Chapter 48: Choice
Jiang Yan in the photo is all eighteen or nineteen years old. Some were trampled on the ground by Zhou Sinan, and the next one was kneeling indifferently with footprints on their faces. Most of the bruises and purple photos are also mixed with injuries and close-ups of props.
There is also a video in which she is wearing a plaid skirt and is bleeding from his bites. But she seemed to stay out of the matter, and only smiled gloomily in the last two seconds of the video.
She leaned into the ear of the violent person and said, "Zhou Sinan, I will take revenge on this revenge." ”
Zhou Sibai's eyes suddenly turned red.
Before he was about to go abroad, he once watched Jiang Yan walk out of Zhou Sinan's room in a plaid skirt, and his body was also densely covered with bite marks.
When she saw him, she didn't dodge or hide, stared at him, and after a while, smiled warmly and healedly: "Xiaobai, do you think there is any point in living?" ”
He only felt that she was covered with dazzling marks, and he didn't even bother to take care of her.
"Xiaobai, if you say something to coax me, just like I usually coax you, okay?" She continued to laugh.
And he said, "I'm in trouble." ”
Her smile was obviously shallow, but she still insisted: "Maybe you praise me for being brave." ”
He turned around and said, "I wish you an early ride with Zhou Sinan." ”
Then, he decided to go abroad and never looked at Jiang Yan again, she sent a message to ask him why, not to mention the reason, he didn't even reply.
He had seen her look expectant when he walked into the house countless times, but he only turned his head coldly.
After a long time, no one knew that he was deliberately avoiding her, and gradually, Jiang Yan would not come to him again.
One day, he heard Zhou Sinan say: "Si Bai has grown up, and he probably won't be willing to get too close to a woman like you anymore." ”
No.
That's not true.
But he didn't step forward and say what he wanted to say.
Since she decided not to be an ambiguous member of her anymore, such a misunderstanding is a good thing.
On the day he went abroad, everyone came to see him off, but Jiang Yan was the only one hiding far away, out of place.
But when she saw his gaze, she smiled and waved at him.
What Jiang Yan gave him was always full of pampering and gentleness.
But he didn't want it.
This time he chose to ignore it.
The days abroad were dull and monotonous, Zhou Sibai just studied hard day after day, except for the occasional Xu Han would come to see him, he rarely went out. It's not a holiday, not even a birthday.
However, on his birthday, he heard his roommate say that there was a good-looking Asian girl at the door.
Through the window, he saw Jiang Yan squatting in the snow, his pure black coat standing out in the snow.
The friend said, "Do you know each other?" If you know, let her in quickly, you will get cold outside in such weather. ”
He hesitated for a long time, but still said that he didn't know.
"She said she was looking for Zhou Sibai."
His English name is Adam.
So he asked his friends to go out and tell him that there was no one from Zhou Sibai here.
The woman outside should have understood her friend's words, but she bent the corners of her mouth towards his window, she clearly knew that he was inside, but she didn't say anything, just turned and left.
On her birthday the following year, she came again.
He didn't see her either.
Then, she never came again.
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Zhou Sibai turned off the computer with a calm face.
He said that Jiang Yan was vicious and said that she was cold-blooded, but he was clearly more cold-blooded than hers, and he thought that he would not pay attention to her anymore, so he really didn't pay attention to her anymore.
And Jiang Yan said that he couldn't coax him, but none of them were true.
He only felt that Jiang Yan was just one of the sons of the Zhou family, but he didn't think about what kind of suffering she had endured.
After Jiang Yan was tortured by Zhou Sinan, the first time he saw him, he was smiling at him.
She said, Xiaobai, you are the only one in the Zhou family who is a good person.
She said, Xiaobai, when you're not there, I'm actually scared.
She said, Xiaobai, you have to grow up quickly.
She said, Xiaobai, I have taught you everything I know, and you must remember to protect me in the future.
It turned out that she was looking for light in the huge dark field, and she found a thread herself, but he destroyed the thread she had found so hard.
