At this time, the girl came back with tea and knocked politely on the door.

I quickly wiped away my tears and broke free from Ye Linghan's arms, I might be surprised if she saw the two men hugging each other.

"Come in!" Ye Linghan spoke, and Zi Jin walked in from outside the door with a teapot.

She put the teapot on the table, made two cups, and said respectfully, "Lord Night, this girl, please use tea." ”

This girl? Did I hear me right? I'm a man now, how many girls were pulled and pulled on this flower street just now? Even the old bustard regarded me as Ye Linghan's attendant, but she directly called me a girl at the moment.

I looked at Ye Linghan with an aggrieved expression, and also looked at her, could my disguise really be so failed?

"Don't hang your face, Zi Jin is the best disguise master in the world, you little trick, don't show it off in front of others." Ye Linghan knocked on my head, not only did this guy not help me but laughed at me.

Zi Jin also smiled next to her, and the way she laughed was really similar to me!

Oh my God, this disguise is the same as other people's Yi Cheng, which is already rare, and even the demeanor and demeanor are so similar is really amazing!

I approached Zijin and looked at her carefully, she smiled lightly and asked, "If I'm not mistaken, this is the real girl in Tsing Yi, right?" ”

It seems that the skills of these killers are really not comparable to ordinary people like me!

I asked my question: "Girl Zijin, you told me that we have never met, how did you know what I look like?" And even the demeanor is exactly the same as mine? It's really amazing! ”

Miss Zijin smiled, lowered her head and said, "I haven't seen the girl in Tsing Yi, but Lord Ye has seen it, and the girl's appearance, the tone and demeanor of the girl's speech, Lord Night has all remembered it in his heart and is clear." As long as he dictates it, he will do it in the next, if he doesn't learn it like it, the night lord shakes his head, and he will figure it out again in the next, the girl's memory in the night adult's heart is so clear, as long as he says it's like, then it must be the girl, your appearance is correct. ”

Her words warmed my heart, and I looked at Ye Linghan gratefully, and my heart was full of happiness. I didn't notice the pain hidden in Zi Jin's eyes and the sadness under her smile, at that time, I didn't know how sad and desperate it was for Zi Jin that a woman could love a man so quietly, and she could replace the person he loved for him, and she couldn't get any love from him.

But I didn't understand that at the time. Ye Linghan may not understand.

Everything in the room was the same as it was, and I looked left and right, and the memories of the past came back to me. At this moment, I want to talk to Ye Linghan, I want to tell him all the things that happened to me in those days when he was not with me.

Ye Linghan saw that I wanted to speak again, and asked thoughtfully, "What's wrong?" ”

"No, I just wanted to talk to you." I smiled.

He immediately understood what I meant, and knew that I couldn't say much because of Zi Jin's presence, so he turned his head and said to Zi Jin, "You go down first." Return in an hour. ”

Zi Jin nodded, but did not go to the door, but walked to the window, she gently pushed the window open, and with a leap of her body, she jumped on the eaves like a light swallow, and the eaves walked away lightly.

It was the first time I had seen such a powerful light skill with my own eyes, and I couldn't help but be stunned. Looking at Zi Jin's distant back, her mouth opened wide.

Suddenly, a hand stood in front of me and shook it, "I'm still looking at it when I'm far away, do you want to take you to Feifei too?" ”

"Can you still fly with someone?" I looked at Ye Linghan in disbelief.

"Of course" Ye Linghan looked at it, too, as a brocade guard, this kind of martial arts still exists. But this is not the time to fly around in the sky, I walked over and closed the window, and took Ye Linghan's hand and walked around the room carefully.

"You know what? This room was Feng Yin before, I was just a maid who wiped the floor in Yuchun Lou at the beginning, and I was punished by Chunyan for doing something wrong and knelt in the snow, almost freezing to death, and finally it was Feng Yin who saved my life and left me by her side "I recalled the bits and pieces of the past, for Yuchun Lou, the person I miss the most, or Feng Yin."

"Who is Chunyan?" Ye Linghan's face immediately darkened, "Why didn't you tell me before?" How could you almost freeze to death? ”

Seeing that he was a little angry, I leaned towards him and shook his arm gently, trying to calm him down temporarily, "Don't worry, I'm just a little girl at that time, Chunyan is my master, I did something wrong, and she should punish me, although the means are a little unkind...... But isn't everything all right? ”

I stuck out my tongue at Ye Linghan and smiled easily, hoping that he wouldn't treat this bad past as hatred, even if I am a princess now and I have my own identity and status, I don't hate Chunyan at all, and I don't want her to pay for her actions at all, because I really don't have any thoughts that I want to waste on her.

