Chapter 231: Justification

His words were low and low.

Di Ying heard it.

She closed her eyes and opened them again, wanting to laugh, but she felt that she was laughing helplessly and weakly, and she didn't know what she was laughing at, laughing at her own misery?

When she opened her eyes, she looked up at the ceiling above her head, and the blinding light made her want to cry. Her fingers grabbed her skirt and laughed for a long time, giggling, and her heart trembled.

"Di Ying, if you don't want to see him, let's go......" Qi Weilan said.

She shook her head, things always have to be faced, she always has to ask clearly, Di Ying pushed her away and walked over step by step, and Ji San'er looked back and saw her, "Di Ying......"

Di Ying threw him a grateful smile: "Ji San'er, thank you for taking care of me these days." ”

She stood there with her legs apart, and it took a lot of effort to stand still.

And Ji Xiaoyao looked at her and wanted to help her, Di Ying made a stop gesture: "Don't touch me." ”

"Di Ying......"

"Don't call me by my name, if you call me like that now, it will only make me feel a chill." She said hoarsely, her words made Ji Xiaoyao speechless, just raised her eyes to look at her, but she didn't dare to look at each other.

It's that he can't stop Di Ying. However, he really has his own troubles.

Di Ying's whole person lost a lot of weight, the whole person's face seemed to be sunken, the eyes were also blue-gray, and there was no luster in his eyes, such Di Ying made him feel distressed, Ji Xiaoyao wanted to help her: "Di Ying, I'll send you home first...... What do we have to say, let's go home? All right? ”

"Home? Which home to go back to? She pulled a faint smile and asked mockingly: "Ji Xiaoyao, have you ever been honest with me?" Home, don't you think the word sounds ridiculous? Her attitude was very strong, and although she spoke lightly or seriously, those words fell on his heart, which made him feel a piercing pain.

She looked up at Ji Xiaoyao, the tears in the corners of her eyes flowed down the corners of her eyes, Ji Xiaoyao's heart was churning with countless guilt, he wanted to wipe away her tears, but as soon as she took a step, Di Ying took a step back, showing a defensive posture to resist herself.

Ji Xiaoyao clearly saw a rift between them.

The scar, which may have not healed before, was torn open again, pulling the two of them further and further apart again.

Di Ying's steps were heavy, and she couldn't take the initiative to lean towards him, and she couldn't accept his mistakes without any guilt.

"I'm sorry, Di Ying, I ......" he reached out to pull her, "I can explain to you slowly in the future, but now come home with me, okay?" ”

She stood beside Ji San'er, as if she would turn around and leave her at any time, leaving herself, and the feeling of suffocation made him panic.

But there was an indifferent emotion in Di Ying's eyes, she raised her chin arrogantly and didn't allow herself to cry, but said indifferently: "Countless people have been looking for you these days, and you have been avoiding us, Ji Xiaoyao, you said that you have your own unavoidable hardships, what are your hardships?" What is there that can make you desperate to run away from us, away from me? I'll call you and send you a message, don't you have time to answer the phone and send a message? Even if you tell me what you have to do, it's fine! ”

"Do you know how I've been here these days?"

"I'm wondering, did you meet some enemy? Whether someone is bad for you, I've thought about everything. We can't find you, we can't find you, and I'm wondering if something has happened to you...... Do you know how scared I am in my own world? She pointed at Ji Xiaoyao and scolded: "It's like when I was a child, my father asked me to wait for him in the playground, but I waited and waited, and waited and waited, but I couldn't wait for him back, and he left me forever." ”

"I thought you were just like my father, and I was thinking, if something happens to you, then I'll go with you......"

Ji San'er looked at her angrily: "What did you say?" ”

Ji Xiaoyao was also immediately frightened.

He forgot what Di Qingshan's incident hit her, and he also forgot that Di Ying would be worried about it.

"I'm sorry......" He said sorry in addition to saying sorry.

"Excuse me? Is it useful to be sorry? Di Ying asked: "Ji Xiaoyao, you will only disappoint me, again and again, every time I think I will be happy, you will not hesitate to give me a knife to make me sober." I don't want you to be sorry, Ji Xiaoyao, if in your heart, I Di Ying is not so important, you can tell me. I'm not going to drag you ......."

"What do you mean by that?" He tightened his fingers and wanted to lean over, but Ji San'er stopped him: "Ji Xiaoyao, what do you want to do?" ”

"I ask you, what do you mean by that?"

"What do you mean by asking me?" She said coldly, Di Ying was neither humble nor arrogant: "It's very simple, if you don't like it, then don't be together, I've accumulated so many disappointments, why should I let myself down again and again?" ”

"You want a divorce? Follow him? He pointed at Ji San'er and asked, it looked like a demon.

