Chapter 41: It's really gone
Seeing Chang An actually smile and say that he wanted to eat, Xia Qiyue was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that he had heard correctly, and hurriedly asked, "Then what do you want to eat?" ”
Chang An shrugged his shoulders innocently: "Do I have any other options now?" ”
"yes, look at my head." Xia Qiyue raised his hand and knocked his head: "You seem to be able to only drink nutritious porridge now, then you wait for me, I'll go out and buy it now." ”
She turned around and ran towards the door, ran to the door and looked back at Chang An and said, "Wait for me to come back." ”
Seeing Chang An nodding, she walked out of the ward, but she was still not very relieved about Chang An's state, so she deliberately went to find Dr. Sun, making sure that he would go to the ward to see Chang An later before he really felt at ease to go out to buy porridge.
Chang An actually fainted because he couldn't withstand the strong stimulation, there was nothing wrong with his body, as long as he woke up, he didn't need to be taken care of.
But Dr. Sun still put down the work at hand for the time being and went to the ward where Chang An was, and even knocked on the door a few times and didn't answer, his heart couldn't help but hang, pushed the door and broke in, and saw Chang An sitting on the bed in a daze, and his hanging heart fell slightly.
Chang An slowly turned his head to look at him as if he knew who came in, and raised his lips and smiled: "Doctor Sun." ”
Dr. Sun walked up to her: "How do you feel?" ”
"I don't feel anything, I'm just a little hungry." Chang An said with a smile: "July has already helped me buy porridge, and it is estimated that it will not take long to come back." ”
"Hmm." Dr. Sun nodded, and suddenly didn't know what to say, Chang An's state was so good, as if nothing had happened, but she had just woken up from the blow of losing her loved ones, and the more normal she was as before, the more abnormal it felt.
But in her current situation, he didn't dare to easily mention the fact that Grandma Chang had died, for fear that it would stimulate Chang An again, and then it would be a big problem.
Chang An seemed to know what he was thinking, seeing that he frowned and looked very worried, he raised his lips and smiled: "Don't worry, I'm really fine." ”
Dr. Sun looked at her pale little face and red and swollen eyes, and suddenly felt very guilty, and said with some guilt: "I'm sorry, it was our negligence that caused your grandmother's death." ”
Chang An's expression froze, and the hands on his side trembled stiffly, and then he smiled again: "It's okay, it's not your fault." ”
She said and looked at the drip bottle: "It seems to be okay, Dr. Sun can help me remove the needle." ”
In fact, there was still a potion in the bottle that had not been hung up, and the needle was just an excuse for her to change the topic, Dr. Sun did not expose her, sighed secretly, stepped forward to help her pull out the needle, and helped her do a simple treatment.
"Doctor Sun, I don't have anything to do here, you go and get busy, don't worry about me."
After all, she often goes in and out of this hospital, and Chang An still understands how busy Dr. Sun's work is, and she really has no reason to delay other people's work.
Doctor Sun is indeed busy, and there is still an operation to prepare for later, hearing her say this, he hesitated for a moment and nodded: "Then you lie down in bed and rest for a while, don't go around if you are weak now." ”
Chang An nodded, and Dr. Sun left the ward.
Seeing Dr. Sun leaving, Chang An got up, and she didn't know who helped her pay for the hospitalization, but she fainted for a while and was admitted to a high-end ward, and the luxury in the room was no less than that of a hotel suite.
There is not only a sofa coffee table TV stereo, but also a large fish tank, in which all kinds of beautiful fish are swimming around, just look at it and feel particularly comfortable, there are two large flower pots next to the bathtub, I don't know what kind of flowers are planted inside, grow very tall, green leaves and red flowers, look at it and be vibrant.
Chang An stood in the center of the ward and looked around, saw the mobile phone placed on the coffee table, she picked it up and touched the screen twice and found that it was still turned off, so she turned on the mobile phone, and just about to sit on the sofa when the corner of her eye looked at a ceramic bottle placed on the lower layer of the coffee table, she suddenly froze there, looking at the ceramic bottle in a daze.
The shape of the bottle is like a wine jar, not particularly large, you can hold it with two hands, and the bottle is dark blue, with cyan flower branches on it, which looks very similar to blue and white porcelain.
Chang An slowly squatted down, staring at the bottle with her eyes for a long time before reaching out to touch the bottle, and she couldn't say why, her outstretched hand began to tremble uncontrollably again, and quickly retracted when she was about to touch the bottle.
Chang An's breathing became shortness of breath as if he was afraid, and he looked at the bottle a few times in a daze, and suddenly got up and ran outside the ward.
The senior ward where she was located was on the 7th floor of the hospital, and the single ward where her grandmother lived before was on the 5th floor.
Running to the fifth floor and out of the stairwell, she met a familiar nurse, who was obviously surprised to see her, and just as she was about to speak, she grabbed someone's arm and asked, "Is there anyone in the ward?" ”
She didn't say which ward it was, but the nurse knew in her heart, and she didn't know how to answer.
