Chapter 46: Willingly
Jiang Yan looked at Zhou Sibai, but his expression still didn't change.
All of a sudden, she really couldn't figure out what kind of emotion he was using to say this.
When Zhou Sibai came out of the shower and wiped his hair silently, Jiang Yan said, "Zhou Sinan called me and asked me to go back." ”
He paused, and the water droplets slid down his face, lining his eyes deeper and deeper.
Zhou Si's white throat rolled twice, and he asked her coldly, "Do you want to go back?" ”
"If I leave this night, I still can't change my fate of marrying Chen Yan, then I'll go back."
He turned his head back, still wiping his hair on his hands, but the whole person looked a little cold.
Zhou Sibai didn't speak for a long time.
It wasn't until he blew his hair half-dry that he asked her casually, "If it's the last night, don't you want to stay with me?" ”
She smiled, walked over from the other side of the sofa, took the towel from his hand, and wiped him meticulously. Jiang Yan said: "The ending I like is a little more extreme. Either for a lifetime, or for nothing. ”
She was asking him if he would give it for a lifetime.
He didn't answer.
Zhou Sibai only said lightly: "Then let's go." ”
He grabbed the car keys in his hand.
From here to the old house of the Zhou family, it is only half an hour.
As soon as Jiang Yan entered, Zhou Sinan immediately greeted her and asked her if she was doing today and if she was having fun.
"It's a lot of fun," she said. ”
But Jiang Yan didn't know if he could tell what was happy and what was unhappy.
There are very few things that can make her feel interesting in her life.
It's sad isn't it.
The last time she felt happy was when she was in college, she was alone for a long time, quite lonely, and the students of the same sex in the class were rarely willing to contact her.
Until one snowy night, the road was closed to the city. She walked to the apartment alone. Then I walked to the door and saw a man squatting there. He seemed to have just raised his head, stood up and patted his snowflakes and walked towards her.
It wasn't until the man walked in that she saw clearly that it was Zhou Sibai, and she was a little surprised for a while, "Aren't you going to class?" ”
He said coldly: "Come on, come to a competition, and come to see you by the way." ”
Jiang Yan had dinner with him.
When leaving, he said to Jiang Yan: "If you can't stand it anymore, call me." I'm about to start the game, so I've got to go. ”
Zhou Sibai had to drive for almost an hour.
She smiled: "It's cold outside, give me the clothes, I can't stand it." ”
He paused, and without hesitation, he took off his clothes and gave it to her.
No one knew that Zhou Sibai's short stay that day made her finally lose the loneliness of being in a strange environment.
And loneliness, terrible.
Jiang Yan remembered that when she came back from City A that day, she also said that it was cold, and he took off his own clothes.
Actually, it's not that he's a gentleman.
Zhou Sibai was just taught well by her, and when she mentioned it too much before, he developed a habit, so as soon as she said it, he did it.
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Zhou Sinan has almost had countless things to say to Jiang Yan these days.
But it's just that it's so bad that I can't open my mouth.
What he has behind him is tens of thousands of shackles, and the Zhou family has always tightly bound him.
Jiang Yan noticed that he didn't want to spend too much time with him.
She went back to her room early, and as for the rest, it would naturally be decided tomorrow.
In the middle of the night, Jiang Yan woke up dimly, but found a person standing in front of him.
Her first reaction was Zhou Sibai, when he entered and exited her room, he was always so unscrupulous.
Jiang Yan turned over, he wanted to go to bed, and she couldn't stop him.
After a while, the man did go to bed, and soon he hugged Jiang Yan behind him and leaned over to kiss her in the ear.
Jiang Yan immediately opened his eyes, and his backhand was a slap in the face.
Unexpectedly, the man became more and more excited, and restrained her fiercely.
Jiang Yan had a cold face and shouted, "Zhou Sinan, do you know what you are doing now?" ”
"Ah Yan, don't be afraid, you follow me, we have a child, my mother won't force you to marry Chen Yan......" It's just fine, wormy.
