His mind is always deep.

It was so deep that she couldn't see it clearly, and what he said just now also made Di Ying feel afraid, trampling people under her feet, and then trying to survive and not to die, this is the best retribution.

She shuddered suddenly, and she couldn't imagine that if they became opposites one day in the future, would Ji Xiaoyao also calculate himself like this?

"Is it cold?" Ji Xiaoyao felt her trembling all over, as if she was very scared.

Di Ying shook her head: "It's not cold......" But she shrank her body again.

The corners of Ji Xiaoyao's mouth were slightly hooked, as if coaxing a child, and asked, "Are you afraid?" Didn't you feel scared just now, but now you feel scared? Cowardice, but there's nothing to be afraid of, I'm by your side, and the sky can't fall. ”

His sweet words still couldn't warm her heart, and she was afraid of all her hearts now, really scared.

In front of her was Nie Jiaojiao jumping down from the window, what kind of despair made Nie Jiaojiao choose to jump, and now she thought of herself, will she one day be like Nie Jiaojiao, fall into the same fate?

Ji Xiaoyao and Di Ying changed directions, he sat on the driver's seat, Di Ying sat on the other side, Ji Xiaoyao leaned over and kissed her lightly on the forehead, let go of her, and then drove back with palpitations.

But Di Ying's heart has always been thinking about Nie Jiaojiao's death.

Of course she couldn't let go, especially at the moment when she saw Gu Minmin, all the love and hatred were immediately hooked up at that moment, so that she could calm down? She couldn't calm down.

Ji Xiaoyao knew that she was unhappy, so she called Qi Weilan, hoping that Qi Weilan could come over to talk to Di Ying more, after knowing the news that they met Gu Minmin that day, but Gu Minmin escaped, Qi Weilan was not happy, but she didn't want Di Ying to fall into the abyss.

Qi Weilan came over with a bouquet of flowers, Di Ying came over with slippers to pick up the flowers, and found a vase to put them in.

Immediately, the room was filled with a sense of freshness and vitality.

Qi Weilan looked at her with her eyebrows lowered, but the whole person looked sullen, so she leaned on the table and watched her tidy up the flower branches.

"Di Ying, I know...... Nie Jiaojiao's matter hit you hard, but sooner or later, Nie Jiaojiao will suffer her own retribution. ”

Di Ying was stunned when she heard this.

Then she started again, sorted out the flower branches one by one, and said slowly: "I also hate Gu Minmin, I hate it to the core, I can't wait to let her die immediately, I saw Nie Jiaojiao die in front of my eyes, I knew that the Gu family did it, but I couldn't do anything, when I saw Nie Jiaojiao die, I thought, my father, he also experienced such pain at that time." ”

"The moment I drove out, I really didn't think about anything, I didn't care about the consequences. If I really hit Gu Minmin to death, the law will sentence me in, I am not afraid of blood on my hands, what I am afraid of is that if I go in, the Gu family will still not get the punishment it deserves. ”

She raised her eyebrows lightly and said lightly, carelessly.

That kind of Di Ying made Qi Weilan feel strange, as if she had changed a person, she hadn't seen her for a few days, and that incident had really changed a lot to Di Ying.

She lowered her gaze slightly, and the faces of the two of them intertwined in her mind, constantly emerging, Nie Jiaojiao, Di Qingshan...... She couldn't hold back her emotions when she thought about those things.

In the depths of his eyes are clusters of gloomy gazes.

That kind of cold made Qi Weilan feel terrible.

Once, Rao fell into the abyss by herself, Di Ying never gave up, she was once in the abyss, and she never gave up on herself, but now these things have made Di Ying fall into it step by step.

Di Ying...... Don't ...... that."

"Qi Weilan, I know that you care about me, Di Ying is still Di Ying, but it is not the original Di Ying, I always felt that people have to maintain their kindness; But then I suddenly felt that it was useless to always be kind, and that when I should be ruthless, I had to be ruthless. Di Ying sat on one side, holding her legs and speaking softly but very coldly, she looked at Qi Weilan fiercely, and Ji Xiaoyao made them hot tea at this moment.

Di Ying has been very calm these days, and what is revealed in her eyes is a kind of calm after experiencing wind and waves, with indifference, like a north wind.

It happened that Di Ying turned his back to him and said softly: "Ji Xiaoyao didn't say it, he should treat his body in the way of others, this is the world of the weak and the cruel, only by being more ruthless than others can he survive and protect the people around him." Gu Minmin has harmed me again and again, and now she has even forced Nie Jiaojiao to death...... Die easily, so what? ”

Her voice was soft but heavier than anything, her voice seemed to come from a long distance little by little, Ji Xiaoyao and Qi Weilan's hearts seemed to be pouted: "I can never forget, I can never forget...... Nie Jiaojiao talked to me before she died, and when she said goodbye to me, those things that those people did to her, but Gu Minmin was still able to stand aside and watch......"

