Chapter 181: No need to apologize

Qiao Anxin knocked on the door, almost immediately, Zhang's mother opened the door, and the first thing she said when she opened the door was: "Miss, Mr. is waiting for you upstairs." ā€

He's already waiting for her?

didn't have time to think about it, Qiao Anxin handed over the umbrella to Zhang's mother and walked upstairs quickly......

In the room on the second floor, only one door was open, which was the room where she originally lived, and she couldn't help but slow down, took a deep breath and walked slowly towards the room.

Qin Yifeng was standing by the window, the curtains were opened, and the snowflakes falling outside the window were big and big, and he was facing away from her.

- Knock knock

Qiao Anxin raised his hand and knocked lightly on the door.

"This is your room, you don't have to knock on the door."

His voice sounded as if the snow would have drowned out if it had been any bigger.

Before Qiao An's hand knocked on the door was lowered, he froze in mid-air.

"I ...... I'm going to pack up my things today......"

I wanted to say so many things, but the ghost sent God to say the most inappropriate sentence.

Her words were particularly evident in the silent night, and he finally turned around, his long figure falling in front of the window, silent and lonely, "Clean up." He said.

There was nothing else to say, and after these three words were finished, she stopped speaking, and stood there, as if she was cleaning up.

Qiao Anxin was stunned, she was still wearing a thick coat, although she had an umbrella when she came, but the wind and snow were really big, and there were not a lot of snowflakes on the hair on her body, which had melted away in the warm room at this time, and the clothes were not obvious, but the broken hair on her forehead was particularly obvious, the wet hair was wet and sticking to the corners of her forehead, and there were traces of falling at her knees, and the whole person looked a little embarrassed.

But no matter how embarrassed he looks, he can't compare to him...... Those simple three words made her panic.

She lifted her feet and entered the door.

"I—I've found a place to stay...... Not far from the company. After saying that, she looked at him, unconsciously made a swallowing motion, her eyes were firmly fixed on him, with a nervousness and ...... that she didn't even know Expect.

However, in the face of her gaze, he just nodded, and his movements were almost imperceptible.

As light as his movements were, so deep did her palpitations.

She breathed rapidly, and the words in her throat almost blurted out, but her gaze froze, and she swallowed it back again.

There was a faint pain in the broken skin of her palm, she licked her dry lips, her eyes finally looked away, walked to the wardrobe, opened the cabinet, her clothes were still the same as before she left on the day of the interview, and most of the clothes here were purchased by him......

With a slight pause in her fingers, she raised her hand to remove her clothes, folded them and put them on the bed......

With her back to him, she could feel his gaze locked on hers, and she became rusty with even simple movements......

"Qin Yifeng ......" After folding the last piece of clothing, she finally couldn't pretend to be casual anymore, stopped what she was doing, and turned to face him, "I...... I've seen Su Jingchen. ā€

"Hmm."

He leaned half against the window, his face was calm, and his tone was light.

"You...... You okay? He said you ...... that night. Drunk. Her voice grew weaker and weaker.

"Do you think I'm in trouble?" He finally said the whole sentence, but his lips were curled up colder than the wind and snow outside the window.

Qiao Anxin clenched his fingers: "You...... I ......"

Qin Yifeng looked at her, waiting for her to continue.

"I'm sorry ......"

Taking a deep breath, she finally spoke.

The first sentence opened, and it seemed that the next words became easier to speak, she looked at him, and her voice was slow, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that about you that day, ...... Say you've been using me, yes...... I'm overdoing it, you...... Don't get angry. ā€

At the end of the sentence, the voice was so soft that it seemed to be scattered in the air.

After saying that, she looked at him nervously.

"Qiao Anxin, is this what you are going to tell me?" His face didn't make a wave.

Qiao Anxin was stunned for a moment.

"You think I'm angry?" His thin lips kept spitting out cold words, "You were wrong, I'm not angry, and you don't need to apologize, because what you said is the truth, and I've been using you." ā€

"No...... You ......"

