The hour hand turns back in circles, time quietly reverses, and the memories of "yesterday" reappear one by one:

"Mom, I'm going to Xuancheng tomorrow on National Day, and the tickets have been bought, at half past ten in the morning."

"What are you doing in Xuancheng? Don't you look at that, the college classmate who came to our house as a guest, is he back? ”

"Well, yes, he said that he hadn't seen me for a long time, he missed me, he wanted me to go, and it just so happened that this time I was able to repay his old love."

"You're still in touch, what is he doing now?"

"He came back as a soldier, and we often video chat on WeChat."

"I used to tell you to go to the army too, but you didn't listen, and now you don't even have a stable job, alas, I'm worried about you."

"Okay, okay, I know, don't talk about it, don't worry about it, I also want to have a stable job, whoever asked me to find a job is very mobile, either every six months, or it closes down every year."

"You kid is still stubborn, it's not too late to plan carefully, you can find a stable business, it's really not good, just go to Foxconn and your sister, don't care if it's a factory, just make money, you're still young, don't blink to 30 years old, then the pressure will be great."

"Well, got it, I'll think about it. Remember to call me tomorrow at six o'clock, I have to pick up my tickets earlier. ”

"No, six o'clock, the morning bus from Daxin Taomiao to Fuyang is 6:15, followed by more than 12 o'clock in the morning, you have to get up at five o'clock, there are many people tomorrow, you have to go in advance. Alas, you two hurt me, every time I send you two out in the car over the years, I have to get up very early, and I will cook some eggs later, and you can bring them tomorrow as breakfast, so as to save your hunger."

...

In this way, I coaxed and lied, what I said was true or false, and finally asked my mother's permission and agreed to let me go to Xuancheng for a reunion. But in fact, the purpose of my visit to Xuancheng was not to reunite with my friends for many years, but to participate in a grand wedding, and the protagonist was my classmate, my brother, and my last friend "Shanshan".

Even, my best friend "Shanshan" did not return from the army, he has been retired for a long time, and he is currently working as a small imaging doctor in a hospital in Huzhou City, but I dare not tell my mother these facts, I am afraid that she will nag and be uncomfortable. After all, in the past few years, because I can't forget my ex-girlfriend, I have a bit of a "broken jar" meaning - not only did I push away one blind date after another, but I also didn't talk about my girlfriend, I planned to live a widow for the rest of my life, I was not ready to get married, and I lost confidence. After all, even the person who once loved me the most, even with myself and my profession, I can lose it, not to mention the current society where the lights are bright and money-oriented, who else can accompany me, be willing to be with me, and never give up? After all, I don't have a stable job, I don't have a car, and I don't have a suite in the city-state, so who wants to stay with me and commit to me? But for the sake of ethereal vanity, and in order to avoid being pointed at and criticized, I pretend to be a glamorous scene all day long, and at this point, even the self-proclaimed "I" who lives freely and casually has looked down on myself.

After all, in the past few years after graduation, I have never taken the initiative to find him on WeChat, he took the initiative to video chat with me, and even more, although we could chat with each other for a long time before, slowly, I began to "cope", usually "I want to accompany my girlfriend, I am at work, or I am inconvenient now, talk back." In this way, every warm greeting is ended.

And the specific reason, although I explain every time that I am afraid of affecting his work and delaying him from going to work, but in fact, his work is very leisurely, the holidays are abundant, the bonuses are also generous, and he also talked about a girlfriend, and even took out a loan to buy a house of more than one million, as long as he repays the loan on time every month, the amount is not much, and he can become a winner in his personal life. On the other hand, I am often unemployed, often squatting at home, and not accompanied by a partner, although I have a self-built house under my name, but it is "lose" as defined by the world

"It's not a big difference, so I have a lot of free time. But for the sake of the so-called face, and in order not to worry my best friend "Shanshan", and even more so that I can continue my spiritual exile, I often keep silent, pretending to be a virtual image of being bound by my family and career.

