Chapter Ninety-Three: Apart from Other People's Factors, Do You Love or Don't You Love?
Maybe even if Qi Ming likes Twilight now, Twilight won't look back. Everything has an end, an end, and the person who waits with joy is delayed, and when you are leaving, he wants to stay. Even if you are still in love, you are still reluctant, but you will choose to leave coldly. Because you don't need this relationship to be earned by your hard work, you don't need others to treat you well because of guilt and debt, then you won't feel happy.
There are some things in this world, the longer you work hard, the happier you will feel, because every little effort you make is to pave the way for the explosion of happiness in the future, such as hiking, such as mountaineering and looking far. But there are some things that you can't go through too many hardships and setbacks, because the more grievances you suffer, the less happiness and happiness you have, such as fame, such as feelings.
Therefore, I wanted to ride Mingdao and Twilight Snow's heart, but after all, I just shut up.
However, Twilight's fate shouldn't be so miserable, she shouldn't have to bear this, but that's what she is, isn't it? It's either life or death, it's black or white, there's no gray middle ground. Don't compromise with anyone and don't pray to anyone, peace and stability are the same to spend a lifetime, and maybe there is more indifference if you don't move, it doesn't hurt.
"Is there really no way? Shall we ask the Queen Mother for help? Let her go and persuade the Holy One? Or let's ask the prince if he really has to marry Twilight? Qi Qi asked, he was completely clueless in his anxiety now.
"I guess we're going to have to stop Twilight, and we're going to intercept her tonight and force her to listen? When she comes back, we're going to force her to go back on it? Chen Fei was also anxious, he could come up with any bad move at this time, and if it worked, it would be a good way.
"It is estimated that we will not have too much time to persuade Duxue, and the long night dream is not only understood by a few of us, but I am afraid that the saint will be faster than us, and a letter of appointment will be sent to Dunhuang, I'm afraid this matter will be like this." You see, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has found this place just now, and the Prince's pursuit of Twilight Snow has not slackened at all. Liyan analyzed, deepening the sense of urgency of the few of us, now maybe it's just Twilight Xue losing her temper, if under the prince's courtesy, Twilight Xue really has a meaning, then it will be a big trouble.
It's not that I don't want to see Twilight and the prince have a good time, but I really can't bear to see Twilight and Qiming end up like this.
"I won't agree to her marrying anyone but you!" Qi Ming's fists were clenched tightly, and he looked at Qi Ming, his eyes were resolute, and his tone was unprecedented and absolute. He is polite and has such a domineering and arrogant time......
I pointed at Qi Ming, motioning for him to go with me, Qi Ming looked at me, and walked out hesitantly, I motioned to Chen Fei and a few of them to stay, I just want to talk to Qi Ming alone, as a woman, I really want to ask Qi Ming for Twilight what his heart thinks, not for any result, just for Twilight Xue to ask for a worthwhile.
Women are so coaxing, a word of love for you can make her give everything, regardless of the sea of swords, mountains and fires, and can defeat thousands of troops. Even if she sacrifices herself, she will feel that it is worth it.
I took Qiming to the study, Qiming closed the door behind me, I walked straight to the desk, picked up the brush and wrote the paper, "Twilight Xue married the prince, what do you think about this?" ”
Qi Ming raised his head, as if he didn't understand what I meant by asking, he replied suspiciously: "Qingyi, you may not know, Twilight Xue and we are like brothers and sisters, how can I watch her explain the rest of her life so casually?" Moreover, Qi Qi likes her so much, how can I watch them separate like this? I can't leave it alone, it's not for any political situation or power, but it's completely for Twilight! She can't do that! ”
A smile appeared in my heart, it turns out that you will also have a time when you ignore the responsibilities of your family and country......
"Don't you feel regret and regret at all?" I wrote on the paper, and Qi Ming's face immediately changed, and I continued, "It has nothing to do with Qi Ying, just your feelings, are you uncomfortable when Twilight marries someone else?" ”
Qi Ming looked helpless and inexplicable, as if he had been framed a lot, and he said solemnly: "Although Twilight Snow is always hostile to me, I still treat her as a sister, how can I feel completely indifferent?" And she's all my future brother-to-be siblings, how can it have nothing to do with Qiying? ”
I shook my head and continued, "She's getting married, so tell me the truth, okay?" How do you feel about her? After I finished writing, I put down my pen and looked at Qi Ming, not allowing him to avoid and retreat in the slightest.
