Chapter 59: Disgusted with Dirty Self

Su Xiaoran really wanted to see his face at this time, I really wanted to know who this person she hated to the bone, what he looked like, his skin was very good, his face was smooth, except for a little stubble on his chin, and some prickly hands.

He was like a cheetah that had been dormant for a long time, staring at her fawn for a long, long time, and only at this moment did he have a chance to attack, and he would definitely not let her retreat......

His kiss landed on her lips, so eager and domineering.

"Don't ......"

"Don't want anything? This is what you promised, don't you want to see your son? He took her hand and whispered in her ear. hugged Su Xiaoran's entire body into his arms.

Su Xiaoran was stunned, tears slipped out, why can't she escape this fate in this life?

In the dark, feeling her retreat, the corners of his graceful mouth couldn't help but evoke a hint of a playful smile, and he reached out and stroked her smooth skin.

His hands took on a strange touch, and she felt as if her whole body was on fire, and her head full of grief and helplessness began to go into chaos.

In the silent darkness, the sound of the two breathing sounded one after another.

His grim face could not be seen in the darkness, but his eyes could only be seen shining like stars in the night, bright and bewitching.

She was powerless, but she didn't forget her original intention, and the moment he climbed to the peak, she suddenly spoke. "When can I see my son?"

Her words seemed to be inappropriate, and immediately provoked a violent shock from him.

This night, Su Xiaoran only felt that her soul had almost reached the clouds, and her body was also so depleted because of insomnia overnight that she fainted.

Four o'clock in the morning.

He finally got out of bed.

Put on a mask.

Turn on the lights.

Looking at the sleeping face on the bed, the kiss marks that were destroyed by him all over his body, a touch of pity flashed in his eyes.

Then get up and get dressed, and leave!

The villa was calm.

Su Xiaoran was used to waking up at six o'clock in the morning.

She woke up in a daze, not fully awake, she was half asleep. When I opened my eyes, the light was on, and there was no one around.

In the early morning, the chirp of birds in the secluded valley gradually became clear, the soreness of her body swept over her brain, the limbs exposed to the air were cold and numb, and the soreness coming from her waist announced the fact that she had been last night.

She was like a puppet with a broken string, slumped on the big bed without a trace of strength.

A strange feeling swept over Su Xiaoran, the pain mixed with softness, as if the body was satisfied after pleasure......

After a night of obsession, she lost her body again!

At this moment, she suddenly woke up and got up to rummage through her pajamas.

The ground was full of debris, her whole body was stiff, her face was pale, and she began to tremble uncontrollably, and tears fell silently......

In an instant, the emaciated body lost strength and fell to the cold floor.

The sharp movement tore between her legs, and the pain was in the body and shame but deep in the bottom of her heart! Even though she has given birth, her body is still green after many years of silence.

Su Xiaoran seemed to forget the coldness of the floor, and endless panic and remorse filled her heart, making her dare not face this cruel truth.

Again!

For the sake of the child, when will she see her child!

There was no one in the empty villa except her.

Su Xiaoran found his clothes, and as the clothes were put back on his body one by one, tears were falling one by one.

Walking out of the gate of the villa, there was a man waiting, "Miss, Mr. ordered, send you down the mountain!" ”

Su Xiaoran was stunned, looked at the sky, the sun had risen, she wanted to go home to change her clothes and go to work, and she did not shirk the driver's send-off.

It turned out that it was a taxi, and when he got out of the car, Su Xiaoran wanted to give money, but the driver said that Mr. had already chartered his car, and he would be responsible for picking up Su Xiaoran in the future, and left a phone number.

Su Xiaoran went home to change her clothes, and still chose to take the bus to work, without contacting the driver.

From the beginning of walking through the group hall, she felt uneasy in her heart, and she was inexplicably afraid to see Xu Chenyao.

As soon as he came to the workstation and sat down, he saw Xu Chenyao walking out of the elevator.

"Good morning, President!" Midan breaks the silence.

"Morning!" Xu Chenyao's good-looking lips outlined a hint of a smile, and for the first time, he responded to Midan's greetings.

Midan was stunned! Stunned in place, what's wrong with the president today?

I even greeted myself and smiled! Oh my God, is the president sick? Midan was galloping in his heart.

Compared with Xu Chenyao's high spirits, Su Xiaoran was sluggish in his seat, without the slightest spirit.

Xu Chenyao looked sideways and saw Su Xiaoran in the seat, he seemed to be a little surprised, his eyes turned and stopped.

Su Xiaoran lowered her head, not daring to look at him, it seemed that after last night, she felt that everyone working here was empty-hearted, felt that she was very hypocritical, and was very disgusted with herself.

"Secretary Su, morning!" Xu Chenyao's hearty greeting came.

"Morning, morning, President!"

Su Xiaoran's tongue was knotted, and she stood up suddenly, which was regarded as a greeting, but her nervousness and restraint were very weird, which made people wonder, and Midan's eyes also turned over.