"Zhou Sinan, if you dare to do something, I will kill you."
"Ah Yan, don't be afraid, haven't you served Si Bai? Whatever you do to him, you can do to me. ”
He said it easily, but it made her feel nauseous, and it made her shameless than when she was eighteen years old, eating her tofu openly and secretly. Jiang Yan thought that Zhou Sinan had already reined in, but what she should have thought of, such a thing as nature was engraved in her bones, how could she change it?
Zhou Sinan was afraid that Jiang Yan would make a noise and disturb the others downstairs, so he directly pulled the pillow towel on the side to cover her mouth, and tied a dead knot around the back of her head.
In an instant, Jiang Yan lost his voice.
Zhou Sinan still maintained his polite manners, and even asked politely, he said calmly: "Ah Yan, then I'll start." ”
A feeling of powerlessness spread in Jiang Yan's heart.
At the end of the day, women are weak, and no matter how smart she is, she can't play any of them.
When Zhou Sinan kissed her, for a moment, she wanted to find a knife to rip off her piece of meat.
Jiang Yan's armor, she is just fish and meat on the board, to be slaughtered.
She smiled, but there was no emotion in her eyes, but the whole person suddenly quieted down, Zhou Sinan probably thought she was interested, hugged her and asked, "What do you want to say?" ”
He loosened the towel slightly.
Jiang Yan took two breaths, then laughed, she said, "Zhou Sinan, you and your father are simply carved out of the same mold. ”
This is nonsense, Zhou Sinan didn't know what she was talking about, and quickly covered her mouth again.
Jiang Yan tilted his head, then tilted his head, stared at a place for a while, and suddenly stretched out his hand.
After a while, there was a loud noise, very dull.
Zhou Sinan got up from her in an instant, turned on the light, and found that it was the table lamp that she waved on the ground.
His face was a little ugly, and he quickly got out of bed and got dressed, and opened the door to go out.
But Jiang Yan saw him retreat step by step.
After a while, the whole person fell to the ground.
In the end, Jiang Yan saw Zhou Sibai, he stepped on Zhou Sinan's chest with one foot, and kicked him hard with the other foot.
She saw that his feet had not stopped, and it was like a death blow. And Zhou Sinan struggled a few times, but he couldn't even get up, his head was biased, and he spit out a mouthful of blood.
Bright red, glaring.
"Si Bai, do you listen to what my brother ......said?"
But where did Zhou Sibai give him a chance to speak.
He's like a machine, tireless.
Jiang Yan saw that his eyes were scarlet.
A few minutes later, Zhou Sinan on the ground rolled his eyes, remained motionless on the ground, and passed out.
How can anyone be so ruthless to their own brothers?
Jiang Yan hurriedly untied the pillow towel, turned over and got out of bed and hugged him from behind him, he pushed her, raised his eyes to see the scattered broken table lamp, walked over, put the handle of the table lamp in his hand and shook it, and then walked to Zhou Sinan's side.
Jiang Yan was stunned: "Xiaobai." ”
He looked sideways, and the expression on his face really looked like a devil, trying to ruin everything.
She had never seen him like this.
Zhou Sibai raised his hand, and the long desk lamp handle was about to fall.
Jiang Yan hugged him from behind him again, and she said, "Xiaobai, don't fight, if you keep fighting, Zhou Sinan won't be able to hold on." ”
He seemed to pause, and glanced down at her again, this time, cold and ruthless. One has to suspect that he seems to be the object of a change.
But he didn't do anything for half a day.
Then, Jiang Yan saw him and threw the handle of the lamp on the ground.
Splinters splattered, scratching her white and tender face.
Zhou Sibai frowned, turned around and rummaged through the drawer, while Jiang Yan called an ambulance over there, and when he came, he put a band-aid on her face.
Jiang Yan trembled after realizing it, but it was not because of this violent incident, but because what she had just experienced was the most hateful thing in her life.
To describe it in one word, it is called obscenity and obscenity.
Although the subject, at the moment, was lying cold on the ground.