At this moment, I just understand a little bit why my mother didn't let me take revenge, the past is over, whether revenge is not revenge, whether I remember it or not, it has become a thing of the past, and I will no longer cause any waves in my heart, those past pains will only make you cherish your current life more and make you move forward more bravely.

"Who is that Wind Whisper? Where did she go? Ye Linghan asked, he could see that I came here to miss Feng Yin.

I stood by the wall and looked at the wind-chanting guqin hanging on the wall, which had accumulated a light layer of dust and had not been touched for a long time. Ever since the wind was gone, I have been hanging this instrument closest to my bedside, imagining that it is like a wind yin, always with me, listening to me when I am tired.

"Wind Moan, it's dead." I whispered, my throat choked, I didn't know what the wind groaned to me, but every time I thought of her, my heart felt an unspeakable pain.

Ye Linghan seemed a little surprised, "Dead? ”

I nodded, "I committed suicide, and when I died, I was already pregnant." ”

"How so?" Ye Linghan's tone was an octave higher, and there was a cold light in his eyes: "Is it because you want to marry someone and you are forced to be helpless?" ”

I nodded again, "She was promised by the bustard to a large family, which can be regarded as a good family matter, but at that time, Feng Yin was already pregnant, although she was silent, but she was stubborn and abnormal, and escaped from the Yuchun Building, but within a few days, she was taken back by her husband's family and committed suicide." ”

"I often wonder if I was wrong when I helped her escape...... I should persuade her, tell her that a woman is virtuous if she is not talented, tell her that as long as she finds a good person to marry, what freedom to pursue and what love to pursue, I should tell her to live a good life in the future, and not to go to that negative person again...... I should, I should stop her, ah......" The sourness that had accumulated in my heart for many years poured out at this moment, in fact, compared to marrying Feng Yin to someone else's old mother, I hated myself more and more for thinking that I had helped Feng Yin but harmed Feng Yin for so many years, I became more and more excited, more and more self-blame, "I should have stopped her, I shouldn't have helped her escape, where can she go as a weak woman?" If I hadn't done that then, if I had stopped her, if I had sent her into the sedan chair of marriage, she wouldn't have died, she wouldn't have died...... It's all my fault! It's all my fault! ”

"Qingyi!" Ye Linghan hugged me tightly in his arms, I lay in his arms and cried loudly, I haven't mentioned the wind to anyone for so many years, I have been buried in pain in my heart, so many years are not like tea is getting weaker and weaker, but it is like wine, the more it is brewed, the stronger it is.

Ye Linghan hugged me, I gradually calmed down under his comfort, he patted my head, and said distressedly: "For so many years, I have really worked hard for you, it's all my fault, I didn't find you earlier, and I made you suffer so much......"

I raised my head in his arms, wiped my tears, shook my head desperately, it was already a wonderful thing to meet him, and now that he is by my side, I am content with everything in this world.

If two people are religiously close to each other, then no matter how many thousands of rivers and mountains are in between, then they will eventually meet, and the meeting is the best reward for all our wanderings.

I burst into tears and laughed, pulling Ye Linghan to look here and there, and kept telling him the stories between me and Feng Yin, and the table where Feng Yin practiced became my gift stack after I became an Oiran. And the glass mirror on my dressing table was specially made for me by the craftsman, when I changed my dance clothes before dancing, I looked at the waist, it is estimated that there are few places in Chang'an City that can have such a big mirror. I also told Ye Linghan that when I first saw him, I lay in bed and couldn't sleep all night, thinking about his angular face and his eyes, but at that time I didn't know who he was, just a gratuitous longing lingering in my heart, although at that time I really despised the kind of thing that looked at his face and liked a person, but there was no doubt, I really thought that I still had some suspicion of liking him because he was handsome......

I unconsciously talked about everything that had happened in this house, Ye Linghan listened attentively with a smile on his face, I think the most beautiful thing to get along with is that I have your present and your future, but it is not enough, I still want to have your past greedily, because, every wonderful moment in my life, I want you to be in my life.

Suddenly, Ye Linghan's face sank, and I followed him to see a dark shadow printed on the door.