Chapter 57: You Hate Me
Although Qiao Anxin, Zhou Ranran, Wei Xiao, and Li Qianwei have not seen many people fighting in the company's canteen, the speed of the spread of this kind of thing cannot be underestimated, especially the protagonist in it is Qiao Anxin, who is on the cusp of rumors, and Wei Xiao, who has always offended a lot of people, and there is also Zhou Ranran, a small leader, but the fight that should have become the fuse of a new wave of rumors was unexpectedly not spread, and the witnesses other than the parties involved, It was as if they had discussed it, and they didn't say anything about it as if they hadn't seen it before.
But a few days later, Wei Xiao resigned, it is said that he took the initiative to mention it, after Wei Xiao left, Li Qianwei was also dismissed, and the assistant Qiao Anxin, who had been in the whirlpool of rumors, did not work here, some people said that she took a long vacation, and some people said that she was promoted to Fenghua headquarters......
Although everyone doesn't know what happened, but which person who has been in the workplace for many years is not a human spirit, in the Qiao Anxin incident, whether it is Wei Xiao or Li Qianwei, they are the people who are the most disagreeable with Qiao Anxin, maybe it was Qiao Anxin who handed over something to the people above, you see Zhou Ranran, wasn't he sent to Windy City, although the environment in Windy City is more difficult, but this time the benefits make almost all employees red.
The people in the company have their own ghosts, and the rumors in private are always inseparable from Qiao Anxin, and Qiao Anxin in their mouths has been at home for three days.
She didn't go back to Fengboju, but went to the rental house in Xicheng. After Zhou Ranran left that day, Qiao Anxin stayed on the rooftop for a long time, her mind was very messy, as if she had a lot of things, as if she had a lot to say to Zhou Ranran, but those chaotic emotions and mixed words couldn't come out of her mouth.
and thou shalt not live.
Deserve.
In the end, these were the few words that only came to her mind.
Until the man appeared, she sat on the ground like a puppet.
"Joe's peace of mind." Qin Yifeng's voice came from behind, and then his shadow fell, covering her.
Qiao An'an's body moved, "Huh? ”
Qin Yifeng walked around in front of her, squatted down, looked at the injury on her face, and frowned: "You are always so good at injuring yourself." ”
He said this sentence after she accidentally bruised her hand in a battle with a few thugs on the night she had just moved out of Fengboju.
"Qin Yifeng, why do I want to show you dignity in front of you, but I always show you a more embarrassing side." She tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled wryly.
"You don't need it in front of me."
What is not needed? There is no need to hide, or does not need dignity, he didn't say clearly, Qiao Anxin didn't ask anymore, she wrapped her arms around her curled legs, buried her head, and came out in a low voice: "Qin Yifeng, Ran Ran knows." ”
"Hmm." He also responded in a low voice.
She continued as if she hadn't heard: "Ran her, she has always been good to me, she used to be good to me when she was in school, and then my dad died, my mom was also sick, and all my relatives broke off contact with me, you don't know, during that time they saw me as if they saw a plague god, my dad obviously helped them a lot when he was alive, and when my dad died, they even greeted the security guards at the door, and the security guards stopped me as soon as I got close to them...... When I was so desperate, I didn't want to ...... me."
"But now she doesn't want me."
Her thin shoulders trembled, and she was crying.
Qin Yifeng raised his hand and stroked her head gently.
"Sometimes I hate you so much." She added.
Qin Yifeng stroked the hand above her head.
"But when I think about it, I still hate myself even more, I didn't stay by my mother's side when she needed her most......" She didn't say the latter words, in fact, she was able to see her mother at that time, but she ......
No matter how much she told herself, she didn't go to see her mother for her own good, but she couldn't deceive herself, it was just because of her cowardice. The mother was put in the best nursing home, the attending doctor was the best, she didn't go to see her, pretended that she was fine, pretended that everything was fine......
She was almost indulged in the heartbeat of getting along with Qin Yifeng, she was dreaming and refused to wake up, her sick life was ......
In the end, he hated Qin Yifeng.
In fact, the most hateful thing is herself.
She knew everything, she knew all the reasons, she just ...... I don't dare to admit it.
After all, she is still the same Qiao Anxin, just like when she was scolded as a "wild child without a father" when she was a child, she would only hide and cry, she didn't dare to fight with others, because it would cause trouble to her mother, she didn't dare to cry to her mother, because her mother would cry more than her at night......
Her forbearance has never been forbearance, but cowardice.
Tears soaked his clothes, a warm feeling on his knees, and his hand on his head paused for a moment, then stroked it gently.
"Hate me." Qin Yifeng put his hands on the side of her ear, raised her head, the person in front of her was full of tears, his face was scarred, his eyes were red and swollen, Qin Yifeng only felt that the keenest heartstrings in his heart were trembling, like this, with a weakness that had never existed before, Qiao Anxin, who seemed to be unable to hurt anything, was gone, this is a ...... Joe, who continued to hurt in his heart, was relieved.
