Before writing this essay, I remembered a lot of past events, I remembered that when I graduated from college and just came out of society, I worked in a unit in Fuyang's hometown for three months with a salary of less than 800 yuan, and even in the end, I resigned naked, and ended up in a dilemma of having nothing, and I lost my wife and soldiers in vain.

Later, I traveled to Nanjing, Shanghai, Suzhou, Zhenjiang and other places, but after working for less than a week, I would run away for various reasons. Later, I went back to my hometown in Fuyang to find a job, when the monthly salary was less than 1,800 yuan, I worked hard and ran around for almost half a year, but I didn't have enough thousands of yuan, and even finally was degraded by my colleagues to be worthless and left, and then stayed at home for more than three months.

Later, and then later, not far from now, at the instigation of my little sister who went to school in Ningbo, I stepped on the train to Ningbo, and this was a night. I remembered that when I first arrived in Ningbo, my little sister's smiling face and my silly appearance were really a stark contrast, only to realize that I was so far behind others. I remember when I first came to work in this unit, the director interviewed me, was optimistic about me, and was willing to give me a chance to exercise, and then I joined the company.

I still vaguely remember that before I joined the editorial department, the director asked me what my treatment requirements were, and I said that I would have a monthly salary of 2,500 yuan during the internship period, and a monthly salary of 3,000 yuan after becoming a regular employee. The director said that I had no confidence, and I didn't even have the confidence to ask for a salary of 5,000 yuan per month...... Then, it took me one month to become a regular, which was originally a three-month period.

Maybe the director saw that my life was too poor at that time, so he gave me a monthly increase of 500 yuan, which became a salary of 3500 yuan. Although I was very happy at that time, I always knew that "I" at that time was not worth so much money, and I knew very well that it was the director who took care of me and supported me, so I had a grateful heart and always sought the opportunity to repay the director for his kindness.

Later, just before now, I was transferred to the current department by the director, and when I first came into contact with it, I was confused, because I didn't know the specific process of this job and how to do it well; At the same time, watching my colleagues typing quickly on the computer and responding with flexible thinking, I was afraid that I would not be able to do the job.

However, after a long period of painful tempering, that is, on the premise of mastering relevant knowledge every day, we learn from the skills of each colleague, secretly learn the art, take its essence, remove its dross, integrate their experience into their own use, and then try to innovate boldly on this basis. It is said that after a period of painful tempering, my efforts made me full of harvest, which not only made my pocket bulge, but also made my life not so naïve, and the director finally showed a gratifying expression of "I am not wrong about this person, he is a talent".

There is no big tree to rely on, no external force to climb, no shortcut to find, we have to work a little harder than others, we have to work a little harder than others every day, a little bit...... Actually, even though I have achieved what I am today, I have always known that I am not good enough, I am not good, I want to be better, because I don't want to be looked down upon, and I don't want to be disappointed in me by the people I cherish and value me, I want to be strong enough, I want to fly higher. Of course, I don't want the people I cherish to leave me in the future, I want to have enough strength to keep them.

It is said that "you can overcome difficulties and pass through the world", but people have never been at a low point in this life, have worked hard, and have gotten, how can they see through their hearts, and how can they surpass their weak and unbearable self in the past? In fact, failure is not shameful, and success is not gratifying, the most important thing is to maintain their original intention, on this basis, learn to precipitate experience, pick the stones of other mountains to attack jade, accept the strengths of hundreds of schools to be kind, learn to summarize, induct and innovate. It is said that it is difficult to laugh and deal with it calmly, but it is difficult to laugh and deal with it calmly, which not only requires hard work, but also needs to maintain a heart of learning, live to be old, learn to be old, and learn for a long time.

Finally, I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to all the people who have helped me, and hope that in the future, whether we work together or not, we will go further and further on the road of life and create our own brilliant achievements. It's amazing to have a dream!