Chapter Twenty-Seven: Fish I Want

When Qingchen came back from his errands, Wen Lian had already left.

She frowned and replied: "Niangniang, the matter of Dianpei has been dealt with, what should be known, the slave and maid have already thought of letting her know, you don't have to worry." ”

Pei Yaowei held a stack of "Analects" in her hand, sat behind the bookcase and looked at her for a long time, beckoned to her, "Come here." ”

Qingchen stepped forward, bowing his head and not daring to say more.

Pei Yao looked at her leisurely and asked, "I've copied a lot of this book, tell me, what can you copy?" ”

Qingchen glanced at her cautiously, and after a moment's pause, he mustered up the courage to shake his head.

"Niangniang, don't be angry, the slave was worried before, and she was scared of it, and she didn't even know what she had written, so she didn't have time to take it personally......"

Her voice became smaller and smaller, and Pei Yao listened and laughed.

This is really a temperament that is worse than Qingtan, she thought to herself.

She flipped through the manuscript in her hand, pulled out two pages from it, and handed it to Qingchen.

"Nian Nian."

Qingchen took it with both hands, looked at it, and when he boarded, he was like an initiation, and he understood everything.

On those two pages, one copied the thirty-fourth chapter of the Constitution, and the other copied the twenty-fourth chapter of the Wei Ling Gong Chapter.

The thin white fingers tightened slightly, wrinkled the plain white Shu Xuan, Qingchen pursed his mouth, and glanced at the master again, and then slowly recited: "Or say: 'Repay grievances with virtue, what is it?'" The son said, "How can you repay virtue?" Repay grievances with straightforwardness and repay virtue with virtue. ’”

"Zigong asked, 'Who has a word that can be done for life?' The son said: 'Forgiveness! Do unto others as you would have them do to you. ’”

The voice landed, and the room was silent for a while.

Pei Yao didn't speak, just looked at her blindly, for a long time, Qingchen finally couldn't stand it anymore, and took the initiative to speak: "Niangniang, the slave knows it's wrong......"

"Now that you know, let's talk about it." She picked up the teacup and took a sip, "What's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

"Slave maid...... It shouldn't be. Qingchen folded his fingers and said in a low voice: "You shouldn't repay grievances with grievances, and you shouldn't treat others the way you want to treat them." You shouldn't learn to do bad things from bad people, you should learn something good. ”

The reason was very clear, Pei Yao pondered for a moment, and then asked her: "Do you remember how you felt in your heart before you confessed to me?" ”

Qingchen raised his head when he heard this, and nodded tightly.

- That feeling, there is remorse, self-blame, indecision, and uneasiness.

"Niangniang, I really know it's wrong, and I understand what you mean - you can't be like the bad guys, but ......" Speaking of this, she felt awkward in her heart: "I'm still a little unwilling." ”

Pei Yao smiled and said, "You don't think it's happy, do you?" ”

Qingchen nodded.

Naturally, it's not pleasant. Now that this matter has become a big deal, she has not been able to give the Pan family brothers and sisters a big face, she is relieved, but she always feels that it is not enough.

Even if you firmly believe that good and evil will be rewarded in the end, you can't let out this momentary anger, and you will be depressed after all.

Pei Yao thought for a while, shook the paper manuscript in his hand, and threw it on the table, "I should have asked you to copy the confession one hundred and eighty times again." ”

Qingchen pondered for a long time in confusion and understood-

"Fish, what I want, bear's paw, what I want?"

Pei Yao smiled and bowed.

She asked, "If this peace of mind and refreshment cannot coexist, how do you choose?" ”

Qingchen held his face and squatted on the ground sadly.

Pei Yaowei patted the top of her head and said, "Being a good person has a price - there are many constraints, which are destined not to be wanton, but they are also beneficial." ”

Qingchen looked up at her.

She continued, "At least until you can eat and sleep at all times." You are young and have little to see, and you don't know that you can only have peace of mind if you don't have to be responsible for any sins. When you have peace of mind, you can come and go without worry. ”

Those who have never been responsible for their sins will never understand the preciousness of the words 'peace of mind.' And once you understand this, you will part ways with these four words forever.

Now, she can only use the preciousness she has comprehended, and try her best to mention the lives of others, hoping that even if there is more unwillingness in this world, there will be less insecurity.

The matter of the Pan brothers and sisters, cause and effect are in a hurry, and so far there is a conclusion. Pan got up and went back to Beijing, just at this moment, but Pei Yaowei was still a little hesitant about where Pan was going.

Breaking away from the Pan Mansion is only the first step, but if this second step falls on the Ning Palace...... Not to mention whether Concubine Pan is an elder who can be trusted, or His Royal Highness King Ning, there is a person from the Pan family in the mansion, which is more or less a share.

And if it's not in King Ning's Mansion...... She had some plans in mind, but it was difficult to decide for a while.

That night, Pei Yaowei lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep for a long time, thinking about it all the time.

When there was a noise in the courtyard, she faintly felt sleepy. After listening carefully for a moment with her eyes closed, she couldn't sleep anymore to make sure that someone was busy outside, so she got up in her clothes and went out with the lamp.

