Chapter 161: Pride

"Imperial Doctor Lu, you're finally here. /./"Seeing Lu Tian coming in, Mei Guiren cried all of a sudden.

Zi Jia was startled and subconsciously took a step back. "Your Excellency, you are here, please come and see our nobles." Zhi'er retreated, and always felt that the relationship between this Imperial Doctor Lu and the nobleman was not so simple. But Zi Jia knows her identity, and if she shouldn't say it, not a word can pop out of her mouth.

"You don't have to be excited, it's harmful to the wound." Lu Tian is calm and comfortable, and there is no so-called appearance. "Concubine Yu ordered the imperial doctor next to her to show you, and the wound was treated properly. The minister has seen the pulse case, it is not a serious injury, and the prescription is also extremely suitable.

I believe that as long as you insist on taking medicine, you will be able to recover in more than a month. It's just that I don't know what the nobles are worried about, and I still insist on inviting the ministers to come at night. ”

For the nobles, Lu Tian can only say that he has a good impression. After all, she is a little palace maid, a little woman who climbed to the status of a noble person step by step, and she is still a little tenacious. But just a little tenacity, no brains, I'm afraid that the road of climbing the imperial power is not so easy to walk.

I can't think of any reason to let myself serve this woman. Although Lu Tian wanted to get ahead, he was not in a hurry to press his future so casually. Since the last time he had a heart-to-heart conversation with Mei Guiren, he has deeply reflected. I always feel that I have talked too much to this noble person.

Looking at Lu Tian's cautious appearance, Mei Guiren knew that he was deliberately trying to keep a distance from himself. I finally found a heart of trust and calmness, and made waves again. His face, which had become more and more haggard due to blood loss, also became pitiful. "I'm here, does Imperial Doctor Lu not want to come, or is he reluctant to come?"

"Is there a difference?" Lu Tian smiled evilly, and his eyes were full of cold light. "As an imperial doctor, the minister naturally has to fulfill the duties of the imperial doctor. It's just that since someone has already taken care of the noble body, why bother the noble person again with a mediocre imperial doctor like a minister. ”

"It's because the palace didn't succeed, but was injured, so Imperial Doctor Lu, you, changed your face?" Mei Guiren felt very aggrieved, before Lu Tianlai, she had imagined thousands of times, how he would be gentle and considerate and comforting, and how he would try his best to think for her. But he didn't come, and he was so disdainful.

Shrugging his shoulders, Lu Tian was fearless: "If the noble person thinks this explanation is reasonable, the minister has nothing to say." Since the nobleman was fine, the minister retired. ”

"You ......" Mei Guiren suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and was dismissed by the person he trusted very much. It was like falling from the clouds to the bottom, and with just one blow, it was already shattered. "Let's go, I've always been a cheap person anyway. Where would anyone really care about my life or death?

It's just a friendship of two words, others shouldn't be serious, do I still have to take it to heart! ”

The words dissipated, but the tears still fell uncontrollably. Mei Guiren wiped his face indiscriminately, and his heart was in turmoil. "How could I be so stupid and stupid, with my identity, it's too late for others to avoid it. Will anyone be willing to post it and be involved? After going through so many things, I still can't see through people's hearts. ”

Lu Tian had already turned around to leave, but he was made angry and funny by the crying noble man behind him. As an outsider, why did he listen to it now, but he became a negative man. A little crying and laughing turned around, looking at the lovely pear blossom with rain, Lu Tian shook his head, and was a little indifferent: "The noble person is okay, right?" ”

"Who wants you to care, didn't you say you want to leave? Don't go yet! Mei Guiren turned over violently, buried his head on the pillow, and suddenly began to cry.

With a long body, Lu Tian did not rush over, but looked at such a vexatious and flattering nobleman indifferently. There was a slight sourness in her heart, maybe it was really not easy for her. Otherwise, how can you have high hopes on yourself? "How do you want me to help you?"

When this sentence came out, Lu Tian felt a little remorseful. Although the charming nobles are not favored, they are the emperor's women in the end. Being close to her doesn't do you half of the benefit to yourself.

But the flattering nobleman stopped crying when he heard this. "Originally, I thought you could help me. But I've cried enough now, and I've figured it out. How can you help me? Without a good family background, I can't win the emperor's heart, and what if I get pregnant twice, I have never had the blessing of giving birth to an heir. I can't promise you any future, how dare you serve me faithfully. ”

Lu Tian had a headache, and said that a woman's heart was a needle, what did she do to offend this woman? "Then you don't need to be so arrogant, the emperor treats you well. It is precisely because there was An Concubine before you that your current situation is not too embarrassing. ”

"Enough, don't say any more." Mei Guiren didn't want to hear a word anymore. Since he is not a fellow traveler, why do he need to say such things to give people hope. She has always been the only one who can support her to go on. Recognizing this, Mei Guiren suddenly felt very ashamed. Such a beautiful night, why waste it on the wrong people.

