003, abandonment

Wang Mengyao suddenly stopped crying, and her voice became hateful: "It's all because of that woman, if it weren't for that woman, my parents wouldn't have made such a fuss." After speaking, Wang Mengyao cried again.

She may be right, but, in the end, it's because of me, if it weren't for me, my adoptive father might not have gone to find another woman.

Wang Mengyao kept crying, crying, crying until the early hours of the morning. In front of her adoptive mother just now, she didn't cry. Wang Mengyao gave me the impression of being a lively and cheerful girl, and I have never seen her so sad for so many years.

When I was about to fall asleep, Wang Mengyao suddenly said to me: "Wang Xuan, let me tell you something, can you promise me?" ”

"Okay, you can say it." I replied.

Wang Mengyao took a deep breath, seemed to have made a very decision, and said, "Wang Xuan, you go, get out of here." ”

Hearing this, I was stunned for a moment and didn't react.

Later, I realized that Wang Mengyao was going to drive me away.

Although I have already decided to leave, Wang Mengyao personally said that she would drive me away, and my heart still stinged!

I didn't speak, Wang Mengyao continued: "Wang Xuan, in fact, when you first came, I hated you. I know very well that my parents want a boy, especially my father, who is very patriarchal, but my parents are still very good to me, and I will give whatever I want. But one day you came. ”

"On the first day you came to this house, I saw that your eyes were full of hatred, and I was thinking, I have to do everything I can to get rid of you, because you come here and you will rob your parents of the love that they gave me. The truth is that I thought too much, and my parents were still very good to me, and then I knew that you couldn't see with my eyes, and I thought you were quite pitiful, so I treated you like my own brother. ”

"Sister..."Hearing Wang Mengyao's words, I was very moved, and I was so moved that I didn't know what words to use.

"But..."Wang Mengyao's tone changed, and said: "Mom and Dad have become like this, Dad said, let you leave here, only let you leave here, Dad will continue to want this family, and this family can be maintained..."

After a moment of silence, Wang Mengyao continued: "So... Wang Xuan, you have to go, only when you go, can all this end. ”

I didn't respond to Wang Mengyao, I just kept silent, silent......

After a long time, I responded to her with a flat word: "Hmm! ”

On the surface, I looked calm, but I kept suppressing my heartache, and I kept my eyes closed so that my tears would not flow.

Wang Mengyao suddenly turned around, touched my eyes with both hands, and said gently: "I'm sorry, I know your eyes can't see, I will personally take you away, and I will come back later." In the future, if you don't have me to hold your hand, you have to be careful! After speaking, Wang Mengyao's tears flowed down again......

I didn't say a word, at this time, I have begun to regret it, I regret why I know about my adoptive father's cheating, I regret it even more now that I know, why don't I continue to hide it, just now I shouldn't have made excuses to let my adoptive mother and Wang Mengyao come back, if we didn't come back, my adoptive mother wouldn't know about my adoptive father's cheating, and my adoptive father wouldn't break the jar and say those words that have been suppressed for more than ten years, all this may not happen.

I don't have to leave this house, and I won't make Wang Mengyao so sad.

What followed was a sleepless night!

The next morning, Wang Mengyao took me by the hand and went to school. When it was time for school, I had been sitting in class, and Wang Mengyao would come to pick me up and go home in the past, but this time, ten minutes passed, and I didn't see Wang Mengyao's figure, and I didn't hear the sentence "Wang Xuan, let's go home" that had lasted for more than ten years.

I know very well in my heart that Wang Mengyao will never come to me again, and will never hold my hand again, but I just want to wait, I still have a glimmer of hope.

I don't know how long it took, but I was the last person left in the class, and I was getting ready to leave, even though I didn't know where I was going.

I had just taken two steps when I suddenly bumped into a person head-on, I was knocked back a few steps, and then I heard a puzzled voice: "Wang Xuan, why haven't you left yet?" ”

The person who spoke was named Yu Sisi, a girl, and she was the only student in the class who had something to do with me.

"Oh." I responded, "I'm getting ready to go." After saying that, I pretended to touch the wall next to me and walked out slowly.

Yu Sisi stopped me and said, "Wang Xuan, no, it's usually your sister who comes to pick you up, why don't you see your sister pick you up today." ”

"My sister has something to do today, so she can't come." I explained casually. Almost every day after school, Wang Mengyao would come to pick me up, and over time, my classmates knew that I had a very beautiful sister.

And I can't tell Wang Mengyao the reason for the incident, there is nothing to say about this kind of ugly thing.