But in fact, my kind of "bad tricks" have no effect on my best friend "Shanshan", he has not been affected, even if I often prevaricate him, and rarely talk to him all night on WeChat, he treats me as a brother, and my relationship is not reduced, and he still takes the initiative to chat with me as in the past, until the day he gets married, maybe he knows my true situation, but he can't see through it, he wants to refresh me. Now that I think about it, maybe it was because I was always like this in the past that I lost my love, not because I secretly hypnotized "She didn't want to be with me because she didn't have money, so she didn't want to be with me, a poor boy."

Of course, because when I was in college, he and I often shared the same bed in the dormitory, ate melon seeds together, surfed the Internet all night, talked about the future together, and were more couples than friends, not to mention, when I just graduated from college, he also came to my house as a guest, so after all this, our friendship with each other can be so strong, so that it can not be worn by time, and it will be so far away. Although one day in the future, he will be far away from him, become unfamiliar, and even leave the rivers and lakes, no longer interact, just like two parallel lines that intersect, they can only meet for a short time, and finally they will be separated forever. But what's the matter, as long as he is happy, happy, after all, life is always separated, expected, and lonely.

Therefore, based on the above reasons, "Shanshan" excitedly sent me an invitation on WeChat half a year in advance, telling me that I must attend his wedding on the 11th National Day. Although I haven't video chatted with him for a long time, I know that he must have been happy and excited at that time, after all, he was finally able to step into the palace of marriage with her, although they originated from a blind date, and they continued to be in a relationship, but in the end there was a good ending, each other are the right people, and it is the most true and beautiful thing in this world. At that time, I suddenly realized that I had been in love for five years.

In fact, although "Shanshan" notified me half a year in advance, but in the past half a year, I also thought twice, thinking about whether to go or not, and also thinking about how much money to give him, after all, I had an empty wallet in my pocket, and I was so badly mixed, I was really embarrassed to get together, but in the end I still couldn't resist the feelings between each other, and I also wanted to give him back some affection, and finally sent him 521 yuan on WeChat in advance, originally I wanted to send 888 yuan, but I was too poor, I had to compromise and talk about my heart, and at the same time, I also hurriedly grabbed tickets online on the eve of the National Day, but to be honest, in fact, when I told my mother that I was going to Xuancheng, I hadn't bought a ticket yet, and even I deceived "Shanshan", saying that I had already bought a ticket and asked him to wait quietly. Even, until the eve of the National Day, I grabbed tickets online, grabbed the earliest train ticket, I don't understand why I became the current "ruthless and unjust" decadent appearance, but no matter what, God may have been blessed with me at that time, I actually grabbed the train ticket, or with a seat, so everything happened so fortunately...

Although the earthly sky is blue and blue, the white clouds are wisps, although the earthly stars are twinkling, the moonlight is white and clear, although the earthly time is very beautiful and beautiful, just like the flowers are bright and open, fragrant and fragrant, but it will not stay for anyone, it will only be like a white horse, hurriedly pass today, tomorrow will come suddenly, only a moment, leaving only a dream, people can't tell the truth.

So in a flash, it was the next morning, when the rooster had just crowed, when the fish white had just been revealed, and when the sun had not yet invaded the world, although the world was still dark, it could not be concealed as a sign of good weather. Although everything went as my mother expected, and as my mother had planned, in fact, I woke up early before 5 a.m., and maybe I didn't dare to sleep too much. But my mother didn't know, so her "humanoid alarm clock" still woke me up at five o'clock in the morning, and then skillfully cooked the boiled eggs for me, and found another plastic bag, along with several big red apples that had been washed clean. Of course, she also took advantage of the sky, black and white, drove the electric car quickly and steadily, and sent me to the side of the road in advance to take the car, until she saw me leave in the car, she returned with confidence.

In fact, Daxin to Fuyang, it is only more than an hour away, so after I arrived in Fuyang, it was only about 7 o'clock, but during the National Day, Rao is so, in the ticket hall like ants, I still have a long queue, only anxiously in front of the self-service ticket machine, successfully get the train ticket in Xuancheng. At that time, the time was only about 8:120.