He looked at her: "Qiao Anxin, hate me, you are not qualified to hate yourself, do you know why?" ”
"For ...... What the. ”
"Because you're mine now." He locked her tightly and refused to let go of her slightest expression: "You should have this realization when you beg me to make a deal with you, you have no right to hate yourself, no right to hurt yourself." ”
"I ...... Is it yours? She repeated, her eyes lit up, and she suddenly reached out and pushed him violently, but he still didn't move, and her own body fell backwards because of the force, and she rested her hands on the cold ground, staring at him with wide eyes: "But you're going to be engaged!" And let me live next door to you? Qin Yifeng, do you really think of yourself as an emperor, do you want to have three palaces and six courts? Aren't you afraid that she will find out? Isn't she the eldest lady of the An family, she is one of the best An families in Night City, so you are not afraid that I will shake it out by myself......"
"Qiao Anxin" With her words, his eyes sank and sank, and finally returned to the bottom of his inky eyes, and he couldn't see the slightest emotion in the silence, he knelt down on one knee and got closer to her: "You should have known a long time ago, who I announced that I was dating and who I was engaged to, it was not your business, what you have to do is to stay by my side obediently." ”
Qiao Anxin was short of breath, she knew that she was like a madman at this time, full of crazy and gloomy thoughts, catching who to bite whom, she knew that Qin Yifeng was telling the truth, but the gloom accumulated in her heart was about to drive her crazy, she knew that she was talking incoherently nonsense, she knew that she was ridiculous, but she couldn't help it, she stared at Qin Yifeng with red eyes.
She sat there, embarrassed, mad and yelling, "Get out!" Leave me alone! ”
Qin Yifeng didn't speak, his face expressionless.
After a while, he finally stretched out his hand: "Get up first." ”
The wind on the rooftop was cold, and the ground was even colder, Qiao Anxin felt that his lower body was almost stiff, but why did he always appear at this time! Isn't he a high-flying president, why does he always show up when he is crazy......
Qin Yifeng, you are like this, how can I be completely desperate!
"Get up first." He said again. The hand was stretched out to her, as if he would keep it going on if she didn't reach out and hold it.
Qiao Anxin looked at him, she didn't understand what was in his eyes, but it made her settle down inexplicably, she slowly stretched out her hand and put it on his open palm, and as soon as he grasped it, he pulled her up hard. Qiao An'an felt numb from the waist down, his body straightened up but he couldn't stand steadily, and he fell into his arms.
Qin Yifeng hugged her: "I said, you are mine, my things can not be bullied by anyone except me." ”
He opened his trench coat and wrapped her tightly in his arms: "I also said that if you encounter something difficult in the future, you will find me." Why don't you come to me when you are wronged? ”
"Qiao Anxin, you always don't listen to what I say."
His words fell warmly in her ears, his body warmed her, knowing that she shouldn't, she still coveted the temperature of this moment.
……
Qin Yifeng directly took Qiao Anxin back to the car, Qiao Anxin sat on the seat, hanging his head: "In the past few days, I want to go back to the west of the city to live." ”
Qin Yifeng frowned, and was about to shake his head when he heard her ask, "Is it okay?" ”
The voice was thin, weak, like a wounded little beast, with caution and a little bit of stubbornness, the ghost made the gods, he nodded: "Okay." ”
The car started, turned around, and drove towards the west of the city.
On the way, the two never talked about everything on the rooftop, as if her coldness and his warmth were all an illusion.
Qin Yifeng kept adjusting the temperature, people have been in a very low temperature place for a long time, if they suddenly reach a place with a high temperature, their body will not be able to stand it, Qiao Anxin, who was sitting in the co-pilot, tilted his head and looked out the window, his expression was already a lot calmer, he turned his eyes, and breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Finally arrived at the apartment building, Qin Yifeng drove directly into the community, this community can't take a card, and the foreign vehicle needs the doorman uncle to write a note himself, and when the uncle saw Qin Yifeng, he showed a look of surprise: "Mr. Qin, it's you?" ”
Qiao Anxin's ears moved, and the doormen knew him?
Qin Yifeng nodded, waiting for the uncle to give a note, but the uncle was obviously a little excited, and he continued: "I called you in time for the last time, right?" In the future, if there is such a thing again, you can just look for me......"
Qin Yifeng interrupted him: "I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry, please write a note first." ”
"Oh oh oh, yes, yes, a businessman like you must be busy, I'll write ...... now"
Finally wrote a note, Qin Yifeng took it and drove to the downstairs where Qiao Anxin lived, Qiao Anxin thought about the uncle's words and asked, "What phone?" What happened last time? ”
She vaguely felt that there was something she had overlooked, after all, Qin Yifeng could have something to do with that uncle, and it could almost only be her own reason......
"Nothing." He said lightly: "I'll ask Xiaolin to buy you a copy of your things, get out of the car." ”
Qiao Anxin got out of the car, and after he left, she went upstairs, but after a while, she ran down again, and ran directly to the doorman, panting: "Uncle, what was the phone call you told Mr. Qin just now?" ”
"You said Mr. Qin" There was a light in the eyes outside the door: "It's a big shot, last time I asked me to take care of the movement over there in the third unit, especially on the fifth floor, saying that there was something to call him immediately, last time a drunk man went to a girl's room to make trouble, I heard it and remembered what Mr. Qin said, and immediately called it, don't say it...... Mr. Qin is really generous......"
Qiao Anxin's mind was buzzing: "Uncle, when was that?" Do you remember the approximate time? ”
The doorman pondered for a moment and said the date, and for a moment, Qiao Anxin couldn't hear anything, only the sound of a pounding heartbeat in his chest......
It turned out that it was not a coincidence that he was able to come to save her earlier than Qin Qiyou......
It turned out that he had already thought of possible dangers for her......
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