Chapter 110: Try to Accept
Looking at Bingru's lost expression just now, Kara could vaguely know that Bingru must have a deep relationship between Bingru and Mo Gu.
"That's why I'm going to avoid him, not let him know about Micheal's existence, and never let him know about Micheal's existence......" Bingru said this, and remembered that Mo Gu had ruthlessly beaten his own child, and his voice trembled slightly, it turned out that after so many years, the shadow of this matter has always been there, but Bingru has been subconsciously ignoring it......
βSarahβ¦β¦β
Just then, the dish came up.
Bing Ru has returned to her usual breezy expression, Bing Ru is like this on weekdays, always smiling, no matter who she is, it is the same, gentle, quiet temperament makes people feel very comfortable.
"Let's eat first, Kara, you can try it, I also came with a friend last time, the food here is quite to my liking, can you see if you like it?" In the past few years in Warsaw, Bai Tingxuan likes to read some strategies here, especially about food and play, as soon as he has free time, he will take Bingru and Xiao Bu out to eat and have fun.
Kara picked up a bite of salad fruit, which was very different from what she had eaten elsewhere, very unique, but it was really delicious, so Kara quickly nodded, "It's delicious!" Delicious! Kara then tried a few other dishes...... Sure enough, as Bing said, they are all delicious!
When she was about to finish eating, Bingru received a call from Bai Tingxuan, asking her when she would come back, Micheal missed her, but as soon as she finished speaking, Bingru heard Xiao Bu'er's voice "complaining" on the side, "It's obviously her own ......" Xiao Bu'er didn't finish speaking, there was no sound, it is estimated that Bai Tingxuan felt embarrassed and quickly asked Micheal to stop talking......
Even if he didn't listen to all of it, Bingru knew what his son wanted to say just now......
So, Bingru smiled and said, "Okay, I'll eat out with my friends and go back in a while." β
Because Bingru's mobile phone has a slight running sound, Kara just now can hear a call from a man, and because Kara is a language professional, he can probably still hear the content of Bingru's call with the person on the phone just now.
Bingru ended the call, still with a slight smile on her face.
"Sarah, is it a boyfriend?" Kara looked at Bingru with an expression that had seen through everything.
"Huh?"
"Don't deny it, when you answered the phone just now, the happiness on your face was about to overflow...... Hahahaha......" Kara laughed.
Happiness on the face? β¦β¦
Kara regained her serious expression and said to Bingru, "Sarah, actually, as you said, let him pass the past and have a new beginning, it's good, people can't always stand still......"
Bingru nodded, Kara was right, after so many years, although Bingru didn't want to admit it, her feelings were still standing still...... The complicated feeling of Mo Gu made it impossible for other people to be accommodated in his heart, although Bingru knew very well how much Brother Ting Xuan had paid for himself, but subconsciously he had never really accepted Brother Ting Xuan's feelings for him......
Perhaps, as Kara said, it's okay to try to take a step forward, if ...... In the end, I still couldn't accept it, and I really couldn't continue to delay Brother Tingxuan like this, after all, in the best age, Brother Tingxuan was paying for himself......
Bingru nodded.
"Hehe, that's right, it doesn't matter what he cares about, since it's all over, it has nothing to do with us, seize the happiness in front of you, if it really happens, Sarah don't forget to treat him!!"
"Don't worry."
In a pleasant atmosphere, the two finished eating.
Bingru took the bus back to where she lived.
As soon as I entered the door, I smelled the aroma of food......
"Mom, you're back?" Xiao Bu sat on the sofa, looked at Bingru who appeared at the door and said, "Uncle, he made a lot of delicious food!" Just waiting for you to come back and eat!! β
"Wait for me?" Bingru was very surprised, she had already told Brother Tingxuan on the phone just now that she would eat out......
Walking inside, watching the mouth-watering dishes on the table, is this to celebrate?
Just wondering, Bai Tingxuan came out of the kitchen, unbuttoned the apron he was wearing as he walked, very homely, and looked at Bingru with a smile, "Are you back?" Hurry up and wash up and eat......"
"I ......," Bingru wanted to say that she had eaten out before she came back.
"After driving for so long, I guess I'm hungry again, eat less, and today I also made your favorite pine nut corn......
Of course, there is no way to refuse, after all, it seems that Brother Ting Xuan should have been busy for a long time, making such a large table of sumptuous dishes, and he has been doing the car for so long, but he has almost digested the things he ate just now......
The restaurant where Bingru and Kara ate just now is nearly an hour and a half away from where Bingru lives, not including the time Bingru waits for the bus......
After Bingru obediently washed her hands, she went to the living room, and Brother Tingxuan and Xiao Bu'er had already reserved a place for themselves.