But coincidentally, maybe it coincided with the National Day, I reunited by chance, and reunited with my friend of the opposite sex "Sister Qingqing" who I hadn't seen for many years, and she and her boyfriend were also collecting tickets at that time. But because they are a train at 9 o'clock and need to hurry into the station, so we only have a few simple greetings when we meet, such as she asked me "where are you going", "you are alone, so pitiful, where is your girlfriend", "we are leaving", and they said goodbye in a hurry again, but to meet by fate is really something I didn't expect, fate is this thing, it's really amazing. People often say that fate will meet, fate will be scattered, but when can I meet, meet the old love I miss in my heart, although she has two children, but I still want to look at her from afar, just a glance, and be satisfied, but unfortunately this fate god can not always fulfill my dream, maybe I should really go through the past, forget it cleanly...

Because my train was still early, they entered the station before me, supposedly on a trip to another country. So in the end, I was the only one left, sitting bored on the edge of the flower bed in the square in front of the station. But I have been lonely for a long time, but I am not frightened by all this, and even a little happy, because I have long been accustomed to loneliness and loneliness. At that time, I took out the sky-blue iPod shuffle with half of the earphones exposed in my pocket, turned on the ON button again, skillfully stuffed the earphones into my ears, and quietly felt the time flow, song after song, song after song. But even so, when facing the travelers walking around next to me, like glue and paint, pairs and even with families, there is still a trace of ripples in my heart, which makes me faintly angry and sour, I know that this is the so-called "envy and jealousy".

Although I relied on this way to pass the time, there was still more than an hour before half past ten in the morning. Maybe I've had enough of staying outside the station, or maybe I don't want to meet any more acquaintances, so I walked straight to the ticket gate, then lined up in turn, checked the tickets, entered the station, found the train number on the big screen, and took the elevator, shuttled through the flow of people, went to the corresponding No. 3 waiting room, and found a seat to wait. Strange to say, maybe it's because of the noisy people in the waiting room, or maybe it's because of the large number of people in the room, and the air has become thinner, so every time I will see my train flashing green on the small rectangular screen directly opposite in the drowsiness, and I always feel that time has secretly turned up its frequency for the sake of tourists.

So that's it, I got on the train to Xuancheng, but it's funny, although I grabbed the ticket with a seat, but I didn't expect that after getting on the bus, in fact, I grabbed the closest to the toilet, and the back chair is written with a "special seat for the disabled", although I already knew that during the National Day, the passenger flow will be very large, but I didn't expect to sit in such a special position in my lifetime, after all, I have never sit, and I am very able-bodied, I really feel ashamed. I think if I hadn't seen a normal person sitting next to me that day, I think I would have been embarrassed to sit down.

But that's not the only thing that makes me ashamed. Maybe I'm starting to be changed by society, or maybe I've lost my kindness, anyway, I'm no longer like before, seeing weak old grandparents and grandmothers, seeing delicate little girls, I will enthusiastically owe down, let me sit down, not like before, and the neighbors are talking about the mountains, happily talking about some world affairs and travel experiences, I began to sit indifferently on the seat, and then listen to songs by myself, or watch movies with my mobile phone.

Even, during the train galloping, I saw a female college student sitting in the seat opposite me and going home from vacation, talking with the traveler in the same car, talking with Yan Yan, saying something about "planning the future and chasing dreams", I also began to be like a layman, suddenly gave birth to a vulgar mind, and even wanted to laugh at her and let her be realistic, but I just thought about it, after all, at this point, I am also her senior, because I am also chasing my dream, although it is still far away and unrealistic, but I have been persevering.

Of course, I was more than that, but I still began to look at her secretly, for fear that she would see my gaze. Because she is so innocent and good-looking, with a smile and a smile, it is like a plain white lotus that breaks through the water and quietly blooms in the mud pond, warm and clean, which makes me feel a little excited. Even, when she stepped on my shoes and pants by mistake because of rest, and apologized to me, the charming "I'm really sorry, are you okay", which made me feel like a spring breeze, and my tiredness was swept away.

