Chapter 143: Maybe Not Loved

The events of those years are long gone, and now even the memories are blurred.

They are all people with stories, Ling Feifei understands Jin Suxi very well, and she holds Jin Suxi's little hand tightly.

Lu Cheng'an, who was outside, looked at the cup in his hand, and thought that Jin Suxi had just entered the door in a trance, needless to say, he must have come to talk again.

Ling Feifei didn't know when she became an emotional expert, it was weird.

Xue Ziyang just entered the door and saw Lu Chengan smile, stepped forward, and patted him on the shoulder.

"Isn't my sister-in-law in the mixing room? How do you stand outside? Is this being kicked out? ”

Lu Chengan laughed.

"Go to your office and sit down, Su Xi just came to find Fei Fei, something should have happened."

Xue Ziyang was speechless.

"With Su Xi's character, he won't talk to anyone about ordinary things, maybe it's for Ning Cheng."

The two of them had a tacit understanding and didn't say anything more, in the final analysis, it was just a chance meeting between men and women, and as outsiders, there was really not much they could do.

Ling Feifei asked Jin Suxi to whimper, and waited until the end to hand over a tissue.

Fortunately, Jin Suxi has no habit of wearing makeup, otherwise this beautiful face would definitely turn into a flower face.

At this moment, Jin Suxi looks like just a seriously injured girl, without the ability and determination of the past, and the whole person is fragile.

Ling Feifei was sympathetic to her.

"I didn't expect that I was still the same as back then, so unproductive, in fact, I had already made up my mind to forget it, but I still remembered it today."

All the memories came back, and at first it was just a collection of scars and fragments in her mind, and now it is still tormenting her heart, which is really cruel.

"Sooner or later, you'll encounter it, Cotton City is so small." Ling Feifei looked at her with a real face. "You still have feelings for him, don't you?"

Kim shook her head.

"No, it won't."

If she had feelings, she should have been a little loose when Gu Ningcheng said peace, but this time she didn't have it at all. She could even feel a trace of her disgust for Gu Ningcheng, which she had never felt before.

Maybe it's really not in love.

After so many years of entanglement, it is time to come to an end.

If you are alive, you should have no heart and lungs, so that you will have some happiness.

Jin Suxi smiled bitterly, "When I broke up with him, everyone thought I was too impulsive. After all, at that time, our Jin family was in ruins, the company had a lot of foreign debts, and my parents were overwhelmed, and even I was shaky. ”

Ling Feifei was dumbfounded.

She doesn't know much about these inside stories, and Lu Chengan is not a person who likes to talk about other people's family affairs, and now Jin Suxi takes the initiative to talk about it, and she has an indescribable tragic feeling.

Ling Feifei listened quietly to Jin Suxi's narration.

At that time, Jin Suxi felt that he had reached the end of his life, and he had a very miserable life all day. At that time, she hoped that Gu Ningcheng could come back as soon as possible, but she didn't. Later, she ran around for her father and met Gu Ningcheng and a bewitching girl in a jewelry store.

Jin Suxi lived very soberly, knowing that even if Gu Ningcheng liked her, he was only superficially frivolous, in fact, he was unwilling to share hardships with her, and he had no long-term plan for life, and it was too inappropriate between them. Later, Jin Suxi alienated him, Gu Ningcheng naturally cheated, and their relationship came to an end.

I don't know why, Gu Ningcheng went to the United States to hide from her, and he hasn't come back all these years.

Ling Feifei heard that the tip of her nose was sour at the end, God knows how Jin Suxi survived a woman in that situation, after all, she was a person who had suffered hardships, and Ling Feifei felt more distressed about Jin Suxi.

"It's good to be over." She can only say such things, not high-sounding, but really feel that she is really pitiful. When I'm alone, I even have to hide with my very close boyfriend.

Speaking of which, a man who has not undertaken is not qualified to be entrusted with his life.

Compared with the two, Ling Feifei only felt that she was very lucky, at least Lu Chengan was very good to her, and she was bent on giving her a complete family.

"yes." Jin Suxi wiped the tears on her face and smiled at Ling Feifei with a satisfied face, "It's all over, it's just that my conditions for choosing a mate are getting higher and higher, but I'm afraid that I will really become an old aunt in the future." ”

At this moment, Ling Feifei completely understood that Jin Suxi was not the kind of person who would go back. And Gu Ningcheng was different from Lu Chengan from beginning to end, he was not worthy of Jin Suxi.

Jin Suxi left after half an hour, Ling Feifei looked at the folder in her hand and was slightly distracted, and she was no longer in the mood to work.

She came to her senses when she heard a knock on the door.

It's Lu Chengan.

He leaned against the door and looked at Ling Feifei meaningfully, as if he knew very well about her conversation with Jin Suxi.

"Don't let other people's things affect your mood, it's time for lunch."

Ling Feifei grinned, looking extremely cute and cute from Lu Chengan's angle.

She rarely had such a time, Lu Chengan only felt very cherished, stepped forward, hugged Ling Feifei's waist, and smiled dotingly.