"It doesn't matter if she asks me to humiliate me, it doesn't matter if she makes me kowtow and tease me how to learn how a dog barks, but why doesn't she even let go of someone who has nothing to do with her...... How innocent is Nie Jiaojiao? ”

She never said what happened that night, and there were things that were buried deep in her memory and she just couldn't say them, which was a shame.

Qi Weilan's eyes widened when she heard this, and Ji Xiaoyao's eyes also widened, what did Gu Minmin do to Di Ying? Humiliate? Kowtow? He thought of the wound on Di Ying's forehead, and it seemed that he could think of how much effort Di Ying made to save Nie Jiaojiao, but Nie Jiaojiao was still forced to a dead end.

If you want to make people crazy, you have to make people crazy.

As Di Ying spoke, her breath began to become unstable.

Ji Xiaoyao walked over and put down the teacup in his hand, hugged Di Ying with one hand, looked at Qi Weilan again, shook his head, and motioned to Qi Weilan to stop talking.

"Alright, don't think about it, Di Ying. Do what you want to do. ”

Since Gu Minmin dared to do these things, then don't blame them for being polite.

Di Ying basically hasn't slept well now, sometimes she can't sleep well all night, he has always let Qin Chu live here, and sometimes he will come over at night to give Di Ying sleeping pills, or tranquilizers to make her fall asleep and rest.

But Di Ying will still be awakened at night, and then he can't sleep, so he can only hold Di Ying all night sleepless, feeling the person in his arms trembling, but he can't do anything.

He had never hated a person like this.

Naturally, Di Ying was the same, and she had never hated someone so much.

She has always been peaceful, there has never been such an extreme time, Ji Xiaoyao knows how many wounds her heart has, and how many wounds she has left on her heart.

And he rejoiced.

Di Ying has forgiven herself countless times, and from now on, he will use more everything to make up for Di Ying, so that her heart will be alive again, and then slowly become the Di Ying she once was.

He just needs to hold Di Ying at this moment and let her lean on himself safely, Qi Weilan looked at her back and suddenly didn't know what to say, only looked up at Ji Xiaoyao: "You take good care of her, I'll go first, I'll come back to see Di Ying." ”

"Hmm."

His chin rubbed Di Ying's hair gently, and he sat on the chair and hugged Di Ying on his lap, and he reached out to hug her slender body tightly, making her fit him.

During this time, he didn't dare to let people visit Di Ying, for fear that more people would increase her psychological pressure, but Di Ying seemed to be getting worse and worse, and at such a moment he knew that he only needed to be by her side well, and that would be enough.

Ji Xiaoyao's lips were on Di Ying's forehead, and he said in a low voice: "Di Ying, cry if you want to, don't bear it, this is our home, if you want to cry, cry in front of me unscrupulously, and vent it fiercely." ”

"Ji Xiaoyao ......"

His voice fell.

Di Ying bit her voice and called him by name.

"Hmm."

"I'm uncomfortable, ...... here" Her hand clenched tightly into a fist and smashed it her chest, pointing to the place on her chest, where the heart was, she bit her voice but already had some crying, lying in his arms and crying without an image: "I feel so uncomfortable, why are the people around me hurt because of me, why?" Why did they take someone I love, why......"

Her fist slammed into his chest, and hot tears flowed down his clothes, soaking his clothes: "I hate, I really hate it...... I know that my father will definitely be disappointed in me, but if I have the opportunity, I will definitely obey my own heart and let myself live freely, even if my father blames me, it doesn't matter. ”

What's the use of that kindness she's always upheld?

She kept crying and twitching her body, and she couldn't breathe when she cried in the back, Ji Xiaoyao raised her hand and patted her back, listening to her crying and talking.

"Then just live happily."

"You hate me when you're so weak, don't you? You hate scheming and vicious women the most, Ji Xiaoyao, you will hate me even more in the future, right? ”

She always remembered those words.

He suddenly regretted the things he had done.

The clothes on my body were soaked, and it was cold, icy and cold.

"No, Di Ying, I was wrong before, I was the worst person, you are not, even if you change in the future, you are also Di Ying, I won't hate you." He said, leaning into her ear and speaking slowly, then picked her up and walked in the direction of the room.

Di Ying's body was light and fluttering, as if there was no weight, and he didn't know how to feed her.

He even felt that even a kitten and a puppy were better to feed than Di Ying.

After Ji Xiaoyao kicked the door open, he put her on the soft big bed, sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his fingers to hook her hair little by little, lowered his head and touched her forehead gently, his eyes were full of tenderness.