170 Cloud Thunder's Nightmare
The maid refused to stop her, Ding Ziteng always had a good attitude and did not lose her temper, Yanxiao in the house heard the movement, endured and endured, and also felt that she should have a break, so she raised her voice and agreed,
"Let him in."
Suddenly, hearing this command, the maid didn't dare to stop it anymore, stood aside unwillingly, and allowed him to enter, thinking that the county lord must not be soft-hearted anymore, and was coaxed by him, that little marquis looked much more pleasing to the eye than this cold-faced Ding Ziteng.
After entering the house, he saw Yanxiao half-lying on the bed, his eyes were swollen, and he was haggard, and he looked too sad at first glance.
The woman who is like a flower and jade was hurt by him, he hated his emotional indecision, and he hated himself for not being able to let go of the past.
knew that he had come in, but Yan Xiao didn't want to look at him, and when she looked at him, she would remember the scene where he was resolutely abandoned that day, and she hated him in her heart!
"Yanxiao."
This soft call was the softness she dreamed of, but now, she could no longer be naΓ―ve to rejoice in a title, and even felt that this might just be the last tenderness, similar to a farewell sacrifice.
Originally, she had a lot of questions she wanted to ask, but when he really appeared, she didn't bother to ask anything, if she ate that woman's vinegar, she felt that she was so shameless, she held on to the pain in her heart, and didn't look at him, so she simply said, "If you want to say anything, just say it, and leave if you don't have anything to say." β
"It's my responsibility to explain this matter to you." Indeed, he was sorry for her, so he should let her understand the cause of all these entanglements.
"Her name is Jiayu, and she has been playmates with our brothers and sisters for many years. One year, when we were playing by the river, Jiayu fell into the water, and my eldest brother didn't dare to go, so I jumped down and dragged her to the shore with all my might.
Then, I was afraid that she would freeze, so I went to look for firewood, and when she woke up, the first thing I saw was my eldest brother who was with her, and she thought that he was her savior.
It's that I don't have the courage to say all this, maybe she likes my eldest brother because of his personal charm, not because of that rescue, then it doesn't make any sense for me to say it again. It was painful to see them love me in the mansion, so I came to King Cheng's mansion on an errand with my sister Ziyuan. β
Once she always thought that she had a chance to enter his heart, but it turned out that there was no vacancy in his heart, and she had no way out if she squeezed hard. It's just that he met too late, and his heart is full.
was sad, but I heard him say again: "I have been trapped in that relationship for so many years, and I actually hope that I can let go of the past and start over."
You are a good and understanding woman, and I believe that our future will be warm and fulfilling, so I agreed to marry you, but what I didn't expect was that when I heard the news that her life was in danger, I was still so nervous that I couldn't help myself, so I ran desperately to see her and ignored you. After saying the ins and outs, Ding Ziteng raised his eyes, looked at her, and sincerely apologized,
"It's that I can't stop you."
Since his heart has already been given to someone else, how can he explain the situation that day? Yan Xiao didn't understand, so he had to ask clearly, "That night, why did you ...... Kiss me. β
He didn't intend to hide it, so he should have answered truthfully, "I'm drunk and take you for her." β
It turns out that it's just too deep in love, dazzling? Scold! It's ridiculous! Yan Xiao's wry smile was full of crystals, "So my existence is to witness your love?" β
While she was grieving, he had been struggling for many years, "She and me, there is no love, she only loves my brother." β
Yan Xiao didn't understand, "Then why do you still love her?" Is it worth imprisoning one's heart for an impossible woman? β
"It's not worth it," he didn't want to get out of the cage and break free from the shackles of his own hands, "however, feelings are always involuntary and indescribable. β
Today, she finally understands that if she was wrong at the beginning, there is no room for recovery, and fortunately, she found his mind before the chapel, if she only knew it after getting married, what kind of sadness would it be? Even if you are unwilling, you can only be forced to give up and strengthen your last dignity.
"I like a person, so I spare no effort and pour out my feelings, of course, I will look forward to it, that person is also like me, concentrate on me, but you can't do it, your heart is not pure, then I won't expect anything more, this family business, just quit."
At this moment, he knew that he had lost something very precious, all because he was unable to cherish it, and could only watch it pass by in his fingers and scatter with the wind.
"I know you don't want to hear it, but I still want to say, I'm sorry, I'm ashamed of you."
"That's all you need!" She really doesn't want to listen to it, if she doesn't love it, she doesn't love it, and it's superfluous to say anything else.
Finally, he made it clear and understood, he didn't love, never loved! If he had refused the marriage earlier, she would not have been like this, not only sad, but also embarrassed the palace.