At first, Qi Ming's expression was still hard and serious, but slowly, his eyes began to have a painful and complicated expression, and finally his eyes began to flicker, which could avoid my forced gaze, "I admit it, I'm uncomfortable, I've never been so uncomfortable!" I won't allow her to marry anyone other than Rider! I don't allow ...... I thought I would quarrel with her like this for the rest of my life, and then watch her marry Qi Ying and live happily by my side, but now, I'm not sure...... When she was about to marry someone else, I was emotionally out of control, and I don't know if I would be better or more heartbroken when she married Qiyi...... But none of this matters, I want her to marry Qiyi, she must and can only marry Qiyi! ”
Qi Ming avoided my questions, and also avoided the emotions in his heart, he was using his willpower to resist the surging feelings. At this moment, I finally understand his heart for Twilight, maybe even he doesn't know, the kind of dissatisfaction and domineering that only has Twilight Snow is a sign that he loves someone, because of love, so there will be dissatisfaction, because of love, will be domineering want to possess, want to be arrogant, want the other party to do things according to their own wishes.
Twilight can make him angry, she can drive him crazy, she can make him lose his mind, she can make him lose control of his emotions! Only Twilight can, but no one else, no one else, can break the boundaries of his sanity, and they can't break his gentle appearance. If Qi Ming treats everyone with intelligence and mind, only when he treats Twilight, he is attentive, only with a heart, he can feel pain, and only with a heart, he will lose control.
He was wrong, these are not unimportant, these are really too important, my hands trembled a little, Twilight's hard work was not a silent one-man show for so many years, tears suddenly flooded my eyes, I trembled and wrote on the paper, "Do you know, why did Twilight suddenly marry the prince?" ”
Qi Ming fell into anxiety again, and he could see that the suddenness of this matter made him very depressed, "I really don't know what she thinks!" Do you really have such a big worry and a big grudge with me, and you can't get along with me in this life? I don't like her, but I'm really good to her, she follows her temperament in everything, doesn't like me, and she is angry with Heze, she just can't get used to seeing us together, she hates me so much, I don't know what Qi Qi did to make this kind of decision suddenly and pretend to be overjoyed! ”
I looked at Qi Ming's anxious expression, and it seemed that he really didn't understand Twilight's thoughts...... Otherwise, it wouldn't be as anxious as it is now, my daughter's heart is in the bottom of the sea, even if this man is wise, if he encounters feelings, it is equivalent to being mentally retarded. This is true not only for women, but also for men.
"You're so stupid, why doesn't she like you to be with Heze? She will even be angry when she sees you say a word? Do you understand that there is a kind of quarrel called jealousy? I wrote.
Qi Ming's face changed greatly, and he shook his head in disbelief, "This is impossible, she said that she will never like someone like me for the rest of her life, she is so good with Qi Ming, she has not even been willing to say a word to me for so many years, this is impossible, this is not true." ”
Not true? Emotional things are not something that can be measured by reason and standards, and those who can be happy with you for four years are not necessarily true love, but those who treat you coldly are not necessarily not love.
"She doesn't want to see you marry Heze, she can't stand this blow, and for me and Ye Linghan, and for you not to be kidnapped by your own family, she made a sacrifice...... She'd rather you watch her marry first. I wrote on paper.
Originally, I really didn't plan to tell Qi Ming about this, but when I knew that he also liked Twilight, I decided to take a risk, so I didn't care about anything, for the sake of my own heart, just love it happily, and now I can save Twilight, maybe it's really only Qi Ming, if he still stands by and asks her to marry Qi Ying, then she would rather marry the prince for a hundred, then on the day she gets married, it will be when Twilight dies, and then there will only be a soulless shell left in the world...... Love shouldn't be treated like that.
Qi Ming's face gradually became painful, I know why he is in pain, because he actually fell in love with the same woman as his younger brother Qi Ying, and Qi Ying first told him that he liked Twilight, so how could he rob his brother of his beloved woman...... How could he make his brother sad......
I don't know, it's right for me to say this, I don't know if this will become a permanent injury to the three of them in the end, I looked at Qi Ming worriedly, waiting for his reaction.
"Do you know Qingyi, many years ago, Twilight Snow once said that she liked me a little more than she liked Qiyi, but at that time, I didn't know what feelings were, I just thought she was the same age as Qiyi, a childhood sweetheart. However, I later learned that I was not as simple as a brother and sister to her. ”
"However, I am an afterthought, when I like her, she doesn't like me at all, I am just a burden to her, she will no longer laugh and coquettish and ask me to carry her and hug her, she will no longer laugh and ask me to take her to ride a horse, she even thinks it is a kind of disgust to talk to me. I don't know why I annoy her so much, then, I have been silently supporting her and riding her, as an older brother, watching her be happy for a lifetime is also a good choice, so it doesn't matter who I marry! And Heze is just right, so I didn't refuse......"