Of course, although there will be such a small episode when the car is far away, but after all, it is a meeting in Pingshui, she will reach her end, and I also have my end, I will eventually separate, never again, I can only regard it as a gift of life, I can't take it seriously, I can't indulge, at most continue to start my "give up" habit, and "take the initiative to talk happily with strangers", try to make the world full of warmth, after all, my journey is still going on, I still have my mission. Although I bought the most suitable train ticket, although Fuyang is only more than six hours away from Xuancheng, although I arrived at the station was only more than 4 o'clock in the afternoon, it was not dark, but at that time I still only wanted, only to Xuancheng, quietly find a hotel to stay, take a shower, and then the next morning, and then go to the wedding scene of "Shanshan" alone, in order to just don't want to burden him - because at that time, I thought that his home was also in the countryside, just like my home.

But "the ideal is very plump, and the reality is very skinny", which can't withstand the enthusiasm of "Shanshan" and his seriousness, which leads to my plans becoming all utopian. From the beginning of my bus to Fuyang in Daxin, he "buzzed" and asked me where I was, what time to take the train, when to arrive, and even, when I got on the train, "Shanshan" frequently asked me to send positioning, voice calls, and some complaints with me on WeChat, such as "Tell you, I really don't want to get married, and I quarreled with her yesterday" and other rather unintentional words, which made me cry and laugh, and directly asked me to throw out a sentence "If you don't get married, I won't go to Xuancheng to find you" The "angry words".

Actually, it's not angry, I was also a little "selfish" at that time, such as letting "Shanshan" get married, I can live in peace, and I can leave with peace of mind, because someone cherishes him better for me. But now that I think about it, I am glad to have such a close friend, after all, this lackluster society, how thin as ice, can have a friend, brother, confidant, and even lover who will never leave him, what a happy thing, I am in the blessing of not knowing the blessing, I want to ignore this gift in vain, how chilling, but also pity, fortunately I can wake up at the moment, I hope to remedy it.

Experienced people know that the time of the morning passed, the time of the afternoon passed quickly, the time passed in the trajectory of the sun in a second, and finally the train that carried me passed through several platforms and got on several groups of people, so that I reached the destination Xuancheng safely. But when I first got out of Xuancheng Railway Station, because of the urgency of urine, I went to the WC next to the exit of the station, but found that the interior was shabby, urine stains flowed, and I even needed to queue up for the toilet, which directly reduced my favorability of the city.

But even so, I still have the same habit as before, every time I go to a new place, I will take a picture of the exterior of the local train station or bus station as a souvenir, so Xuancheng City is no exception. And after I finished the corresponding work, I directly dialed the phone number of "Shanshan", who expected that the goods came directly to the sentence, "I will send you the location of the hotel, room 416, there is a classmate of mine inside, you take a taxi yourself, just ask him to open the door, I am driving outside now, I am busy, and I will pick you up." ”

And at that time, to be honest, after listening to his words, I even had a little grudge, after all, he had repeatedly told me before, "You have arrived in Xuancheng, I will pick you up by car", but now it has evolved like this. At the same time, because it is not easy to take a taxi near Xuancheng Railway Station, and there are few "Didi Express", perhaps because I have more passengers at the station, so I am more and more "angry". But fortunately, I was smart enough to check the bus route through Baidu Map, get on the bus, go to the accommodation smoothly, and finally check in smoothly.

And coincidentally, when I arrived at room 416 of the hotel, after chatting with the strange companions inside, I unexpectedly found that he and I were both alumni, but also fellow villagers, and even from Fuyang by car, but he took the train at one o'clock in the morning, not like me, it was more than ten o'clock in the morning, because he did not have a holiday, and he came after transferring shifts with colleagues.