Zhou Sibai closed his eyes and didn't say a word for a long time.
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When Jiang Yan and Jiang were on the plane, they made things clear to him, and nothing happened to her.
The vaginal tear was done by Zhou Sibai the day before.
Jiang Yan skipped this point directly when he explained the truth to Jiang Zheng.
Jiang Zheng sighed with emotion: "But you are afraid of it, the soul of the old man who really hooked is gone." ”
Jiang Yan smiled, but did not speak.
Because she was afraid that sentence was not pretending, it was a real shadow.
When he arrived in City A, Jiang Zheng was now a traffic, and he couldn't be found out about his scandalous romance or something, and he wore a mask tightly as soon as he got off the plane.
He didn't ask for leave this time, so he directly took Jiang Yan to the crew.
"Mutu" has been delayed for several days because of him.
Of course, there is no lack of Su Tantan's mistakes.
She came earlier than Jiang Zheng, and by the time the latter arrived, she had already changed into her prop costume.
When Jiang was busy, she went to Su Tantan's side and said lightly: "You, an actor, are indeed better than being a spy." ”
Su Tan Tan smiled: "Sister, how many years have I changed careers, don't mention that bit of before, okay?" ”
Jiang Yan said: "Okay." Then you talk to me about how you managed to sleep with two brothers without being discovered. ”
Su Tan Tan laughed again: "You go and ask Ye Xun, his brother is a puppet, don't you know, this man looks stupid, but in fact he is even more stupid, I just mentioned it, I heard that it is not as fun as my sister-in-law, guess what?" ”
Jiang Yan watched her take two sips of water.
Su Tan Tan exhaled and said, "He actually thought about it for a long time, frowned and said that it was not good. ”
"That's it, if you don't die in the middle of the night, you have to sneak to my room."
"If you sleep, you can sleep, once is not enough."
"When I woke up the next day, I had to sigh, saying that what I said was good, and I would have to trouble me to take care of it in the future!"
Su Tan Tan crackled a big string.
Obviously, she has been dissatisfied with Ye Xun for a long time.
However, she is the official prince, how can she resist as a concubine of a down-and-out elder brother?
Su Tan Tan said earnestly: "Back then, the court drama I filmed called "Falling Flowers" became popular, do you think I have good acting skills? I'm telling you, it's just because I'm the one who plays it.
The drama "Falling Flowers" tells the story of seizing the heir and robbing a woman by the way, and Su Tan Tan is the one who was robbed.
Jiang Yan stood aside and didn't speak, and cut her hair.
Su Tan Tan said: "But Ah Yan, Jiang Zheng and I are definitely going to hype it up, don't be jealous." ”
Everyone knows that Su Tan Tan has a background, but no one knows that she is married.
It's not that Su Tan Tan refused to say it, it's just that all the news was cut off by Ye Xun.
Jiang Yan didn't care and said no.
When Jiang Zheng came out, the director had already been ready, and immediately started playing the board.
Jiang Yan sat and watched, but found that there was a woman on the side whose eyes had been focused on her.
She turned her head away and smiled at the woman.
Seeing that she was quite polite, the woman was a little bolder, and came up to ask her, "You know Zhou Sibai, right?" ”
Jiang Yan's smile was obvious, and he didn't speak.
The woman said: "I didn't remember you wrong, I was Zhou Sibai's high school classmate, and the whole school knew that there was you by his side, so no woman dared to go up and talk to him, you are too good." ”
Jiang Yan knew that her sentence was excellent, referring to her face.
"I'm not his girlfriend," she said. ”
"How so?" The woman looked incredulous, "On the day of high school graduation, a girl had the audacity to show favor to him, and he personally said that he had a master. ”
But this lord is not necessarily referring to her Jiang Yan.
She smiled and didn't speak.
The woman probably thought of this too, and sat back in awkward place without speaking.
Jiang Yan looked at her and Su Tantan's same clothes and makeup, and knew that she was her stand-in.