"Foie gras?"

"High cholesterol, let's eat something healthy, Cheng'an, are you good at cooking?"

Lu Chengan pinched Ling Feifei's little nose, answered, and the two of them went to the direction of Repulse Bay together.

As soon as I arrived at Repulse Bay, I saw Yurong, standing at the door with a small black bag on his back, his face expressionless.

She must have waited for some time, and her whole body was heavy and dead. As soon as he saw Lu Chengan's car coming, he suddenly had the spirit and looked at it expectantly.

Ling Feifei was a little frustrated, needless to say, she knew what Yurong was doing this trip.

It's embarrassing.

"Regardless of past suspicions?" Lu Chengan looked at Ling Feifei's unbearable expression and smiled helplessly. It is too rare to be deceived and hurt by others, and to have compassion for them.

Lu Chengan asked himself that he would never be able to do it.

Ling Feifei finally persuaded herself and invited Yurong into the house.

Lu Chengan asked them to talk in the study very familiarly, and he didn't go in to bother.

Yurong looked at the woman in front of her with a guilty expression, although she had apologized before, Ling Feifei had been obviously estranged from her in the past few days.

Yurong is not a person with big nerves, on the contrary, he is very sensitive, so he naturally knows Ling Feifei's psychological changes.

"We can't be friends anymore? Fei Fei, I really feel sorry for what happened before. ”

Ling Feifei shrugged her shoulders, if she really talked about it, it had nothing to do with Yurong at all. Yurong can be regarded as half a victim, and now not only is his plan stranded, but also the sponsor of Lu Cheng'an.

lost his wife and soldiers, and was pitted by his niece.

"How's Lingqi's body?" Ling Feifei didn't answer the rhetorical question, for her, friendship is something that would rather be lacking than excessive, if both of them have pimples in their hearts, it will be difficult to continue to be friends in the future.

"Much better." Speaking of Le Lingqi, Yurong's face deteriorated a little, "I can't control that kid, and I don't plan to continue to manage it." ”

Too willful teenagers will always make people want to give up, and Yurong is just an aunt, not her biological mother.

Give up when you are tired, naturally, there is nothing to blame, after all, Yurong is also affectionate and righteous to her, and she is benevolent and righteous.

"I won't continue filming in the future, I've thought about it for a long time, but I still don't feel like I'm suitable." Ling Feifei shrugged her shoulders, the expression on her face was as secretive as possible. When Lu Chengan persuaded her, she insisted on going her own way, and now she finally suffered. It can be seen that some of Lu Chengan's advice is very true.

When Yurong heard this, she was completely desperate. She looked at Ling Feifei's little face blankly, with an indescribable pain in her heart.

"But the drama you filmed had a good response, and you are very talented."

"But I don't have the talent to mix in the entertainment industry, I just like a very stable life, and I also need to have my own privacy. Yurong, we are not all the way. ”

The two of them broke up unhappily.

Ling Feifei stood by the long window, looking at Yurong's back condescendingly, her heart was extremely complicated.

Speaking of which, Yurong is a woman she admires very much. But after all, there is still no fate to get along for a long time, no more than her and Du Miaoxi, for so many years, only Du Miaoxi has been to her as before, and never abandoned.

It's really rare.

"It's time to eat."

Lu Chengan changed into home clothes, with his hands in his pockets, looking like a big boy next door.

Ling Feifei glanced at him and said softly: "I should have listened to you in the first place, I shouldn't have been confused to film." ”

"It's nothing to film." Lu Chengan smiled, "It's just that the entertainment industry is difficult, don't think about it, come over for dinner." ”

Ling Feifei was taken by Lu Cheng'an and went downstairs directly.

Three dishes and one soup, very homely.

Ling Feifei can see that Lu Chengan is an all-rounder at all.

God's favor gave her such an all-round man. Putting aside the hardships brought by her original family, she feels that her life is complete.

"When are you free?" Lu Chengan sat on the side and looked at her meaningfully.

Ling Feifei looked suspicious, pursed her mouth, and asked, "What's wrong?" I've not been too busy lately. The new song is almost ready, and it has been recorded, so there is nothing to do. ”

"Then you are ready to prepare and remarry me." Lu Chengan suddenly became serious, maybe he was really rejected by this girl too many times, so that he was not sure about her at all now.

Ling Feifei sighed in her heart, these days, she had never thought about remarriage at all, and even felt that they were so good that there was no need to remarry.

"Isn't it good for us to do this?" Ling Feifei bit her lip, a little embarrassed. "Wouldn't it be nice to live together like this? There is no sense of constraint. ”

"Feeling constrained?" Lu Chengan chewed these three words, with an almost invisible sense of urgency between his eyebrows.

Ling Feifei thought of many of the past events from six years ago, but once the past is recalled, it will deceive people's tears, so Ling Feifei likes to look forward.

The status quo is excellent, she just wants to maintain it, and as for everything that follows, she doesn't want to take it to heart.

"You don't want to remarry me?"