Now she has probably become the laughing stock of the entire Shun'an! That's it! What is the use of thinking so much, when and how the heartbreak can heal, is the biggest torture.
The eldest daughter married a decent scenery, but the younger daughter had such a fork! Originally, the princess had opinions about the Zhenguo Mansion and Ding Zijun, but it was for the sake of King Cheng that she wanted to help her son and win over capable people, but she didn't expect Ding Ziteng to toast and not eat and drink, which was a bit hateful!
Princess Tai comforted her wronged and injured daughter in distress, and persuaded her not to be sad for others, "The Chengwang Mansion and the Zhenguo Mansion will never communicate again!" β
These days, Yan Xiao hides in her house all day long and licks her wounds alone, Ye Xiaozhu wants to see her, but she doesn't have a small moon, she can't go to other people's houses, she also specially confessed to Yujiao, let Yujiao take Yanxiao to Qionghua Courtyard, she can accompany Yanxiao to talk and persuade her, but Yanxiao refuses to come out, no one wants to see her,
"I just want to be alone and quiet, I don't want to talk about it to anyone, and I don't want to force a smile, don't worry about me, I'll digest it myself, just think about it myself."
Yujiao couldn't persuade her, so she had to give up.
Recently, Zhang Yunlei seems to be indifferent, and it is difficult to be calm, when he dreams back at midnight, he will also be awakened by a nightmare, Ye Xiaozhu was also shocked by his cry, and asked him what was wrong,
He held his head and recalled the tragic situation of the dream, which was very painful, "I dreamed of ...... Ji Feifei's ghost came to me to ask for my life. β
Hearing this, Ye Xiaozhu was also uncomfortable, "You...... Can't bear her? β
Shaking his head, he had the illusion of suffocation, but sensing that she had misunderstood, he explained:
"It's not nostalgia. When I decide to let go of someone, I won't repeat it, just as I think it's you, I won't touch other women again. "He has always been very conflicted about Ji Feifei's death,
"I'm not guilty, I think she deserves to die! However, when I actually gave the order to cut off a person's life, I felt cruel!
Do you know? We modern people need to abide by the law, not to kill, murder will be imprisoned for life, although this is ancient times, my current identity holds the power of life and death, but I have been here for so long, and I have never despised the lives of others. The only gore is her ......"
That kind of depression, self-blame, made her feel distressed, and the indifference to the princess, also made him bear a lot of fingering, if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't be like this, feeling that she stretched out her arm to hug him, Zhang Yunlei's heart moved, after the miscarriage, although Ye Xiaozhu didn't have anything to do with him, but between the two, they no longer laughed as much as before, and they would have nothing to say when they got along, they seemed to be afraid of something, there was a chasm, but today, she would take the initiative to hug him, which made him very incredible! But listening to her warm voice ringing in my ears,
"Karma, don't think too much about karma, I know that you are a good person, not a villain who kills innocents indiscriminately. This time, it's just a last resort. If you keep her, she will talk nonsense again, and let everyone know your origin, then you can no longer be a prince, you are harmless to people's hearts, and people are harmful to you, so you have to kill you. β
Her slow words, like a clear spring, flowed in his heart, moistening his long-dried desolation, she finally understood him, but one thing, not accurate,
"You are wrong, I didn't kill her to keep the position of the prince, if you forgive me, even if I become a commoner, as long as you are with me, I will feel that life is delicious. It is only because the mother blames you for Concubine Ning that I feel that as long as she lives for a day, the princess will plan for her. β
"I understand what you say." Whatever he was, she was grateful for the fact that he had avenged her unborn child. She couldn't give up, and he did it for her.
Trembling and stroking her hand around his waist, Zhang Yunlei looked happy and asked cautiously, "Xiao Zhu, are you...... Will you accept me and forgive me? β
After thinking about it for a few days, she has made it clear who her heart belongs to, "If the one who is in front of me now is still the original King Cheng, I will definitely not be able to fall in love, that moody, amorous him, all my heart pays is you, after waking up from injury, your temperament has changed greatly." β
In addition to the tight hug, he didn't know how to express his surprise and relief, and the steadfastness of hugging her into his arms made him sink easily, "Xiao Yezi, you didn't give up on me, I'm very grateful." You are the best gift from God in this world. β
Feeling his body tense and not relaxed, Ye Xiaozhu gently rubbed his back so that he could relieve his emotions, "Don't carry this burden anymore." Forget about that, I want to see you smile like you used to, say naughty things, make me happy, and make you happy yourself. β
Her understanding and tolerance, like a breeze, swept away the haze in his heart, outlined the corners of his lips slightly raised, and raised his eyebrows, "I am very happy if you can accept me." β
Gazing at each other, the gentle and lingering kiss can't help but fall, pulling not desire, but the deepest love.