It wasn't until the filming of this scene was over that Jiang Yan stood up from his position. Jiang Zheng walked over and threw himself into her arms. He coquettishly said: "Sister, I'm so tired." ”
Su Tan Tan said that he was shameless, he was a Lao Tzu in front of others, but he had to pretend to be cute in front of Jiang Yan.
Jiang Zheng replied to her that she wanted you to take care of it, and the old woman could hug her as much as she liked.
Su Tan Tan said: "You woman? It's your woman's birthday in two days, you know? ”
Of course Jiang Zheng didn't know, but now he knows.
Jiang Yan's birthday has become the top priority.
The crew couldn't figure out why an assistant made the male and female protagonists pay so much attention, and they specially invited guests in the group and gave her a big deal.
But there is a free lunch, and you don't eat it for nothing.
Jiang Yan almost no one celebrated her birthday, if she wanted to say that she was unhappy, it must be fake.
On the same day, her mobile phone rang several times, all of them were a number from Qingcheng, but she didn't pay attention to it.
This time, it was finally replaced by her not paying attention to him, which turned out to be such a relief.
Everyone is playing, it's already in the middle of the night, drunk drunk, back and forth.
Jiang Yan smiled and said thank you, but he still had to take care of Jiang Zheng, in order to send him back, he was so tired that he was out of breath.
Immediately afterwards, there is another Su Tan Tan to manage. This woman is obviously older than her, but she still has to take time to serve.
Su Tan Tan told her that the first car that went directly to the door was.
She did so, and was a little drunk, and after getting in the car, she began to pretend to sleep. Closing your eyes is sometimes a kind of rest.
But as the car drove on, the position became more and more off-centered.
By the time Jiang Yan found out, the car had already stopped in a remote and dilapidated town.
This is a gambling house.
The kind that loses the chopping hands and feet.
No one knows whose territory it is.
When Jiang Yan entered, there were a large number of people gambling, and on the main seat, there was a man wearing a mask.
When the man saw her, he motioned to both sides, and everyone fell silent and looked at her in unison.
The masked man said: "Someone asked me to give you a gift, we compare the size, if you win, I will give you this gift, if you lose, I will not give this gift for him." ”
"What is it?"
"Alone."
Jiang Yan smiled: "Naturally, I can't compare to you, so I don't want it." ”
"But he seems to be thinking of you." The man raised an eyebrow, and judging from the jawline alone, this was a rather handsome man.
But there are so many beautiful men around her, and she has long been aesthetically fatigued.
She smiled and said, "So late? ”
"Keep it simple, shake the dice, and compare the size."
The simplest, but also easy to get results.
Jiang Yan shook the two.
He has a two-thirds better chance than her.
But he just shook it.
The man concluded: "You win, the gift is yours." ”
Jiang Yan was taken to a place of luxury and luxury, comparable to a palace, and when she pushed the door in, she saw a person sitting with his back to her.
It's a man.
Jiang Yan paused, and then called, "Little young master." ”
Zhou Sibai was painting, and through the moonlight, she could see her clearly on his drawing board, clear and similar, both in appearance and demeanor, very expressive.
Jiang Yan had to admire Zhou Sibai's talent, no matter what he studied, he could learn a relatively good level.
She stood behind him for half an hour and watched him finish the painting.
The one above is the one on the tattoo.
He didn't even have to copy it, the painting was engraved in his head.
Zhou Sibai was finally reluctant to turn back, he brought the painting in front of her, and said coldly, "Happy birthday." ”
She tilted her head and thanked him.
He looked at her for a long time, his eyes were deep, but he didn't say anything.
Jiang Yan opened his mouth first: "Is the gift that the man said you?" ”
"Hmm." He answered.
Jiang Yan smiled, his voice trembling a little: "So what do you mean now?" ”
Zhou Sibai said: "I'm sorry. ”
"What else?"
"I'm sorry."
Jiang Yan suddenly collapsed, and his tears couldn't stop falling: "Except for this sentence I'm sorry, is there nothing else?" ”
"Zhou Sinan's matter, I will give you an explanation." He said.
