Chapter 545: Nirvana (3)
The span of what Xing'er said is too big, one will bring the dead back to life, one will be prestige, and one will be soul, which makes it difficult for people to connect all the content in a moment and come up with a reasonable interpretation.
Rao is as smart as Gu Panxi, and he had to turn around in his mind three times before he asked tentatively: "Xing'er, you mean, you can use your soul to help me exchange for 11 prestige points." Then I had enough prestige points to exchange with Black Lotus for a chance to come back to life. Right? ”
Xing'er saw that Gu Panxi fully understood what she said, and there was no cognitive bias, she felt comforted, and hurriedly smiled: "That's right." Panxi, since you can understand, let's start preparing for your resurrection right now! ”
"Wait, you give me wait!"
Gu Panxi grabbed Xing'er's hand, frowned, and asked cautiously: "You said to exchange your soul, what will happen to you after the exchange is over?" Don't...... Ashes? ”
"The rhetoric of ashes may be used a little too much."
Xing'er put her hands behind her back and tiptoed, "I should say, I'll go where I'm supposed to go." Staying in this space created by the Black Lotus System was not what I, a dead man, should have done. ”
"But it's better for you to stay here than to be wiped out! In case reincarnation does not exist and reincarnation does not exist, after you are gone, you will really disappear from this world completely! Disappear completely! How could I possibly watch you make such a huge sacrifice for me in order to survive for myself?! ”
Gu Panxi was really anxious, and Xing'er could really feel the panic and eagerness in her words.
It was precisely because of Gu Panxi's true feelings that Xing'er was extremely moved.
It is precisely because Panxi is such a kind and considerate person that I am willing to pay for you like this......
Xing'er said secretly, resisting the urge to cry, squeezed out a smile at Gu Panxi, and asked, "Panxi, how do you know that for me, being trapped here will be better than being wiped out?" ”
was questioned by Xing'er like this, Gu Panxi had nothing to say for a while.
Zi is not a fish, how do you know the joy of fish?
Gu Panxi is not a star, how do you know the suffering of the star?
Xing'er has already died, and her soul will remain here, which is not an abnormal situation. Even though Xing'er usually talks and laughs when she meets her, she seems to enjoy this situation, but Gu Panxi really didn't ask if she felt pain for the current situation.
After all, this space, to put it nicely, is called "subconscious space", and to put it mildly, it is a cage without iron shacks.
Empty, empty, deserted.
Most of the time, all Xing'er can do is look at Gu Panxi's memories, and only when Gu Panxi falls asleep and takes the initiative to enter this subconscious space can she talk to Gu Panxi and relieve loneliness.
Gu Panxi couldn't help but think about what would happen if he and Xing'er moved places.
Will it go crazy?
Almost without hesitation, Gu Panxi gave a definite answer - yes. Definitely.
Now Xing'er said that he wanted to use his soul in exchange for looking back for his life, probably not only out of kindness, out of sincerity, but also because Xing'er finally found a way to free himself and wanted to take the opportunity to escape from this boundless cage.
If Gu Panxi insists on dissuading, what can he persuade?
Xing'er, you are trapped with me in this place where there is no light of day, and just live forever?
This kind of thing, even Gu Panxi himself can't say it.
What's more, now that Xing'er has also woken up Gu Panxi, Gu Panxi's dissuasion and retention are likely to be just Gu Panxi's own decisions
Zhang, wishful thinking.
Seeing that Gu Panxi fell into silence, Xing'er reached out, grabbed her hand, and said, "Panxi, you think too much." I didn't just make a huge sacrifice for you. For me, going up in smoke won't be a bad outcome. ”
Gu Panxi's tears couldn't hold back, and they ticked on her and Xing'er's hands that were clasped together.
Although the time of acquaintance is limited, and although the time they have been together for a short time, Gu Panxi and Xing'er are all over the body and have a soul bond. Coupled with Xing'er's simplicity, kindness, and likable personality, it is really difficult for Gu Panxi not to have true, simple, and deep feelings for her.
Seeing Gu Panxi's tears falling, Xing'er, who had been struggling to endure it, finally couldn't control herself, her eyes were like a floodgate open widely, and tears fell like a spring.
"Xing'er!"
"Panxi!"
The two hugged each other tightly, cried loudly, and said their final goodbyes with a crying tone.
"Xing'er, you are gone, and you will no longer exist in the world at all. I can't bear you! I can't bear you! ”
"Panxi...... The real 'complete non-existence in the world' is not the death of a person, nor the destruction of a person, but the oblivion of a person...... I'm sure you won't forget me, right? ”
"Absolutely not! I will never forget you! ”
"Wouldn't that be good? Then I won't disappear completely. I will always live in your heart. So take my share and live well, hard, and happily! ”
"I will!"
"Panxi, don't cry! You are the deputy marshal of the First Army, the leader of the Martial Arts Alliance, and the world-famous Mrs. Leshanhou! What kind of body does it become to cry like this? ”
"I love to cry. I want to cry, I can cry, who in the world dares to stop my mother from crying, my mother will let him walk around without eating! ”
Hearing that Gu Panxi was still crying and still ruthless, Xing'er finally broke into laughter. Seeing Xing'er smiling, Gu Panxi couldn't help laughing.