Of course, in addition, we also greeted each other about their personal employment, for example, I lied that "a year after graduating from medical school, because I felt that medicine was not very suitable for me, I gave up medicine and literature, and then went to a friend's studio to engage in literary creation, with a monthly salary of 4,000, a maximum of more than 10,000 yuan, and it was okay, but it was very unstable, the salary fluctuated, and even the studio was easy to close." No, I've been unemployed at home recently, so I have time to come to Xuancheng to have a look. ”

Although most of what I said was consistent with the truth, there were also some mistakes, just like when I went to a friend's studio before, I was not engaged in literary creation, but engaged in "Putian medical copywriting", that is, I specially wrote some hyperlink articles that fooled patients on the Internet, so that the internal "business pass" customer service could make an appointment with patients, and then through the total number of patients who came to the hospital, to get the corresponding commission, it can be said that it is very unconscionable, and even I have been squatting at home for a long time, I have been sitting and eating empty mountains, and for these unbearable past, I have no face to talk about it in detail. I had to swallow it in my stomach, but the only thing I can be sure of, and what I am sure of, is that I will make money cleanly in the future, and I will not make money without making money, which is really a shame of conscience.

As for him, he replied, "After graduating from medical school, in a small private hospital in Fuyang, I barely survived, two or three thousand yuan a month, but fortunately, I got a medical certificate this year, and I can add a few hundred yuan to my salary, and it is not easy to live." ”

After hearing his words, I immediately opened the conversation box, continued to communicate with him, and also vented the bitterness in my heart, I said excitedly: "Now I feel that I still have a stable job as a doctor, and I will not be unemployed often, although I may earn less and have more experience, but compared with other industries, few are as valuable as medical treatment, and I am ready to return to medicine now." Although I am not very old, I am still young, but I don't want to run around, I am afraid that I will have to run around and work at every turn. ”

"Actually, I feel that it's good for a person to do anything, even if it's wrong or wrong, it's just an attempt on the road of life, and it doesn't need to be too burdensome, it's a big deal, start all over again, since you're young, what are you afraid of. You said that you plan to return to medical treatment, but in fact, it is not difficult, first find a hospital to hang on, and then read books slowly, take exams slowly, and strive to get the assistant physician certificate next year... In fact, the medical practitioner exam is not difficult, as long as there is the pressure of life, you naturally have time to read carefully, and then prepare for the exam, which is forced out by life, after all, if you get the certificate, you can get a few hundred yuan more salary, and you can also make the ordinary quality of life a little better...", I saw him calm and said like a person who came over.

Actually, before I came to Xuancheng, I knew that "Shanshan" would have a few classmates, so for "Shanshan" and his classmates, I was completely a senior. This is because, although we are from the same school and the same major, because "Shanshan" was a soldier in the middle of the university, so after he retired, he naturally fell to me for two terms, and this is why he met his classmates at this time, so they all became my juniors or juniors.

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Later, we talked for some time, and "Shanshan" dialed my phone, and it was really "long overdue". In fact, in fact, "Shanshan" should have been called "Shanshan", but because of "Shanshan"'s relatively docile personality, it was nicknamed "Shanshan" by me. The purpose of this phone call from him was for me to call a few of his classmates and say that they would go to his house later.

Soon, the "group of heroes came out", a total of five men and three women, including three pairs of young couples, all of whom were my younger brothers and sisters, but the only embarrassing thing was that only me and my roommate were alone in the "miserable scene".

At the door of the hotel, we didn't have to wait long before we saw "Shanshan" and his "uncle" driving here. Then our group, after getting on the bus in batches, hurried to the hometown of "Shanshan". I still remember that time, we have successively experienced from bustling to secluded, from neon lights to green rice plants, from wide roads to narrow roads, from flat to rugged, after passing through a special driving route with twists and turns, only in the dark time, next to a straight and raised embankment, slowly along the narrow downhill path, slowly driving into the flat area covered with grass and sitting on continuous rice fields, only a few houses are scattered, and then suddenly arrived at the final destination, that is, the hometown of "Shanshan".

