Zhou Shunyao came home in the rain, soaked and embarrassed. Yao Xin was distressed, and reprimanded her son while putting the bath water. Zhou Shiyao happened to be at home, and when she saw her younger brother like this, she instantly understood everything, but she didn't break it, let her younger brother work hard, and their own affairs needed to be solved by themselves.

No matter how Yao Xin asked, Zhou Shunyao was stunned and didn't say a word, hurriedly took a shower and lay on the bed to sleep, Yao Xin didn't ask more when he saw his son like this, sighed and closed the door and went out.

Zhou Shunyao couldn't sleep, closing his eyes was Li Miao and the figure of that man, for so many years, how many people had appeared around her, and what kind of past she had, he didn't know. He only knew that Li Miao was his first love and the first person he loved, even if they reunited, and they were already strangers to each other.

In the years when she goes to college, enters the society, takes exams, joins the workforce, and matures, she will meet many people. Those people would accompany her through the hard and dark years, and he was thousands of miles away, lost his news; When she needed encouragement, affirmation, and courage, those people would cheer her up and accompany her all the way, while he was still thousands of miles away, and it was extremely difficult to even make a phone call.

Just like that person that day, he looks polite, has a successful career, takes good care of her, and is a gentle gentleman. Although Li Miao has a slow personality, her heart is soft, will she .......

Zhou Shunyao didn't dare to think about it anymore, he finally understood what Zhou Shiyao said he was afraid of. It is impossible for a person to wait for another person for a long time, Li Miao and he are both calm people, the heartbeat of their youth is not enough to support a person's long-term wait for another person, not to mention that they have grown up, what is the best choice for themselves, they are extremely clear.

Zhou Shunyao listened to the sound of the rain, stared at the ceiling blankly, his nose was very sore, rubbed his eyes, and laughed expressionlessly for a while, only to see him desperately pulling the corners of his mouth, but his eyes became more and more red, he hated the military uniform hanging on the wall at this time, suddenly got up, roughly ripped off the military uniform and wanted to throw it on the ground, his hand paused in the air for a long time but slowly drooped, caressing the subtle folds, carefully smoothing it, and hanging it back gently like a treasure. There are things that are not to be profaned, like this faith or her.

Zhou Shunyao is still on vacation for half a month, he basically stays at home or goes to a reunion with his classmates to drink, and he seems to be not affected by that day at all, but he opened the familiar number countless times, but in the end he didn't have the courage to press it.

Zhou Shunyao, who has participated in several military exercises, is resolute on the battlefield, and is soft and rigid when facing Li Miao, whether in the past or now, he will be nervous, even timid. The memory that Li Miao gave him was so special that he seemed to have no contact with the opposite sex except her, and when he went to a military school and put on a military uniform, he was basically insulated from women. Zhou Shunyao wavered, he wanted to see her, and when she told him the truth that made him die, he was afraid to see her, afraid that she would tell the truth that made him die, and he never pressed the number for a few days of contradiction.

However, Li Miao suddenly took the initiative to contact him. Because she accidentally learned from her classmates that Zhou Shunyao was on vacation, but after waiting for a few days and not waiting for his call, Li Miao simply took the initiative to call. Li Miao felt that Zhou Shunyao was a little strange, he seemed to have become cold again, although he was still so gentle, and the whole conversation was obviously alienated and low pressure. She really couldn't guess his thoughts, but she still asked him to meet, and Zhou Shunyao hesitated for a while and finally agreed.

The day of the meeting was a rare good weather, Li Miao dressed up carefully, and deliberately went to the appointment a few minutes late, she deliberately asked him to wait for her for a few minutes. Waiting for her to arrive, Zhou Shunyao sat straight by the window, frowning, looking out of the window in a daze. This is a café, decorated in the same style as most cafes, with a dim background, petty bourgeois ornaments, and sparse customers, everything seems ambiguous and blurry. Li Miao sat down, Zhou Shunyao turned around, looked at her elaborate dress, pulled the corners of her mouth, and said as if cheering:

"It's beautiful."

"Thank you." Li Miao blushed slightly and responded shyly.

The two of them asked for coffee, drank and tasted it, not talking much, but not embarrassed. A cup of coffee bottomed out, neither of them got into the topic, he looked at her, she looked at him, and no one spoke easily.

After a long time, Zhou Shunyao stared at the bottom of the coffee cup and asked seemingly unintentionally:

"How are you doing?"

Li Miao was stunned for a moment, and casually received:

"That's good."

"Li Miao, what do you think of my career?" Zhou Shunyao suddenly asked a strange question, and he looked up into her eyes quietly, as if stubbornly waiting for an answer.

Li Miao looked at his serious appearance, thinking about the purpose of Zhou Shunyao's question, sorted out her thoughts, and said:

"I think the first thing is hard work, you have sacrificed a lot for a meaningful cause, and you have endured too much hardship and pain; The second is pride, for the sake of the great country, for the faith and ideals, you have dedicated your youth and even blood. I think you are the most respectable people in peacetime. Li Miao has been engaged in trial work for a long time, and his eloquence in political and ideological education is also quite level and bearing, at this time it is like an interview, and Li Miao's answer is official but also sincere.

Zhou Shunyao looked at her serious face and couldn't help laughing, she really made him helpless, in terms of eloquence, he would never be able to compare to her.

Li Miao glared at him, "What are you laughing at, do you think what I said is fake?" ”

Zhou Shunyao shook his head, he wanted to ask a different question, today he is not here to discuss ideals and beliefs with her, the love of children and the love of children are the theme.

