Chapter 169: Have You Given Up on Lu Niansheng?
The garden was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and under the dark night, Fu Chengxiu looked at Lu Niansheng without moving.
This point of her mind is actually easy to see through.
The expression on her face was vigilant and guarded, and his heart sank as if he had been crushed by a big stone, "You are still young, you want to have a child, you can have a ...... later"
"No, you can't." She interrupted him, her voice cold.
He was stunned.
"You don't want me to get close to Governor Lu, why?" She was expressionless, "Do you still have illusions about me?" It's a pity, pregnancy is enough for me, I won't give birth to any man in the future, and neither I nor you can do it. ”
Fu Chengxiu twisted his eyebrows, and for a few seconds, a deep male voice sounded with a little abruptness, "Nian Sheng, I'm not your enemy." ”
She bit her lip, and she knew that she had lost her temper.
Fu Chengxiu inadvertently touched her reverse scales, causing her to speak with thorns.
Everything has changed, they have long ceased to be good friends who talk about everything, although she still calls him "big brother", but the meaning of this big brother has also changed.
"I know, you and Fu Ziyu divorced, you have been complaining about me......" He pulled the corners of his lips self-deprecatingly, and smiled bitterly, "Although you never mentioned it, I knew very well that at that time I really thought that divorce was a good thing for you, really." ”
She lowered her head slightly, her face slumping, "There's no point in talking about this now. ”
He nodded, "yes, it doesn't make sense. ”
There was a moment when he felt so close to her.
After she and Fu Ziyu divorced, he felt that he had found an opportunity.
He has never been a good person, he doesn't care what means he uses, at that time, she came to the door to ask him for help, and she also wanted to divorce Fu Ziyu, didn't she? It was Fu Zi who haunted her to death, so he pushed the boat down the river to let Fu Zi die to death.
However, they divorced, and the bond between them did not end completely, but led to the final tragedy, he thought a lot in the past two years, everything he did, was to get her, but not only did he not get her, but pushed her farther and farther, not only that, but also made her scarred and full of doubts about the whole world, is this what he wants?
In fact, he didn't give up in the end, but found that he was wrong.
He wants her, but the premise is that she is still her, the one who can still be strong and optimistic even if she has endured the hardships of life, she has suffered too much and deserves to be happy.
And he can't give this thing anymore, the fuse of her and Fu Ziyu's divorce was lit by him, and because of what happened later, it was difficult for her to let go of it in her life.
He occasionally even thinks that Fu Ziyu actually loves her very much, if he let go of his obsession, helped them, and let them be together, would she become like this?
Those pasts, can't be said, it's all wrong, Fu Zi is wrong, he is also wrong.
They are all too selfish to want her, and in the name of love, push her to the point of no return.
So none of them are qualified to say that they love her anymore.
He was silent for a while, and then said with difficulty, "You misunderstood me, I don't have illusions about you, I know I'm not qualified." ”
Her eyes fell on the floor tiles, and in the dim light, her eyes were blank, and in the bottom of her heart, the old wound was faintly painful.
"I just think ......," he thought, speaking slowly, "you should open your heart and find your own happiness, I can't, Fu Ziyu can't do it, it doesn't mean that others can't, and I don't want your choices to be affected by the past...... Do you see what I mean? ”
He felt that he was clumsy, as if he couldn't express it clearly, "President Lu is not bad, if you like it, you think he can give you happiness, I have nothing to say, I just don't want you to decide on a relationship because of the child, let alone because the child is wronged, and I heard that President Lu has a bad temper ......"
He was incoherent, his words stumbling, and he didn't know what he was going to say.
After a long time, he sighed, "I want you to forget the past, start over, be hopeful, look forward to love, I want someone to give you happiness and let you know that this world is actually not that bad, no matter how much you hate me, it doesn't matter how far you push me, I want you to live well." ”
He felt like he was saying a lot of nonsense.
It seemed like he hadn't spoken so much to anyone in a long time.
He looked up, his gaze a little cautious, he didn't know if she understood.
Lu Niansheng pinned his face, and in the direction of the garden in the distance in front of him, the tip of his nose was unbearable.
He smiled bitterly, "It's not early, don't send it, I'm leaving." ”
Footsteps sounded, and she rubbed the corners of her eyes and turned back to shout, "Big brother." ”
Fu Chengxiu stopped a few steps away and turned back.
Against the light, his slender figure revealed a little lonely feeling in the night, and her voice was a little choked, "I...... I don't hate you. ”
He may be at fault, but when it comes to who else in this world is good to her, he is destined to be one of them, he will always do more to her than he has done wrong, he will always give her more support when she is helpless, and he has used various methods to make her no longer depressed at the lowest point of her life.
People may be like this, occasionally becoming very one-sided, constantly expanding the side of hatred, forgetting the good of the other person.
Fu Chengxiu smiled.
That's enough.