Because "Shanshan" officially held the wedding the next day, according to local customs, this time is the time when the host family is entertaining, that is, greeting all relatives and friends to eat and drink well, which is purely a moment of feasting. So unexpectedly, we, the outsiders, also tasted a lot of rural delicacies from Xuancheng, so that today, I still remember it vividly and salivate.

And when our group of people finished eating, out of food, but also out of waiting for "Shanshan" to be busy with trivial matters, and to go to Xuancheng City, we were invited to walk outside the house, and began to chat, because there was plenty of time, so we were carefree to say some heartfelt words, most of them were some beautiful words related to the countryside, extremely happy, and time was also in our relaxed atmosphere, successively accompanied by the words dissipated, and finally "Shanshan" was busy with work, and we will eventually return to the hustle and bustle of the city, continue to open a rare joy, and waiting for the final moment of separation.

I still remember that night, sprinkled with a little star, and the light was very clear; The ground is also as beautiful as a flower roll, surrounded by a corner of emerald yellow rice fields; And the location is sparse and sparse in a few households, close to the back of the house or in the pond on the side of the house, there is also a leaf of lotus flowers, although it has been a little yellow and decayed, indicating the end of autumn, but the pond water from time to time to show a swimming fish, but more interesting, it is really a fishing resort, but also the most suitable place for the elderly.

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On the night road back to the city, "Shanshan" was in a hurry, and I was a little drowsy. In the end, I don't know how long "Shanshan" drove the car, but I only knew that when I opened my eyes, I arrived in the parking area downstairs of the hotel. Then "Shanshan" took the groom and best man's clothes, and followed us to the 4th floor together, and then lived in their own rooms. Because there were not enough beds, and "Shanshan" also wanted to relive the old dream with me, he slept with me and covered the same bedding with him, so as to bid farewell to his single career.

Of course, because "Shanshan" began the formal marriage process the next day, "Shanshan" urgently needed a best man to support the field, and the few students next door who had families and rooms also came to the house to join in the fun. Because I often pretend to be a girlfriend to the outside world, "Shanshan" was convinced, so I excluded me as I expected, and finally chose my fellow housemate. Immediately, "Shanshan" unsealed his groom outfit, and my fellow housekeeper also wore his best man outfit, not to mention, the two of them were still handsome after wearing it, and they fit quite well, quite stylish, and it really looked like it.

Subsequently, several of our bigwigs, because they all graduated from medical majors, talked about the future of the current medical profession, and they all agreed that the current study of dentistry is the most popular. Although, among these students, some have taken the license to practice, while some have taken the technician certificate, and some are taking the postgraduate examination, they always think that they have not done enough. Generally speaking, they are all better than me, maybe many years ago, when I gave up medicine, without being fully prepared and without taking some professional certificates, it marked my loss, and it doomed me to my current tragedy......

It is said that the excitement in the middle of the night will disappear, and the nerves of the brain will be tired and lethargic due to overindulgence. Because at 4 o'clock in the morning the next day, "Shanshan" had to get up early to "ride the float", so it was inconvenient for us men to stay up too late, so as not to affect "Shanshan". After ridiculing "Shanshan" a few words and saying a few meat jokes, they went back to their respective houses, or each looked for their daughters-in-law, and the birds and beasts were scattered.

And after the lights went out in the house, everyone had a sweet dream, and the time flashed to the next morning, at 4 o'clock. Although "Shanshan" originally planned to ask me to go with him, but for some reason, he finally let me continue to sleep, and also asked me to stop by and watch the house, so that everyone except me followed him.

Then, after the hotel waiter had cleaned the room, I was on the verge of 11 a.m., and the traditional auspicious time for weddings in the world was 12 o'clock at noon, and I knew that I was less than an hour away from the deadline.

In fact, it's not that my personality is too lazy, nor that my temperament is too fleshy, I know that the wedding hotel of "Shanshan" is very close to each other, so I dare to "pinch it" so much. But what I didn't expect was that at the entrance of the big hotel near the center of Xuancheng City, I couldn't get a car online for a long time, and I couldn't get a free taxi. Luckily, when I arrived, the master of ceremonies hadn't done anything yet, and I was just in time.