"Don't do that." She smiled, and she was also trying her best to hold back her anger, how much hope he gave her, and how desperate she was at this time: "Make it seem like it's very affectionate, make it seem like you really love me, it's not you." ”

"I'm sorry, Di Ying, you listen to my explanation, I'm really not ......" He knew that he was too late to say anything, but those reasons made him unable to speak: "I'm sorry......" There is only one sentence in a thousand words, I'm sorry.

Di Ying was cold.

"What I want is your excuses? Ji Xiaoyao, don't you think you should give me a reason? She asked, without any evasion: "You know, as long as you say, I will believe, as long as you give me a reason that I can accept and convince me, that is enough." So, by now, you've figured it out, how do you tell me? ”

She gave Ji Xiaoyao all the opportunities and decision-making powers, and let him choose what to do by himself.

Minutes and seconds passed.

Everyone waited in silence, suffering.

Qi Weilan couldn't bear it anymore, and walked over and scolded: "Ji Xiaoyao, what are you waiting for?" Is it difficult to give a reason? ”

He clenched his fists, closed his eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled violently, everyone looked at him, but after a long time, Ji Xiaoyao only said in a low voice: "Di Ying, I'll take you home first, there are some things, you let me tell you slowly in the future...... I don't know what to tell you now, but you trust me. ”

"Trust you?" Before Qi Weilan could stand up for herself, she had already laughed desolately: "Do you think there is a future between us if we continue like this?" How can you tell me to go back with you? ”

She shook her head, turned back to Qi Weilan and said, "Okay, this is the end of the matter, help me go through the formalities and discharge from the hospital, I don't want to see him ......"

She finished her and turned to leave.

Qi Weilan nodded.

And Ji San'er let go of him, took a look, and followed.

Ji Xiaoyao looked at the backs of the three of them far away, turned around and slammed his fist on the wall, turned around and yelled angrily at Di Ying: "Di Ying! Give me some time, okay? ”

Di Ying's footsteps stopped, "Do you think we just need some time between us?" ”

Her voice was full of hurt.

It hurt her, and it hurt him.

Ji Xiaoyao chased after him quickly, he hugged Di Ying's waist from behind, and wrapped his hand directly in front of her: "Di Ying......"

"Release ......"

It was at this time that there was a sudden sound of smashing things in the ward on the side, and footsteps were heard not far away, and several doctors and nurses rushed into the ward on the side.

"—I'm going out, don't stop me......," a woman's scream came from inside the room.

Hearing that voice, everyone heard the voice, but when the voice came, it clearly fell into her ears.

She was hugged by Ji Xiaoyao, but she also felt like she was in the cold winter.

The next moment, Ji Xiaoyao had already let go of her and ran quickly in the direction of the ward, Qi Weilan and they were all looking at his back, "Ji Xiaoyao, what are you doing?" ”

And the next moment, Di Ying also dragged her skirt and followed his back.

Qi Weilan and Ji San'er immediately followed.

As soon as she arrived at the door of the ward, Di Ying's footsteps stopped.

In the ward, Ji Xiaoyao was standing in the middle of the house at the moment, with doctors and nurses standing around, and he was holding a woman in his arms at this moment, the woman was holding his clothes with one hand and his waist with the other, and she was close together, and her head was buried in his chest like this.

And Ji Xiaoyao's hand fell on her back at this moment, patting it lightly and heavily: "Don't be afraid." ”

She stood there and didn't go any further, as if she had gone any further and had broken the warmth between them.

The woman tugged at his clothes tightly and whispered, "I'm so scared...... I just woke up and didn't see you, Ji Xiaoyao, I'm really scared to death......"

When Qi Weilan rushed over, what she saw was Ji Xiaoyao holding another woman, and she couldn't help but shout: "Ji Xiaoyao, what the do you mean?" Is this your word of suffering? ”

After she passed, she directly pulled the woman away from Ji Xiaoyao's arms and scolded unceremoniously: "Who are you?" Don't you know that he is already a married man? ”

Qi Weilan's hand touched the woman, and a man in a suit stood up next to her, and then pushed Qi Weilan away.

She took several steps back.

The man's face was serious and slightly cold: "Let go of her and stay away from her." ”

And Ji Xiaoyao was still standing there, letting the woman drag him.

Ji Xiaoyao...... You ......" Qi Weilan pointed at him, unable to speak angrily.

And Di Ying stood there fixedly, looking at the person in front of him, and the person in his arms.