"I mean, if you're a soldier's girlfriend or wife, what do you think of the profession?" Zhou Shunyao asked a more straightforward question, he didn't believe that she didn't understand what he meant.

Li Miao's heart beat faster, is Zhou Shunyao hinting at something? This kind of question is quite interesting, not straightforward and implicit.

She took a sip of coffee, rubbed the handle of the cup, and was very flustered, she liked him, liked him for many years, but now, she was a little afraid, his profession is proud, but in front of love, it is difficult. She is not an impulsive person, she always understands what this profession can bring her, her mind is very confused, she bows her head and is silent, and only slowly speaks after a while:

"Your professional identity is proud, but falling in love or even getting married, this profession does not bring you extra points, long-term long-distance places, no time to spend with your beloved, no way to take care of the family, this is the biggest contradiction......

He looked at her with her head bowed, her face calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her. His heart ached, and she said the truth he was most reluctant to admit but had to admit, and she was always so direct and decisive.

He thought about how to get the topic back, otherwise the two would be very embarrassed, after all, he had also confessed implicitly. I only heard a chuckle from the other side, and when I raised my eyes, I saw a pair of clear eyes, which contained joy and a little annoyance......

"Zhou Shunyao, do you know? You're always like this, if you like someone, you have to say it, you know I'm introverted, and you always let me do such an active thing. She looked at him, as if helplessly, her eyes were burning, and when she looked closely, there were fine pieces of light in them, and her eyes were moist, and her eyes were red and .......

He was stunned, the blood in his whole body boiled instantly, and she always surprised him. She was so calm just now, not like .......

Li Miao saw that his brows were furrowed, and his clenched hands were separated and clenched, as if he was struggling with contradictions. Li Miao hesitated for a moment and then stretched out his hand, stroked the back of his hand, let him relax, and said softly:

"Once you pushed me away and said it was good for me, but now?"

"Miao Miao, I'...... I never pushed you away, you have always been in my heart. Zhou Shunyao was relieved, and held Li Miao's hand, her hand was thin and smooth, with an obvious sense of bone, and the thin bones were wrapped in his hand, as if they would be broken when he grasped it. Zhou Shunyao didn't dare to use force, only held it gently, feeling sorry for her body, she was too thin, and she should be allowed to eat more in the future.

Li Miao looked at him with a gentle smile. I couldn't help crying while laughing, crying and laughing, and crying and crying all the carefully put on makeup. Zhou Shunyao reached out and wiped away his tears with pity, he blamed himself and felt guilty, he hurt her, and she was not relieved.

He got up, sat down beside her, took her into his arms, patted her, sighed, and said:

"Miao Miao, I have always had you in my heart, since high school, watching you laugh and cry, any of your emotions can affect me. I was about to confess the year I graduated, but you didn't come to ....... ”

Li Miao cried, her face was pressed against his warm chest, and she muffled:

"I'm sorry, I ......"

"It's okay, Miao Miao. I never blamed you, I just felt sorry, you were so strong, how desperate you should have been at that time. ”

"When I was a freshman, you rejected me." She leaned into his arms and pretended to punch him, as if to vent her frustration with him.

This is like an itch for Zhou Shunyao, even in his heart. He straightened her hair, took her face in both hands, and said earnestly:

"Miao Miao, you should know that I was forced to do that, and it was also for your good. I can't bear you to endure all that pain and waiting for me. Are you willing to bear it for me now? I can't be by your side all the time, I may lose contact at any time, or I may not see each other for a year and a half, Miao Miao, are you willing? ”

Zhou Shunyao nervously waited for her answer, at that time, he and she could not bear the consequences of their choice, and he did not have the confidence to let her wait; Now it is different, his career is basically stable, and he will no longer go to the barren mountains and mountains, islands and wastelands to hone his combat preparations; She has finally realized her dream of becoming an excellent lawyer. They both have the ability to give each other the most stable relationship at this time, so Zhou Shunyao finally mustered up the courage, she is the only person he chooses, whether it is in the past or in the future.

Li Miao reached out to hug his waist tightly, leaned his face on his neck and breathed softly, Zhou Shunyao swallowed his saliva unnaturally, her snort swept on his neck, and his face was sensitive and ....... After not being in contact with the opposite sex for a long time, he really couldn't bear Li Miao's unconscious teasing ....... He drew near to her slowly, and as he was about to kiss her on the bribrow, he heard her say:

"Zhou Shunyao, I am willing. Because it's you, I'm willing. ”

Zhou Shunyao was a little dizzy, her face was shining in his eyes, he heard each other's heartbeats, and the frequency of the two people was the same. He narrowed his eyes, she was so good-looking today. Thinking like this, he dropped a kiss on her eyebrows, holy and pitying.

Li Miao was shy and pushed him away, her face was red, and she was cute. She herself is introverted, and where there are people, such an intimate act makes her shy. Zhou Shunyao liked her blushing very much, deliberately approached her, touched her face, smiled, gentle and bright.

When the two of them left the café, it was already dusk, the sunset on the horizon was gorgeous and romantic, they held hands and walked slowly, the man was tall and thin, the woman was slender and soft, and their smiling faces were more gentle than the evening breeze at dusk.

Author's note: Something happened recently, and the update is slow, but it will always be updated. This is not the end, they also have to go through all the pain that long-distance relationships have to go through, and it won't be very sadistic. A person has broken thoughts