In fact, back then, he was not so hard-hearted, for example, when Jiang Yan went to Germany for the first time to see him secretly, he also returned to China once, but he didn't see her.
He went to a lot of places she frequented, but he couldn't touch her.
He waited for her near Zhou's house for a long time, and then saw that she was coming back with Zhou Sinan, so he bought a new ticket to go back.
Zhou Sibai had just become an adult at that time, and he had not yet been able to solve many things. And Zhou Sinan is much older than him, in fact, he is also afraid that if he and his brother want to put on the table and ask Jiang Yan to choose, if she doesn't choose him, what will she do.
Jiang Yan smiled, but did not speak.
Zhou Sibai paused, in the end he stepped forward and hugged her into his arms, and put his side face against her neck, which was a flattering posture for him. In the past, he would only use this trick when he completely provoked Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan will always be soft-hearted.
He said softly: "Actually, I remember everything you said to me, you don't like me holding hands with other girls, I don't even say anything to them."
Every time you get close to Zhou Sinan, I'm not happy. But you can't even notice it, and you're still close to him. Later, I saw Jiang Zheng at school, and you successfully asked him to add WeChat, I was also very repulsed, I always felt that you were not really good to me.
But every time you come to me, I'm so happy. I love you being close to me, but I'm afraid you'll do the same to other men. You don't know how happy I was when I learned that the first time that woman I was was you......"
As much as you like it, you are afraid, and the contradictions are entangled, pushing yourself into a desperate situation again and again.
Zhou Sibai is not mature enough.
Jiang Yan let Zhou Sibai hold him, "How do you know about Zhou Sinan?" ”
"I looked at his computer, and it was full of pictures of you." He paused, and as for the details, he didn't say anything, those clips were really too terrifying.
Jiang Yan said: "Zhou Sinan has had this habit for a long time, originally he locked up another girl in the basement, but when I was sixteen years old, I accidentally discovered it and was let go by me, so Zhou Sinan attacked me for the first time." ”
Zhou Sibai's hand holding her tightened again.
Jiang Yan continued: "But there was only this time at that time, and after it was over, he begged me to forgive him. Speaking of which, he was still my lifesaver, and I chose to forgive. By the time I'm eighteen years old......"
Zhou Sinan began his atrocities again, and they became more and more frequent, from once a month, to once a week, and finally once every three days.
Zhou's mother once found it by accident, but after she was surprised for a moment, she chose to condone and silently closed the door for Zhou Sinan.
Jiang Yan's heart was cold to the bottom.
Fortunately, Zhou Sibai was still there at that time, and every time she was traumatized, she would go to see him with a smile, tell him stories, and take him to learn things.
But then Zhou Sibai also left.
Her days went dark.
Then one day, she was accepted by Harvard, Jiang Yan left without thinking about it, not that she thought that she could escape from Zhou Sinan, but that the days of eternal peace would not be so frequent after all.
Jiang Yan studied day and night and became a major talent in the financial field.
She can be regarded as supporting the Zhou family for half a day.
Since then, Zhou Sinan never dared to attack her again, and this memory was hidden under time.
But Jiang Yan will not forget.
Under Zhou Sinan's gentle and jade-like appearance, what else is good?
He seemed to have some suppressed feelings for Jiang Yan, but he was just afraid that the venting tool would be snatched away.
But everything passed, and Jiang Yan finally waited for the day when he would return a tooth for a tooth.
Zhou Sibai didn't move, he listened carefully to every word she just said, and guessed a rough ending from the story she didn't finish.
And Jiang Yan soon found that a large area of moisture was sticky to his skin.
Zhou Sibai cried.
Jiang Yan reached out and touched the back of his head comfortingly, and no one spoke for a while.
Then Jiang Yan said: "Xiaobai, do you want to do it?" ”
In fact, Zhou Sibai didn't have that interest today, but when she opened her mouth, he was embarrassed to refuse, so he could only say "um".
I'm afraid that doing things in the baby room next to his uncle will make him jump to his feet.