Jiang Yan still laughed: "It was your own brother who fell to the ground." ”
Zhou Sibai paused and did not speak.
A long time later, he saw such a sentence, a person's inherent territory is guarded, and no one can infringe on it. If it is lost, it will be because of death.
Jiang Yan wanted to walk from where she was standing to the edge of the bed and sit down, but before she could take two steps, because of her weak legs, the whole person hit the ground heavily.
She remembered a lot...... Not so good experience.
A woman, naked, naked, and naked, got up from her bed and covered her eyes.
Don't be afraid.
In other words, I'm fine.
Jiang Yan began to tremble.
What is scarier than death?
It's the human heart.
How bad can a person be?
The collapse of the whole world to save his success alone.
Jiang Yan was lying on the ground, her eyes were blurred, she seemed to see a fire, burning and burning mercilessly, the huge beam fell, some people screamed, and some people panicked.
Jiang Yan seemed to hear his wife say to her in horror that year: "Ah Yan, save me, save my wife." ”
But she didn't, she just stood up indifferently and walked out.
At the door of the retro building that caught fire, the word "Song House" was written.
Then, she saw a pair of feet in black house slippers appear in front of her.
After a second, he saw him crouch down, and then picked her up.
Zhou Sibai was silent for a moment, and then said, "Are you injured?" ”
Jiang Yan came to his senses, only to find that he was covered in cold sweat.
She smiled: "Xiaobai, I remembered, the first time I saw you, you are so small, not as tall as me, right?" ”
He frowned.
"The fire of the Song family, I saw that it was put by Zhou Sinan." She whispered, "That kid next to him is you, right?" ”
Zhou Sibai stared at her vigilantly, and finally said "um".
That's theirs, the first time they met.
"You were so good-looking back then." She said, "Don't worry, I don't hate you......" because she was just as indifferent at the time.
Zhou Sibai suddenly lowered his head and kissed her, and her words didn't come out.
Soon, an ambulance came and carried Zhou Sinan away.
Zhou Sibai also got in the car and followed.
Jiang Yan smiled, with tears in his eyes: "I know that I was seen by you hiding behind a tree, thank you for letting me go." ”
Otherwise, in this "accident", where can there be a way to live.
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Waiting for Zhou Sibai to come back was in the early hours of the morning.
No one slept that night, and they were too tired to leave.
Jiang Yan sat on the sofa and smoked, and the ashtray in front of her was already full of cigarette butts.
Zhou Sibai glanced at her, then sat on the sofa next to her, ripped off the cigarette butt in her hand, extinguished it, and threw it into the trash.
Jiang Yan's voice was very hoarse, a bit like a male duck's voice: "How is Zhou Sinan?" ”
"Broken ribs, hospitalized." He said this as if he were not the culprit.
There was silence between the two men for a long time.
Jiang Yan found a topic: "Do you never smoke?" ”
He paused: "No. ”
It's also drawn.
Then there was silence.
Jiang Yan casually straightened his loose hair and said calmly: "It seems that you have always known that I am Song Lincheng's daughter." ”
"Hmm."
"Then when I was fifteen years old, after you recognized me, why did you call Zhou Sinan to save me?"
He didn't answer, and he was cold.
Some things are done, but they are not necessarily justified.
Jiang Yan said again: "In fact, although Zhou Sinan knows that I am Song Lincheng's daughter, he only thinks that all I know is that the Zhou family has robbed the Song family of most of the cheap things. ”
Jiang Yan said, "I won't hurt you. ”
You.
She was buried in the sofa, the living room was not very bright, and she looked decadent and beautiful.
Maybe it was her face that saved her life.
Everyone felt that Zhou Sibai had a very high eye for women, and he was also picky, but he knew that no matter whether he had feelings for Jiang Yan or not, she was in his eyes.
When he met her, he was still too young, and after he learned about the things between men and women, there was no woman he could look up to, which was why Zhou Sibai didn't have early love when he was in high school.
