressively.

It seems that he has fully understood the purpose and worries of Liyan taking the pharmacist into the palace. It's just that I don't know why, he is so suspicious of me, my heart beats faster, if he sees the clues, I guess I haven't been able to help Liyan anything, I can't protect myself first, right? This Lord Xiao is really terrifying.

"The scar on my face is not an ordinary scar, the wound is deep, and my tutor also prescribed medicine for me, but this herb is very difficult to match and difficult to find, so it has been shelved and not treated." I answered him truthfully, and I wanted to find an excuse to say that I was born with a birthmark, but in front of this person, you will have an inexplicable pressure, so that you can't tell him half a lie.

"Then why ......"

"Lord Xiao."

The eagle-eyed man surnamed Xiao wanted to continue to ask something, but Ye Linghan simply interrupted him.

My heart was beating half a beat, and I finally looked up at him secretly, and the face that had always appeared in my dreams was now in front of me, and he was even thinner.

With just one glance, the emotions I thought I had hidden suddenly surged out of the river and the sea, flooding my body. I never thought that I would meet him again, let alone in this deep palace compound, in such a way.

But he still didn't have any expression on his face, his eyes looking away, not at me.

He said to Xiao Yu: "Since this girl named Xuan Sheng is Yu Shan Liyan's doctor, then if you have anything to say, just ask Yu Shan directly, they live opposite, let's go back first, don't delay the time." ”

Xiao Yu seemed to have taken his suggestion, nodded and stopped asking me about the details, and after saying goodbye, he left with Ye Linghan and walked into the Zhenyun Palace.

See him here again! The originally calm mind was suddenly stirred into a mess! I thought I had forgotten him from my life, but today I realized that those efforts were useless after all, and the feeling of heartbeat when I saw him again was not normal for me to understand.

I thought I wouldn't dwell on the past anymore, but I was just deceiving myself...... But what about it? A pang of pain welled up in my heart, and I couldn't breathe.

Has God decided that he will not turn this page in my life? Is it impossible for a person to abandon her past and live only for the future......

When they had disappeared from view, I was still staring at the direction they left in Zhenyun Hall in a daze.

Today he must have recognized me, but not only did he not expose me, but he acted as if he had never seen me at all, he was expressionless, and his eyes were not shocked, as if I was a passerby I had never met before, did he do it intentionally or unintentionally?

Impossible, impossible, he wouldn't be able to see who I was if I covered my face with half a mask, but why did he pretend he didn't know me at all?

"Miss Sheng, do you want to continue walking?" The little maid pulled the corner of my coat and looked at me dumbfounded, and asked suspiciously.

At this time, I came back to my senses from my daze, and until now I still feel palpitations, and I am so flustered that I still have the heart to walk outside again.

I looked up, my eyes swept around, and my fingers gently tugged at the corners of my clothes to hide my panic: "Huh...... Well, let's go back, I'm a little tired. ”

The little maid nodded obediently and led me back the same way, she probably thought that I was frightened by Xiao Yu's attitude just now, and explained to me as she walked: "The girl doesn't have to take Lord Xiao's attitude to heart just now, he is the leader of the brocade guards, and he should be responsible for the safety inside and outside the imperial city, so he asks the girl so many questions, in fact, the girl doesn't have to care too much, he is like this to everyone......"

The little girl's intimate explanation made me embarrassed, I could only reluctantly put on a smiling face and pretend that nothing had happened, but I couldn't find someone to beat me up and vent my hatred in my heart.

When I got back to Anle Palace, I rushed into my room and hid inside, never wanting to go out again!

Be calm, be calm...... You must not mess up your own position, how can there be a situation at this time, this deep palace is already full of dangers, the three of them have to be careful every step of the way, they are here to help them, and now they have just entered the palace and have not helped anything, it may affect the three of them!

If Ye Linghan wasn't here, it would be better to say, no one knows me and no one knows my true identity, but now he lives across from me, like a powder keg that doesn't know when it will detonate, and it could send the five of us to hell at any time. And that cold Xiao Yu, I'm really afraid of him, I don't know why, I just feel cold to the bone......

But there is some unspeakable emotion in this tension and entanglement, and I can't help but admit that I am really a little glad and happy, just because I saw him again......

Will my palpitations with him be love? It seems that it is not so easy for a person to forget the past relationship and start a new life, everything you have done before will affect your future life, mood, or attitude, and it will shoot you back when you are unprepared, and you will be caught off guard.

Life is sometimes like a myriad of circles connected by a myriad of circles, and if you want to move forward, you must go back again. Even if you feel like you've stepped out of the past, it's only temporary, and that's because you haven't gotten to the point where the two circles meet.