And then the direction of happiness, and all the newcomers in the world who have stepped into the marriage hall, quite a sense of ceremony, but also quite a sense of entertainment, in the master of ceremonies witty teasing, a "dad", a "mom", it crushed all the estrangement and estrangement of the two generations of people, and two categorical "I do", is the most inseparable expression of the true feelings of the two sides, and after the end of the "cup", it indicates that the newlyweds are finished, like a flower, a good couple is natural, and officially formed a pair of happy enemies.

Of course, like all the newlyweds who have stepped into the marriage hall in the world, the "Shanshan" at this time is heroic, with a straight back, like a man who stands up to the sky, and the bride of "Shanshan" is also like a delicate red rose, beautiful and incomprehensible, and this pair of new people is envious of the others, especially singles such as me, and they can only envy it.

And the wedding of "Shanshan" ended successfully in the cheers and frolicking of the guests. Next, the newlyweds toasted in turn. And when we have drunk enough wine (actually drinks) and eaten the feast, it is time for us to scatter and leave. Because it is a special time for "Shanshan", so this reunion can only end in such a hurry, we can't expect him to continue to be Dongzuo's companion, otherwise he will not understand the world.

So we began to say goodbye to him one after another, and "Shanshan" and I preached seriously, we should take good care of each other and not let her sincerity hurt. "Shanshan" agreed. At the same time, "Shanshan" also asked me where to go next, and I replied that I would go to Xuancheng casually first, maybe today, or go home tomorrow.

In this way, after being separated from "Shanshan", I returned to the journey of being alone, and after a moment of frolic and joy, now I am back in my old state, and I am a little lonely and empty. But maybe it's because I've been used to wandering around alone in the past few years, so I can endure these sufferings, and even treat them as a kind of alien confidant, so it's not a big deal.

For Xuancheng, there are two things that haunt me the most, one is "Shanshan", and the second is "Dragon", that is, the famous "Yangtze Crocodile". For "Shanshan", we have already met and parted, so I should think about it again, and it is time to see the "Yangtze Alligator" that makes me miss my heart.

But because it is difficult to take a taxi from outside the wedding scene of "Shanshan", there is no need to think about it, and there are few vehicles that can go to "Crocodile Lake". So I continued to carry forward my good character of "sharing bicycles", and after scanning the bicycle, I began to "follow the map", that is, follow the cycling route of Baidu Map. Although I finally arrived at the "Crocodile Lake", that is, the "Yangtze Alligator Cultural Square", in retrospect, the distance was still strangely long, and it really made my legs sore.

But fortunately, I was able to see in person so many fresh "dragons" that overlapped each other, which also rounded my "Xuancheng line" and allowed me to leave without too many regrets. But in fact, to be honest, "Yangtze Alligator Cultural Square" is sorry for its own 30 yuan ticket price, because it is not too different, and the attractions are scarce, so the overall appearance is a little lacking in interest, just like the current Xuancheng, which has long been out of character, and has the false name of "the capital of the four treasures of the study". But fortunately, the cold-blooded creature of "Dragon", in terms of petite size, is particularly delicate and cute, which really makes people have the illusion of "can't put it down", and fortunately, the small shops around the scenic spot are of good quality and low price, and they will not sit on the ground and start the price, which will harm tourists, and it can be regarded as worth the ticket price.

Of course, in addition to the many petite "dragons", in the "Yangtze Alligator Cultural Square", there are also many rare plants and trees, as well as two monkeys with red buttocks. Although I don't know when they moved in, I do know that if you are lucky, you can see the monkeys moving along the specific paths between their habitats, circle after circle, and the speed, the strange appearance, is very funny.

Although there are a lot of introductions to animals and plants in the Xuancheng Yangtze Crocodile Cultural Square, which can let me learn a lot of novel knowledge, because the internal area is not too large, so visitors can visit them all in at least half an hour and at most an hour, so the story of my "crocodile lake" ends like this.