Jiang Yan didn't know what he thought, and suddenly laughed again, "Last night, you really scared me." ”
Zhou Sibai didn't speak again, he ran around all night, his body was already dirty and messy, and he went upstairs to change his clothes.
When he came down again, Jiang Yan fell asleep on the sofa.
She only showed half of her side face, which was many times softer than her bewitching image in the past.
Women are soft, men are strong.
It's true.
Zhou Sibai went over and covered her with a blanket.
I didn't know that she had a light sleep, and she woke up immediately.
The eyes are facing each other.
Zhou Sibai's eyes are pure black, but Jiang Yan's is not, hers is a little brown, so she doesn't look calm and gorgeous.
Then she saw his gaze involuntarily move down.
Jiang Yan blocked it with a blanket, and she said, "When will Mrs. Zhou come back?" ”
"It should be there in a moment." Zhou Sibai continued to stare at her for a while, suddenly turned his head, and said lightly: "If you really don't want to marry, then don't marry." ”
She was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "You can't bear it?" ”
"Just think it's the Zhou family to compensate you."
Jiang Yan's smile was a little lighter, and he nodded in the end, "I want to go." ”
He said, "I can go back to City A with you." ”
"I'll think again." She said.
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Zhou's mother came back a little longer than the "for a while" in Zhou Sibai's mouth, about nine o'clock in the morning.
At that time, Jiang Yan had just finished eating.
Mother Zhou looked at her, still kind: "Xiaoyan, do you have time?" Let's go to the office and talk. ”
Jiang Yan nodded, there are always some things to face.
Zhou's mother took her to the rooftop of the top floor, the weather was not too hot, the wind was blowing, and it was even a little cold.
"Your marriage with Chen Yan, you see what day you want, I'll let him come over in the afternoon, and your affairs will be decided by yourself. Auntie does not participate. Zhou's mother smiled.
It's like a kind attitude.
Jiang Yan also smiled: "I won't marry Chen Yan." Although I have been in the Zhou family for so many years, I think you should have no right to interfere with my personal freedom. ”
When Zhou Mu said this, she immediately squinted her eyes, didn't speak for a long time, and only took a sip of the prepared tea.
The best West Lake Longjing.
A few minutes later, Zhou's mother said, "If you take back the present at this time, I can pretend that I didn't hear it." ”
"What if I don't?" Jiang Yan said lightly.
Mother Zhou's face finally changed at this moment, no longer with a calm smile, she looked at Jiang Yan and squinted her eyes: "I also guessed that you are not so easy to succumb, otherwise you would not have thought of Sinan." ”
Jiang Yan was stunned, Zhou Sinan turned his head and went to Zhou's mother to tell right and wrong?
She said coldly: "I haven't looked for your precious son." ”
"Don't be in a hurry to deny it first, I want to state to you first, it's normal for men to be tempted by women, but you don't want to let Sinan look forward for you, my son, it's impossible to let you be cheap!"
Jiang Yan thought about it, and knew that Zhou Sinan couldn't hide it anymore, so he had to make an excuse that she seduced and lured him, and he was just out of control for a while.
Zhou's mother naturally believed in him, and she didn't even need to ask for help.
Jiang Yan sneered: "What you said has nothing to do with me marrying Chen Yan. ”
She turned around, probably to leave, and did not forget to say politely: "Goodbye, Mrs. Zhou." ”
"Xiaoyan, I went to the hospital today, and Sinan told me a story, which really scared me. Guess what he said, he said, you are Song Lincheng's daughter. ”
Jiang Yan was stunned, and his body trembled at this moment.
Mother Zhou smiled shallowly, looking determined to win, "Miss Song, I don't know if your life in the Zhou family has been comfortable in the past few years?" ”
Mother Zhou said lightly: "You say, if I tell my husband your identity, what kind of consequences will you have?" ”
Jiang Yan stood coldly and did not speak.
"Sinan doesn't know much about the inside story, but it's a pity that as an elder, I certainly know much more than him. For example, if my husband knew that for so many years, he had only raised the daughter of an enemy of yours, how angry he would be. ”
Mother Zhou covered her mouth and laughed for a while, as if this was a big joke, as long as she thought about it, she could be happy for a long time.