A deep meaning flashed in Xu Chen's dazzling eyes: "Secretary Su, the espresso is sent to my office." ”

"Yes!" Su Xiaoran stiffened, and an inexplicable sourness was about to come out of her eyes, she quickly left the office, and the moment she passed by, her emotions were all in Xu Chenyao's eyes.

In the coffee room, Su Xiaoran stroked her hands underneath, very tired.

She felt that her eyes were sour, and she felt that the whole world was so big and so big, but there was no corner for her to rely on.

Why did that man be so cruel and cruel to take away her only precious thing?! Why?!

Chastity! Child! None more!

How can I see her son?

Can anyone tell her what to do?

Loneliness swept over her body, her body trembling uncontrollably, and she hugged herself tightly to gain the only sense of security.

Tears of despair and resentment fell madly from Su Xiaoran's eyes.

Endless sadness and despair struck, and Su Xiaoran only felt that her heart was like ashes. Far away is what it feels like at this moment, right?

Su Xiaoran put the coffee on the table, and the tranquility of the coffee room made her sit silently on the sofa beside her, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

Su Xiaoran was really tired, whether it was physical or mental, this was the second time, and she had dedicated herself to the demon again, but she couldn't say anything, all of this was her own volition, and she just wanted to look at her child again.

Su Xiaoran buried her head deep between her knees, feeling that the whole world was so dark, however, a pair of leather shoes appeared in her hazy vision.

She slowly looked up and saw the man standing in front of her.

And he was looking at himself, and he didn't have any expression, but there was something in those eyes.

Xu Chenyao frowned slightly: "Why are you crying?" ”

If she hadn't said crying, maybe her tears wouldn't have been so fierce, but as soon as he said this, her tears couldn't be stopped anymore!

Just looking at him like that, her tears slipped down and were crystal clear.

Xu Chenyao suddenly stretched out his hand and gently pulled her into his arms.

She was like a lifeless doll, let him hug her, not moving, not even resisting.

It's just that she knows that this hug doesn't belong to her!

"President, don't do this! I'm fine! Her voice was cold and devoid of warmth.

"Your coffee is ready! I'll put it on the table for you. ”

She immediately returned to her usual attitude, she was no longer the little girl she was at the beginning, she had been through so much, she could get through all these things!

Seeing her quickly arm herself, Xu Chenyao felt a little distressed.

Su Xiaoran smelled the smell of perfume on his body, and this time there was no smell of tobacco.

Xu Chenyao smokes very diligently, maybe it's a new pair of clothes.

However, Su Xiaoran didn't care much about these things, she passed him sideways.

He saw that there were speckled marks on her neckline and a gleam in her eyes, and he looked at the steaming coffee on the table, and then walked out.

Xu Chenyao walked out of the coffee room and ran into Qi Munan: "Yao, is there anything important in the company today?" If not, why don't you go golfing? ”

"Yes! Just go out for a walk. Xu Chenyao curled the corners of his lips and happily agreed.

Qi Mu Nan was stunned, when did this ice cube speak so well.

"Yao! You're not normal today, huh? Usually I ask you out to play, but you don't pay attention to me, why is it so abnormal today? And your face is not right, why are you still a little ruddy, you took the wrong medicine, did you take viagra? Shall we still play golf? ”

"Get out!"

“……”

Golf course.

"Yao, are you sure you haven't handed in any peach blossom luck lately?" Qi Munan asked in surprise while changing into sportswear.

It's been a whole day, and he feels that something is not quite right with Xu Chenyao, and the whole person is in high spirits!

"Aren't you tired of all this endless?" Xu Chenyao also took off his clothes and prepared to change into sportswear, with an expression on his face that he wanted to smile or not.

"Tut-tut......" Qi Munan looked back and saw Xu Chenyao's figure, and sighed loudly: "Okay, Yao, your figure is okay!" I don't usually watch you work out, I guess I'm fascinated by a lot of girls."

Xu Chenyao has an inverted triangle model figure, not too strong, not too thin, just the right amount of lean, but the lines of the muscles are very distinct, very sexy and charming.

"In the future, I will allow you to go to work without clothes." Xu Chenyao seems to have more words today, and he doesn't have so much ridicule, but will make some jokes.

"Huh? Wait, what's going on with your shoulder? Suddenly, Qi Munan saw that Xu Chenyao had a wound on his shoulder, and when he looked closely, he suddenly burst out laughing.

"Hahahaha...... Whose gentle country did you stay in last night? Look at this little wild cat biting you! No wonder you're like this today!! Hahaha~"

Xu Chenyao looked down and saw the tooth marks on his shoulder, his eyes turned, and he seemed to be extraordinarily tender.

"Isn't it? Could it be that there has been a lot of abuse lately? Are there any wax drops, handcuffs or something? Qi Mu Nan was suddenly interested.

