He was stunned for a moment, and quickly explained: "That's not what I mean!" Whether Dad agrees or not, I want to live with you! ”

"You...... You get me up! Su Xiaoran tried to push him away, and his face turned red.

"Marry me! Promise me, and I'll get up! His gaze locked on her brow.

"Don't!" She shook her head firmly.

"Why?"

Su Xiaoran was stunned, his eyes were so deep, as if he wanted to look into her eyes and peek into her heart.

She turned her head and didn't continue to look at him, and said weakly, "Because I don't know if I'm going to be a thing of the past." ”

As soon as the words came out, she saw that his expression was a little stiff, and he seemed to be a little injured.

She was in a hurry, and wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, so she couldn't make a sound, she hurriedly pushed him away, but found that she couldn't push at all.

"Are you still angry?"

He asked in a low voice, in a sour, low tone: "Isn't it because of those photos yesterday?" ”

Speaking of the photo, her heart was even more sour, she smiled bitterly, and said in a low voice: "Xu Chenyao, have we never taken a photo together?" ”

He froze suddenly, for her words, such sadness, were all true.

Yes, when she said this, he found that there seemed to be only one child between them, and there were so few other memories, and he didn't even leave a group photo with her!

He wanted to say that he didn't mean to, but when the words came to his lips, he found that explaining everything was pale and weak.

"If you want to shoot, shall we shoot it? Let's go to Okinawa again! He said anxiously, "Let's take a lot of pictures, okay!" ”

I want to compensate her, give her the best memories, and let her forget the pain.

She shook her head, tugged at the corners of her lips again, and looked at him closely, the sourness in her heart deepened.

"You'll want to throw me off again, won't you? Last time, I was penniless, this time, will I go out with you stupidly? ”

"Xiao Su!" He shouted, "I'm sorry......"

He found that he was really overdone, and always seemed to ignore her, and when she said this, he was speechless and didn't know how to explain it.

She couldn't bear to hurt him anymore, and said sincerely: "I can feel that you love me, but at the same time, I also feel that you love Yao Fei'er...... If you want me to give you a reason for refusing to marry you, this is the reason! Maybe you don't know it yourself, but you love her more than you love me. ”

"It's not like that!" He was in a hurry to explain.

But she pressed her hand to his lips: "I didn't blame you! Hear me out. ”

His gaze was painful, and he nodded.

"You are so careful to keep the memories of you and Yao Fei'er, I thought the past was the past, but you were reluctant to throw away your past."

"Miss Yao doesn't recognize you now, don't you know how lost you were when you heard her words? That look of yours pierced me deeply! ”

"Maybe you think I'm sad because of those photos, not all, Xu Chenyao, and your expression! She said she had blue eyes, do you remember how lost you were? ”

He really didn't notice, was he really very lost?

Xu Chenyao asked himself in his heart, his eyebrows tangled.

The inky black eyes were deep and dark, deep and annoyed.

He didn't remember, was it because the unintentional outpouring made Xiao Su so sad and sad?

"Today, I am very touched that you openly kneel and propose marriage for me, but I can't marry you!" Su Xiaoran whispered softly, and suddenly felt a chill in her heart.

Something was clear in her heart, so clear, and her mind suddenly cleared.

Yes, you can't marry him!

The things she wants are too extravagant, she wants a one-on-one relationship, if she can't be a couple for a lifetime, then she would rather not get married, not love.

Although, she also knows that her current appearance is a little contrived, even a little twisted, and a little fake.

But she just wants to keep a dignity for herself, and she has the right to defend her dignity.

Xu Chenyao's eyebrows furrowed: "Xiao Su, I don't know how to explain those photos, and I don't know how to explain my mood to you." ”

"Then don't explain!" She said quickly, and her whole heart had a faint sour taste.

"I don't want to hear explanations either. Xu Chenyao, I don't want to wronged my heart, I don't want to be humble and humble to wronged my heart! So, I can't marry you! ”

"If you don't want to marry me, can you still see me?" He asked faintly, no longer reluctantly.

His slender fingers touched her smooth cheeks, gently picking at the strands of her hair that fit her face.

Her heart twitched, she really hadn't thought about this question.

If you don't see ......

She didn't know what was going to happen in her heart.

He kissed her forehead, a little sad, the atmosphere was so sad.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what to say to you other than sorry......"

"Then don't say anything!" She closed her eyes and held back her sourness.

"I'm sorry, girl! Why do I always wronged you? He muttered and left her.

Su Xiaoran felt light, and the seat was raised.

He bowed his head and said nothing.

She lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him, but he crossed his hand and fastened the seat belt for her.

The car shook slightly, and started again.

The air was a little stuffy, Su Xiaoran lowered her head, clasped her hands, and there was the album that Yao Lan'er gave her in her bag, and she didn't know how to deal with it yet.

I was struggling with whether I wanted to see you again.

If you don't marry him, wouldn't the relationship between them be even more ridiculous if they meet again?

"I'll send you back!" He said, "An An has been picked up by my dad!" ”

She nodded: "Good!"

The car stopped on Yongxiang Road, and he got out of the car and tried to open the door for her, but she had already gone down.

After getting out of the car, she didn't say anything, she walked straight to the apartment.

"Xiao Su!" He shouted.

She paused, turned around, and pulled away a smile: "Let's not see each other again!" ”

"Will we never see each other again for the rest of our lives, or will it be temporary?" He asked, taking advantage of the voice.

Her heart twitched: "Don't see you for the time being!" ”

"Good!" He didn't pester her, "Take care!" ”

She turned around and saw that the pile of cigarette butts she had left in the morning had been cleaned by the cleaners.

And she suddenly remembered something, and wanted to turn around and ask him if he hadn't slept last night, only to find that his car had already sped away.

Her heart suddenly emptied, and she didn't know if it was the right thing to do......

The car rushed out of the alley, and Xu Chenyao stopped on the side of the road.

When he turned around, he found that the flowers in the back seat were still there, and he thought that she said not to see each other for the time being, and his heart ached even more.