Qiao An'an's pupils dilated unconsciously, and her body took half a step back, but she hit the wardrobe behind her, and the pain in her waist made her suddenly awake......

How so......

It shouldn't be like this......

His reaction......

"Judging by your reaction, it seems like I should be flattered by your apology?" He smiled slightly, "Joe An'......"

This name, called out by him, was low and blurred.

As if bewitched, Qiao Anxin was stunned, "Huh? She replied.

Qin Yifeng straightened up and walked towards her from the window, behind him, outside the window was the wind and snow, he approached step by step, like a person from another time and space, Qiao An'an's eyes fell on him.

"Qiao Anxin, I think, it's good to make it clear today," he finally approached her, and the tall figure fell in front of him, she stood in the shadow he cast, looked up at him, and listened to him continue, "I guess what Jing Chen told you is that I deliberately let you and Jiang Ying'er face each other, but it's actually for your good, right?" ā€

With a tremor in his heart, Qiao nodded with peace of mind.

Don't...... Isn't it?

She was tempted to ask such a question, and opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound, because of his expression...... Suddenly it's dangerous.

"Even if he's right, have you ever wondered why?"

Why?

Su Jingchen said that he did that in order to learn to protect himself......

So what Qin Yifeng asked was, why did he want her to learn to protect herself?

"You...... Are you here for me to learn to protect myself? She moved her lips, but first asked rhetorically.

Qin Yifeng looked at her, his eyes were deep, "You can't even protect yourself, what can you do to maintain the right I gave you to be close to me." ā€

Originally...... So.

"So......" she took a deep breath, "you're because of this...... Did you say you were using me? ā€

Regardless of whether his original intention was for her good or not, the ultimate goal was to let her maintain the right he had given? He, is that what he means?

Qiao Anxin looked at him quietly.

"You're half right." The smile on his lips faded, his eyes so dark that she almost couldn't breathe, but he didn't continue to talk as she waited, but reached out and picked up her hand that hung at his side......

She held her palm slightly, the scar on her palm was faintly revealed, his gaze fell, in his gaze, her fingers trembled slightly, she subconsciously tightened her fist, and her arm tried to withdraw her hand hard, but the hand he held on her wrist did not allow her to fade.

"You've hurt yourself again," he said in a low voice, "I seem to have said it more than once, Joan, you're always so good at hurting yourself." ā€

Qiao An'an's thin white fingers trembled slightly, "It's just...... I accidentally fell on the way here. Her voice was soft, but she didn't know what he meant.

He broke off the fingers she was holding one by one, and the scars on the palms were exposed, the palms were red and white, not good-looking, he looked at the injured hand, and finally continued, "Your injuries, whether they come from Jiang Ying'er and the like, or like now, you hurt yourself, I always ...... Not very comfortable. ā€

After deliberation, he used the word "not very comfortable".

Qiao Anxin was stunned for a moment, not understanding what he meant.

"Don't you understand?" He looked at her, his eyes more raging than the wind and snow outside the window, "People always reject those uncomfortable feelings, and I am no exception. ā€

Qiao Anxin's heart trembled......

seemed to understand what he meant, but ...... I didn't dare to think deeply.

Her breathing was sudden, "You...... You ......"

"Yes, I let you protect yourself, let you learn to protect yourself, in the end, it is to minimize my uncomfortable feelings, in the end, I do all this, in this sense, it is just for myself. So, I took advantage of you anyway. ā€

His low voice fell to her ears, but it seemed to explode in her head......

She couldn't react for a long time......

So, what he means is......

Will her injuries affect him?

Was the impact so big that he had to take some action?

"If I had to give an example," he said in a deep voice, "it's like you're packing your bags now, and you're making me very uncomfortable...... I can't help but wonder, if I can feel better by locking you in this room? ā€

"Qiao Anxin, you say, what should I do with you......"

Outside the window where the wind and snow are raging, the low and dumb sentences, and the ...... Throb.

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