"What's wrong with the mother?" Seeing her go out, the little maid who was keeping vigil at the door immediately stepped forward and asked what she was told.

The lights were lit up in the wing, and Pei Yao's heart moved, and she asked what was going on.

The maid also glanced over there and replied, "It was His Royal Highness the King of Chu who came back!" It is said that it is late at night, and it may disturb your dreams, so it will be placed in the wing room for the time being! ”

It's really Xiao Di back...... After all, the two really haven't seen each other for a few days. At this moment, the moonlight shone on her heart, and after a moment of silence, she handed the candlestick to the maid, gathered her clothes, and walked towards the wing.

Xiao Di was in the inner room, when he heard the door of the room outside, he frowned, neatly put the long sword back into the brocade bag, and stuffed it under the bed.

He got up and went out, just in time to bump into her.

The two looked at each other for a moment for no reason, and they seemed to be a little embarrassed. After a while, he coughed and asked, "Haven't slept yet?" ”

Pei Yaowei shook his head, seeing that his face was full of tiredness, he couldn't help frowning.

"You seem to be busy these days?"

Hearing this, Xiao Di smiled, "You can be regarded as knowingly asking, right?" ”

Pei Yaowei was a little annoyed, stepped aside, and poured two cups of tea.

"Why did you come back at this hour?" After a pause, she asked again, "Are you still leaving?" ”

Xiao Di took the tea and nodded slowly, "Let's go." ”

The corners of her eyes drooped unconsciously.

Then I heard him say, "Rest for two days, and take you with me." ”

Pei Yaowei turned her head to look at him.

"—Back to Beijing."

Go back to Beijing......

She is still thinking about Pan Xi at the moment, and when she mentions returning to Beijing, she is inevitably a little anxious.

Xiao Di observed her quietly for a long time, and said slowly: "I was doing business outside the city, and I originally planned to come back early tomorrow morning. But some people don't feel at ease when I go out, so they have to find something for me. He looked at her, "What do you say?" ”

It seems that he already knows about Pan's brothers and sisters.

Pei Yao secretly rolled her eyes, and said in her heart, who caused this matter in the final analysis, don't you know? Now it's going to be a trick of wanting to add sin!

As soon as her eyes rolled, she became obedient, and only said: "You are all back, where is my turn to say, what should I do?" That's naturally what you commanded, and what I should do! ”

Xiao Di snorted, was silent for a moment, and asked slowly, "Are you unwilling to let Pan Yi enter the mansion?" ”

Pei Yao's fingers tightened.

"Well," she said after some time, "I don't want to." ”

After saying that, she breathed a sigh of relief.

- Some words, before they are spoken, seem to admit that they are all tribulations, but once they are spoken, they don't seem to be difficult.

She was thinking like this, but she heard Xiao Di tell her calmly: "If you don't want to next time, just tell me if you don't want to." ”

Pei Yao was stunned.

Xu was too light in his tone, and she didn't dare to determine the meaning of his words for a while.

After a moment's thought, she tentatively asked, "I said, will you agree?" ”

- Even if my hopes are contrary to your intentions, are you willing to compromise for my likes and dislikes?

The thought of this possibility left her mind in a state of confusion.

Xiao Di put down the teacup and looked at her, the corners of his lips hooked slightly: "If there is really a next time, you will know if you try it yourself." ”

Pei Yao smashed her mouth boringly.

However, as soon as he said this, she hooked her brain, and without thinking much about it, she asked him: "Then I have one thing now, is Your Highness willing to help me fulfill it?" ”

Xiao Di asked her to tell her to hear it.

"Pan Xi ......" said the name hesitantly, she said: "The person who designed this bureau is not so unconscionable, Pan Xi and Pan Quan, in fact, nothing happened." ”

Xiao Di listened quietly, without any surprise.

She continued: "I heard Princess Qi say that King Ning and the Pan family are not on good terms, and now although Princess Pan will leave Pan Yi, this is Ning Wang's Mansion after all, if Pan Yi is allowed to stay here, first, it will not be kind to His Royal Highness King Ning, and secondly, it may not be good for herself." I want to ......"

Hearing this, Xiao Di looked at her sideways and took her words in disbelief: "Do you want to ...... Arrange a place for Pan to go? ”

She smiled and praised, "You're so smart. ”

He was still skeptical, and asked again after a while: "Where to go?" ”

Pei Yao smiled, "If it's not a good place, do you still need to bother arranging it?" Just let her go back with Pan! ”

Xiao Di was silent.

She waited for a long time and didn't hear back, and she couldn't sit still, so she asked tentatively, "What are you...... Don't say yes? ”

Xiao Di looked at her with heavy eyes: "What happened before, she hurt you like that, I thought you wanted her to die." ”

Well, Pei Yao said in her heart, there was indeed a time.

After thinking about it, she smiled lightly: "You don't know, I have been chanting Buddhism recently, although I don't have any wisdom roots, but I also understand that it is easy to kill a person, but it is difficult to save a person." The death of a wicked person is pure, but it is not as good as one more good person, and it is more beneficial to sprinkle and sweep the world. ”

She looked at him, "You probably don't know me, I like to do hard things, and I want to do good things." ”