He couldn't expect anything more comforting from her, they were the same people.
He said: "Nian Sheng, you and Su Xiao are both good girls, don't look back, move forward, the world is not so bad." ”
She smiled, but a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.
"Fu Ziyu is that kind of person, there is a heavenly harvest, he is still dying by himself, you don't have to bother with him, there are already people in the DS board who want to impeach him, he is not doing well."
She was slightly stunned.
It's not the first time, Fu Chengxiu said he didn't want her to retaliate.
He didn't say much about the subject, "Go back and get some sleep, tomorrow is another day." ”
After saying that, he turned around and waved his hand away without looking back.
Lu Niansheng stood in place for a while before turning back into the house.
After telling the second elder of the Lu family about Lu Haowen's promise to sign the contract, she seemed to have unloaded a heavy burden, returned to the bedroom and washed, looked at the diazepam tablets on the bedside table for a while, picked them up, and finally threw them back into the drawer.
She slept very deeply this night, and had no dreams all night.
……
There has been some turmoil within the DS lately.
Fu Ziyu's previous style has made some people in the senior management complain, and the news of suddenly stopping the mature retail financial management software has gradually spread, rumors say that this part of the software will be transferred to other companies, plus Fu Ziyu suddenly had a serious car accident, has been out of the company for a period of time, only remotely handles some important work, by the vice president in charge, for a while, various versions of different rumors are circulating wildly.
The time when Fu Ziyu went out to the ground too early was later known by the doctor, and reprimanded, Fu Ziyu didn't move much.
In the past, Fu Ziyu was not scolded, and whoever said that he was wrong would be anxious, but this time, no matter what the doctor said, he just sat on the hospital bed with a pale face and suffered.
The doctor scolded and scolded himself and felt that he was not interested in leaving, and then took the time to call Xu Yuan to say about it, Xu Yuan was also very helpless, after all, it was her son, and she still came to the hospital.
It was already the afternoon of the next day, Fu Ziyu was reading documents in the ward, and the nurse stayed by the side. When Xu Yuan entered, her face was not good.
Fu Zi met the document and interrupted before she could speak, "I have asked the doctor, I can be discharged from the hospital next week to recuperate, and the nurse can go." ”
Xu Yuan was stunned for a moment, frowned, and was interrupted again when she wanted to speak, "I will try to go to the company before the weekend next week and start work next week." ”
Xu Yuan was dumbfounded, "If you don't take care of it, then who will take care of you?" ”
"There's no need to take care of it, I'm an adult."
"But you're hurt......"
"I can use a wheelchair, and I can surgically remove the steel nails in half a month, it's not a big problem, I know my own body."
Xu Yuan was dumbfounded, and didn't say anything for a while.
Fu Ziyu is different again.
Not so depressed, but said cheered up? Not like that.
Before she came, she had brewed a bunch of words to scold him for being unproductive, but at this time, she couldn't say it.
She couldn't see what was going on in her son's mind.
She asked, "Are you going to work hard?" ”
He nodded.
Fu Ziyu has never been so well-behaved in front of her.
She was still not at ease, "Have you given up Lu Niansheng?" ”
He was silent for a few seconds, "Mom, don't worry, I won't do anything that is not clear in my head, she doesn't want to see me now, so I won't see her." ”
Xu Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, "This should have been done a long time ago!" ”
But when I glanced at him, I deeply felt that he was too abnormal, and I still had some doubts in my heart.
"In short, everything has passed, and everything that should be paid back has been returned, in the future, you will do your own thing, not to mention anything else, there is a mess in the company, and you don't have to make interest, your father recently plans to transition the other two small companies of the Fu family to Fu Chengxiu's name, you have to hurry up, otherwise the Fu family will not be able to say who has the final say in the future!"
Fu Ziyu lowered his head and didn't speak.
Xu Yuan originally wanted to count it again, but seeing that he had no energy like this, he softened his voice, "Now I just beg you to be good, in case Fu Chengxiu really makes a fuss, you have a complete one in your hand, and a good DS is enough to compete with him, you must not even have this, your father is old, don't make him angry again......"
Fu Ziyu promised everything, without a word of rebuttal, without emotion, and even his language was very gentle.
Xu Yuan was in a good mood, the plan that was originally aimed at Ruitong was canceled before it was implemented, and the nurse was also sent away, and in the next few days, he often came to the ward to take care of Fu Ziyu.
Tang Yu appeared in Fu Ziyu's ward again on the weekend, and when Xu Yuan was not there, he closed the door and reported carefully, "Madame has canceled the plan against Ruitong, and it seems that she will not make trouble for Miss Lu." ”
Fu Ziyu bowed slightly, and his pale and handsome face revealed a hint of relief, "What about the other thing?" "This is married" only represents the author's view of Yuebei, if it is found that its content violates the content of national laws and conflicts, please delete it, and the position is only committed to providing a healthy and green reading platform.
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