The two cried and laughed, their hearts hollowed out and filled, and finally it was time to separate.
Gu Panxi held Xing'er's hand, and the two walked side by side to the Black Lotus "Remorse Petals".
Xing'er said, "Panxi, I'm leaving." ”
Gu Panxi nodded wordlessly.
Xing'er couldn't help hugging Gu Panxi again, and Gu Panxi hugged her tightly. The two didn't talk anymore, they didn't cry anymore, they just used all their strength to engrave each other's posture and smell in their minds, and then simply let go.
Xing'er didn't look back, three or two steps to the "regretful petals", chanting words in her mouth, and after a while, her delicate body began to emit a faint light.
Even if Gu Panxi has never seen the soul dissipate, looking at this situation, he also knows that Xing'er has completed the transaction with the Black Lotus, and the soul is disappearing.
After Xing'er confirmed that the transaction had been completed and there was no possibility of turning back, she turned around with confidence and smiled at Gu Panxi.
"Panxi, be happy."
Gu Panxi wiped his eyes and said loudly: "Xing'er, I Gu Panxi, I will not only make myself happy, but also make the world happy!" I want everyone to live and work in peace and enjoy the joy of peace! I want everyone to remember you and your name 'Gu Panxi'! ”
When Xing'er heard Gu Panxi's grand wish, her tears couldn't stop flowing again.
"Really...... Panxi, you're so good at coaxing people......"
It's a pity that before Xing'er's words fell, his soul had completely dissipated, and in mid-air, it turned into a cloud of glow, shaking so that Gu Panxi's eyes were white and he couldn't see anything.
After Gu Panxi's eyesight recovered, Xing'er was no longer there, completely gone, and replaced him
It is a number displayed directly above the black lotus - 260.
This is the sum of the prestige points that Gu Panxi currently has. Not only did it reach the 250 needed to bring the dead back to life, but it also exceeded 10 points.
What's the use of just exceeding these 10 points? This extra number is like a merciless mockery.
Gu Panxi smiled bitterly and was about to cry again, but when he reacted to something in an instant, his spirit was shocked.
Before Xing'er traded with Black Lotus, her prestige was 239 points, but after Xing'er completed the trade with Black Lotus, her prestige value became 260 points, a full 21 points more.
In other words, the prestige value that Xing'er got for Gu Panxi was not 11 points, but 21 points.
Gu Panxi remembered that she had heard that there was a scientist in the United States who weighed a person's body after death and found that the weight had decreased by 21 grams. He thus declared that the soul existed, and that the weight of the soul was 21 grams.
21 grams, 21 points. 1 gram is 1 point.
This is the weight of Xing'er's soul.
The extra 10 prestige points are naturally the rest of Xing'er's soul.
"The stars have not disappeared completely, they have not disappeared completely...... There is still a part of the stars that will always be with me. ”
As soon as Gu Panxi thought of this, she was so excited that she fell to her knees, she couldn't help but think, did these 10 prestige points be intentional by Xing'er, and did Xing'er secretly leave this proof of companionship for her as a surprise?
It doesn't matter if it's or isn't. The important thing is that Gu Panxi feels Xing'er's love for him.
This pure, clean, and holy friendship is the most precious treasure in the world. Don't say that it is difficult to change a thousand gold, and it is a great insult to associate the word "gold" with this friendship.
A point of light floated to Gu Panxi's side, stopping just in front of her arm.
"Seize this point of light, and you will be reborn in Nirvana."
Xing'er's voice sounded in Gu Panxi's head, and she was so startled that she immediately straightened up, stretched her neck, and looked around.
Where are the stars? This voice is probably just an auditory hallucination born from Gu Panxi's overexcitement.
"We can't afford to delay here any longer......"
Gu Panxi took a deep breath and calmed down.
"Xing'er used his soul to help me exchange this life, I can't waste a minute or a second. Every minute and every second, I have to live as if it were the last minute and the last second! ”
As he spoke, Gu Panxi reached out and touched the point of light. The moment her hand touched the point of light, the point of light expanded a thousand times over, completely engulfing her body.
Gu Panxi didn't have time to react at all, what was the situation now, and he suddenly lost consciousness......
"Ahh
Gu Panxi screamed, and subconsciously wanted to stand up, but unexpectedly "banged" and hit a heavy wooden board.
Because Gu Panxi's action of getting up was too violent, she hit it this time, which was really not light, and a bag bulged on her forehead in an instant, which made her grin in pain.
"What the hell...... What's going on? ”
Gu Panxi gritted his teeth and opened his eyes, only to find that there was nothing around. The next moment, she realized that there was nothing around her, but darkness.
This...... Where is this? Am I alive or still dead?
Gu Panxi stretched out his hands in surprise, groping wildly, relying on the touch on his hands, and deduced that he was in a narrow space with a long man.
What the hell is this......
Just as he was thinking about it, Gu Panxi heard a roar from above his head......
(End of chapter)