Yu Sisi said uneasily: "Without your sister to pick you up, how can you go back, you can't see with your eyes, and you may fall into the pit halfway through later." ”

"It's okay, I can't see with my eyes, I still have ears, I've gotten used to it for so many years." I forced a smile and smiled.

"Okay, so let's do it, I'll send you back." As he spoke, Yu Sisi grabbed my hand and was about to lead me downstairs.

I quickly broke free of her hand and said, "Don't bother, my sister won't come, my parents will come later." ”

Hearing me say this, Yu Sisi gave up wanting to continue pestering me, but said with some grievances: "Wang Xuan, you also know that I have feelings for you, this time we finally have a chance to be alone, you just let me stay with you for a while." ”

The reason why Yu Sisi is the only classmate in my class is because she is interesting to me, and they all say that I am still quite handsome, but I have always pretended to be blind and a blind person, and in the eyes of others, it is useless for me to be good-looking.

"No, no, I don't have time, my parents will be here in a moment, and I'm leaving." With that, I turned around and was about to leave.

Yu Sisi opened his arms to block my way, and said: "Wang Xuan, why do I think you have been avoiding me all along, do you think I am very ugly, let me tell you, I really don't look ugly, you can't see with your eyes, if you can see, you will definitely agree to me to be your girlfriend." ”

Hearing Yu Sisi's words, I almost squirted. To be honest, if it weren't for her weight being too scary, and her face looks like Liu Huan, I would have agreed to her when she took the initiative to express her meaning to me on the first day.

Actually, in my case, I'm embarrassed to dislike people, it's just that one day I accidentally overheard Yu Sisi chatting with other girls, her friend asked her, how could she fall in love with me, she said, she's like this, no boy can look at her, so I can only find me blind, plus I'm good-looking, except for blindness, there's nothing bad about it.

Since then, my attitude towards her has plummeted, and she thinks that I am blind, unable to see anything, unable to see her weight, unable to see her Liu Huan-like appearance, coupled with my low self-esteem, I will definitely agree to her pursuit.

But she's wrong, I can see everything.

I didn't dare to say it in front of her, not only would it expose me pretending to be blind, but with her temper, she might not know how to fix me when the time comes.

I've seen several times in my class that the boys who made her angry were beaten up by her.

I was thinking about how to get rid of her, when my phone suddenly rang, and I immediately said, "Yu Sisi, my parents are looking for me, I have to leave quickly." After saying that, I said hello and walked away directly by touching the wall, Yu Sisi called me behind my back, and I didn't pay attention to it.

After going downstairs, I saw that Yu Sisi didn't follow, so I ran away in a hurry.

After leaving the school gate, the mobile phone rang again, and when I took it out, I saw that it was Wang Mengyao who called me. She bought my mobile phone for me, and I asked her at the time, I couldn't see with my eyes, and it was useless to ask for a mobile phone, and she told me that I could hear it if I couldn't see it, and I would just use my mobile phone to answer her calls in the future.

I connected the phone, and before I could speak, I heard Wang Mengyao say guiltily: "Wang Xuan, I'm sorry, don't blame me, I put a bank card in your schoolbag last night, which contains the pocket money I have saved for you over the years, as well as my pocket money, all of which are placed in that bank card, the password is your birthday, you find a place by yourself, you can't see with your eyes, you must be careful yourself." ”

After Wang Mengyao finished speaking, she didn't wait for me to reply, and hung up directly.

I couldn't help but cry and dialed it back again, but it was already prompted to shut down.

I walked into a small alley, squatted in the corner, and cried bitterly, I can leave the house, I can leave my adoptive father and mother, but I find that I can't do without Wang Mengyao, she is the best and most kind person I have been to me for so many years.

Even if Wang Mengyao doesn't say it, I will leave the home where I have lived for more than ten years.

But I found that when I really left, my whole heart was empty, and my heart was paralyzed by the pain, I was reluctant, I really couldn't give up, I couldn't bear Wang Mengyao.

But I can't help it, that family can't accommodate me anymore, Wang Mengyao and I can't go back to the past, if I stay, my adoptive father will abandon my adoptive mother and Wang Mengyao, only if I leave, my adoptive father can return to the family.

I don't know how long I cried, and when I looked up, it was getting late. I walked out of the alley, walking alone in the dark night aimlessly, I didn't know where to go, I could only go and go and go and go without end......

As I walked, I was hungry and thought about finding a place to eat, then get some sleep and go back to school tomorrow morning. Although I became a homeless person, I still have to continue to study.

After that, I went to school during the day, and at night I went to find a place to work, and during the day at school, I continued to pretend to be blind, and at night I was a normal person.

That's what I'm going to do in the future......