And Jingting Mountain in Xuancheng City, although there is the poet immortal Li Bai's famous sentence "look at each other and never get tired of each other, only Jingting Mountain" to bless, but today, Jingting Mountain has long since ceased to be the original, and it has not even been "never tired of looking at each other, only Zhang Zhengshan" has brought me a deep touch. (Note: "Zhang Zhengshan" is the "Shanshan" mentioned earlier.) ）

In this way, I was in Xuancheng City, after taking the bus at will, I walked around the east, looked west, sat at the end of the station, and watched Xuancheng on the bus, which ended my thoughts about Xuancheng in this way.

Although I once told "Shanshan" that I would not go back that day, because Xuancheng City has a surprisingly high accommodation fee - there are basically no economic hotels below 100. At the same time, the people or scenery in Xuancheng City that I was concerned about had already made me meet, so after all, I broke my promise and took a car in the starry night to return to my hometown Fuyang.

But to be honest, in fact, my journey home that night was not all smooth sailing, and even a little tortuous, which still makes me unforgettable. My mind goes back to the night I left Xuancheng, on that night, because I wanted to go home on a whim, but because I didn't get a return ticket on the "Fliggy Trip" in advance, I could only wait anxiously for the ticket to be successful. I still remember clearly, I remember that night, I sat on the aisle outside the Xuancheng Passenger Terminal, looking lonely at the starry sky, lonely at the herringbone geese flying south, and also blowing the cold wind, just to grab the return train ticket.

But as I expected, I changed trains several times, waited until the deadline, and even waited until the middle of the night without success, so that at that time, I wanted to give up and go home. But after searching for "accommodation" on "Fliggy Travel", I still rekindled the unyielding thought of "I want to go home, I want to grab a ticket", and the reason is because the accommodation fee is too scary.

But I sat there stupidly, waiting left and right, the cold wind was blowing in my face, and there was still no message of success in grabbing tickets, which made me want to cry without tears, and the whole person was almost desperate. But by chance, I learned from Baidu Tieba that the system of online ticketing and ticketing in the railway station hall is not synchronized, so if there are no tickets on the Internet, it does not mean that there are no tickets in the hall, and there may still be remaining tickets. At that time, as if I had grasped the last straw, and as if I had encountered the strange scene of "another village", I immediately swept away the depression in my chest and went straight to the ticket hall.

Maybe God saw that I had been frozen for too long, or maybe the goddess of luck was finally on my side, or I was under the stairs in the square in front of Xuancheng Railway Station, helping people lift the suitcase to the top floor, which made my character explode, so when I said to the conductor, "Is there the fastest class", the conductor must have replied to me, "Yes, about 40 in the morning, the last soft sleeper", at that moment, my hanging heart finally let go, what I want is a soft sleeper ticket, after all, I can lie down and rest. In this way, I lay on the return train in a zigzag way, and started my rather difficult journey home...

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Postscript: The last friend got married, and I'm still single, which is really sad. I used to think celibate was good, but I still think so, but I'm starting to understand that it's just an excuse for me who is not good.

Whenever I see my old friends enter the next stage of life one by one, and I still don't move forward, I haven't grown at all, and I am still like a ridiculous child, with a cheap innocence, and I have not been deeply involved in the drama of society for a long time, to stage a false affection, but also greedy, tired, and in line with tradition, then it should have belonged to "me" in the life "role". The process of growing up is really painful, not to mention, being yourself, and achieving the peak of life.

I really want to be like a tardispeller, almost no matter how much you grind, you can't die, you live willfully, and you live fearlessly. Maybe it's because I love face too much and am too disturbed by the world, so I am constantly troubled. My friends say that I live a chic life and do things calmly, but in fact, I am the most humble and insignificant bottom, I am just pretending, and I am also deceiving myself. I really hope that I can grow up early, take on my responsibilities, and give people a sense of security like a man who stands up to the sky. I also hope that one day in the future, I can have a wife and children that belong only to me, and the family will be happy and harmonious.