What else do you want him to do to help yourself? It's better to think about how to clean up this mess in front of you.

"You go, if it is not necessary, I will not trouble you again in the future. This Changchun Palace is not the place where Imperial Doctor Lu should come, and it is not worth your visit. Firm his heart, the noble man no longer looked at Lu Tian. Curled himself up with great effort, wrapped in a brocade quilt, and covered his head and face together.

The hard days that belonged to her never seemed to pass. It doesn't matter if Li is dead or not. Did God really have to torture her like this to stop? What I thought was a beautiful new life was just a flash in the pan.

Lu Tian also felt bored, and wondered if he had really gone too far. But what if you don't? If you don't understand, it's better not to think about it. Walking out of Changchun Palace, Lu Tiantian found that the starlight tonight was really beautiful.

Leaning against the window and looking at the starry sky in a daze, Lu Tian is naturally not the only one. Ruyue couldn't sleep, so she lay down three times and twice, and got up again. The sentence of "dividing respect and inferiority" was what was on the lips of Shunzhen outside the door in the past, when he pretended to have a bad relationship with Sister Yushu, and now he repeated it again in Yanxi Palace, but he didn't find that the high-ranking Concubine Yu understood.

Could it be that the sisterhood of several years is no match for the ever-changing harem strife? Or is it that Sister Yushu has already figured it out, and she doesn't want to be unknown in this life, so it is better to indulge her heart and fight hard. can finally fight for the family's glory, even if it is like candlelight, it will burn out sooner or later!

This terrible thought swirled in Ruyue's mind, and she felt cold on her body, and she couldn't help but shudder. "Miss, why do you have to embarrass yourself?" Pei Shuang took the silk clothes and put them on for Ruyue. "Actually, you are the one who understands best, so you are confused, and it is even more difficult for you to extricate yourself than ordinary people."

Ruyue put on a silk robe, but still shrunk her shoulders: "My heart is cold, no matter how thick my body is, it won't help." You may be able to give me a silk coat, but it can't warm my heart like ice. ”

"What the emperor wants is just for you to bow your head and admit your mistakes, as gentle and lovely as before. When facing him, he always smiles like a flower. Why was you willing to bend your waist and snuggle in the emperor's arms obediently, but now you are refusing? Pei Shuangyuan didn't want to talk about all this, but she knew that if these dense little knots could not be unraveled, she was afraid that it would make the young lady even more uncomfortable.

Turning around, the corners of Ruyue's lips curled upwards with effort, and she sighed silently several times, and only smiled at Pei Shuang after thinking deeply. "Once upon a time in the Governor's Mansion, I met not the emperor, but Prince Jia. At that time, the prince was extremely calm and approachable, and there was always a heart-warming smile in his eyebrows and eyes. Now it's different. ”

Pei Shuang didn't understand, but the mist in his eyes became thicker and thicker: "What's the difference, since Miss entered the palace, she knew that the prince had ascended the throne and become the emperor." In the emperor's harem, there must be 3,000 fans, and the beauties are like clouds. Since you knew it at the beginning, you still insisted on walking in, so what is it to suffer a little grievance for the love in your heart today? ”

Is it just a little grievance? Ruyue doesn't think so. Now in this situation, it seems that it is not that the emperor spoils and flatters the nobles and crosses him, nor is it that the jade concubine turns her face ruthlessly and wants to compete with herself and share the grace of the widow. It's that the emperor doesn't trust himself at all.

"I used to compete for favor, and I went against the tide just to be able to get close to him. Whether it's a reunion banquet or a birthday festival, he can always sit near him, and he doesn't have to look at each other from afar with many beauties. This is the root of my competition for favor, and it is also the desire of my heart. Ruyue raised her head, tears still falling from the end of her eyes.

"But now, I'm finally at his side. In the eyes of others, I am graceful and full of saints, and I can be called the person at the top of the emperor's heart. How many people are jealous and resentful? I'm proud not because I have the ability to reach the sky, or because I have good looks and a country that captivates the city. It's because I can see my own smile in his eyes.

But Peishuang, everything has changed, everything has changed. The emperor is not simply pampering me. Not even trust is gone. I don't know when he has classified me as the kind of evil concubine who does everything. What makes me to blame at every turn is nothing else than the emperor's past affection for me.

The more he cared about me, the more greedy I became. The more grace he gave me, the more greedy I became in his eyes. To be able to climb to where I am today, he will not think that I am standing next to him. It's the result of the supreme imperial power! ”

Ruyue only felt that her limbs were cold, and she didn't have any strength in her body, and said the most sad words in a soft tone: "I can be soft to my husband who loves me, but I can't bow down to the emperor who doubts me." Niu Cobalt is like a moon, and it should always be proud! "151 Kanshu.com .