"Your imagination is so rich! Vice President Qi, it looks like I'm going to re-examine you. Xu Chenyao glanced at Qi Munan angrily.

"Yao, will you die if you reveal a little bit about this? I care about you about this, which little wild cat bullies my friend so much, I'll help you teach her a lesson! Qi Munan replied.

Xu Chenyao ignored him and walked to the tee lawn.

After a few rounds of fighting, Xu Chenyao leaned back in his chair to rest.

"Qi Mu Nan, you are in charge of that child's game development! This project will be carried out after the press conference. ”

At the mention of that child, Qi Munan's eyes almost jumped out.

"Yao, aren't you curious about who the parents of the quirky child are?"

Xu Chenyao's mind immediately appeared that little person, and he smiled slightly: "I'm very curious, invite his parents when the game is scheduled to be released, maybe you can get to know him!" ”

He really wanted to see the child's parents.

"Looks like he doesn't have a father!" Qi Munan shook his head and said.

"Why?" Xu Chenyao raised his eyebrows.

Qi Munan quoted Yangyang's sentence: "Not all people have a daddy, just like not all people have a mommy!" This is what the boy said, and I will relay it! ”

"Hmm......" Xu Chenyao groaned slightly, and his heart twitched.

"So he doesn't have a daddy!"

"Yes! Only Mommy! You'll know when you meet her mommy! What a distressing mother and son! ”

Qi Mu Nan secretly glanced at Xu Chenyao, thinking that he must not know that the child was Su Xiaoran's, he suddenly had some expectations, Xu Chenyao saw the scene when Su Xiaoran led such a big child to appear.

"Your tastes have changed, and you like women with children? Do you need me to introduce you to a few more? Xu Chenyao turned his gaze to look at Qi Munan beside him, and spoke with a joking voice.

"I don't like them all, the premise is that the woman is very beautiful, and the beauty makes me fall in love at first sight, you think, I picked up a genius son for nothing, and I don't have to come out to make money in the future!"

"You've already started planning?"

"Hmmm! I have this plan, but when you see that beautiful woman, just don't rob me. Hahaha......" Qi Munan said and laughed.

"Boring!" Xu Chenyao glanced at him. "Could it be that you really have a crush on someone, right?"

"Not to mention, it really has potential, and it's not impossible!"

"Really?" His gaze began to grow curious.

Furious by Xu Chenyao's gaze, Qi Munan grinned weakly: "What is really fake, teasing you!" But that kid was really, really genius! ”

Xu Chenyao looked like he couldn't stand Qi Munan, turned around, and entered the arena again

The entrance to the kindergarten.

Su Xiaoran got off work to pick up Yangyang, and didn't let Yangyang go home for two nights, Su Xiaoran felt very guilty.

The other children had gone home, and there were only a few children left in the classroom.

And Yangyang was sitting alone reading a flipbook, as soon as Su Xiaoran arrived at the kindergarten, he saw his son very lonely from a distance.

Her heart was sour, her heart trembled as if she had been whipped, and then the pain spread throughout her body little by little.

She actually left Yangyang in the kindergarten for two days, when she first picked him up, she vowed to take him well, such a cute and caring child, she actually left him for two days!

Turning his head and wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Su Xiaoran shouted: "Yangyang...... Mommy came to pick you up, Mommy was busy with something, and apologized to Yangyang! ”

"Mommy! There you are! ”

Yangyang was bored, suddenly heard Su Xiaoran's voice, raised his head, and immediately pounced happily, and suddenly threw himself into Su Xiaoran's arms: "Mommy, are you back?" ”

Seeing his son so excited, Su Xiaoran's heart became even more sour: "Son, Mommy is back!" ”

Su Xiaoran hugged her son's small body and kissed Su Xiaoran on the face.

"Mommy, did you just come back from a business trip? Isn't that tiring? If you're tired, it's okay to stay in the kindergarten! There are a lot of children here. ”

Su Xiaoran hugged her son tightly, and the guilt in her heart kept coming out.

"Son, I'm sorry, Mommy shouldn't have left you behind for so long! Mommy is not on a business trip, we told the teacher that we will go home tonight! ”

"Mom isn't on a business trip? I'm going home today! The little man seemed to be a little unconvinced.

Su Xiaoran nodded: "Go home, son, let's go home!" ”

One sentence made the smile on the villain's face fly: "Oh! It's time to go home! It's time to go home! ”

She looked at the child's innocent smile, but tears slipped from her eyes, fell quietly, dripped on the ground, and smeared the ground.

"Mommy, why are you in tears again? Has anyone bullied you? ”

As soon as the villain turned around and saw Su Xiaoran's appearance, he immediately wiped his tears with his little hands, the child was so intimate that Su Xiaoran only felt that he was worried about his heart, and he couldn't even breathe smoothly.

She crouched down, hugged him, and buried her face in her son's thin shoulders, as if seeking this support.

"No one bullied Mommy, Mommy just saw Yangyang happy, that's why she shed tears......"