"Xiao Yan, there are so many accidents happening every day in this world, if you say that you have more, will anyone find out?"
No.
No one cares about her.
She will die a more miserable death than all the Song family.
Jiang Yan once again gave birth to a sense of powerlessness, her life will always be like a little chicken, and she has to be at the mercy of others.
What Jiang Yan didn't expect the most, Zhou Sinan kept saying that he didn't want her to marry Chen Yan, and now that he had suffered a little, he couldn't wait to send her to the wolf's den.
Mother Zhou looked at the sky, the sky was like a wash, and she sighed: "It's not too early, you think about it for yourself." Is life important, or is freedom important? ”
When Jiang Yan returned to the room, her steps were so stiff that she couldn't move at all, and if the word walking dead was used on her at this time, I am afraid it would be very appropriate.
She fell on the bed, her whole body was extremely weak, and she was sweating for a while.
Jiang Yan poured himself a large glass of water and told himself to calm down.
After a while, she heard her mobile phone ringing, and after a look, it turned out that Zhou Sibai asked her when she planned to go to City A, and he had to buy a ticket in advance.
And added: [You make decisions according to your own ideas, and you don't have to be interfered with by others.] ]
She watched it for a long time, and suddenly smiled, and tears fell from her eyes.
Can't go.
Can't go anywhere.
If Father Zhou knew that she was from the Song family, with his suspiciousness, it would be a sure thing to kill people.
Others, Zhou Sibai may be able to help, but Zhou's father is more difficult than ascending to the sky.
But she can't die yet.
So she can only be at the mercy of Zhou's mother.
Jiang Yan smiled, wiped his tears, and then went to the bathroom, slashed his fingers with a blade, and bled out.
The pain was a memorable reminder for her.
Feel relieved......
Rest assured, she won't let herself suffer in vain.
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Jiang Zheng finally contacted Jiang Yan after a few days.
He had been back to Jiang's house for several days, and when he answered her call, the whole person immediately bounced up from the sofa, grabbed his coat and walked out.
Jiang Yan said: "After so many days, you are finally willing to go out? I thought you had lost interest in beautiful women. ”
Jiang Zheng glanced at her coldly and did not speak.
He is now a master, how can he still indulge himself in the same way as before.
The Zhou family didn't know that the relationship between Jiang Zheng and Zhou Sibai was not as good as before, so the moment Jiang Zheng appeared at the Zhou family, no one stopped him.
He saw Jiang Yan at first sight.
Jiang Zheng hurriedly walked over and found that Jiang Yan had lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and even had dark circles under his eyes.
Jiang Yan smiled: "Why are you here?" "She's long since returned to her usual appearance.
"I'm looking for you." Jiang Zheng said, pulling Jiang Yan and going out.
"What do you do?"
"Take you away." Jiang Zheng was quite unconvinced, "If you want to marry someone, you want to marry a rich and handsome person, this one has no opinion." But your vision troubles my Lao Tzu, it's much better to marry Lao Tzu than to marry Chen Yan, right? He is not as good at women as me, and several people who followed him at the beginning turned against me. ”
He said a whole bunch of things.
Jiang Yan slowly pushed him away.
Jiang Zheng glanced at her suspiciously.
Jiang Yan smiled and said, "Marrying Chen Yan, I thought about it, and there is nothing wrong with it. ”
Jiang Zheng squinted at her.
Jiang Yan said, "Let's go." ”
After she finished speaking, she turned back.
Before she could go inside, she saw Zhou Sibai staring at her with sharp eyes.
After a long time, he said coldly: "You agreed?" ”
"Agreed."
He looked at her for a long time, and his eyes suddenly became complicated: "I thought you didn't want to." ”
"Yes."
She walked through him, to go.
The arm was held by Zhou Sibai, and it hurt. If you listen carefully to his voice, you will find that it is not very stable, "I'll give you a chance to change your words." ”
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