Chang Anxin was in a hurry, and she couldn't wait for her to think of an answer, so she went straight to ward 502, slammed open the door and broke in, and what caught her eye was the extremely clean ward, all kinds of fruits that were not prepared on the coffee table, and there was no old man with a swollen body on the hospital bed.
Chang An stood at the door, his eyes turned red, and all kinds of voices suddenly rushed into his mind.
"An An, your grandmother she... I committed suicide by jumping off a building at five o'clock in the afternoon..."
"What's burning there is your grandmother's body, she's killed herself, what's impossible?"
"You're in such a hurry to get back to Jingchuan City because you received the news of your grandmother's death, right?"
"If you can't stand it, you have to bear it, what I'm saying is the truth, she has to face your reality."
"The family of the deceased Liu Shufen is ready to pack up the ashes."
Chang An suddenly felt that her head hurt as if it was about to explode, she squatted down and hugged her head tightly, but those voices echoed in her head louder than the other as if they had an echo.
"Your grandmother committed suicide by jumping off a building..."
"The deceased Liu Shufen..."
"Ahh Chang An really couldn't bear this pain, hugged her head and screamed out trying to get the messy sounds out of her head, but no matter how she shouted, those voices could cover her voice, and her whole body was about to collapse.
At this moment, Xia Qiyue's anxious voice came from the corridor: "An An... Chang'an..."
The voice approached little by little, and soon Xia Qiyue ran into the ward, and when she saw Chang An squatting on the ground trembling, she hurriedly ran forward and squatted in front of her, carefully helping Chang An's body.
"An An, are you okay?"
Hearing her voice, Chang An slowly raised his head, and when he saw that it was July, his lips began to tremble violently, as if he wanted to speak and wanted to cry aggrievedly, but there was not a single tear in his red eyes.
Xia Qiyue was distressed, leaned over and hugged her into his arms, and his voice was also dyed with crying: "What do you want to say, say it slowly, don't worry, say it slowly..."
"I..." Chang An's voice was hoarse, his body was also very weak, and he was a little out of breath when he spoke, and it took me a long time before he said in pain: "I have a headache." ”
"Headache?" Xia Qiyue was about to help her get up when she heard this: "Then let's go to the doctor..."
"Don't." Chang An pulled Xia Qiyue to squat down again with both hands, and said in a dumb voice: "I want to go home." ”
"No, don't you have a headache?" Xia Qiyue said anxiously: "We have to see a doctor first and make sure that we are okay before we can go home." ”
"Don't." Chang An shook his head stubbornly: "I don't want to stay here, I want to go home." ”
"But..."
"July, I really don't want to be here." Chang An grabbed Xia Qiyue's clothes tightly with both hands, raised his eyes to look at Qiyue, obviously his voice was dyed with crying, but there was still not a tear in his eyes: "Stay here, I... I can't stand it..."
Her eyes looked redder than before, and the black eyeballs seemed to be bloodshot, and she looked at Xia Qiyue with these eyes pleadingly.
Xia Qiyue finally couldn't help but compromise, and raised her hand to help her comb her messy hair: "Okay, go home, then let's eat first, okay?" I've already bought the porridge, and after eating the porridge, I'll send you home. ”
Chang An nodded obediently, Xia Qiyue couldn't help his sour nose again, sucked his nose and got up to help Chang An up, and the two walked out of the ward together.
After returning to the senior ward, Chang An's mood seemed to have calmed down, and he walked directly to the hospital bed after entering the door, sat down and patted the position next to him to signal Qiyue to come to bed to eat.
July just wanted to propose to eat at the coffee table, but suddenly remembered something, walked over and handed the porridge to Chang An's hand, and didn't say anything more.
Chang An picked up the spoon and took a sip, frowning with some disgust: "It's so light, it doesn't taste at all." ”
"You can only eat this now, and it will be fine in two days." Seeing that she would still express her dissatisfaction, Xia Qiyue felt very happy and raised her lips and smiled: "When you are well, I will invite you to a big meal." ”
"Okay." Chang An also hooked his lips and smiled, lowered his eyes and began to drink porridge,
The first two sips were normal, but then the action of sending porridge to the mouth became slower and slower, obviously thoughtful, Xia Qiyue was not sure if she remembered her grandmother's matter again, but this matter had happened, she was always like this, and they couldn't avoid this topic forever.
Xia Qiyue suddenly remembered what the man had said to her before leaving.
"When she wakes up, let her know the things she should know, don't be afraid that she will be sad and sad, so choose not to say anything, since the person is no longer there, the more you avoid talking about it, the more likely it is that there will be problems."
It seemed that what he said was right, Xia Qiyue sighed lightly: "An An, you..."
"July, did you arrange this ward for me now?"
As soon as she spoke, she was interrupted by Chang An, Xia Qiyue was stunned for a moment, and then said truthfully: "How can it be me, I will almost catch up with half a month's salary for a day, and the second young master of the Mu family will arrange it for you." ”