After all, this place was built for Zhou Xian.
Now, he was preempted by Zhou Sibai.
Zhou Sibai was really too absent-minded today, and the perfunctory Jiang Yan looked at him several times.
At the end, Jiang Yan said: "I thought you were quite interested in this aspect. ”
Zhou Sibai actually just likes the feeling of intimacy with her, as if this is a secret between two people, and outsiders can't get involved.
The two of them lay down for a long time.
The air conditioner was low, and Jiang Yan reached out to tuck his back and feet for him.
Then she turned over and got up, took out a lighter and cigarette from her bag, lit it, and asked Zhou Sibai: "Do you have Ye Xun's contact information?" ”
"Yes." He said.
Jiang Yan stuffed the cigarette butt into his mouth, buttoned his shirt again, and said casually: "Give him a call and ask him to pick up Su Tan Tan." ”
Zhou Sibai immediately found a mobile phone to do it.
And after Ye Xun listened to his words, he immediately changed from "which one are you" to "I will come immediately".
Su Tantan's affairs don't need her to continue to worry about it.
Jiang Yan kicked open the easel, sat on the windowsill, opened the curtains, and let the moonlight come in.
She was as beautiful as a painting, and Zhou Sibai was reluctant to disturb her.
Jiang Yan remained quiet until she finished smoking the whole cigarette, and the cigarette butts were thrown into the trash by her.
She was still staring outside, but said casually, "You came today, what else do you want to say besides the papapa?" ”
The incident between men and women was not originally in Zhou Sibai's consideration, it was forced by Jiang Yan to add it.
Zhou Sibai paused, stared at her, and said with a rare uneasiness, "Do you like me?" ”
"I like it."
His expression instantly relaxed: "I actually want to be with you?" ”
Jiang Yan said: "How much do you want to? ”
Zhou Sibai didn't speak, because this degree was not easy to express.
"If you want to stay with me, it's going to be hard to get in." She said.
"I'll think about that."
"Xu Han doesn't want it?"
"I haven't."
"There are so many women in the world, there is no need to give up a large forest."
"I don't like it."
Jiang Yan smiled: "What about the Zhou family?" ”
He paused, looking at her deeply.
Jiang Yan said: "If you want to choose between the Zhou family and me, I want you to choose me, can you do it?" ”
He didn't speak.
Jiang Yan looked at him for a long time, but in the end she tilted her head, she said: "Xiaobai, you can't do it, your roots are born in the Zhou family, are you unwilling to uproot yourself and follow me." If one day, the Zhou family wants to harm me, you will definitely compromise for the family and sacrifice me, but I don't want to be a sacrifice. ”
She didn't even say that she was going to leave this time, and just turned around.
Zhou Sibai grabbed her behind her, and his voice was unsteady: "Can't you, can't you wait for me to grow?" ”
He has always been cold, and there are few times when he asks for help.
Jiang Yan smiled: "In this world, there are not so many people who wait without asking for returns. ”
What's more, what the result will be, who dares to guarantee it.
He may also have just looked at the photos and occasionally relented.
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Half a month later, Jiang Yan had no news of Zhou Sibai.
Jiang Zheng pursued Jiang Yan relentlessly.
He saved her once, and he was a good person, and he got along with the truth, maybe he could try, she didn't mind how he was outside anyway.
When Jiang Zheng finished the crew, he confessed to Jiang Yan again.
She agreed.
A joy.
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When Zhou Sibai came in from outside, he said to the crew: "I'm looking for Jiang Yan." ”
"Inside."
"What's so busy today?"
"Jiang Zheng's confession to Jiang Yan was successful."
The man in front of him turned abruptly to the side.
"What's wrong with you?"
Zhou Sibai was stunned for a long time, suddenly wiped his face, squatted down, and said to himself: "Actually, I decided to choose you." ”
He suddenly stood up and walked inside.
Jiang Yan and Jiang Zheng had already left from the other side.
He was chasing, but he couldn't see anyone, and he was dazed, and he said again: "I choose you." ”
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