About "Foggy Chang'an"
I have always believed that there is a kind of love in this world, absolutely clean, absolutely pure, absolutely joyful, absolutely willing, absolutely, unswerving.
So in my high school years, at the most rebellious age, I began to think about what love would look like if it were put into society as a whole. Can love exist independently from all dependence?
Love someone, if it is not because of beauty, if it is not because of talent, if it is not because of the care that comes to call, if it is not because of the company that cannot be missing around you...... So, can you love someone only for his soul? Just because his laughter has made your heart warm unconsciously, and his tears have made you feel sentimental?
If you love someone, can you love it simpler, a little simpler.
Maybe I was too free in junior high school, and I was imprisoned too much after entering the provincial key in high school, and I began to feel the ropes that tied me up layer by layer made me unhappy, sad, and even angry, and I began to think about feelings and times, whether we should persist or admit defeat, and whether the price we paid to achieve our goals was worth it.
As a result, there is the role of Tsing Yi.
She had everything, but she threw it all away, her home was scattered, her face was ruined, her livelihood was gone...... Born in a Qinglou, she doesn't even want three views anymore, she uses her soul to feel the real world naked. She dismembered herself, dismembered herself to the point that only her soul remained, and then let love blossom the most beautiful flowers on this cleanest soil, and when the flowers bloomed, they would always flourish undefeated.
As for Ye Linghan, at the beginning, he didn't consider how this person should be written and how his fate should be set, but after this novel was shelved for many years, it was found that his fate would directly affect the fate of Tsing Yi's life.
After going through the college entrance examination and entering a key university, I gradually matured mentally and grew up slowly.
At that time, I found out that Tsing Yi is Tsing Yi, without Ye Linghan, she is still Tsing Yi, Ye Ling Han is Ye Ling Han, even if Tsing Yi occupies his entire life, he is still Ye Ling Han. Everyone's soul exists independently, and we can choose to find a sustenance for it in this anxious world, or endure all the hardships and loneliness to obtain the greatest stability and freedom in the soul.
The relationship between feelings and the world is never something that can be explained clearly in a few words.
So, in their spare time, little by little, the characters in the story began to gradually plump up, they began to have real personalities, full feelings, and began to live in their world with flesh and blood. Everything they do is a colorful stroke in their life.
And I still believe that there will be absolute love, absolute cleanliness, absolute purity, and absolute, unswerving to death in this world.
The novel "Fog Disperses Chang'an" has existed on my hard drive for a long, long time, and finally revised and improved it and moved it out and put it here again, (it's really hard and tiring...... T^T) But I hope this book can bring everyone enjoyment and bring me growth~
I hope that everyone can gain the courage and strength of love when they finish reading this novel, and can give everyone encouragement and confidence in love~
I hope you can support a lot ~ ask for recommendations, ask for collections, ask for tickets~