After Bingru sat down, Bai Tingxuan poured red wine for himself, and poured the freshly squeezed juice he had just squeezed for Xiao Bu, Bai Tingxuan always felt that the drinks sold outside were unhygienic, so since he was a child, Bai Tingxuan had never given Micheal a drink outside, and he gave Xiao Bu some freshly squeezed juice by himself, which in his opinion was delicious and nutritious.
"Sarah, remember what day it was?"
Bingru is even more strange today...... It's not his birthday, it's not Brother Tingxuan's birthday, it's not Xiao'er's birthday......
Seeing Bingru's careful search in his mind, Bai Tingxuan said with a smile, "Today is your first day as Sarah......
Hearing this, Bingru suddenly realized...... Make up your mind to start over...... First day in Warsaw...... The first day of being Sarah......
I have forgotten it, and Brother Ting Xuan has always remembered it...... Very impressed.
Bingru smiled and raised the goblet in her hand, "Thank you, Brother Tingxuan, this day is worth commemorating!" With that, he raised his head and drank all the red wine in his glass.
Forget it, forget about it completely......
Start over and try to be with Brother Tingxuan......
Bingru looked at Bai Tingxuan after drinking, and Bai Tingxuan also drank the wine in his glass.
Over the years, under Bai Tingxuan's "hard practice", his cooking skills can be said to be very strong, and each dish can be very suitable for Xiao'er and Bingru's appetite, which is super delicious.
Xiao Bu didn't care what Bingru and Bai Tingxuan were talking about, and ate it first...... When he was just born, the baby who lived in the incubator for a week because he was too young became more and more "strong" under the "feeding" of Bai Tingxuan.
In the evening, Xiao Bu went back to the house early to read his book, leaving Bingru and Bai Tingxuan alone, Bingru helped Bai Tingxuan clean up the tableware, and after cleaning up, Bingru and Bai Tingxuan went to the courtyard.
Bingru likes to go to the yard at night to blow the wind......
Bai Tingxuan and Bingru both went to the courtyard, and the two of them sat on the swing bench in the courtyard.
"Thank you so much, all these years...... If it weren't for you, I really wouldn't dare to think about what would happen to me and Xiaobu......" Bingru said as she sat on the swing.
Bai Tingxuan didn't answer, just listened to Bingru's words.
"We've known each other since we were children, and we're childhood sweethearts...... Bingru smiled, "I remember when I was a child, when everyone else bullied me, Brother Tingxuan would always stand by my side, and I was the first to find me and comfort me when I was sad...... At that time, I was really the kind of person who would never stand out in the crowd, and now I ...... It should be the same, but I don't know why Brother Tingxuan noticed me at that time...... Hehe, but, because suddenly there is one more person who is so good to me, gradually, I also regard Brother Tingxuan as my closest person besides my parents, and I will always be very happy when I am with you...... However, later, you left Joe City with your uncle and aunt...... Actually, over the years, I've been thinking that if Brother Tingxuan you appear in front of Mo Gu, maybe, I will really fall in love with you first......" What Bingru said is true, when Bai Tingxuan first appeared in his life, he was still young and didn't understand what love was, so he just treated Bai Tingxuan as his best friend...... In the first grade of Bing Ruqing, Mo Gu appeared in front of Bai Tingxuan again...... If Bai Tingxuan came back before Mo Gu appeared, Bing Ruxing might fall in love with Bai Tingxuan when he began to learn to love people......
Love is such a thing, if it comes too early, or too late, and does not appear at that point in time, it will not produce love......
"This may have been a joke played by God on me, allowing me to meet the wrong person like Mo Gu and start a relationship...... But, Brother Tingxuan, I have always seen your dedication to me and Micheal over the years, I really thank you for being able to do this, if you really don't dislike my identity, I think ...... We can give it a try......"
We?! Get your feet wet?!
Hearing what Bingru said, Bai Tingxuan was directly stunned...... For so many years, since I was a child, I have always liked Bingru, and as I get older, this liking has never changed, and it is even getting stronger and stronger...... More and more love Bingru.
I have been waiting behind Bingru for so many years, and finally waited for the day when Bingru turned her head to look at herself......
Bai Tingxuan couldn't believe what Bingru said just now......
Seeing that Bai Tingxuan didn't speak for a long time, Bingru looked at Bai Tingxuan and shouted, "Brother Tingxuan? β
Bai Tingxuan looked into Bingru's eyes, "Sarah, what did you say...... Is it true? When he asked this, Bai Tingxuan almost had tears in his eyes.
"Of course." Bing Ruwan smiled, "Brother Tingxuan, are you willing to follow me...... Give it a try? Seeing Bai Tingxuan's eyes almost overflowing with tears, Bing Ru had an indescribable feeling in her heart......
"I do, I do!" Bai Tingxuan hurriedly said for fear that Bing Ru would regret it, and then hugged Bing Ru tightly......