Chapter 8: True Feelings and False Intentions
Life is carefree, and Lili is about to forget Childe, she thinks maybe Childe has forgotten her a long time ago! She walked on the street with peace of mind, looking at the small merchants and vendors on the street from time to time, when Lili walked to a narrow street, the road ahead was suddenly intercepted, Lili remembered the lesson of the last time, went out with a sword, she made a gesture to pull out the sword, but the person did not move: "Pear girl, please Shenyuelou Gongzi." ”
Childe, Riri clenched her sword, did she still find her? She thought that she could hide for the rest of her life, and she had even thought about the future of her and An Jing. Whether it is a blessing or a curse, it cannot be avoided after all, and what should come will come eventually. She still remembered that Childe said that once she entered the slump, she would be slump for life, and she was suffocated by the identity of the sloppy Yuelou person. Riri followed the man into the carriage, and along the way, she knew that this was the direction to the Shenyue Tower.
It's still that familiar hall, even the people haven't changed, the son is still the same, wearing a long veil on his head, dressed in white like snow, sitting there with a pen seems to be writing something, people who don't know, must think he is a fairy.
Riri walked over and knelt down: "Childe." ”
When he saw her coming, he put down his pen and raised his head: "Lili has been gone for several months this time, and the matter must be done." ”
Things, has she done it? "I ...... I," for so many years, she was still afraid of him, even if he said a word, how should she answer, if Gongzi found out that she didn't kill An Jing, what would he do to her, and what would he do to An Jing, she had always known the means of Shen Yuelou. She was very afraid, raised her head tremblingly, and looked at the person in front of her: "Gong...... Son. ”
"Well, why, you didn't recognize him and find him." He spoke in a very slow, soft voice, not at all like he was questioning her, "Okay, I'll send another Cheng Ying." ”
Cheng Ying knew that this person was extremely cruel, he was his right-hand man, and the person he wanted to kill had never missed, if he was allowed to go, An Jing would definitely die.
"No, no, Childe, I've already killed him, so there's no need to send Cheng Ying," Lili said nervously and hurriedly.
With a "bang", the boy in front of the hall waved his palm, and the things on his desk fell to the ground sparsely, "You're still lying to me," his voice raised a little.
Lili was frightened by this sudden voice, her body couldn't help but tremble, for the first time in so many years, she saw Childe angry, she lowered her head, knelt under the hall, her hands were tightly clenched, and she didn't dare to say a word. The square inkstone that Gongzi had just waved over hit her forehead, and she felt something at this time, hot, flowing through the corners of her eyes, stabbing her eyes with pain, she wanted to reach out and rub it, but she didn't dare to move.
Childe walked down step by step, Riri watched his pace, her heart beat faster, is this to kill her? If so, fine, she closed her eyes in grief.
"Lili," she felt a chill touch her forehead.
"Do you know who I want you to kill?"
Riri opened her eyes with some difficulty, and she watched Childe hold his spotless white sleeves and wipe the corners of his eyes for him.
"Lili, do you know that he lied to you, he is the eighth prince today, his real name is Jing'an, and he is the one who killed your prime minister's mansion back then."
Compared to Childe's anger, Li Li felt that this matter was simply falling apart, she was stunned at first, and when she thought about it, she shook her head, "Impossible," she didn't believe it, the person she loved the most...... How could this be.
"Then you go and ask him, who is he and where he was on the night of the thirteenth year of Hongjing."
"No, you lied to me, I don't believe it." She didn't believe it.
"You go and ask him."
No, Childe must have used this reason to ask her to kill him, she wanted to ask An Jing in person, she pushed away Childe in front of her, turned around and ran out. It's all a lie to her, and all of this must be fake.
When she went back, she saw An Jing sitting in the courtyard, teasing the bird he gave her the day before. He saw her running over: "Ah Li, come and see." ”
Lili thought of her dead father and mother, and pulled a smile that was more ugly than crying: "An Jing, are you hiding something from me." ”
An Jing seemed to see her like this, and asked with some concern, "What's wrong?" A-Li. ”
"Are you hiding something from me, you said it's not right?" Lili seemed to be a little irrepressible.
…… An Jing was silent for a while, "Lili, I'...... You listen to me first, I'm afraid of my identity......" Before An Jing finished speaking, Li Li had already pulled out the knife she was carrying and put it on An Jing's neck, Li Li was very afraid, she was afraid that what Childe said was true.
"Don't say it, you are the eighth prince today, your name is Jing An, it's not An Jing at all, right." Riri couldn't help but shed tears.
"Yes." He did not deny it.
Why didn't he deny it, all this would not be true, Lili's voice trembled a little: "Do you still remember Su Cheng, the prime minister of Su Bainian." ”
"You...... You are. ”
Lili smiled a little sadly, why, why is the person she loves her enemy, he obviously brought her so much warmth, why is it like this, Lili can't cry.
"Where were you when the Prime Minister's Mansion was destroyed?" Riri's expression is resolute.
"Ah Li, listen to me, it's not what you think."
Lili was a little emotional, and shouted frantically: "What's that, do you still want to lie to me?" Don't you want to know who I am? I am Su Bainian's daughter, Su Le. ”
When Jing An heard this, surprise flashed in his eyes, and then he said in pain: "I'm sorry, Ah Li." ”
"Hehe," Riri smiled, she didn't know why, "I'm sorry, you can keep it for the hundreds of people who died in the Prime Minister's Mansion," her heart ached, as if it was no longer herself.
Lili's blade stabbed with difficulty, she clearly heard the sound of blunt flesh, she looked at Jing An who was clutching her chest in pain and said, "I'm sorry, I love you, you know ......." "She can't say it, you know that your parents' revenge has to be avenged, and hundreds of lives can't be killed in vain.
Jing An's face was pale, and he stretched out a hand with a slight tremble, he wanted to grab her: "Ah ...... A-Li. ”
Riri turned around, she didn't look back, she didn't want to look at him anymore, she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted to save him, and she was afraid that she would be so heartbroken that she couldn't help herself.
In the night, Lili woke up suddenly, no, she cried out in pain, no, her Anjing, her Anjing won't come back, he smiled warmly, she couldn't see it anymore, he was good to her, she couldn't feel it anymore, she missed, she missed it deeply, she felt very stuffy, couldn't breathe, she pushed the door and ran out.
She ran desperately, ran to the yard, the yard was full of pebbles, it had just rained, it was very slippery, Lili stepped on it, "plopped" she slipped into the pool in the yard, she couldn't swim, she struggled desperately, she felt something pressing her, let her sink to the bottom, the water was very cold, the heart of the cool pear was numb, she was not struggling, so it was okay, let him go, so that she could see him, and be with him forever.